<h2 class='c005'>CHAPTER VIII</h2>
<p class='c012'>Mr. Stamford, on inquiring of the club
porter, found that his friend was at home, so to
speak, and had not been more than ten minutes
in an apartment very unostentatiously furnished,
which was devoted to the reception of strangers,
when Mr. Grandison entered.</p>
<p>“Are you club magnates afraid that strangers
may run away with a chair or two, or a spare
sofa, that you are so confoundedly parsimonious
in the furniture line?” inquired Stamford. “I
have more than once considered the question
when I have been kicking my heels here and at
the Junior Pioneers, and that is the conclusion
I have arrived at. It must be so. Surely there
must be a legend of a dried-out squatter being
driven to spout an arm-chair or a table-cover.
Isn’t that it?”</p>
<p>“You’re in famous spirits, Harold, old man,”
said the capitalist, who was by no means over-joyous
of demeanour. “It’s the rain that’s done
it, I suppose. ’Pon my soul, you’re right about
<span class='pageno' id='Page_118'>118</span>this room. It isn’t fit for a gentleman to be
put into. I must bring it before the committee.
How are Mrs. Stamford and the girls? Brought
them down?”</p>
<p>“Yes, we’re at Batty’s. I took Laura to
Chatsworth this morning; I’m going out now
to call for her. I saw Mrs. Grandison; she
was kind enough to ask us to dine on Thursday.”</p>
<p>“That’s all right. Now I’ll tell you what
I’ll do. The mail-phaeton will be here in five
minutes, and we’ll go out home together. I
want to have a talk with you. Things are not
going altogether right in the family, and I want
another good yarn with you. You know what
I told you about Carlo? Well, he’s done worse
since then, pretty near broke my heart and his
mother’s.” And here Mr. Grandison looked so
worried and hopeless that his friend felt himself
to be grossly selfish in that he found himself in
such good spirits.</p>
<p>“I’m very sorry to hear it, Bob, my dear
fellow,” said he with real concern. “But worse!
how can he have done worse?”</p>
<p>“He <em>has</em> done worse, much worse. He has
married, and married badly too, by Jingo!” and
here Mr. Grandison could no longer contain
himself.</p>
<p>“I hate to talk about it,” said he, after a
pause, “but it’s one of those things that must
be faced. And of course you and I are too old
friends to mind telling each other the whole
<span class='pageno' id='Page_119'>119</span>truth. But the fact is, the confounded young
fool has gone and married a barmaid.”</p>
<p>“You don’t say so!” said Mr. Stamford,
starting back as from a blow, but gradually
bringing his mind to bear on the question, and
wondering how the consequences and complication
of such an inconceivable step in the case of
an eldest son would end. “Carlo a married
man! And to a barmaid too! Surely there
must be some mistake. How in the world did
it happen—how could it happen?” he asked.</p>
<p>“I suppose it could happen, because it did,”
answered his friend gloomily. “Unfortunately,
it’s only too true. The fact is, that while he
was living in Tasmania—you know he had just
gone there when you were in Sydney last, after
that card-scrape he got into here—he was living
an idle, aimless life. He did that here, for that
matter, so that there was no need for him to
complain about it so bitterly. I sent him a very
fair allowance, and thought he was well out of
harm’s way. He used to write his mother long
letters; I thought he was on the way to be
reformed.” Here Mr. Grandison lit a cigar.</p>
<p>“What happened then?”</p>
<p>“After that he wanted me to give him an
allowance, and let him go to Europe. I wish
to heaven I had done so now!”</p>
<p>“But why didn’t you?”</p>
<p>“Because I couldn’t trust him. I knew if I
let him go on that understanding, he would
overdraw his allowance—gamble on a large scale
<span class='pageno' id='Page_120'>120</span>at some of those foreign places—Baden Baden
or Homburg. Blow his brains out then,
perhaps.”</p>
<p>“I should have let him go, but I can understand
your very natural reluctance.”</p>
<p>“Yes, he’s a bad boy, Stamford, there’s no
denying. But he’s my eldest son, my first
child. My God! how I remember all the love
and fondness poor Mary and I lavished on him—how
we fretted ourselves to death when he
had any childish complaint—the agony we were
in when he was away from home one night, we
thought he was lost. And to think he should
have repaid us for all our care and love, perhaps
foolish indulgence, like this—like this! It’s
very bitter; it’s hard to bear. Dashed if I
didn’t envy our gardener last week, whose son
was apprenticed to a blacksmith! I did, by
Jove! What’s all the money to us now?”</p>
<p>“It is hard, my dear fellow,” said Stamford,
touched by his friend’s evident distress and
hopeless air. “I pity you from my heart.
But are things so very bad? Can nothing be
done?”</p>
<p>“Well they might be worse. The girl’s
character is good, I believe; she is a dairyman’s
daughter, with no education, and that’s all the
harm I know of her. She has a pretty face.
Carlo met her at a roadside inn near where he
was lodging. He writes over and says he was
so confoundedly dull and miserable that he’d
made up his mind he’d either marry the girl if
<span class='pageno' id='Page_121'>121</span>she’d have him, or shoot himself. She did have
him. So this is the end of all our slaving and
striving for his benefit and to give him a chance
of keeping in the first flight of the best society
the colony could show. He goes and throws
himself away like this. And we have a
daughter-in-law that doesn’t know an aitch
when she sees it, I suppose, and if ever she
comes here, which isn’t likely, perhaps, can’t
tell a finger-glass from a flower-pot.” At this
dreadful picture evoked from his inner consciousness,
Mr. Grandison groaned again, and
made as if he could tear his hair, were such
gestures of grief permissible in a member of a
fashionable club.</p>
<p>Mr. Stamford did not really know for the
moment what to say to console the unhappy
father, who, unless his son had died, could
hardly have been in a position of more hopeless
sorrow. No doubt some fathers would have
been sufficiently Spartan to have preferred an
honourable death to an undesirable marriage.
But, except in business matters, he was not a
hard man. Stamford knew that such Lacedæmonian
severity was alien to his nature. He
set himself to suggest consolatory ideas as the
London built phaeton drew up to the club
steps.</p>
<p>“It’s a bad enough affair, doubtless. I won’t
say I don’t think so. I should have felt all
you do, in my own case.” Here Mr. Stamford
inwardly scoffed at the possibility of Hubert’s
<span class='pageno' id='Page_122'>122</span>acting in this manner under any possible circumstances.
“But it’s no use taking too sombre a
view. The girl is good looking, and honest,
which is much. She will, doubtless improve
with opportunities. If she has any strength of
character, she will probably keep Carlo straight
for the future. We have known such things
happen before. It’s a desperate remedy, but
occasionally efficacious.”</p>
<p>“Desperate! You may say so,” replied Mr.
Grandison, testily. “Take the other side of
the question. Suppose she turns out a flirt or a
scold—or both; runs away from him, or he
from her, leaving three or four half-bred brats
to worry me in my old age. What then?”</p>
<p>With the expression of these gloomy
apprehensions as to the probable matrimonial
fate of the heir apparent of Chatsworth and
many a fair acre of plain and woodland, the
phaeton entered the massive and ornate portals
of Chatsworth House, and crunched the immaculate
gravel, while the lord of all sat with
folded arms and darkened brow, indifferent as a
captive to outer grandeur.</p>
<p>“Here we are! Come in Harold, old man,”
he said, as the wheels almost grazed the portico.
“By George, I could find it in my heart to sit
down and cry on our own doorstep, but we have
to live and see it out, I suppose. Didn’t you
say you were going to take Laura back? Better
stay and dine. Keep me company, there’s a
good fellow. I’m low enough, God knows!”</p>
<p><span class='pageno' id='Page_123'>123</span>Harold Stamford would have agreed to this
proposal at once, so touched was he by his old
friend’s woebegone appearance and desponding
words, but he recalled his own engagement. This
he pleaded successfully, adding, “You’ll have the
whole family here on Thursday.”</p>
<p>“All right, if you can’t, you can’t. Here,
Bateman,” he called out to the coachman who
was driving away from the front, “don’t go
away yet. I want you to take Mr. Stamford
and his daughter home. You may as well go
back to Batty’s in comfort, and this pair doesn’t
get half work enough. They’ll be making a
bolt of it one of these days like Carlo, if I don’t
look out. Ha, ha!”</p>
<p>Mr. Grandison’s laugh was not pleasant to
hear. His friend followed him into the drawing-room
in silence. Here sat the three ladies,
who were apparently not in bad spirits. Mrs.
Grandison had chased from her brow the marks
of care which were so apparent at an earlier
period of the day, and was joining, apparently
without effort, in the vivacious discourse of the
two young ladies. Miss Josie had contrived to
arise and apparel herself after the fashion of the
period, and though showing some of the pallor
produced by a round of gaiety in a semi-tropical
climate, was on the whole sufficiently attractive.</p>
<p>“So this is Laura,” said Mr. Grandison, as he
advanced and warmly greeted the young lady in
question. “Why, what a woman you’ve grown,
and a handsome one, too, or I mistake much.
<span class='pageno' id='Page_124'>124</span>Why, Josie, we must send you up to the banks
of the Warra Warra, or wherever Windāhgil
is. Near Mooramah, isn’t it, Stamford? ’Pon
my soul! I forget where my own stations are
sometimes.”</p>
<p>“You won’t catch me going into the bush,
father!” said Miss Josie, in a rather sharp tone
of voice. “That is, not farther than North
Shore. It certainly agrees with some people,
and Laura here might play the part of Patience
without dressing. But Sydney is my home, and
I don’t mean to stir from it.”</p>
<p>“It’s the worst day’s work I ever did in my
life when I brought you all to live here,” said
her father. “I wish to heaven we had continued
to live at the old bush cottage you were
born in, my lady.”</p>
<p>“I don’t see what difference that would have
made, Robert,” said his wife.</p>
<p>“But I do,” said the master of the house.
“You and your children would never have
learned the habits of fashionable folly and
reckless extravagance in which your lives are
spent. We might have been satisfied with a
more natural existence—aye, and, a happier
life.”</p>
<p>“If you only come home early to say disagreeable
things, my dear Robert, I must say
that I like the old way best,” said Mrs. Grandison
with dignity.</p>
<p>“I would say a great many more things of
the same sort,” replied he, “if I could persuade
<span class='pageno' id='Page_125'>125</span>myself that they would do any good. But it is
too late now. We have sown the wind and
must reap the whirlwind.”</p>
<p>This form of discussion tended to render
things generally rather uncomfortable. It would
have been difficult to direct the conversation
into a more conventional channel had not Mr.
Grandison abruptly left the room.</p>
<p>“I can’t think what has put Robert out so this
afternoon,” said his wife, “of course he keeps
worrying himself about that dreadful affair of
Carlo’s—wicked boy! He told you about that,
Mr. Stamford, I know. I’ve cried my eyes out, and
I shall never be the same woman again, I know.
But what is the use of making your life one long
misery for the sake of a selfish, disobedient son?
He never considered us, I firmly believe, since
he was a boy at school. Then why, as Josie
says, should we consider him? I am not going
to grieve over him any longer. He has chosen
his path.”</p>
<p>“He’s a selfish, stupid, unprincipled fellow,”
said Josie, with an air of cold decision. “He
has done everything he could to disgrace himself
and us. I am not going to spoil my life on his
account, and I shall never mention his name, or
that of the servant-girl he has chosen to bring
into the family.”</p>
<p>“I think you are too hard; I do indeed,
Josie!” said her mother, “though he deserves
very little at our hands. You are not his mother,
my dear, and you don’t know how it feels. But
<span class='pageno' id='Page_126'>126</span>I can’t think we should deny ourselves anything
in society for his sake. Just at the beginning
of the gay season in Sydney, too!”</p>
<p>Laura, who had looked extremely grave
throughout the discussion, now felt inclined to
smile at Mrs. Grandison’s distressful <span lang="fr" xml:lang="fr"><em>finale</em></span>. She
rose, and looked at her father to explain the
absolute necessity for their departure.</p>
<p>“We shall see you all here at dinner on Thursday,
then, mind that!” said their hostess. “And,
Laura, put on your best bib and tucker. I’ll
have some of our show young men to meet
you.”</p>
<p>“I’m sure I don’t know where you’ll find
them, mother,” said Josie, disdainfully. “Since
the Lorenzo went to Fiji, there hasn’t been
a man in Sydney fit to look at.”</p>
<p>The coachman’s temper was not improved by
the length of time during which he had been
kept waiting. One of the highly-conditioned,
irregularly-exercised horses had indeed revenged
himself by pawing and scraping, the result of
which was a hole in the gravel, which caused the
head gardener to use a much stronger expression
when he saw it than, still mindful of kirk and
minister, he was in the habit of employing.</p>
<p>As they went spinning down the incline to
Double Bay, in the easy, well-hung carriage, her
father said, “Wouldn’t you like to have a drag
like this, my dear, to put your husband down at
his office in if you were married and lived in
Sydney?”</p>
<p><span class='pageno' id='Page_127'>127</span>“That means if I were somebody else altogether,”
replied Laura, with a slight blush. “I
can’t say how I might act then. But if you ask
me whether I would change places with the poor
people in the splendid house we have just left,
I say, with the country mouse, ‘Give me my
hollow tree and liberty,’ or rather our love and
affection for each other. I don’t think anything
could happen to alter that; do you, father?”</p>
<p>Mr. Stamford answered by a quick, decided
movement rather than by words. It is to be
hoped no one in that fashionable suburb observed
the action; but even if so, the faultlessly aristocratic
appearance of the equipage in which the
offenders sat would have sufficed to condone the
offence.</p>
<p>A comparatively short time saw them at Hyde
Park—too short, indeed, it seemed to Laura,
eager to enjoy the varied beauty of the scene.
The splendours of the dying day, the roll of the
surge upon the outer shore, the rising ocean
breeze, all these seemed to the keen and cultured
sense of the enthusiastic maiden but portions
of a wondrous panorama, of which each hour
furnished a fresh presentment.</p>
<p>Linda, from the balcony, beheld them arrive
in state, and waved her handkerchief in token of
welcome and approval. “Oh! Laura, I was
beginning to think you were never coming.
What kept you so late? You will hardly have
time to dress for dinner, and I do so want you
to look well.”</p>
<p><span class='pageno' id='Page_128'>128</span>“Why should you want me to look well? I
fancied I was looking rather nice—that is, for a
country cousin, as Josie says.”</p>
<p>“What!” almost shouted Linda; “hasn’t
father told you? I see he hasn’t—isn’t it just
like him? If the Duke of Edinburgh and Lord
Wolseley were coming to dinner he’d forget
all about it. And yet he thinks he’s a good
father.”</p>
<p>“So he is,” said Laura, “and I won’t have
him run down. What is the dreadful secret?
Has the aide-de-camp come to ask us to dinner
at Government House?”</p>
<p>“No! But without joking, Laura, it is a
matter of importance. That is—we should
have thought so at Windāhgil. Mr. Barrington
Hope is coming to dine.”</p>
<p>“Is he?” said Laura, coolly. Linda afterwards
said it was “unnatural calmness.” “Then
suppose you ask the maid to turn on the gas
directly. We must put on our best bibs and
tuckers, as Mrs. Grandison says.”</p>
<p>Mr. Barrington Hope arrived in due time,
accurately apparelled and looking—as most men
do—to great advantage in evening costume.
Though much above the ordinary height, his
breadth of shoulder and justness of proportion
prevented any appearance of incongruity.
Evidently one of those persons who wisely
dismiss the problems of the day with their
ordinary garb, his features wore an entirely
different expression, so closely allied to careless
<span class='pageno' id='Page_129'>129</span>ease that Mr. Stamford could hardly believe he
saw before him the anxious brain-worker of the
morning.</p>
<p>As the two men stood together on the
balcony overlooking the bay with its evening
crowd of water-wayfarers and pleasure seekers,
the elder said—</p>
<p>“How wonderful an image of rest and peace
a calm sea presents, especially at this hour!
There are hard work and deep thoughts frequently
upon blue water, but I confess I can
never connect them together.”</p>
<p>“My own feeling, quite,” said Hope. “I
am passionately fond of the sea, but few people
have less time for indulging such a taste. I
always feel it to be the true home of the lotus-eater.
‘In calm or storm, by rock or bay,’
there is rest for the soul when on the deep. If
I were safely embarked for Europe and clear of
the Heads, I should almost expire of joy, I
really believe.”</p>
<p>“But why do you not take a holiday—a run
to Fiji, San Francisco, Galle, anywhere? All
places strange and foreign are equally good for
change.”</p>
<p>“Or to the moon,” laughed the young man.
“Nearly as much chance of getting to one as
the other. However, I will think it over and
arrange.”</p>
<p>“Depend upon it, you should not delay. I
am something of a physiognomist, and I see
reasons for a foreign tour. Why not make an
<span class='pageno' id='Page_130'>130</span>application? Urgent private affairs. They
could not be more truthfully described. But
here come my young people.”</p>
<p>Mrs. Stamford and her daughters now appeared.
With her usual prompt kindness she
advanced, upon hearing her husband commence
a formal introduction, and held out her hand to
the young man.</p>
<p>“You are well known to us by name, Mr.
Hope! I have great pleasure, believe me, in
making your acquaintance. I trust some day
that we may be able to see you at Windāhgil.
You will be indeed welcome to our country
home.”</p>
<p>Mr. Hope bowed with an air as if disclaiming
all title to unusual indulgence, but his eyes
strayed from the kind face of the speaker to
that of Laura Stamford, to whom, with Linda,
he was now presented.</p>
<p>Both these young ladies, in spite of an air of
calm repose, were inwardly somewhat agitated
at beholding a personage in whose favour they
had heard so much. Prone, like most damsels
of the romantic age, to invest the probable
hero with striking attributes, they had yet fallen
short of a correct estimate of Barrington Hope’s
appearance. Connecting him in more or less
degree with his mercantile profession, they had
expected perhaps a look of greater age, a more
concentrated regard, or care-encumbered countenance.
When therefore they were confronted
by one of the best-looking, best-dressed men in
<span class='pageno' id='Page_131'>131</span>the metropolis, separated as to air and manner
apparently from any commonplace pecuniary
labours, they could hardly believe their eyes.</p>
<p>Linda was inwardly gnashing her teeth, and
reproaching the author of her being in that he
was such an inefficient hand at description.
“Would not any one have imagined, Laura,”
she said afterwards, “that Mr. Hope was a
hard-headed sort of person, clever at figures
and all that, and good to us? And now, quite
suddenly we are brought face to face with a
magnificent man—the finest man I ever saw in
my life. Isn’t it a shame—a crying shame,
Laura?”</p>
<p>“Isn’t what a crying shame? That Mr. Hope
is asked to dine, or that we couldn’t write and
request his photograph before the original burst
upon us in all his glory? Do you think you
would have liked to behave differently?”</p>
<p>“I am sure I can’t tell. But it was such a
surprise. I might have fainted and disgraced
myself. But you are such a cold-blooded creature,
Laura; I sometimes think you have no
heart.”</p>
<p>“H’m,” said Laura, “that is a matter of
opinion. I do not profess to wear my heart
upon my sleeve, but there is an article of the
kind somewhere deep down, I daresay. What
do I think about Mr. Hope? I think him
very nice. He is well-informed, though he
did not parade his knowledge. Understands
the science of music, and plays with taste. I
<span class='pageno' id='Page_132'>132</span>don’t know that I can say more about him at
present.”</p>
<p>“What a prosaic list of qualities; it might
have been read out of a book! But didn’t you
like him a great deal?”</p>
<p>“How could I like any one a great deal the
first day I met him? Do you think I resemble
Miss Morton’s heroines, who meet a perfectly
unknown young man, and in an hour have told
him all their family affairs and inmost thoughts?
That kind of transparent simplicity is not in
my line.”</p>
<p>“But you do like him, Laura. Say you do
really.”</p>
<p>“Of course I like a handsome, agreeable man
who has been of the greatest use and benefit to
the family, as I like any pleasant acquaintance.
Further than that I decline to commit myself.
And now let me go to sleep.”</p>
<p>“How you can go to sleep entirely astonishes
me. Oh! wasn’t it a delightful dinner? I felt
so nice. I am sure I looked the essence of propriety
and countrified inexperience. Do you
think he could discover that we had seen very
little society, Laura?”</p>
<p>“If he was not a very unobservant man he
might easily have made out so much, I should
say; that is if he troubled himself to study us
so deeply. What can it matter?”</p>
<p>It was not only on that memorable evening
that Barrington Hope produced a favourable
impression upon the youthful portion of the
<span class='pageno' id='Page_133'>133</span>Stamford family. Mrs. Stamford was charmed
with him. His manner was so easy, yet so
deferential and so respectful to her and her
daughters. Well-informed as to the European
politics of the day, he inferentially, in an argument
with Mr. Stamford, showed himself to be
widely read. He was familiar with the latest
songs, the very last waltz; he sang a duet with
Laura, and even played an accompaniment
which showed more than theoretical knowledge
of the science of music.</p>
<p>When he made his adieux somewhat early in
the evening, every voice was musical in his
praise.</p>
<p>“He’s a delightful creature,” said Linda,
“all my fancy painted him, and more. How
different he is from most of the men one meets.
So free from conceit, and yet he knows so much,
doesn’t he? And what a good touch he has on
the piano! But men always play better than
we do when they play at all. When are we
going to see him again?”</p>
<p>“He is to send us tickets for the Bachelors’
Ball,” said Laura. “We shall meet him there,
of course. What a grand affair it is to be!”</p>
<p>“I shall catch a fever and die before the day
arrives,” said Linda, plaintively. “The happiness
will be too great to be realised. Oh! oh,
dear! Oh! dear! how shall we pass the intervening
days? Luckily our dresses will take up
a good deal of our thoughts and spare time. Do
you think he dances well, Laura?”</p>
<p><span class='pageno' id='Page_134'>134</span>“Mr. Hope appears to do many things well.
I don’t suppose he showed us all his good qualities
in one evening. He is a man of the world,
and doesn’t have all his goods in the shop
window at once.”</p>
<p>“What a horrid idea, Laura. You haven’t
half as much sentiment as I have. I hope he
hasn’t many more accomplishments; I don’t
care for a man being perfect. Perhaps he has a
bad temper underneath. Men with soft voices
often have.”</p>
<p>“I didn’t notice any uncommon softness of
voice. I thought he spoke naturally, which is
the great thing after all, with men or women
either. But after we go to the ball you will
most likely discover that there are other men in
the world.”</p>
<p>“I don’t care. I am quite certain there are
very few nicer ones, if any. I think you must
admire him yourself, Laura; you are so guarded
about him, and I am sure he has taken a fancy
to you.”</p>
<p>“Nonsense, Linda! Really you are old
enough to talk more sensibly. How can any
one form any liking or otherwise in a single
evening?”</p>
<p>“What, not love at first sight?” exclaimed
Linda, jumping up in an excited manner. “Do
you disbelieve wholly in that? What does
Disraeli say in that lovely <cite>Venetia</cite> of his?
‘There is no love but love at first sight,’ or first
love, I forget which.”</p>
<p><span class='pageno' id='Page_135'>135</span>“They are different things,” answered Laura;
“but Disraeli ought to have more sense than to
write in a way to turn silly girls’ heads. I
think your novel-reading will have to be restricted,
Linda, before long; I must really
speak to mother.”</p>
<p>“It’s too late now, Laura. I’ve read all sorts
of things, but they don’t do girls any harm.
Bad companions do, if you like. They are
destructive; but we never had any friends that
we were ashamed of. And so you don’t like
Mr. Hope.”</p>
<p>“I didn’t say that,” answered Laura; “but
really you’re as persistent as an interviewer,
Linda,” and she quitted the room.</p>
<p>In spite of Linda’s repeated assertions that the
week preceding the ball never would come to an
end, the despised days passed away—perhaps too
quickly indeed for some people. A picnic in
the harbour, the detail of which was arranged
by Mr. Hope, and which every one enjoyed
ecstatically, as Linda avowed, perhaps aided the
flight of time. A visit to the theatre, where
the London Comedy Company was performing,
also tended to prevent undue concentration of
thought. And, oh! wonder of wonders, and
joy of joys, was not the Intercolonial Exhibition,
that Aladdin’s Palace of Art and Industry, daily
open, daily enjoyed to the very acme of novel
excitement?</p>
<p>How delicious was it to stroll around the
fountain in the afternoon of each day, while the
<span class='pageno' id='Page_136'>136</span>music of the Austrian Band rose to the lofty
roof or floated dreamlike amid the aisles and
courts; to sit silently absorbing delicious sounds
amid the strange beauty and variety of the
scene; to wander amid the heaped up riches of
the curiosities of every land under the sun,
encountering well-known friends unexpectedly,
or exchanging the pleasantries of the hour with
gay acquaintances. Such were the resources
thrown open to the erstwhile dwellers at Windāhgil.
Small surprise need therefore be aroused
by Linda’s next declaration, that the ball would
be upon them all too swiftly, and find them
unprepared. Strangely sweet sorrows and sighs
of youth! joys in disguise are they for the most
part.</p>
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