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<h3>CHAPTER X</h3>
<h2><i>LADY KNOLLYS REMOVES A COVERLET</i></h2>
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<p>Lady Knollys pursued her enquiries.</p>
<p>'And why does not Madame make your dresses, my dear? I
wager a guinea the woman's a milliner. Did not she engage to
make your dresses?'</p>
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<p>'I—I really don't know; I rather think not. She is my governess—a
finishing governess, Mrs. Rusk says.'</p>
<p>'Finishing fiddle! Hoity-toity! and my lady's too grand to
cut out your dresses and help to sew them? And what <i>does</i> she
do? I venture to say she's fit to teach nothing but devilment—not
that she has taught <i>you</i> much, my dear—<i>yet</i> at least. I'll
see her, my dear; where is she? Come, let us visit Madame. I should
so like to talk to her a little.'</p>
<p>'But she is ill,' I answered, and all this time I was ready to cry
for vexation, thinking of my dress, which must be very absurd to
elicit so much unaffected laughter from my experienced relative,
and I was only longing to get away and hide myself before that
handsome Captain returned.</p>
<p>'Ill! is she? what's the matter?'</p>
<p>'A cold—feverish and rheumatic, she says.'</p>
<p>'Oh, a cold; is she up, or in bed?'</p>
<p>'In her room, but not in bed.'</p>
<p>'I should so like to see her, my dear. It is not mere curiosity,
I assure you. In fact, curiosity has nothing on earth to do with
it. A governess may be a very useful or a very useless person;
but she may also be about the most pernicious inmate imaginable.
She may teach you a bad accent, and worse manners, and
heaven knows what beside. Send the housekeeper, my dear, to
tell her that I am going to see her.'</p>
<p>'I had better go myself, perhaps,' I said, fearing a collision
between Mrs. Rusk and the bitter Frenchwoman.</p>
<p>'Very well, dear.'</p>
<p>And away I ran, not sorry somehow to escape before Captain
Oakley returned.</p>
<p>As I went along the passage, I was thinking whether my dress
could be so very ridiculous as my old cousin thought it, and trying
in vain to recollect any evidence of a similar contemptuous
estimate on the part of that beautiful and garrulous dandy. I
could not—quite the reverse, indeed. Still I was uncomfortable
and feverish—girls of my then age will easily conceive how miserable,
under similar circumstances, such a misgiving would make
them.</p>
<p>It was a long way to Madame's room. I met Mrs. Rusk bustling
along the passage with a housemaid.</p>
<p>'How is Madame?' I asked.</p>
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<p>'Quite well, I believe,' answered the housekeeper, drily. 'Nothing
the matter that <i>I</i> know of. She eat enough for two to-day.
I wish <i>I</i> could sit in my room doing nothing.'</p>
<p>Madame was sitting, or rather reclining, in a low arm-chair,
when I entered the room, close to the fire, as was her wont, her
feet extended near to the bars, and a little coffee equipage beside
her. She stuffed a book hastily between her dress and the chair,
and received me in a state of langour which, had it not been for
Mrs. Rusk's comfortable assurances, would have frightened me.</p>
<p>'I hope you are better, Madame,' I said, approaching.</p>
<p>'Better than I deserve, my dear cheaile, sufficiently well. The
people are all so good, trying me with every little thing, like a
bird; here is café—Mrs. Rusk-a, poor woman, I try to swallow
a little to please her.'</p>
<p>'And your cold, is it better?'</p>
<p>She shook her head languidly, her elbow resting on the chair,
and three finger-tips supporting her forehead, and then she made
a little sigh, looking down from the corners of her eyes, in an
interesting dejection.</p>
<p>'Je sens des lassitudes in all the members—but I am quaite
'appy, and though I suffer I am console and oblige des bontés,
ma chère, que vous avez tous pour moi;' and with these words
she turned a languid glance of gratitude on me which dropped
on the ground.</p>
<p>'Lady Knollys wishes very much to see you, only for a few
minutes, if you could admit her.'</p>
<p>'Vous savez les malades see <i>never</i> visitors,' she replied with a
startled sort of tartness, and a momentary energy. 'Besides, I
cannot converse; je sens de temps en temps des douleurs de
tête—of head, and of the ear, the right ear, it is parfois agony
absolutely, and now it is here.'</p>
<p>And she winced and moaned, with her eyes closed and her
hand pressed to the organ affected.</p>
<p>Simple as I was, I felt instinctively that Madame was shamming.
She was over-acting; her transitions were too violent, and
beside she forgot that I knew how well she could speak English,
and must perceive that she was heightening the interest of her
helplessness by that pretty tessellation of foreign idiom. I therefore
said with a kind of courage which sometimes helped me
suddenly—</p>
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<p>'Oh, Madame, don't you really think you might, without much
inconvenience, see Lady Knollys for a very few minutes?'</p>
<p>'Cruel cheaile! you know I have a pain of the ear which
makes me 'orribly suffer at this moment, and you demand me
whether I will not converse with strangers. I did not think you
would be so unkain, Maud; but it is impossible, you must see—quite
impossible. I never, you <i>know</i>, refuse to take trouble
when I am able—never—<i>never</i>.'</p>
<p>And Madame shed some tears, which always came at call, and
with her hand pressed to her ear, said very faintly,</p>
<p>'Be so good to tell your friend how you see me, and how I
suffer, and leave me, Maud, for I wish to lie down for a little,
since the pain will not allow me to remain longer.'</p>
<p>So with a few words of comfort which could not well be refused,
but I dare say betraying my suspicion that more was made
of her sufferings than need be, I returned to the drawing-room.</p>
<p>'Captain Oakley has been here, my dear, and fancying, I
suppose, that you had left us for the evening, has gone to the
billiard-room, I think,' said Lady Knollys, as I entered.</p>
<p>That, then, accounted for the rumble and smack of balls
which I had heard as I passed the door.</p>
<p>'I have been telling Maud how detestably she is got up.'</p>
<p>'Very thoughtful of you, Monica!' said my father.</p>
<p>'Yes, and really, Austin, it is quite clear you ought to marry;
you want some one to take this girl out, and look after her, and
who's to do it? She's a dowdy—don't you see? Such a dust!
And it <i>is</i> really such a pity; for she's a very pretty creature,
and a clever woman could make her quite charming.'</p>
<p>My father took Cousin Monica's sallies with the most wonderful
good-humour. She had always, I fancy, been a privileged
person, and my father, whom we all feared, received her jolly
attacks, as I fancy the grim Front-de-Boeufs of old accepted the
humours and personalities of their jesters.</p>
<p>'Am I to accept this as an overture?' said my father to his
voluble cousin.</p>
<p>'Yes, you may, but not for myself, Austin—I'm not worthy.
Do you remember little Kitty Weadon that I wanted you to
marry eight-and-twenty years ago, or more, with a hundred and
twenty thousand pounds? Well, you know, she has got ever so
much now, and she is really a most amiable old thing, and
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though <i>you</i> would not have her then, she has had her second
husband since, I can tell you.'</p>
<p>'I'm glad I was not the first,' said my father.</p>
<p>'Well, they really say her wealth is absolutely immense. Her
last husband, the Russian merchant, left her everything. She has
not a human relation, and she is in the best set.'</p>
<p>'You were always a match-maker, Monica,' said my father,
stopping, and putting his hand kindly on hers. 'But it won't do.
No, no, Monica; we must take care of little Maud some other way.'</p>
<p>I was relieved. We women have all an instinctive dread of
second marriages, and think that no widower is quite above or
below that danger; and I remember, whenever my father, which
indeed was but seldom, made a visit to town or anywhere else,
it was a saying of Mrs. Rusk—</p>
<p>'I shan't wonder, neither need you, my dear, if he brings home
a young wife with him.'</p>
<p>So my father, with a kind look at her, and a very tender one
on me, went silently to the library, as he often did about that
hour.</p>
<p>I could not help resenting my Cousin Knollys' officious recommendation
of matrimony. Nothing I dreaded more than a step-mother.
Good Mrs. Rusk and Mary Quince, in their several
ways, used to enhance, by occasional anecdotes and frequent
reflections, the terrors of such an intrusion. I suppose they did
not wish a revolution and all its consequences at Knowl, and
thought it no harm to excite my vigilance.</p>
<p>But it was impossible long to be vexed with Cousin Monica.</p>
<p>'You know, my dear, your father is an oddity,' she said. 'I
don't mind him—I never did. You must not. Cracky, my dear,
cracky—decidedly cracky!'</p>
<p>And she tapped the corner of her forehead, with a look
so sly and comical, that I think I should have laughed, if the
sentiment had not been so awfully irreverent.</p>
<p>'Well, dear, how is our friend the milliner?'</p>
<p>'Madame is suffering so much from pain in her ear, that she
says it would be quite impossible to have the honour—'</p>
<p>'Honour—fiddle! I want to see what the woman's like. Pain
in her ear, you say? Poor thing! Well, dear, I think I can cure
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that in five minutes. I have it myself, now and then. Come to
my room, and we'll get the bottles.'</p>
<p>So she lighted her candle in the lobby, and with a light and
agile step she scaled the stairs, I following; and having found
the remedies, we approached Madame's room together.</p>
<p>I think, while we were still at the end of the gallery, Madame
heard and divined our approach, for her door suddenly shut,
and there was a fumbling at the handle. But the bolt was out
of order.</p>
<p>Lady Knollys tapped at the door, saying—'we'll come in,
please, and see you. I've some remedies, which I'm sure will do
you good.'</p>
<p>There was no answer; so she opened the door, and we both
entered. Madame had rolled herself in the blue coverlet, and
was lying on the bed, with her face buried in the pillow, and
enveloped in the covering.</p>
<p>'Perhaps she's asleep?' said Lady Knollys, getting round to
the side of the bed, and stooping over her.</p>
<p>Madame lay still as a mouse. Cousin Monica set down her two
little vials on the table, and, stooping again over the bed, began
very gently with her fingers to lift the coverlet that covered her
face. Madame uttered a slumbering moan, and turned more
upon her face, clasping the coverlet faster about her.</p>
<p>'Madame, it is Maud and Lady Knollys. We have come to
relieve your ear. Pray let me see it. She can't be asleep, she's
holding the clothes so fast. Do, pray, allow me to see it.'</p>
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