<h2>CHAPTER XXXIX.</h2>
<p>The contrast of the state of happiness between the two
brothers was nearly resembled by that of the two
cousins—the riches of young William did not render him
happy, nor did the poverty of young Henry doom him to
misery. His affectionate heart, as he had described in his
letter to Rebecca, loved <i>persons</i> rather than
<i>things</i>; and he would not have exchanged the society of his
father, nor the prospect of her hand and heart, for all the
wealth and splendour of which his cousin William was the
master.</p>
<p>He was right. Young William, though he viewed with
contempt Henry’s inferior state, was far less happy than
he. His marriage had been the very counterpart of his
father’s; and having no child to create affection to his
home, his study was the only relief from that domestic
incumbrance called his wife; and though, by unremitting
application there (joined to the influence of the potent
relations of the woman he hated), he at length arrived at the
summit of his ambitious desires, still they poorly repaid him for
the sacrifice he had made in early life of every tender
disposition.</p>
<p>Striding through a list of rapid advancements in the
profession of the law, at the age of thirty-eight he found
himself raised to a preferment such as rarely falls to the share
of a man of his short experience—he found himself invested
with a judge’s robe; and, gratified by the exalted office,
curbed more than ever that aversion which her want of charms or
sympathy had produced against the partner of his honours.</p>
<p>While William had thus been daily rising in fortune’s
favour, poor Agnes had been daily sinking deeper and deeper under
fortune’s frowns: till at last she became a midnight
wanderer through the streets of London, soliciting, or rudely
demanding, money of the passing stranger. Sometimes, hunted
by the watch, she affrighted fled from street to street, from
portico to portico; and once, unknowing in her fear which way she
hurried, she found her trembling knees had sunk, and her wearied
head was reclined against the stately pillars that guarded
William’s door.</p>
<p>At the sudden recollection where she was, a swell of passion,
composed of horror, of anger, of despair, and love, gave
reanimated strength to her failing limbs; and, regardless of her
pursuer’s steps, she ran to the centre of the street, and,
looking up to the windows of the mansion, cried, “Ah! there
he sleeps in quiet, in peace, in ease—he does not even
dream of me—he does not care how the cold pierces, or how
the people persecute me! He does not thank me for all the
lavish love I have borne him and his child! His heart is so
hard, he does not even recollect that it was he who brought me to
ruin.”</p>
<p>Had these miseries, common to the unhappy prostitute, been
alone the punishment of Agnes—had her crimes and sufferings
ended in distress like this, her story had not perhaps been
selected for a public recital; for it had been no other than the
customary history of thousands of her sex. But Agnes had a
destiny yet more fatal. Unhappily, she was endowed with a
mind so sensibly alive to every joy, and every sorrow, to every
mark of kindness, every token of severity, so liable to excess in
passion, that, once perverted, there was no degree of error from
which it would revolt.</p>
<p>Taught by the conversation of the dissolute poor, with whom
she now associated, or by her own observation on the worldly
reward of elevated villainy, she began to suspect “that
dishonesty was only held a sin to secure the property of the
rich; and that, to take from those who did not want, by the art
of stealing, was less guilt, than to take from those who did
want, by the power of the law.”</p>
<p>By false yet seducing opinions such as these, her reason
estranged from every moral and religious tie, her necessities
urgent, she reluctantly accepted the proposal to mix with a band
of practised sharpers and robbers, and became an accomplice in
negotiating bills forged on a country banker.</p>
<p>But though ingenious in arguments to excuse the deed before
its commission, in the act she had ever the dread of some
incontrovertible statement on the other side of the
question. Intimidated by this apprehension, she was the
veriest bungler in her vile profession—and on the alarm of
being detected, while every one of her confederates escaped and
absconded, she alone was seized—was arrested for issuing
notes they had fabricated, and committed to the provincial jail,
about fifty miles from London, where the crime had been
perpetrated, to take her trial for—life or death.</p>
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