<h2><SPAN name="III" id="III"></SPAN>III</h2>
<p>This time there was no way to hold the door. Ihjel
didn't try. He stepped aside and two men stumbled
into the room. He walked out behind their backs
without saying a word.</p>
<p>"What happened? What did he do?" the doctor
asked, rushing in through the ruined door. He swept a
glance over the continuous recording dials at the foot
of Brion's bed. Respiration, temperature, heart, blood
pressure—all were normal. The patient lay quietly
and didn't answer him.</p>
<p>For the rest of that day, Brion had much to think
about. It was difficult. The fatigue, mixed with the
tranquilizers and other drugs, had softened his contact
with reality. His thoughts kept echoing back and
forth in his mind, unable to escape. What had Ihjel
meant? What was that nonsense about Anvhar?
Anvhar was that way because—well, it just was. It
had come about naturally. Or had it?</p>
<p>The planet had a very simple history. From the
very beginning there had never been anything of real
commercial interest on Anvhar. Well off the interstellar
trade routes, there were no minerals worth digging
and transporting the immense distances to the
nearest inhabited worlds. Hunting the winter beasts
for their pelts was a profitable but very minor enterprise,
never sufficient for mass markets. Therefore no
organized attempt had ever been made to colonize
the planet. In the end it had been settled completely
by chance. A number of offplanet scientific groups
had established observation and research stations,
finding unlimited data to observe and record during
Anvhar's unusual yearly cycle. The long-duration observations
encouraged the scientific workers to bring
their families and, slowly but steadily, small settlements
grew up. Many of the fur hunters settled there<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[Pg 16]</SPAN></span>
as well, adding to the small population. This had been
the beginning.</p>
<p>Few records existed of those early days, and the
first six centuries of Anvharian history were more
speculation than fact. The Breakdown occurred
about that time, and in the galaxy-wide disruption
Anvhar had to fight its own internal battle. When the
Earth Empire collapsed it was the end of more than
an era. Many of the observation stations found themselves
representing institutions that no longer existed.
The professional hunters no longer had markets for
their furs, since Anvhar possessed no interstellar ships
of its own. There had been no real physical hardship
involved in the Breakdown as it affected Anvhar,
since the planet was completely self-sufficient. Once
they had made the mental adjustment to the fact
that they were now a sovereign world, not a collection
of casual visitors with various loyalties, life continued
unchanged. Not easy—living on Anvhar is
never easy—but at least without difference on the
surface.</p>
<p>The thoughts and attitudes of the people were,
however, going through a great transformation. Many
attempts were made to develop some form of stable
society and social relationship. Again, little record
exists of these early trials, other than the fact of their
culmination in the Twenties.</p>
<p>To understand the Twenties, you have to understand
the unusual orbit that Anvhar tracks around its
sun, 70 Ophiuchi. There are other planets in this
system, all of them more or less conforming to the
plane of the ecliptic. Anvhar is obviously a rogue,
perhaps a captured planet of another sun. For the
greatest part of its 780-day year it arcs far out from
its primary, in a high-angled sweeping cometary orbit.
When it returns there is a brief, hot summer of
approximately eighty days before the long winter sets
in once more. This severe difference in seasonal
change has caused profound adaptations in the native
life forms. During the winter most of the animals
hibernate, the vegetable life lying dormant as spores
or seeds. Some of the warm-blooded herbivores stay<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[Pg 17]</SPAN></span>
active in the snow-covered tropics, preyed upon by
fur-insulated carnivores. Though unbelievably cold,
the winter is a season of peace in comparison to the
summer.</p>
<p>For summer is a time of mad growth. Plants burst
into life with a strength that cracks rocks, growing
fast enough for the motion to be seen. The snowfields
melt into mud and within days a jungle stretches
high into the air. Everything grows, swells, proliferates.
Plants climb on top of plants, fighting for the
life-energy of the sun. Everything is eat and be eaten,
grow and thrive in that short season. Because
when the first snow of winter falls again, ninety per
cent of the year must pass until the next coming of
warmth.</p>
<p>Mankind has had to adapt to the Anvharian cycle
in order to stay alive. Food must be gathered and
stored, enough to last out the long winter. Generation
after generation had adapted until they look on the
mad seasonal imbalance as something quite ordinary.
The first thaw of the almost nonexistent spring triggers
a wide-reaching metabolic change in the humans.
Layers of subcutaneous fat vanish and half-dormant
sweat glands come to life. Other changes are more
subtle than the temperature adjustment, but equally
important. The sleep center of the brain is depressed.
Short naps or a night's rest every third or
fourth day becomes enough. Life takes on a hectic and
hysterical quality that is perfectly suited to the environment.
By the time of the first frost, rapid-growing
crops have been raised and harvested, sides of meat
either preserved or frozen in mammoth lockers. With
this supreme talent of adaptability mankind has become
part of the ecology and guaranteed his own
survival during the long winter.</p>
<p>Physical survival has been guaranteed. But what
about mental survival? Primitive Earth Eskimos can
fall into a long doze of half-conscious hibernation.
Civilized men might be able to do this, but only for
the few cold months of terrestrial midwinter. It
would be impossible to do during a winter that is
longer than an Earth year. With all the physical<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[Pg 18]</SPAN></span>
needs taken care of, boredom became the enemy of
any Anvharian who was not a hunter. And even the
hunters could not stay out on solitary trek all winter.
Drink was one answer, and violence another. Alcoholism
and murder were the twin terrors of the cold
season, after the Breakdown.</p>
<p>It was the Twenties that ended all that. When they
became a part of normal life the summer was considered
just an interlude between games. The Twenties
were more than just a contest—they became a way of
life that satisfied all the physical, competitive and
intellectual needs of this unusual planet. They were a
decathlon—rather a double decathlon—raised to its
highest power, where contests in chess and poetry
composition held equal place with those in ski-jumping
and archery. Each year there were two
planet-wide contests held, one for men and one for
women. This was not an attempt at sexual discrimination,
but a logical facing of facts. Inherent differences
prevented fair contests—for example, it is
impossible for a woman to win a large chess tournament—and
this fact was recognized. Anyone could
enter for any number of years. There were no scoring
handicaps.</p>
<p>When the best man won he was really the best
man. A complicated series of playoffs and eliminations
kept contestants and observers busy for half the
winter. They were only preliminary to the final encounter
that lasted a month, and picked a single
winner. That was the title he was awarded. Winner.
The man—and woman—who had bested every other
contestant on the entire planet and who would remain
unchallenged until the following year.</p>
<p>Winner. It was a title to take pride in. Brion stirred
weakly on his bed and managed to turn so he could
look out of the window. Winner of Anvhar. His name
was already slated for the history books, one of the
handful of planetary heroes. School children would
be studying <i>him</i> now, just as he had read of the
Winners of the past. Weaving daydreams and imaginary
adventures around Brion's victories, hoping and<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[Pg 19]</SPAN></span>
fighting to equal them someday. To be a Winner was
the greatest honor in the universe.</p>
<p>Outside, the afternoon sun shimmered weakly in a
dark sky. The endless icefields soaked up the dim
light, reflecting it back as a colder and harsher illumination.
A single figure on skis cut a line across the
empty plain; nothing else moved. The depression of
the ultimate fatigue fell on Brion and everything
changed, as if he looked in a mirror at a previously
hidden side.</p>
<p>He saw suddenly—with terrible clarity—that to be
a Winner was to be absolutely nothing. Like being the
best flea, among all the fleas on a single dog.</p>
<p>What was Anvhar after all? An ice-locked planet,
inhabited by a few million human fleas, unknown
and unconsidered by the rest of the galaxy. There
was nothing here worth fighting for; the wars after
the Breakdown had left them untouched. The
Anvharians had always taken pride in this—as if
being so unimportant that no one else even wanted
to come near you could possibly be a source of pride.
All the other worlds of man grew, fought, won, lost,
changed. Only on Anvhar did life repeat its sameness
endlessly, like a loop of tape in a player....</p>
<p>Brion's eyes were moist; he blinked. <i>Tears!</i> Realization
of this incredible fact wiped the maudlin pity
from his mind and replaced it with fear. Had his mind
snapped in the strain of the last match? These
thoughts weren't his. Self-pity hadn't made him a Winner—why
was he feeling it now? Anvhar was his
universe—how could he even imagine it as a tag-end
planet at the outer limb of creation? What had come
over him and induced this inverse thinking?</p>
<p>As he thought the question, the answer appeared
at the same instant. Winner Ihjel. The fat man with
the strange pronouncements and probing questions.
Had he cast a spell like some sorcerer—or the devil in
<i>Faust</i>? No, that was pure nonsense. But he had done
something. Perhaps planted a suggestion when
Brion's resistance was low. Or used subliminal vocalization
like the villain in <i>Cerebrus Chained</i>. Brion
could find no adequate reason on which to base his<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[Pg 20]</SPAN></span>
suspicions. But he knew, with sure positiveness, that
Ihjel was responsible.</p>
<p>He whistled at the sound-switch next to his pillow
and the repaired communicator came to life. The
duty nurse appeared in the small screen.</p>
<p>"The man who was here today," Brion said, "Winner
Ihjel. Do you know where he is? I must contact
him."</p>
<p>For some reason this flustered her professional
calm. The nurse started to answer, excused herself,
and blanked the screen. When it lit again a man in
guard's uniform had taken her place.</p>
<p>"You made an inquiry," the guard said, "about
Winner Ihjel. We are holding him here in the hospital,
following the disgraceful way in which he broke
into your room."</p>
<p>"I have no charges to make. Will you ask him to
come and see me at once?"</p>
<p>The guard controlled his shock. "I'm sorry, Winner—I
don't see how we can. Dr. Caulry left specific orders
that you were not to be—"</p>
<p>"The doctor has no control over my personal life."
Brion interrupted. "I'm not infectious, nor ill with
anything more than extreme fatigue. I want to see
that man. At once."</p>
<p>The guard took a deep breath, and made a quick
decision. "He is on the way up now," he said, and
rung off.</p>
<p>"What did you do to me?" Brion asked as soon as
Ihjel had entered and they were alone. "You won't
deny that you have put alien thoughts in my head?"</p>
<p>"No, I won't deny it. Because the whole point of
my being here is to get those 'alien' thoughts across to
you."</p>
<p>"Tell me how you did it," Brion insisted. "I must
know."</p>
<p>"I'll tell you—but there are many things you should
understand first, before you decide to leave Anvhar.
You must not only hear them, you will have to believe
them. The primary thing, the clue to the rest, is
the true nature of your life here. How do you think
the Twenties originated?"<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[Pg 21]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>Before he answered, Brion carefully took a double
dose of the mild stimulant he was allowed. "I don't
think," he said; "I know. It's a matter of historical
record. The founder of the games was Giroldi, the
first contest was held in 378 <small>A.B.</small> The Twenties have
been held every year since then. They were strictly
local affairs in the beginning, but were soon well
established on a planet-wide scale."</p>
<p>"True enough," Ihjel said. "But you're describing
<i>what</i> happened. I asked you <i>how</i> the Twenties originated.
How could any single man take a barbarian
planet, lightly inhabited by half-mad hunters and
alcoholic farmers, and turn it into a smooth-running
social machine built around the artificial structure of
the Twenties? It just couldn't be done."</p>
<p>"But it <i>was</i> done!" Brion insisted. "You can't deny
that. And there is nothing artificial about the Twenties.
They are a logical way to live a life on a planet
like this."</p>
<p>Ihjel laughed, a short ironic bark. "Very logical," he
said; "but how often does logic have anything to do
with the organization of social groups and governments?
You're not thinking. Put yourself in founder
Giroldi's place. Imagine that you have glimpsed the
great idea of the Twenties and you want to convince
others. So you walk up to the nearest louse-ridden,
brawling, superstitious, booze-embalmed hunter and
explain clearly. How a program of his favorite sports—things
like poetry, archery and chess—can make his
life that much more interesting and virtuous. You do
that. But keep your eyes open at the same time, and
be ready for a fast draw."</p>
<p>Even Brion had to smile at the absurdity of the
suggestion. Of course it couldn't happen that way.
Yet, since it had happened, there must be a simple
explanation.</p>
<p>"We can beat this back and forth all day," Ihjel
told him, "and you won't get the right idea unless—"
He broke off suddenly, staring at the communicator.
The operation light had come on, though the screen
stayed dark. Ihjel reached down a meaty hand and
pulled loose the recently connected wires. "That doc<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[Pg 22]</SPAN></span>tor
of yours is very curious—and he's going to stay
that way. The truth behind the Twenties is none of
his business. But it's going to be yours. You must
come to realize that the life you lead here is a complete
and artificial construction, developed by Societics
experts and put into application by skilled field
workers."</p>
<p>"Nonsense!" Brion broke in. "Systems of society
can't be dreamed up and forced on people like that.
Not without bloodshed and violence."</p>
<p>"Nonsense, yourself," Ihjel told him. "That may
have been true in the dawn of history, but not any
more. You have been reading too many of the old
Earth classics; you imagine that we still live in the
Ages of Superstition. Just because fascism and communism
were once forced on reluctant populations,
you think this holds true for all time. Go back to your
books. In exactly the same era democracy and
self-government were adapted<!-- typo for adopted? --> by former colonial
states, like India and the Union of North Africa, and
the only violence was between local religious groups.
Change is the lifeblood of mankind. Everything we
today accept as normal was at one time an innovation.
And one of the most recent innovations is the
attempt to guide the societies of mankind into something
more consistent with the personal happiness of
individuals."</p>
<p>"The God complex," Brion said; "forcing human
lives into a mold whether they want to be fitted into
it or not."</p>
<p>"Societies can be that," Ihjel agreed. "It was in the
beginning, and there were some disastrous results of
attempts to force populations into a political climate
where they didn't belong. They weren't all failures—Anvhar
here is a striking example of how good the
technique can be when correctly applied. It's not
done this way any more, though. As with all of the
other sciences, we have found out that the more we
know, the more there is to know. We no longer
attempt to guide cultures towards what we consider
a beneficial goal. There are too many goals, and from
our limited vantage point it is hard to tell the good<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[Pg 23]</SPAN></span>
ones from the bad ones. All we do now is try to
protect the growing cultures, give a little jolt to the
stagnating ones—and bury the dead ones. When the
work was first done here on Anvhar the theory hadn't
progressed that far. The understandably complex
equations that determine just where in the scale from
a Type I to a Type V a culture is, had not yet been
completed. The technique then was to work out an
artificial culture that would be most beneficial for a
planet, then bend it into the mold."</p>
<p>"How can that be done?" Brion asked. "How was it
done here?"</p>
<p>"We've made some progress—you're finally asking
'how.' The technique here took a good number of
agents, and a great deal of money. Personal honor
was emphasized in order to encourage dueling, and
this led to a heightened interest in the technique of
personal combat. When this was well intrenched
Giroldi was brought in, and he showed how organized
competitions could be more interesting than
haphazard encounters. Tying the intellectual aspects
onto the framework of competitive sports was a little
more difficult, but not overwhelmingly so. The details
aren't important; all we are considering now is
the end product. Which is you. You're needed very
much."</p>
<p>"Why me?" Brion asked. "Why am I special? Because
I won the Twenties? I can't believe that. Taken
objectively, there isn't that much difference between
myself and the ten runner-ups. Why don't you ask
one of them? They could do your job as well as I."</p>
<p>"No, they couldn't. I'll tell you later why you are
the only man I can use. Our time is running out and
I must convince you of some other things first." Ihjel
glanced at his watch. "We have less than three hours
to dead-deadline. Before that time I must explain
enough of our work to you to enable you to decide
voluntarily to join us."</p>
<p>"A very tall order," Brion said. "You might begin by
telling me just who this mysterious 'we' is that you
keep referring to."</p>
<p>"The Cultural Relationships Foundation. A non-<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[Pg 24]</SPAN></span>governmental
body, privately endowed, existing to
promote peace and ensure the sovereign welfare of
independent planets, so that all will prosper from the
good will and commerce thereby engendered."</p>
<p>"Sounds as if you're quoting," Brion told him. "No
one could possibly make up something that sounds
like that on the spur of the moment."</p>
<p>"I <i>was</i> quoting, from our charter of organization.
Which is all very fine in a general sense, but I'm
talking specifically now. About you. You are the product
of a tightly knit and very advanced society.
Your individuality has been encouraged by your
growing up in a society so small in population that a
mild form of government control is necessary. The
normal Anvharian education is an excellent one, and
participation in the Twenties has given you a general
and advanced education second to none in the
galaxy. It would be a complete waste of your entire
life if you now took all this training and wasted it on
some rustic farm."</p>
<p>"You give me very little credit. I plan to teach—"</p>
<p>"Forget Anvhar!" Ihjel cut him off with a chop of
his hand. "This world will roll on quite successfully
whether you are here or not. You must forget it, think
of its relative unimportance on a galactic scale, and
consider instead the existing, suffering hordes of
mankind. You must think what you can do to help
them."</p>
<p>"But what can I do—as an individual? The day is
long past when a single man, like Caesar or Alexander,
could bring about world-shaking changes."</p>
<p>"True—but not true," Ihjel said. "There are key
men in every conflict of forces, men who act like
catalysts applied at the right instant to start a chemical
reaction. You might be one of these men, but I
must be honest and say that I can't prove it yet. So in
order to save time and endless discussion, I think I
will have to spark your personal sense of obligation."</p>
<p>"Obligation to whom?"</p>
<p>"To mankind, of course, to the countless billions of
dead who kept the whole machine rolling along that
allows you the full, long and happy life you enjoy<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[Pg 25]</SPAN></span>
today. What they gave to you, you must pass on to
others. This is the keystone of humanistic morals."</p>
<p>"Agreed. And a very good argument in the long
run. But not one that is going to tempt me out of this
bed within the next three hours."</p>
<p>"A point of success," Ihjel said. "You agree with the
general argument. Now I apply it specifically to you.
Here is the statement I intend to prove. There exists a
planet with a population of seven million people.
Unless I can prevent it, this planet will be completely
destroyed. It is my job to stop that destruction, so
that is where I am going now. I won't be able to do
the job alone. In addition to others, I need you. Not
anyone like you—but you, and you alone."</p>
<p>"You have precious little time left to convince me
of all that," Brion told him, "so let me make the job
easier for you. The work you do, this planet, the
imminent danger of the people there—these are all
facts that you can undoubtedly supply. I'll take a
chance that this whole thing is not a colossal bluff,
and admit that given time, you could verify them all.
This brings the argument back to me again. How can
you possibly prove that I am the only person in the
galaxy who can help you?"</p>
<p>"I can prove it by your singular ability, the thing I
came here to find."</p>
<p>"Ability? I am different in no way from the other
men on my planet."</p>
<p>"You're wrong," Ihjel said. "You are the embodied
proof of evolution. Rare individuals with specific talents
occur constantly in any species, man included. It
has been two generations since an empathetic was
last born on Anvhar, and I have been watching carefully
most of that time."</p>
<p>"What in blazes is an empathetic—and how do you
recognize it when you have found it?" Brion
chuckled, this talk was getting preposterous.</p>
<p>"I can recognize one because I'm one myself—there
is no other way. As to how projective empathy
works, you had a demonstration of that a little earlier,
when you felt those strange thoughts about
Anvhar. It will be a long time before you can master<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[Pg 26]</SPAN></span>
that, but receptive empathy is your natural trait. This
is mentally entering into the feeling, or what could be
called the spirit of another person. Empathy is not
thought perception; it might better be described as
the sensing of someone else's emotional makeup, feelings
and attitudes. You can't lie to a trained empathetic,
because he can sense the real attitude behind
the verbal lies. Even your undeveloped talent has
proved immensely useful in the Twenties. You can
outguess your opponent because you know his movements
even as his body tenses to make them. You
accept this without ever questioning it."</p>
<p>"How do you know?" This was Brion's understood,
but never voiced secret.</p>
<p>Ihjel smiled. "Just guessing. But I won the Twenties
too, remember, also without knowing a thing
about empathy at the time. On top of our normal
training, it's a wonderful trait to have. Which brings
me to the proof we mentioned a minute ago. When
you said you would be convinced if I could prove
you were the only person who could help me. I
<i>believe</i> you are—and that is one thing I cannot lie
about. It's possible to lie about a belief verbally, to
have a falsely based belief, or to change a belief. But
you can't lie about it to yourself.</p>
<p>"Equally important—you can't lie about a belief to
an empathetic. Would you like to see how I feel
about this? 'See' is a bad word—there is no vocabulary
yet for this kind of thing. Better, would you join
me in my feelings? Sense my attitudes, memories and
emotions just as I do?"</p>
<p>Brion tried to protest, but he was too late. The
doors of his senses were pushed wide and he was
overwhelmed.</p>
<p>"Dis ..." Ihjel said aloud. "Seven million people ...
hydrogen bombs ... Brion Brandd." These were just
key words, landmarks of association. With each one
Brion felt the rushing wave of the other man's emotions.</p>
<p>There could be no lies here—Ihjel was right in
that. This was the raw stuff that feelings are made of,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[Pg 27]</SPAN></span>
the basic reactions to the things and symbols of memory.</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0em;">
DIS ... DIS ... DIS ... it was a word it was a
planet and the word thundered </p>
<p style="text-align:center; margin-top: 0em; margin-bottom: 0em;">
like a drum a drum the sound <br/>
of its thunder surrounded and <br/>
was a wasteland a planet<br/>
of death a planet where<br/>
living was dying and<br/>
dying was very<br/>
better than<br/>
living</p>
<div class="figleft"> <div class="figright"> <span class="i6">crude barbaric<br/></span> <span class="i8">backward miserable<br/></span> <span class="i10">dirty beneath<br/></span> <span class="i12">consideration<br/></span>
<span class="i14">planet</span></div>
</div>
<div class="figright"> <div class="figleft"> <span class="i8">hot burning scorching<br/></span> <span class="i6">wasteland of sands<br/></span> <span class="i4">and sands and sands and<br/></span> <span class="i2">sands that burned had<br/></span>
<span class="i0">burned will burn forever<br/></span>
<span class="i0">the people of this planet so<br/></span>
<span class="i2">crude dirty miserable barbaric<br/></span>
<span class="i4">sub-human in-human<br/></span>
<span class="i6">less-than-human</span></div>
</div>
<p style="font-size:200%; text-align:center; margin-top: 0em; text-indent: 0em;">
DIS</p>
<div style="clear:both; width:16em; margin-left:auto; margin-right:auto;">
<span class="i4">but<br/></span>
<span class="i7">they<br/></span>
<span class="i11">were<br/></span>
<span class="i16">going<br/></span>
<span class="i21">to<br/></span>
<span class="i24">be</span></div>
<p style="text-align:center;">
<big style="font-size:200%;">DEAD</big><br/>
and DEAD they would be seven million blackened corpses<br/>
that would blacken your dreams all dreams dreams<br/>
forever because those<br/>
<em class="spaced">HYDROGEN BOMBS</em><br/>
were waiting<br/>
to kill<br/>
<span style="margin-left:10em;">them unless .. unless .. unless ..</span><br/>
you Ihjel stopped it you Ihjel (DEATH) you (DEATH)<br/>
you (DEATH) alone couldn't do it you (DEATH)<br/>
must have<br/>
BRION BRANDD wet-behind-the-ears-raw-untrained-<br/>
Brion-Brandd-to-help-you he was the only one in the<br/>
galaxy who could finish the job..................................
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[Pg 28]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>As the flow of sensation died away, Brion realized
he was sprawled back weakly on his pillows, soaked
with sweat, washed with the memory of the raw
emotion. Across from him Ihjel sat with his face
bowed in his hands. When he lifted his head Brion
saw within his eyes a shadow of the blackness he had
just experienced.</p>
<p>"Death," Brion said. "That terrible feeling of death.
It wasn't just the people of Dis who would die. It
was something more personal."</p>
<p>"Myself," Ihjel said, and behind this simple word
were the repeated echoes of night that Brion had
been made aware of with his newly recognized ability.
"My own death, not too far away. This is the
wonderfully terrible price you must pay for your
talent. <i>Angst</i> is an inescapable part of empathy. It is
a part of the whole unknown field of psi phenomena
that seems to be independent of time. Death is so
traumatic and final that it reverberates back along
the time line. The closer I get, the more aware of it I
am. There is no exact feeling of date, just a rough
location in time. That is the horror of it. I <i>know</i> I will
die soon after I get to Dis—and long before the work
there is finished. I know the job to be done there,
and I know the men who have already failed at it. I
also know you are the only person who can possibly
complete the work I have started. Do you agree
now? Will you come with me?"</p>
<p>"Yes, of course," Brion said. "I'll go with you."<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[Pg 29]</SPAN></span></p>
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