<h2>CHAPTER V</h2>
<h3>THE CRY IN THE CORRIDOR</h3>
<p>At first each day which passed by for Mary Lennox was exactly like the
others. Every morning she awoke in her tapestried room and found Martha
kneeling upon the hearth building her fire; every morning she ate her
breakfast in the nursery which had nothing amusing in it; and after each
breakfast she gazed out of the window across to the huge moor which
seemed to spread out on all sides and climb up to the sky, and after she
had stared for a while she realized that if she did not go out she would
have to stay in and do nothing—and so she went out. She did not know
that this was the best thing she could have done, and she did not know
that, when she began to walk quickly or even run along the paths and
down the avenue, she was stirring her slow blood and making herself
stronger by fighting with the wind which swept down from the moor. She
ran only to make herself warm, and she hated the wind which rushed at
her face and roared and held her back as if it were some giant she could
not see.<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_56" id="Page_56"></SPAN></span> But the big breaths of rough fresh air blown over the heather
filled her lungs with something which was good for her whole thin body
and whipped some red color into her cheeks and brightened her dull eyes
when she did not know anything about it.</p>
<p>But after a few days spent almost entirely out of doors she wakened one
morning knowing what it was to be hungry, and when she sat down to her
breakfast she did not glance disdainfully at her porridge and push it
away, but took up her spoon and began to eat it and went on eating it
until her bowl was empty.</p>
<p>"Tha' got on well enough with that this mornin', didn't tha'?" said
Martha.</p>
<p>"It tastes nice to-day," said Mary, feeling a little surprised herself.</p>
<p>"It's th' air of th' moor that's givin' thee stomach for tha' victuals,"
answered Martha. "It's lucky for thee that tha's got victuals as well as
appetite. There's been twelve in our cottage as had th' stomach an'
nothin' to put in it. You go on playin' you out o' doors every day an'
you'll get some flesh on your bones an' you won't be so yeller."</p>
<p>"I don't play," said Mary. "I have nothing to play with."</p>
<p>"Nothin' to play with!" exclaimed Martha.<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_57" id="Page_57"></SPAN></span> "Our children plays with
sticks and stones. They just runs about an' shouts an' looks at things."</p>
<p>Mary did not shout, but she looked at things. There was nothing else to
do. She walked round and round the gardens and wandered about the paths
in the park. Sometimes she looked for Ben Weatherstaff, but though
several times she saw him at work he was too busy to look at her or was
too surly. Once when she was walking toward him he picked up his spade
and turned away as if he did it on purpose.</p>
<p>One place she went to oftener than to any other. It was the long walk
outside the gardens with the walls round them. There were bare
flower-beds on either side of it and against the walls ivy grew thickly.
There was one part of the wall where the creeping dark green leaves were
more bushy than elsewhere. It seemed as if for a long time that part had
been neglected. The rest of it had been clipped and made to look neat,
but at this lower end of the walk it had not been trimmed at all.</p>
<p>A few days after she had talked to Ben Weatherstaff Mary stopped to
notice this and wondered why it was so. She had just paused and was
looking up at a long spray of ivy swinging in the wind when she saw a
gleam of scarlet and heard a brilliant chirp, and there, on the top of
the wall, <span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_58" id="Page_58"></SPAN></span>perched Ben Weatherstaff's robin redbreast, tilting forward
to look at her with his small head on one side.</p>
<p>"Oh!" she cried out, "is it you—is it you?" And it did not seem at all
queer to her that she spoke to him as if she was sure that he would
understand and answer her.</p>
<p>He did answer. He twittered and chirped and hopped along the wall as if
he were telling her all sorts of things. It seemed to Mistress Mary as
if she understood him, too, though he was not speaking in words. It was
as if he said:</p>
<p>"Good morning! Isn't the wind nice? Isn't the sun nice? Isn't everything
nice? Let us both chirp and hop and twitter. Come on! Come on!"</p>
<p>Mary began to laugh, and as he hopped and took little flights along the
wall she ran after him. Poor little thin, sallow, ugly Mary—she
actually looked almost pretty for a moment.</p>
<p>"I like you! I like you!" she cried out, pattering down the walk; and
she chirped and tried to whistle, which last she did not know how to do
in the least. But the robin seemed to be quite satisfied and chirped and
whistled back at her. At last he spread his wings and made a darting
flight to the top of a tree, where he perched and sang loudly.<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_59" id="Page_59"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>That reminded Mary of the first time she had seen him. He had been
swinging on a tree-top then and she had been standing in the orchard.
Now she was on the other side of the orchard and standing in the path
outside a wall—much lower down—and there was the same tree inside.</p>
<p>"It's in the garden no one can go into," she said to herself. "It's the
garden without a door. He lives in there. How I wish I could see what it
is like!"</p>
<p>She ran up the walk to the green door she had entered the first morning.
Then she ran down the path through the other door and then into the
orchard, and when she stood and looked up there was the tree on the
other side of the wall, and there was the robin just finishing his song
and beginning to preen his feathers with his beak.</p>
<p>"It is the garden," she said. "I am sure it is."</p>
<p>She walked round and looked closely at that side of the orchard wall,
but she only found what she had found before—that there was no door in
it. Then she ran through the kitchen-gardens again and out into the walk
outside the long ivy-covered wall, and she walked to the end of it and
looked at it, but there was no door; and then she <span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_60" id="Page_60"></SPAN></span>walked to the other
end, looking again, but there was no door.</p>
<p>"It's very queer," she said. "Ben Weatherstaff said there was no door
and there is no door. But there must have been one ten years ago,
because Mr. Craven buried the key."</p>
<p>This gave her so much to think of that she began to be quite interested
and feel that she was not sorry that she had come to Misselthwaite
Manor. In India she had always felt hot and too languid to care much
about anything. The fact was that the fresh wind from the moor had begun
to blow the cobwebs out of her young brain and to waken her up a little.</p>
<p>She stayed out of doors nearly all day, and when she sat down to her
supper at night she felt hungry and drowsy and comfortable. She did not
feel cross when Martha chattered away. She felt as if she rather liked
to hear her, and at last she thought she would ask her a question. She
asked it after she had finished her supper and had sat down on the
hearth-rug before the fire.</p>
<p>"Why did Mr. Craven hate the garden?" she said.</p>
<p>She had made Martha stay with her and Martha had not objected at all.
She was very young, and used to a crowded cottage full of brothers and
sisters, and she found it dull in the great servants'<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_61" id="Page_61"></SPAN></span> hall down-stairs
where the footman and upper-housemaids made fun of her Yorkshire speech
and looked upon her as a common little thing, and sat and whispered
among themselves. Martha liked to talk, and the strange child who had
lived in India, and been waited upon by "blacks," was novelty enough to
attract her.</p>
<p>She sat down on the hearth herself without waiting to be asked.</p>
<p>"Art tha' thinkin' about that garden yet?" she said. "I knew tha' would.
That was just the way with me when I first heard about it."</p>
<p>"Why did he hate it?" Mary persisted.</p>
<p>Martha tucked her feet under her and made herself quite comfortable.</p>
<p>"Listen to th' wind wutherin' round the house," she said. "You could
bare stand up on the moor if you was out on it to-night."</p>
<p>Mary did not know what "wutherin'" meant until she listened, and then
she understood. It must mean that hollow shuddering sort of roar which
rushed round and round the house as if the giant no one could see were
buffeting it and beating at the walls and windows to try to break in.
But one knew he could not get in, and somehow it made one feel very safe
and warm inside a room with a red coal fire.</p>
<p>"But why did he hate it so?" she asked, after <span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_62" id="Page_62"></SPAN></span>she had listened. She
intended to know if Martha did.</p>
<p>Then Martha gave up her store of knowledge.</p>
<p>"Mind," she said, "Mrs. Medlock said it's not to be talked about.
There's lots o' things in this place that's not to be talked over.
That's Mr. Craven's orders. His troubles are none servants' business, he
says. But for th' garden he wouldn't be like he is. It was Mrs. Craven's
garden that she had made when first they were married an' she just loved
it, an' they used to 'tend the flowers themselves. An' none o' th'
gardeners was ever let to go in. Him an' her used to go in an' shut th'
door an' stay there hours an' hours, readin' an' talkin'. An' she was
just a bit of a girl an' there was an old tree with a branch bent like a
seat on it. An' she made roses grow over it an' she used to sit there.
But one day when she was sittin' there th' branch broke an' she fell on
th' ground an' was hurt so bad that next day she died. Th' doctors
thought he'd go out o' his mind an' die, too. That's why he hates it. No
one's never gone in since, an' he won't let any one talk about it."</p>
<p>Mary did not ask any more questions. She looked at the red fire and
listened to the wind "wutherin'." It seemed to be "wutherin'" louder
than ever.<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_63" id="Page_63"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>At that moment a very good thing was happening to her. Four good things
had happened to her, in fact, since she came to Misselthwaite Manor. She
had felt as if she had understood a robin and that he had understood
her; she had run in the wind until her blood had grown warm; she had
been healthily hungry for the first time in her life; and she had found
out what it was to be sorry for some one. She was getting on.</p>
<p>But as she was listening to the wind she began to listen to something
else. She did not know what it was, because at first she could scarcely
distinguish it from the wind itself. It was a curious sound—it seemed
almost as if a child were crying somewhere. Sometimes the wind sounded
rather like a child crying, but presently Mistress Mary felt quite sure
that this sound was inside the house, not outside it. It was far away,
but it was inside. She turned round and looked at Martha.</p>
<p>"Do you hear any one crying?" she said.</p>
<p>Martha suddenly looked confused.</p>
<p>"No," she answered. "It's th' wind. Sometimes it sounds like as if some
one was lost on th' moor an' wailin'. It's got all sorts o' sounds."</p>
<p>"But listen," said Mary. "It's in the house—down one of those long
corridors."</p>
<p>And at that very moment a door must have been <span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_64" id="Page_64"></SPAN></span>opened somewhere
down-stairs; for a great rushing draft blew along the passage and the
door of the room they sat in was blown open with a crash, and as they
both jumped to their feet the light was blown out and the crying sound
was swept down the far corridor so that it was to be heard more plainly
than ever.</p>
<p>"There!" said Mary. "I told you so! It is some one crying—and it isn't a
grown-up person."</p>
<p>Martha ran and shut the door and turned the key, but before she did it
they both heard the sound of a door in some far passage shutting with a
bang, and then everything was quiet, for even the wind ceased
"wutherin'" for a few moments.</p>
<p>"It was th' wind," said Martha stubbornly. "An' if it wasn't, it was
little Betty Butterworth, th' scullery-maid. She's had th' toothache all
day."</p>
<p>But something troubled and awkward in her manner made Mistress Mary
stare very hard at her. She did not believe she was speaking the truth.<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_65" id="Page_65"></SPAN></span></p>
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