<h3>SUSY'S BIRTHDAY.</h3>
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<p>Days and weeks passed. The snowflakes,
which had fallen from time to
time, and kept themselves busy making
a patchwork quilt for mother
Earth, now melted away, and the
white quilt was torn into shreds. The
bare ground was all there was to be
seen, except now and then a dot of
the white coverlet. It was Spring,
and everything began to wake up.
The sun wasn't half so sleepy, and
didn't walk off over the western hills
in the middle of the afternoon to take
a nap.</p>
<p>The sleighing was gone long ago.
The roads were dismal swamps.
"Wings" would have a rest till "settled
going." Susy's skates were hung
up in a green baize bag, to dream
away the summer.</p>
<p>The mocking-bird performed his
daily duties of entertaining the family,
besides learning a great many new
songs. Susy said she tried not to set
her heart on that bird.</p>
<p>"I'll not give him a name," she
added, "for then he'll be sure to die!
My first canary was Bertie, and I
named the others Berties, as fast as
they died off. The last one was so
yellow that I couldn't help calling him
Dandelion; but I wish I hadn't, for
then, perhaps, he'd have lived."</p>
<p>Susy had caught some whimsical
notions about "signs and wonders."
It is strange how some intelligent
children will believe in superstitious
stories! But as soon as Susy's parents
discovered that her young head
had been stored with such worse than
foolish ideas, they were not slow to
teach her better.</p>
<p>She had a great fright, about this
time, concerning Freddy Jackson. He
was one of the few children who were
allowed to play in "Prudy's sitting-room."
He did not distract the tired
nerves of "Rosy Frances," as her cousin
Percy and other boys did, by sudden
shouts and loud laughing. Prudy
had a vague feeling that he was one
of the little ones that God thought
best to punish by "snipping his heart."
She knew what it was to have <i>her</i>
heart snipped, and had a sympathy
with little Freddy.</p>
<p>Susy loved Freddy, too. Perhaps
Percy was right, when he said that
Susy loved everything that was dumb;
and I am not sure but her tender heart
would have warmed to him all the
more if he had been stone-blind, as
well as deaf.</p>
<p>Freddy had a drunken father, and a
sad home; but, for all that, he was not
entirely miserable. It is only the
wicked who are miserable. The kind
Father in heaven has so planned it
that there is something pleasant in
everybody's life.</p>
<p>Freddy had no more idea what <i>sound</i>
is than we have of the angels in
heaven; but he could see, and there
is so much to be seen! Here is a
great, round world, full of beauty and
wonder. It stands ready to be looked
at. Freddy's ears must be forever shut
out from pleasant sound; but his
bright eyes were wide open, seeing all
that was made to be seen.</p>
<p>He loved to go to Mrs. Parlin's,
for there he was sure to be greeted
pleasantly; and he understood the
language of smiles as well as anybody.</p>
<p>When grandma Read saw him coming
she would say,—</p>
<p>"Now, Susan, thee'd better lay aside
thy book, for most likely the poor little
fellow will want to <i>talk</i>."</p>
<p>And Susy did lay aside her book.
She had learned so many lessons this
winter in self-denial!</p>
<p>These "silent talks" were quite droll.
Little Dotty almost understood something
about them; that is, when they
used the signs: the alphabet was more
than she could manage. When Freddy
wanted to talk about Dotty, he made
a sign for a dimple in each cheek. He
smoothed his hair when he meant
Susy, and made a waving motion over
his head for Prudy, whose hair was
full of ripples.</p>
<p>Prudy said she had wrinkled hair,
and she knew it; but the wrinkles
"wouldn't come out."</p>
<p>Grandma Read sat one evening by
the coal-grate, holding a letter in her
hand, and looking into the glowing
fire with a thoughtful expression. Susy
came and sat near her, resting one arm
on her grandma's lap, and trying in
various ways to attract her attention.</p>
<p>"Why, grandma," said she, "I've
spoken to you three times; but I can't
get you to answer or look at me."</p>
<p>"What does thee want, my dear? I
will try to attend to thee."</p>
<p>"O, grandma, there are ever so
many things I want to say, now
mother is out of the room, and father
hasn't got home. I must tell somebody,
or my heart will break; and you
know, grandma dear, I can talk to you
so easy."</p>
<p>"Can thee? Then go on, Susy; what
would thee like to say?"</p>
<p>"O, two or three things. Have you
noticed, grandma, that I've been just
as sober as can be?"</p>
<p>"For how long, Susan?"</p>
<p>"O, all day; I've felt as if I couldn't
but just live!"</p>
<p>Grandma Read did not smile at this.
She knew very well that such a child
as Susy is capable of intense suffering.</p>
<p>"Well, Susan, is it about thy sister
Prudence?"</p>
<p>"O, no, grandma! she's getting;
better; isn't she?"</p>
<p>"Are thy lessons at school too hard
for thee, Susan?"</p>
<p>Mrs. Read saw that Susy was very
reluctant about opening her heart, although
she had said she could talk to
her grandmother "so easy."</p>
<p>"No, indeed, grandma; my lessons
are not too hard. I'm a real good
scholar—one of the best in school for
my age."</p>
<p>This was a fact. Some people would
have chidden Susy for it; but Mrs.
Read reflected that the child was only
telling the simple truth, and had no
idea of boasting. She was not a little
girl who would intrude such remarks
about herself upon strangers. But
when she and her grandma were talking
together confidentially, she thought
it made all the difference in the world;
as indeed it did.</p>
<p>"I have a great deal to trouble me,"
said Susy, and the "evening-blue" of
her eyes clouded over, till there were
signs of a shower. "I thought my
pony would make me happy as long
as I lived; but it hasn't. One thing
that I feel bad about is—well, it's
turning over a new leaf. When New
Year's comes, I'm going to do it, and
don't; so I wait till my birthday, and
then I don't. It seems as if I'd tried
about a thousand New Years and
birthdays to turn over that leaf."</p>
<p>Grandma smiled, but did not interrupt
Susy.</p>
<p>"I think I should be real good," continued
the child, "if it wasn't such
hard work. I can't be orderly, grandma—not
much; and then Dotty upsets
everything. Sometimes I have to
hold my breath to keep patient.</p>
<p>"Well, grandma, my birthday comes
to-morrow, the 8th of April. I like it
well enough; only there's one reason
why I don't like it at all, and that is a
Bible reason. It's so dreadful that I
can't bear to say it to you," said Susy,
shuddering, and lowering her voice to
a whisper; "I don't want to grow up,
for I shall have to marry Freddy Jackson."</p>
<p>Grandma tried to look serious.</p>
<p>"Who put such a foolish idea into
thy head, child?"</p>
<p>"Cousin Percy told me last night,"
answered Susy, solemnly. "How can
you laugh when it's all in the Bible,
grandma? I never told anybody before.
Wait; I'll show you the verse.
I've put a mark at the place."</p>
<p>Susy brought her Bible to her grandmother,
and, opening it at the thirty-first
chapter of Proverbs, pointed, with
a trembling finger, to the eighth verse,
which Mrs. Read read aloud,—</p>
<p>"Open thy mouth for the dumb in
the cause of all such as are appointed
to destruction."</p>
<p>"Now Percy says that's a sure sign!
I told him, O, dear! Freddy ought to
marry a dumb woman; that would
be <i>properest</i>; but Percy says no—anything
has got to 'come to pass' when
it's <i>foreordinationed</i>!"</p>
<p>"And could thee really believe such
foolishness, my sensible little Susan?
Does thee suppose the good Lord ever
meant that we should read his Bible
as if it were a wicked dream-book?"</p>
<p>"Then you don't think I shall have
to marry Freddy Jackson," cried Susy,
immensely relieved. "I'm so glad I
told you! I felt so sober all day, only
nobody noticed it, and I was ashamed
to tell!"</p>
<p>"It is a good thing for thee to tell
thy little troubles to thy older friends,
Susan: thee'll almost always find it
so," said grandma Read, stroking
Susy's hair.</p>
<p>"Now, my child, I have a piece of
news for thee, if thee is ready to hear
it: thy cousin, Grace Clifford, has a
little sister."</p>
<p>"A baby sister? A real sister?
Does mother know it?"</p>
<p>"Yes, thy mother knows it."</p>
<p>"But how <i>could</i> you keep it to yourself
so long?"</p>
<p>"Thee thinks good news is hard to
keep, does thee? Well, thee shall be
the first to tell thy father when he
comes home."</p>
<p>Susy heard steps on the door-stone,
and rushed out, with the joyful story
on her lips. It proved to be not her
father, but callers, who were just ringing
the bell; and they heard Susy's
exclamation,—</p>
<p>"O, have you heard? Grace has a
new sister, a baby sister, as true as
you live!" with the most provoking
coolness.</p>
<p>But when Mr. Parlin came, he was
sufficiently interested in the news to
satisfy even Susy.</p>
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