<h2><span>CHAPTER XIX</span> <span class="smaller"><i>En Route</i></span></h2>
<p>Barbara Meade was chosen as the suitable one of the three girls to
accompany Eugenia out of Belgium.</p>
<p>There were a number of reasons for this decision, but the most important
was that her friends agreed she was most in need of a change. Another
point was that Eugenia appeared to prefer to have her.</p>
<p>But the journey could not be expected to be an altogether pleasant one.
Eugenia was still ill enough to be a responsibility, and, moreover, the
German authorities did not hesitate to express their wish to be rid of
her as soon as possible. It was for this reason that the trip was
planned as soon as it was in the least feasible.</p>
<p>Toward the middle of December the preparations for departure were
finally concluded. It was arranged that Nona<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_242" id="Page_242">[Pg 242]</SPAN></span> Davis and Mildred Thornton
should remain in charge of Eugenia's house in the woods for a time. For
the children must continue being cared for. Therefore, the American
hospital in Brussels had agreed temporarily to dispense with their
services. Later on perhaps it might be possible to make a more definite
arrangement. But at present Nona and Mildred were both pleased to have a
change in their work. Besides, this change afforded them the chance to
stay on with their friends until the actual time of their leave-taking.</p>
<p>Neither of the four girls ever forgot the final moment of farewell.</p>
<p>Since daylight they had talked about everything else under the sun
except the fact that they might not meet again for many months. For
under the circumstances naturally their future plans were indefinite.</p>
<p>Barbara and Eugenia had been informed that they would be escorted to the
frontiers of Holland. Once within the neutral state no further
observation would be made of them and they could go where they chose.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_243" id="Page_243">[Pg 243]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>They had determined to cross at once to England and then, lingering
only long enough for Eugenia to rest, to travel by slow stages to
southern France. Once there, they were once more to take refuge in the
little "Farmhouse with the Blue Front Door."</p>
<p>For in the midst of Eugenia's illness a letter had arrived from Madame
Castaigne. In it she had demanded that Miss Peabody be removed at once
from a country at present overrun by barbarians. In her opinion, the
American Red Cross girls should never have departed from the protection
of her beloved France. Whenever it was possible the farmhouse was at
their disposal. Moreover, Madame Castaigne suffered for their
companionship. For she and François had been entirely alone for months.
Captain Castaigne was away in another part of the country with his
regiment.</p>
<p>So it had been both Eugenia's and Barbara's fancy to go back for a time
to the little house they had both loved. When Eugenia had entirely
recovered her health, they could then decide on the next step.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_244" id="Page_244">[Pg 244]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>At Eugenia's request no one of their many friends in Brussels came out
to say good-bye on the last day. For her own sake and the happiness of
the children she wished her departure to be as quiet as possible.</p>
<p>She and Barbara were therefore ready and waiting by noon, when the
German officer arrived who was to take them to the border line.</p>
<p>Neither of the girls had been informed who this man might be, nor what
his character and rank.</p>
<p>Personally, Barbara felt a considerable anxiety. So much of the comfort
of the first of their journey would depend on his courtesy. Then there
was the chance that Eugenia might be less strong than they hoped and
fall ill again along the way.</p>
<p>Yet Eugenia herself seemed to have no qualms upon the subject. Her one
desire appeared to be to get away, to return to the country she had
wilfully turned her back upon. For it had been chiefly due to Eugenia's
influence that the American<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_245" id="Page_245">[Pg 245]</SPAN></span> Red Cross girls had left France to begin a
new service in Belgium.</p>
<p>Finally, when the German officer arrived, Nona, Mildred and Barbara were
equally discouraged by his manner and appearance.</p>
<p>In the first place, he was a man of a rough and surly exterior. He was
only a sergeant, with an overbearing and insolent method of speaking.
Indeed, he made no pretence of treating Eugenia in any way except as an
intruder who had come dangerously near being a traitor to his
government. Therefore, he had nothing but scorn and dislike of her.</p>
<p>He would have chosen to travel with his prisoner in handcuffs, but since
this had been forbidden she should be allowed no other consideration.</p>
<p>So Nona and Mildred had to kiss their friends good-bye with the German
sergeant staring at them disdainfully. Then before they realized what
was taking place they beheld Eugenia and Barbara being marched down the
path toward a car which was to take them to their train.</p>
<p>Eugenia could scarcely keep up with<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_246" id="Page_246">[Pg 246]</SPAN></span> the rapid pace demanded of her. She
looked very ill and fragile and Barbara very tiny to have her clinging
for support to her arm.</p>
<p>Neither Mildred nor Nona could see distinctly at the last. Afterwards
they remembered that Eugenia and Bab had both waved their hands just as
the motor car plunged ahead down the narrow path through the woods.</p>
<p>They had promised to write as soon as it was possible to get a letter
through the lines. But there was a chance that their mail must first be
sent to the United States and then have to recross the ocean.</p>
<p>Naturally the two girls who had been left behind were deeply depressed.
Yet they had little time for reflection. For Eugenia had asked that the
children be given a feast as soon as she was safely out of the way.
Moreover, there was Nicolete dissolved in tears! She had wished to
accompany her friend, but on account of Monsieur Bebé's helplessness had
been persuaded to remain behind.</p>
<p>Work is ever the solace of sorrow, as<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_247" id="Page_247">[Pg 247]</SPAN></span> Mildred and Nona both discovered
ten minutes after their parting from the other two Red Cross girls.</p>
<p>But Eugenia and Barbara had no such immediate consolation.</p>
<p>Half a dozen times in the next few hours Barbara greatly desired to
start a war on her own account. Yet in spite of her somewhat fiery
temperament she could say and do nothing. It was not on her own account
that she was so angry, but for the sake of her friend.</p>
<p>For notwithstanding her apparent weakness, Eugenia was forced to travel
in a train so crowded that she started upon her journey standing up.
Barbara's protest against this as an impossibility availed nothing. But
a few moments later a Belgian woman took compassion upon them. She was
old but sturdy and determined and Eugenia's refusal to occupy her place
she would not consider. Moreover, the girl had by this time reached such
a condition that she must either sit down or fall. Though desiring her
to be as wretched as possible, even her guard appreciated this fact.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_248" id="Page_248">[Pg 248]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>Afterwards Barbara decided that she had never gone through more trying
hours than those she endured on their way into Holland.</p>
<p>Eugenia scarcely spoke a dozen words. Indeed, she appeared happily
unconscious of a great deal of the insolence leveled at her. But Barbara
missed nothing. The sergeant's every glance at Eugenia was an insult,
whenever he spoke to her it was with a growl. Perhaps his task of
driving an American girl out of a once friendly country was such a
disagreeable one that no one except a bear would have wished to
undertake it.</p>
<p>However, both Barbara and Eugenia were willing exiles. The moment when
the girls realized that their feet were upon Dutch soil was the happiest
they had spent in many weeks. For here at last their guard said good-bye
to them. At least, though he used no words, his behavior had the effect
of a good-bye. What he actually did was to deposit them upon the
platform of a railroad station, then with a grunt of disfavor turn and
stride<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_249" id="Page_249">[Pg 249]</SPAN></span> away. But the girls both knew that the next train on which they
were to travel would run through the peaceful Dutch country.</p>
<p>By night they arrived at a Dutch port. In spite of the peril of floating
mines and submarines the Holland passenger boats were still making their
nightly journeys to the English coast.</p>
<p>Naturally there were but few passengers aboard, as no one was crossing
for pleasure. But tonight there were a small number of business men and
a few women.</p>
<p>At eight o'clock in the evening their boat sailed, and immediately after
Barbara and Eugenia went to bed. Food was brought to their stateroom,
but they were too weary and too excited to eat, so it was scarcely nine
o'clock when they were both sound asleep.</p>
<p>Of course they appreciated the possible danger of their crossing. But as
a matter of fact neither Barbara nor Eugenia gave the idea five minutes'
thought. When one has lived in the midst of war's tragedies and terrors,
one no longer worries over<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_250" id="Page_250">[Pg 250]</SPAN></span> <i>possible</i> misfortunes. There is time enough
when the blow falls.</p>
<p>Therefore, at midnight the two friends were peacefully sleeping, when
they were awakened by an extraordinary sensation and then a tumultuous
noise.</p>
<p>Suddenly their little steamer had come to an abrupt halt in mid-sea.
There was no warning, no gradual slowing down. One moment they had been
traveling at full speed, the next they were at a complete standstill.
Then there began a tremendous rushing about on the deck above the floor
where the two American Red Cross girls had their berths. Soon after a
heavy splash followed as if something had been dropped into the sea.</p>
<p>Although they were both awakened with the first reversal of the boat's
engines, neither of the girls spoke until after the noise subsided.</p>
<p>Then it was Eugenia.</p>
<p>"Something extraordinary has happened, Bab dear," she said quietly. "I
think you had best go and see what it is. I have a feeling that perhaps
our boat is<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_251" id="Page_251">[Pg 251]</SPAN></span> going to sink. But there has been no explosion so far!"</p>
<p>Eugenia was extraordinarily calm, almost passive. One may not believe
this state of mind to be possible, but wait until you have had just such
a personal experience with danger.</p>
<p>Barbara's answer was to scramble quickly out of the upper berth. She
chanced to be wearing a warm blue wrapper which served as a gown. So now
she only needed to slip her fur coat over it and pull down her gray
squirrel cap over her brown curls.</p>
<p>"Be getting dressed, Eugenia, while I find out what has happened. I'll
come back in a moment," she advised.</p>
<p>But once outside her stateroom, Barbara discovered only a mild
excitement. A few passengers were running up and down the narrow
hallway, clinging to scanty costumes. One of them explained the
situation to Barbara.</p>
<p>"Nothing's much amiss, we are all getting too nervous these days," he
commented. "Our ship has just run up against a solid bank of fog. As we
can't see an<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_252" id="Page_252">[Pg 252]</SPAN></span> inch ahead of us, our captain has too good sense to go on
in the darkness. We may have to stay here an hour, or twenty-four, there
is no telling. Hope a submarine won't come along and pick us off." And
with this parting pleasantry Barbara's new acquaintance departed.</p>
<p>The next instant Barbara returned and opened her stateroom door.</p>
<p>"Go back to sleep, Gene dear, everything is serene," she said
reassuringly; "there is only a heavy fog at sea. I want to go up on deck
and investigate, so please don't worry about me."</p>
<p>A few moments later Barbara was groping her way about on deck until she
discovered an empty steamer chair. This she crawled into, tucking her
feet up under her and snuggling down close in the darkness. She could
still hear the sailors rushing about on deck. Now and then she could
even catch the dim outline of a figure, but nothing else was
discernible. The very lights suspended from the ship's side were pale
and flickering.</p>
<p>Yet it was all immensely interesting.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_253" id="Page_253">[Pg 253]</SPAN></span> Outside the ship both sky and
water had apparently ceased to exist. One could see only a solid mass of
gray-black fog like a wet and heavy veil overspreading the world.</p>
<p>Barbara had recovered from her fatigue with her few hours of sleep.
Never had she felt more wide awake or more excited. If only it were
possible to see more.</p>
<p>Suddenly she jumped up from her chair. It is true the decks were wet and
slippery and since she could not see her way about, nor be seen, she
might be in danger of falling. Nevertheless, Barbara decided to risk the
danger. A tumble more or less need not be serious and she was freezing
from sitting still. And yet she had not the faintest intention or desire
of going back to her stateroom.</p>
<p>The fog might last for many hours, but then there was the chance that it
might lift at any moment. Barbara greatly desired to see the spectacle
of a familiar world emerging from darkness into light.</p>
<p>Fortunately her side of the deck appeared to be entirely deserted.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_254" id="Page_254">[Pg 254]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>She rose and walked a few steps up and down, compelled to go slowly,
for the fog lay like a damp weight upon her chest, pressing her backward
with its dim, invisible hands.</p>
<p>But after a little time, growing bolder when the desire to gaze down
into the water swept over her, she turned and walked blindly forward.
Within a few paces she reached out to grasp the ship's rails.</p>
<p>But instead her hands touched something warm and human. Immediately she
gave a smothered cry of embarrassment and fright.</p>
<p>"I am so sorry," she murmured apologetically, then with a characteristic
laugh. "But really I don't know whether I have run into you or you into
me. Will you please move to the right and I'll go to the left. Then we
need never meet again."</p>
<p>"Barbara," began a familiar voice.</p>
<p>For the second time the girl's hands stretched forward, but this time
they clung to the coat of the young fellow standing within a few feet of
her.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_255" id="Page_255">[Pg 255]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>"Dick Thornton, can it be possible this is you, when you are in
Brussels?" she protested. "But then how can it be any one except you,
although I have not seen you. If it is only your ghost I am holding on
to, at least it is a very substantial one, and I never was so glad to
meet any other ghost in my life."</p>
<p>In answer Dick Thornton laughed out loud. "Did anyone in the world ever
talk in such a ridiculous fashion as Barbara, and yet was there ever
anyone so delightful?" He slipped his arm through the girl's.</p>
<p>"Let us walk up and down for a few moments while I explain the reality
of my presence," he suggested, quietly taking his companion's consent
for granted.</p>
<p>"Personally, I think it would be the more surprising if I were not here.
Did you think for an instant I would allow you and Eugenia to go on this
long trip alone, when Eugenia has been so ill? I did not mention the
subject to you girls, since I did not intend to have a discussion. But
whether you allow it or not I shall be your<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_256" id="Page_256">[Pg 256]</SPAN></span> faithful follower until you
reach the little French farmhouse."</p>
<p>Barbara's eyes were swimming with unexpected tears.</p>
<p>"You are the kindest person in the world always, Dick," she answered.
"And I can't tell you how glad I am to have you with us! I did dread the
responsibility of Gene more than I would confess. Besides, I want you to
see our 'House with the Blue Front Door.' But I wonder if it is fair to
Mildred and Nona to have you leave them for even a short time? Your
place is with them rather than any one else, isn't it?"</p>
<p>"My place is beside you, Barbara, whenever you are willing to have me,"
Dick returned in such a matter-of-fact fashion that his companion did
not at once understand the meaning of his words.</p>
<p>"Your place beside me?" she repeated slowly. "Why, how is that possible
when Mildred is your sister and Nona——"</p>
<p>But Dick was drawing her toward the side of the ship and now they were
both leaning against the railing looking down at the glossy darkness
beneath them.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_257" id="Page_257">[Pg 257]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>"Yes, Mildred is my sister and Nona my friend," Dick continued, "yet
neither one of them can mean to me what the girl I would choose above
all others to be my wife means. Don't answer me for a moment, Barbara. I
have no delusion about your feeling for me, but that makes no
difference. I want you to know that ever since those first days in New
York you have filled the greater portion of my world. No matter what may
happen to divide us, nor how far your life may lead away from mine, I
shall not change."</p>
<p>The girl and man were standing within only a few feet of each other. Now
Barbara moved closer and laid her hand on her companion's coat sleeve.</p>
<p>"I am not very anxious for anything to divide us, nor for my life to
lead far away from yours," she whispered.</p>
<p>At this moment the bank of fog rolled up as if it were a stage curtain
being raised in answer to the prompter's bell, when for the first time
that evening Dick and Barbara caught the vision of each other's faces.</p>
<hr />
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_258" id="Page_258">[Pg 258]</SPAN></span></p>
<div style="break-after:column;"></div><br />