<h2><SPAN name="Refusing_a_Crown" id="Refusing_a_Crown"></SPAN>9. Refusing a Crown</h2>
<p>Up until this time, Jesus had done all the preaching, and the
disciples had listened. Jesus had healed the sick, and the disciples
had watched. Now, however, Jesus told the disciples that it was time
for them to work also. He called the twelve together, and said:</p>
<p>"I am going to send you out in my place. You are to divide up into
pairs. Each pair will go and preach in the towns and villages. You
will tell the people what you have heard me say—that God has come to
the earth to rule over men's hearts. When you see<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_119" id="Page_119"></SPAN></span> people who are sick
or out of their minds, you are to make them well, just as you have
seen me do."</p>
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<p>He told them plainly what they were to do.</p>
<p>"Don't take any money with you," Jesus said, "and don't ask for money
from anybody. Don't take many clothes, either; you are to travel
quickly, and attend to your work, without worrying about money or
clothes. You will be taken care of."</p>
<p>"When you go into a city or a village, find some family that will
welcome a preacher; and stay in that home until you go to the next
place. If nobody will listen to you, go somewhere else. But before you
go, warn the people in the place which you are leaving that they have
sinned by not paying attention to God's message."</p>
<p>So the disciples went out and preached as Jesus told them. They healed
the sick, as Jesus did.<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_120" id="Page_120"></SPAN></span></p>
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<p>The trip was a great success. After many days the disciples began to
come back home, with many stories about their experiences. When they
were all with Jesus again, they sat down and told him everything they
had said and done.</p>
<p>Jesus listened to their stories, and then he said:</p>
<p>"It is time for you to take a rest. Come with me to some lonely place
where nobody will disturb us for a while."</p>
<p>They got into their boat, and sailed up to a quiet place they knew of,
near the town of Bethsaida. But they got no chance to rest after all,
for the people at Capernaum saw them leaving.<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_121" id="Page_121"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>"There go Jesus and his disciples!" somebody said. "They're heading
for Bethsaida!"</p>
<p>A crowd of people began to walk around the shore of the lake. As they
went, others joined them from the towns and countryside round about.
Jesus was the most popular man in Galilee just then. Wherever he went,
he might be sure that a crowd would follow him.</p>
<p>The people walked and ran, and by hurrying they reached the quiet spot
near Bethsaida as soon as Jesus did. When he stepped out of the boat,
thousands of people were waiting for him on the shore. Jesus had gone
away for a rest, but when he saw the people he felt sorry for them.</p>
<p><i>They are like a flock of sheep</i>, he thought—<i>a flock of sheep with
no shepherd to look after them.</i></p>
<p>They had spoiled his holiday, but Jesus spoke to the people and said
that he was glad to see them. Then he began to teach, just as he did
in the cities and towns. All day long he taught, and if there were any
who were sick, he healed them.</p>
<p>The day wore on, and evening was drawing near. One or two of the
disciples pulled Jesus' sleeve, and said to him:</p>
<p>"Master, it is getting late. Hadn't you better send them away to find
something to eat in the towns near by? There is nothing for them out
here in the country."</p>
<p>Jesus answered: "There is no need for them to go away. Give them
something to eat right here!"<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_122" id="Page_122"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>The disciples looked at him as if they did not know whether he was
serious or not. They said: "Do you mean that you want us to go and buy
food for all these people? Where would we get enough money for that?"</p>
<p>Andrew said: "There's a boy here with five loaves of bread and a
couple of fishes. But how far will that go among five thousand
people?"</p>
<p>Jesus only answered, "Tell them to sit down on the grass."</p>
<p>The disciples went among the crowd, and had the people sit down in
groups, fifty in each group.</p>
<p>Jesus took the five loaves and the two fishes, and as he held them, he
said a prayer of thanks to God. Then he broke the loaves, and gave the
bread and the fish to the disciples and told them to pass the food
around among the crowd. They passed it here and they passed it there,
but they never ran out of food. Nobody could tell where it was coming
from, but there was enough for everyone and some left over.</p>
<p>The people were hungry after their long walk and the hours of standing
in the sun. They ate heartily. As they finished their meal, they began
to think about what had happened.</p>
<p>"Where did all this food come from?" they began to ask themselves.
"Where did Jesus get all that food?" "There were but five loaves and a
couple of fishes and yet we have all had enough and to spare!"</p>
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<p>The crowd began to talk in excited voices. "Jesus gave us this food."
"A wonderful thing! He gave us <span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_124" id="Page_124"></SPAN></span>food to eat, when there wasn't
anything here!" "Why, this is just the man we have been looking for!"
"There's the man to make the Jews strong and rich—he makes food out
of nothing!"</p>
<p>The people were rising to their feet.</p>
<p>"Make him a king!" they started to cry. "Jesus is the man to be king
of the Jews!" they shouted. "We want our king!"</p>
<p>But Jesus was not there any longer. Jesus had gone; he had slipped
away through the crowd and disappeared. Even the disciples did not
know where he was. He stayed alone in the mountains until long after
dark.</p>
<p>Those foolish people! That foolish, foolish crowd! They did not
understand him at all. Did they never think of anything except their
stomachs?</p>
<p>Jesus remembered how the devil had once tempted him in the wilderness.
What was it that the devil had said? "If you are the Messiah, make
these stones into bread."</p>
<p>Yes, all the people would be for him so long as he gave them something
to eat. They would even make him a king, if they thought he was the
man to get rid of the Romans and make the country free and rich and
great. Why, they had offered to make Jesus a king that very day! They
said that he was just the man they had been waiting for!</p>
<p>But that was not what Jesus had come to do. He did not want to be that
kind of king.<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_125" id="Page_125"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>It was soon to be Passover time. Many years ago, at Passover time,
Jesus had been a boy at the Temple in Jerusalem, watching as the lambs
were killed for a sacrifice. A year from now it would be Passover
again. And then it would be time to go to Jerusalem once more. He
would go to Jerusalem, and he would be the King of the Jews. Then he
would do what he always knew that he would have to do someday.</p>
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<p>When Jesus came back to Capernaum, he gathered his band of disciples
together and took them away again. This time he took them so far away
that no one would follow them. No one wanted very much to follow,
anyway, for the people were hurt and angry because Jesus would not be
their king.</p>
<p>Jesus led the disciples away to the north, into the country near
Caesarea Philippi. Here one of the rivers that flowed into the Jordan
came springing out of a cave in a hill. Here too the Greek people
round about had built temples for their heathen gods.</p>
<p>Jesus wanted to be alone with his disciples, for the time had come to
have an important talk. He said to them: "Who do people say that I
am?"</p>
<p>The disciples answered: "Some people say that you are John the
Baptist, come back from the dead. Others say that you are Elijah, or
Jeremiah, or one of the other prophets come back to earth. Everyone
thinks that you are a great man."<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_126" id="Page_126"></SPAN></span></p>
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<p>"But who do <i>you</i> say that I am?" Jesus asked.</p>
<p>There was silence. Then Simon spoke up: "You are the Messiah—the
Christ—the Son of the living God!"</p>
<p>That was it! That was what Jesus was waiting for! His face lighted up
in joy. He turned to Simon, and exclaimed: "That is the best thing
that could happen to you, Simon, to find out who I am! And no human
being could have told you! Only God himself can have shown you that I
really am the Messiah, when nobody else believes it. And now you are
going to have a new name, Simon. I am going to call you 'Peter' from
now on, for the name 'Peter' means 'The Rock.' You have faith in me,
and your faith is like a rock. I am going to build my Church on faith
like yours, and nothing shall ever conquer it. It will be the
strongest thing in all the world.<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_127" id="Page_127"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>"And now"—Jesus began to speak more quietly—"and now that you know
who I really am, I have many things to tell you. In the first place,
you must not say anything about my being the Messiah—not just yet.
And this is more important: I am not going to be very popular any
more. I am going up to Jerusalem, and when I get there, my enemies
will plot against me and put me to death."</p>
<p>Peter thought that this was nonsense. Everyone knew that the Messiah
would not be killed like that, but would instead be a great warrior
and a triumphant king. In a bold voice Peter spoke up again: "Don't be
foolish. Nothing of that sort is going to happen!"</p>
<p>Jesus turned on Peter. This time he was not joyful; he was angry. He
talked to Peter in the same way he had once talked to the devil in the
wilderness.</p>
<p>He said: "Get behind me, Satan! The devil has got into you, Peter! God
didn't have anything to do with what you said to me just now. You're
talking like everybody else. You're weak. A man who tries to save his
own life is sure to lose it. But if a man gives up his life because of
me—ah, that man will really know what it means to live!"</p>
<p>But Jesus saw that the disciples did not understand. Even Peter was
losing his faith again. Somehow he must make them believe in him and
trust in him.</p>
<p>So six days later he took Peter and James and John, to whom he showed
the most secret things, up into a high mountain. And there the
disciples saw a marvel<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_128" id="Page_128"></SPAN></span>ous vision. Jesus' face became bright as the
sun, and his clothes shone like the morning light. They said afterward
that Moses and Elijah, who were great among the Jews in the days of
long ago, came down and talked with Jesus.</p>
<p>Peter spoke timidly this time, for he did not know what to say.</p>
<p>"Lord," he said, "it is good for us to be here. Let us build three
tabernacles here, one for you, and one for Moses, and one for Elijah."</p>
<p>Then a great cloud came, like a shadow, over the mountain. They heard
a voice from the cloud, like the voice of God, saying: "This is my
beloved Son, in whom I am well pleased. Hear him!"</p>
<p>The disciples fell down to the ground, and there they lay until Jesus
came and touched them. At his touch they looked up, and there was no
one to be seen but Jesus standing there alone.</p>
<p>"Come away," said Jesus, "and tell nobody what you have seen."</p>
<p>They followed him down the mountain, back to where other people were.</p>
<p>Long afterward, they spoke of what had happened. They told of the
brightness, and the beauty, and the visitors from olden days, and the
voice which said that Jesus was the Son of God. But in those days they
never said a word.</p>
<p>They knew that on the mountaintop they had been with God.</p>
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