<h2>CHAPTER VI</h2>
<div class='chaptertitle'>"GARDEN FANCIES"</div>
<p>"<span class="smcap">Oh</span>, where are you going, my pretty maid?"
It was Alex Shelby who called out the question,
leaning forward from the doctor's buggy, to look
down the locust avenue. Lloyd was coming toward
the gate, swinging a hunter's horn back and forth
by its green cord. She waved it gaily as she sang
in response:</p>
<p>"I'm going a posing, sir, she said."</p>
<p>He turned the wheel and sprang out, asking
eagerly, "Is it anywhere that I can take you?"</p>
<p>"No, you're going in exactly the opposite direction,
for I'm bound for the spring in the Lindsey
woods. Miss Marks asked me to meet her there
at eleven o'clock, but her note didn't come until
aftah mothah had gone out with the carriage."</p>
<p>Alex glanced at his watch. "If you could wait
till I take this case of instruments up to Uncle, I
could drive you over as well as not. It would detain<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[117]</SPAN></span>
you ten minutes, but even then you'd get to the
Spring much sooner than if you were to walk."</p>
<p>"I'll certainly accept yoah offah," exclaimed
Lloyd gratefully, looking down the long hot way
that lay between her and the Lindsey woods.</p>
<p>"No, I'll not drive ovah to the doctah's with you,
thanks. That is such a hot, dusty stretch of road.
I'll just sit heah in the shade and wait." Laying
the hunter's horn on the stone bench near the gate,
she sat down beside it and began to fan herself with
her hat.</p>
<p>"What's going on at the spring?" he asked as
he climbed back into the buggy.</p>
<p>"I can't tell you. All I know is that old Frazer
came up with a note asking me to pose as Olga, the
Flax-spinnah's maiden. Miss Marks is always
illustrating some old fairy-tale. She wanted me to
bring grandfathah's hunting hawn for the prince.
I've been wondering evah since who she's found to
take that paht."</p>
<p>"Harcourt, I'll bet you anything!" was Alex's
emphatic answer as he gathered up the reins. "I
saw him over at Clovercroft yesterday morning,
setting up a tripod in front of the bay window.
Well, here goes. I'll be back in ten minutes."</p>
<p>As Lloyd watched the cloud of dust whirling<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[118]</SPAN></span>
along behind the rapidly disappearing buggy, the
impulse seized her to call out after him that he
needn't come back to take her to the spring, for
she was not going. Several times that morning the
suspicion had crossed her mind that Miss Marks's
new model might prove to be Leland Harcourt, and
Alex's emphatic answer seemed to confirm her misgivings.
If that were the case she felt that she could
not possibly go. He had made such a point of
avoiding her that night at the Cabin, that even Betty
had noticed it, and she was very sure she didn't
want to have her picture taken with a man who had
showed his aversion to her so plainly as all that. It
would be horribly awkward, she thought, if Miss
Marks had asked him to pose with her. He would
have to stoop and drink out of her hands as the
prince had done out of Olga's. Of course he
couldn't refuse, and it would be disagreeable to him
and embarrassing to her, knowing as she did how he
felt towards her.</p>
<p>It was unlike Lloyd to be sensitive over little
things, and to magnify trifles, and she had been unhappy
for several days because she had done so in
this instance. If she had met Leland Harcourt like
any other stranger, she would not have given his
manner toward her a second thought; but Gay's<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[119]</SPAN></span>
plea beforehand in his behalf made her self-conscious.
Of course he couldn't possibly know that she
had lain awake, looking at the stars, picturing herself
as a sort of guardian angel, who should lead
him to great heights of achievement (as Gay had
assured her she could do). But she felt that he
must have divined her intentions toward him, and
was secretly amused at her presumption. Her face
burned every time she thought of the regal manner
in which she had swept into the room, trying to
make her entrance impressive, and then the polite
way in which he had handed her over to some one
else as if she were a mere child to whom he must be
civil, but whose school-girl prattle bored him.</p>
<p>"I can't <i>beah</i> him!" she said in a disgusted tone
to a black ant, which was crawling along towards
the stone bench where she sat. But the little ant,
intent on its own affairs, hurried past her as unheedingly
as if she had been part of the bench.</p>
<p>"And I suppose my opinion is of no moah impawtance
to him than it is to you," she added, with
a shrug of the shoulders. Then she laughed, for the
comparison suddenly seemed to put the affair in a
different light.</p>
<p>"I'm certainly glad you happened along this way,
Mistah Ant," she said, bending over to stop him<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[120]</SPAN></span>
with a stick while she made her whimsical speech.
"Because I'm going to profit by yoah example from
now on. Heah me? I'm going to quit worrying
over what people may think of me and go along
about my business just as you are doing. <i>You</i>
nevah think about yoahself, do you! You don't
even know that you <i>have</i> a self, so of co'se you can't
feel slighted and sensitive."</p>
<p>Lifting the stick so that the little creature might
go on its eager way again, she watched it disappear,
and then began idly tracing figures in the dust at her
feet.</p>
<p>"I wish I had an enchanted necklace like Olga's,"
she mused, recalling the old fairy-tale for which
she was soon to pose. "Not one that could give me
gorgeous dresses whenevah I repeated the charm,
but one that would sawt of clothe my mind—put
me into such a beautifully serene mental state that I
wouldn't mind slights, and would be as unconscious
of self as that little old ant."</p>
<p>Then a surprised, pleased expression lighted her
face, as a sudden recollection seemed to illuminate
the old fairy-tale, and give it a new meaning.</p>
<p>"Why, it's like that lovely verse in the Psalms
that Miss Allison read to the King's Daughters,
the first time I went to a meeting of the Circle.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[121]</SPAN></span>
'<i>The King's Daughter is all glorious within. Her
clothing is of wrought gold.</i>'" Sentences from
Miss Allison's earnest little talk of long ago began
coming back to Lloyd like fragments of forgotten
music. Something about being anointed with the
"oil of gladness" and wearing garments that
smelled of myrrh and aloes and cassia "out of the
ivory palaces whereby they have made thee glad."</p>
<p>Now in the story when Olga would change her
gown of tow to one befitting her royal station, she
had only to clasp a bead of her magic rosary and
whisper:</p>
<div class='poem'>
"For love's sweet sake, in my hour of need,<br/>
<span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Blossom and deck me, little seed,"</span><br/></div>
<div class='unindent'>and straightway she would be clad in a garment,
fine and fair as the shimmer of moonbeams. And
Lloyd, casting about in her mind for a like charm
that would make her "all glorious within" as Olga's
made her glorious without, suddenly bethought herself
of her little necklace of Roman pearls. She
had not taken it back to school with her in her
Senior year, for she felt that she had outgrown its
childish symbolism. She could "keep tryst" with
life's obligations now without the visible reminder
of a little white bead, slipped daily over a silken<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[122]</SPAN></span>
cord. Still, it had helped her to remember, so many
times in the past, that she was strongly tempted
to try the efficacy of her little talisman just once
more. Glancing at her watch, she saw that Alex
had been gone only five minutes. Then dropping the
stick with which she had been writing in the dust,
she ran lightly up the avenue, into the house and up
to her room.</div>
<p>"Maybe it is sawt of childish," she thought as she
opened the sandal-wood box and clasped the rosary
around her neck. "But I don't care, if it will only
help me to remembah not to be snippy and sensitive
and to go about my business like that little black ant.
It's funny how such a little thing started me on the
right path."</p>
<p>When Alex came back she met him with such a
shining face that he glanced at her curiously. "You
look as if you had heard good news," he said as he
helped her into the buggy. "What's happened?"</p>
<p>"Oh, nothing," she laughed. "I've just been
practising my paht while I waited for you. I'm the
Princess Olga, and I've gotten rid of my gown of
tow, and I'm so relieved to find the real King's-daughtah
attire, that I'm as happy as a June-bug."</p>
<p>He did not understand her allusion, but it would
have made no difference if she had talked to him in<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[123]</SPAN></span>
Greek, with that charming dimple coming and going
as she laughed. It was a pleasure just to sit and
watch her, while she rattled on in her inimitable way
about June-bugs, wondering how happy they were
anyhow, and why people chose them as the unit
of measurement when they were measuring joy.</p>
<hr class="tb" />
<p>Over at the spring while they waited for Lloyd
to come, Miss Marks and Leland Harcourt experimented
at picture-making with Gay for a victim.
Stretched out on the rocks of the creek bank, with
her hands lying in the shallow water and her hair
streaming over her shoulders, she was obligingly
trying to obey instructions to "look as wet and
dead as possible."</p>
<p>Lloyd and Alex, coming on her unexpectedly as
they picked their way up the ravine, having tied
the horse where the woodland road ended, were
horrified to find her lying there so limp and still.
But the next instant Leland's voice sounded somewhere
up among the bushes: "That's great, Pug.
Try to keep the pose a little longer till we get one
more plate. With a sea-gull and some rolling waves
painted in in the background, it will be a perfect
copy of that painting I saw in Brittany."</p>
<p>"Well, hurry, please!" called Gay plaintively.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[124]</SPAN></span>
"I can't stand it much longer. The sun on my
wet face is burning it to a blister, and the rocks are
cutting my elbow, and I know it's a spider that's
crawling over the back of my neck."</p>
<p>Lloyd gave a toot of the hunter's horn to warn
them of their approach and the extra plate was
never made. For with a little shriek the "Drowned
Fishermaiden" scrambled up from the rocks in
embarrassed haste, and when she caught sight of
Alex, fled away into the bushes to gather up her
dishevelled hair and otherwise put herself to rights.
She was too agitated to notice Lloyd's meeting with
Leland, but while she made herself presentable the
sound of laughter floated in among the bushes to
her most reassuringly.</p>
<p>"They're laughing at me," she thought, "but I
don't care how ridiculous I looked. <i>Anything to</i>
break the ice between them and put them on a
friendly footing."</p>
<p>At the sight of Leland's dark face with its
cynical, slightly amused expression, Lloyd's resentment
returned, but the touch of the little necklace
recalled her resolve. "I'll <i>not</i> be snippy and sensitive,"
she repeated to herself, clasping one of the
beads in her fingers as if it really held some potent
charm to help her change her mental attitude.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[125]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>So when Gay joined them she found that Lloyd
had dropped her distant, disdainful manner of the
day before and was her own sweet, winsome self.
It was with a sigh of relief that Gay left them to
the discussion of poses and costumes, and turned to
Alex, who was about to take his departure. The
one word, picnic, was enough to stop him. It was
what he had been hoping for ever since the Harcourts
had taken the Cabin. Gay's appeal for help
set him to work with the zest of a truant school-boy.</p>
<p>While he made a fire and carried water from
the spring, Gay emptied the baskets they had
brought, and spread the contents out on a great flat
rock. Then while the water boiled for the coffee,
and the potatoes were roasting in the ashes, she sent
him to look for a wild grape-vine.</p>
<p>"I want a lot of grape-leaves to make into little
baskets to serve the berries in," she told him.
"And bring them up here where I can keep an eye
on what is going on at the spring. There seems to
be a hitch in the performance somewhere."</p>
<p>The difficulty was with the prince's costume.
Nothing they had brought gave quite the effect they
wanted, so finally Leland proposed bringing the
story down to date.</p>
<p>"The modern Princess is the Summer Girl," he<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[126]</SPAN></span>
said. "So take Miss Sherman just as she is, and
I'll go back to the Cabin and put on a bicycle suit."</p>
<div class="figleft"> <ANTIMG src="images/i004.jpg" width-obs="413" height-obs="450" alt="holding out her hands" /> <span class="caption">"MAKING A CUP OF HER WHITE HANDS."</span></div>
<p>"They are getting on famously," thought Gay
as she listened to Lloyd's merry response to something
he called back, as he went crashing away
through the bushes. The last little basket was made
and filled with berries before Leland came back,
dragging his wheel up the ravine. Gay and Alex,
having finished their preparations, climbed up the
bank to watch the pretty tableau, Lloyd making a
cup of her white hands and catching the water in
them, that the prince might stoop and drink.</p>
<p>"Let's try it again, Miss Marks," cried Leland
enthusiastically. "How is this pose?" He dropped
gracefully to one knee, baring his head as he bowed
it over Lloyd's hands.</p>
<p>"Is the change in him or is it in me?" thought
Lloyd as the dark eager face smiled up at her, with
its quick flashing smile that she found so peculiarly
attractive. "He certainly is the most entahtaining
man I evah talked to."</p>
<p>"The show is over," called Gay as Miss Marks
began to put up her camera. "If your royal highnesses
will deign to descend, dinner will be served
immediately." It was an attractive table she led
them to, the red berries shining in luscious heaps in
their little green baskets, mounds of fresh watercress
beside every plate, and a big bouquet of wildflowers
in the centre of the rock table.</p>
<p>"What is the peculiar charm of a picnic?"
queried Alex as he fished an ant out of the sugar
and opened a half-cooked potato.</p>
<p>"At home one would send such a dish back to
the kitchen in red-hot wrath. Here one eats it in
a sort of solemn joy."</p>
<p>"It's the spell of the June woods," suggested
Miss Marks.</p>
<p>"No, it's youth in the blood," said Leland. "All
the Junes in the world and all outdoors wouldn't
make a half-baked potato fit for the gods unless one
has 'the sun and the wind in his pulses.'"</p>
<p>"No," insisted Gay. "It can't be that, for Jameson
isn't much older than you, and he despises
prowling around in the woods, as he calls it. He
made so much fun of it that Lucy went driving
with him instead of coming with us, and she adores
such outings, just as much now as she did before
she was married."</p>
<p>"Maybe no one feels the charm unless the gods
have given him a sort of Midas touch that will turn
everything disagreeable, like ants and underdone
potatoes, into golden experiences," said Alex. "The<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[127]</SPAN><br/><SPAN name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[128]</SPAN></span>
Midas imagination let us call it. And the way to
keep it in good working order is to give it constant
practice. Let's have a picnic every day."</p>
<p>"To-morrow," announced Leland, "I'll take you
all over to that old English garden that I discovered,
to take that Garden fancy of Browning's we
were discussing."</p>
<p>Gay looked up quickly. It had been understood
only yesterday that they were to wait for Kitty's
return for that picture. His taking it for granted
that Lloyd would assume the part augured well for
her hopes.</p>
<p>"You know that poem of Browning's, don't you,
Miss Sherman?" he asked, smiling across at her.</p>
<p>Now Lloyd had never cared for Browning. In
fact she frankly admitted that she had never got far
enough into many of his poems to know what he
was talking about. At Warwick Hall Miss Chilton
had been such an enthusiastic interpreter of his that
ten of the girls in Lloyd's class had formed a
Browning club. Although she declined their invitation
to join them, she was more complimented by
that invitation than any other of that school term,
and envied them their apparent enjoyment of what
to her was a tangle of vague meanings. Now when,
she saw Leland take a well worn copy from his<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[129]</SPAN></span>
pocket and flip over the leaves to find the place, with
an ease that showed long familiarity with it, she
wished that she had joined the club. It made her
feel childish and immature to think that she could
not discuss this subject with him as any one of those
ten girls could have done. But it was one of the
simple poems to which the book opened. From her
seat opposite, Lloyd could see the marked margins
and underscored lines, as he read aloud:</p>
<div class='poem'>
"'Here is the garden she walked across<br/>
<span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Arm in my arm such a short while since.</span><br/>
<b>· · · · · · · ·</b><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Down this side of the gravel walk</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">She went, while her robe's edge brushed the box.</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">And here she paused in her gracious talk</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">To point me a moth on the milk-white phlox.'"</span><br/></div>
<p>"Oh, I can just <i>see</i> that picture," cried Miss
Marks enthusiastically. "I wish we had time to
take it to-day."</p>
<p>"But wait, here's a better one," he added, turning
the page.</p>
<div class='poem'>
"'This flower she stopped at, finger on lip,<br/>
<span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Stooped over in doubt, as settling its claim,</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Till she gave me with pride to make no slip,</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Its soft, meandering Spanish name.</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">What a name! Was it love or praise?</span><br/>
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[130]</SPAN></span><span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Speech half-asleep or song half-awake?</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">I must learn Spanish one of these days</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Only for that slow, sweet name's sake.'"</span><br/></div>
<p>Lloyd picked up the book open at the place where
he laid it, face downward, on the rock.</p>
<p>"I wondah what flowah Browning meant," she
said, "that had such a 'soft, meandering Spanish
name. Speech half-asleep or song half-awake—' It
must have been something exquisitely beautiful
or he wouldn't have been willing to learn a language
just for the sake of knowing that one name."</p>
<p>Farther down the page were other underscored
lines. She read them softly, almost under her
breath.</p>
<div class='poem'>
"'Where I find her not, beauties vanish.<br/>
<span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Whither I follow her beauties flee.</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">Is there no method to tell her in Spanish</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">June is twice June since she's breathed it with me?'"</span><br/></div>
<p>"Isn't that sweet?" cried Gay. "Say it for us,
Leland. Say it in Spanish so we can hear how it
sounds."</p>
<p>With an indulgent smile, as if amused at her
childishness, he lazily did Gay's bidding, then as she
began exclaiming over the musical syllables to Alex,
he turned to Lloyd and repeated the line with an
emphasis which made it altogether personal. Of<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[131]</SPAN></span>
course she could not understand it, but the words
were like bird-notes, and there was no mistaking
the language of those dark expressive eyes that held
hers a moment in their admiring gaze. They said
as plainly as if they had spoken aloud, "June is
twice June, since <i>you've</i> breathed it with me."</p>
<p>Lloyd felt the colour surge up into her face, and
to hide it, turned quickly and began examining a
grass stain on the hem of her skirt, with apparent
concern. But an exultant little thrill flashed over
her. He liked her. She was sure of it, and it made
her glad, so glad that it amazed her to think that
only two hours before she had confided emphatically
to a little black ant crawling over her path, that
she couldn't bear him.</p>
<p>When she had finished a critical examination of
the grass stain she glanced back again, hoping that
Gay had not seen her embarrassment. To her relief
Gay's entire attention was absorbed in an argument
with Alex as to the exact meaning of the quotation,
whether twice June meant a lengthening of the
calendar or an intensifying of its pleasures. Miss
Marks, <ins title="Transcriber's Note: original reads 'ilke'">like</ins> a good chaperone, could not have noticed,
for she was busy gathering up the dishes,
and Lloyd sprang up to help her.</p>
<p>Presently, as they started away from the spring,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[132]</SPAN></span>
Leland came around to Lloyd's side. "You must
let me teach you Spanish, Miss Sherman," he said
in his masterful way which seemed to leave her no
choice in the matter. "An hour a day wouldn't
take much of your time, and would be enough to
give you some idea of the charm of the language.
Gay tells me you play the harp. Some of the songs
are exquisite."</p>
<p>"Oh, I nevah in the world could learn it, I am
suah!" she answered lightly, with a shrug that
seemed to indicate the uselessness of undertaking
such a task.</p>
<p>"You don't know," he answered authoritatively.
"You've never had me for a teacher."</p>
<p>Again that flashing look that made his eyes
deepen so wonderfully and curved the cynical lips
into an altogether gentle and winning smile. It
seemed to photograph itself on Lloyd's memory,
recurring to her again and again in the most unexpected
moments. She saw it on the way home with
Alex, all the time she was laughingly recounting
some of her Warwick Hall escapades. It came
between her and her book when she tried to read
herself to sleep that afternoon, and the last thing
that night when her eyes were closed and the lights<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[133]</SPAN></span>
were out she saw again that glance that said as
plainly as the slow music of his Spanish words,
"June is <i>twice</i> June since <i>you've</i> breathed it with
me."</p>
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