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<h3>CHAPTER LIV</h3>
<h2><i>IN SEARCH OF MR. CHARKE'S SKELETON</i></h2>
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<p>On the whole, however, I was unspeakably relieved. Dudley
Ruthyn, Esq., and Mrs. D. Ruthyn, were now skimming the blue
waves on the wings of the <i>Seamew</i>, and every morning widened
the distance between us, which was to go on increasing until it
measured a point on the antipodes. The Liverpool paper containing
this golden line was carefully preserved in my room;
and like the gentleman who, when much tried by the shrewish
heiress whom he had married, used to retire to his closet and
read over his marriage settlement, I used, when blue devils
haunted me, to unfold my newspaper and read the paragraph
concerning the <i>Seamew</i>.</p>
<p>The day I now speak of was a dismal one of sleety snow. My
own room seemed to me cheerier than the lonely parlour, where
I could not have had good Mary Quince so decorously.</p>
<p>A good fire, that kind and trusty face, the peep I had just
indulged in at my favourite paragraph, and the certainty of
soon seeing my dear cousin Monica, and afterwards affectionate
Milly, raised my spirits.</p>
<p>'So,' said I, 'as old Wyat, you say, is laid up with rheumatism,
and can't turn up to scold me, I think I'll run up stairs and
make an exploration, and find poor Mr. Charke's skeleton in
a closet.'</p>
<p>'Oh, law, Miss Maud, how can you say such things!' exclaimed
good old Quince, lifting up her honest grey head and
round eyes from her knitting.</p>
<p>I had grown so familiar with the frightful tradition of Mr.
Charke and his suicide, that I could now afford to frighten old
Quince with him.</p>
<p>'I am quite serious. I am going to have a ramble up-stairs
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and down-stairs, like goosey-goosey-gander; and if I do light upon
his chamber, it is all the more interesting. I feel so like Adelaide,
in the "Romance of the Forest," the book I was reading to you
last night, when she commenced her delightful rambles through
the interminable ruined abbey in the forest.'</p>
<p>'Shall I go with you, Miss?'</p>
<p>'No, Quince; stay there; keep a good fire, and make some
tea. I suspect I shall lose heart and return very soon;' and with
a shawl about me, cowl fashion, over my head, I stole up-stairs.</p>
<p>I shall not recount with the particularity of the conscientious
heroine of Mrs. Ann Radcliffe, all the suites of apartments, corridors,
and lobbies, which I threaded in my ramble. It will be
enough to mention that I lighted upon a door at the end of a
long gallery, which, I think, ran parallel with the front of the
house; it interested me because it had the air of having been
very long undisturbed. There were two rusty bolts, which did
not evidently belong to its original securities, and had been,
though very long ago, somewhat clumsily superadded. Dusty and
rusty they were, but I had no difficulty in drawing them back.
There was a rusty key, I remember it well, with a crooked
handle in the lock; I tried to turn it, but could not. My curiosity
was piqued. I was thinking of going back and getting Mary
Quince's assistance. It struck me, however, that possibly it was
not locked, so I pulled the door and it opened quite easily. I
did not find myself in a strangely-furnished suite of apartments,
but at the entrance of a gallery, which diverged at right angles
from that through which I had just passed; it was very imperfectly
lighted, and ended in total darkness.</p>
<p>I began to think how far I had already come, and to consider
whether I could retrace my steps with accuracy in case of a
panic, and I had serious thoughts of returning.</p>
<p>The idea of Mr. Charke was growing unpleasantly sharp and
menacing; and as I looked down the long space before me, losing
itself among ambiguous shadows, lulled in a sinister silence,
and as it were inviting my entrance like a trap, I was very near
yielding to the cowardly impulse.</p>
<p>But I took heart of grace and determined to see a little more.
I opened a side-door, and entered a large room, where were, in
a corner, some rusty and cobwebbed bird-cages, but nothing
more. It was a wainscoted room, but a white mildew stained the
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panels. I looked from the window: it commanded that dismal,
weed-choked quadrangle into which I had once looked from
another window. I opened a door at its farther end, and entered
another chamber, not quite so large, but equally dismal, with
the same prison-like look-out, not very easily discerned through
the grimy panes and the sleet that was falling thickly outside.
The door through which I had entered made a little accidental
creak, and, with my heart at my lips, I gazed at it, expecting to
see Charke, or the skeleton of which I had talked so lightly, stalk
in at the half-open aperture. But I had an odd sort of courage
which was always fighting against my cowardly nerves, and I
walked to the door, and looking up and down the dismal
passage, was reassured.</p>
<p>Well, one room more—just that whose deep-set door fronted
me, with a melancholy frown, at the opposite end of the chamber.
So to it I glided, shoved it open, advancing one step, and
the great bony figure of Madame de la Rougierre was before me.</p>
<p>I could see nothing else.</p>
<p>The drowsy traveller who opens his sheets to slip into bed, and
sees a scorpion coiled between them, may have experienced a
shock the same in kind, but immeasurably less in degree.</p>
<p>She sat in a clumsy old arm-chair, with an ancient shawl about
her, and her bare feet in a delft tub. She looked a thought more
withered. Her wig shoved back disclosed her bald wrinkled forehead,
and enhanced the ugly effect of her exaggerated features
and the gaunt hollows of her face. With a sense of incredulity
and terror I gazed, freezing, at this evil phantom, who returned
my stare for a few seconds with a shrinking scowl, dismal and
grim, as of an evil spirit detected.</p>
<p>The meeting, at least then and there, was as complete a surprise
for her as for me. She could not tell how I might take it;
but she quickly rallied, burst into a loud screeching laugh, and,
with her old Walpurgis gaiety, danced some fantastic steps in
her bare wet feet, tracking the floor with water, and holding out
with finger and thumb, in dainty caricature, her slammakin old
skirt, while she sang some of her nasal patois with an abominable
hilarity and emphasis.</p>
<p>With a gasp, I too recovered from the fascination of the surprise.
I could not speak though for some seconds, and Madame was first.</p>
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<p>'Ah, dear Maud, what surprise! Are we not overjoy, dearest,
and cannot speak? I am full of joy—quite charmed—<i>ravie</i>—of
seeing you. So are you of me, your face betray. Ah! yes, thou
dear little baboon! here is poor Madame once more! Who
could have imagine?'</p>
<p>'I thought you were in France, Madame,' I said, with a dismal
effort.</p>
<p>'And so I was, dear Maud; I 'av just arrive. Your uncle Silas
he wrote to the superioress for gouvernante to accompany a
young lady—that is you, Maud—on her journey, and she send
me; and so, ma chère, here is poor Madame arrive to charge
herself of that affair.'</p>
<p>'How soon do we leave for France, Madame?' I asked.</p>
<p>'I do not know, but the old women—wat is her name?'</p>
<p>'Wyat,' I suggested.</p>
<p>'Oh! oui, Waiatt;—she says two, three week. And who conduct
you to poor Madame's apartment, my dear Maud?' She
inquired insinuatingly.</p>
<p>'No one, I answered promptly: 'I reached it quite accidentally,
and I can't imagine why you should conceal yourself.'
Something like indignation kindled in my mind as I began to
wonder at the sly strategy which had been practised upon me.</p>
<p>'I 'av not conceal myself, Mademoiselle,' retorted the governness.
'I 'av act precisally as I 'av been ordered. Your uncle, Mr.
Silas Ruthyn, he is afraid, Waiatt says, to be interrupted by his
creditors, and everything must be done very quaitly. I have been
commanded to avoid <i>me faire voir</i>, you know, and I must obey
my employer—voilà tout!'</p>
<p>'And for how long have you been residing here?' I persisted,
in the same resentful vein.</p>
<p>''Bout a week. It is soche triste place! I am so glad to see
you, Maud! I've been so isolée, you dear leetle fool!'</p>
<p>'You are <i>not</i> glad, Madame; you don't love me—you never
did,' I exclaimed with sudden vehemence.</p>
<p>'Yes, I am <i>very</i> glad; you know not, chère petite <i>niaise</i>, how
I 'av desire to educate you a leetle more. Let us understand one
another. You think I do not love you, Mademoiselle, because
you have mentioned to your poor papa that little <i>dérèglement</i>
in his library. I have repent very often that so great indiscretion
of my life. I thought to find some letters of Dr. Braierly. I
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think that man was trying to get your property, my dear Maud,
and if I had found something I would tell you all about. But
it was very great <i>sottise</i>, and you were very right to denounce
me to Monsieur. Je n'ai point de rancune contre vous. No, no,
none at all. On the contrary, I shall be your <i>gardienne
tutelaire</i>—wat
you call?—guardian angel—ah, yes, that is it. You think I
speak <i>par dérision</i>; not at all. No, my dear cheaile, I do not
speak <i>par moquerie</i>, unless perhaps the very least degree in the
world.'</p>
<p>And with these words Madame laughed unpleasantly, showing
the black caverns at the side of her mouth, and with a cold,
steady malignity in her gaze.</p>
<p>'Yes,' I said; 'I know what you mean, Madame—you <i>hate</i> me.'</p>
<p>'Oh! wat great ogly word! I am shock! <i>vous me faites honte</i>.
Poor Madame, she never hate any one; she loves all her friends,
and her enemies she leaves to Heaven; while I am, as you see,
more gay, more <i>joyeuse</i> than ever, they have not been 'appy—no,
they have not been fortunate these others. Wen I return, I
find always some of my enemy they 'av die, and some they have
put themselves into embarrassment, or there has arrived to them
some misfortune;' and Madame shrugged and laughed a little
scornfully.</p>
<p>A kind of horror chilled my rising anger, and I was silent.</p>
<p>'You see, my dear Maud, it is very natural you should think
I hate you. When I was with Mr. Austin Ruthyn, at Knowl, you
know you did not like a me—never. But in consequence of our
intimacy I confide you that which I 'av of most dear in the
world, my reputation. It is always so. The pupil can <i>calomniate</i>,
without been discover, the gouvernante. 'Av I not been always
kind to you, Maud? Which 'av I use of violence or of sweetness
the most? I am, like other persons, <i>jalouse de ma réputation</i>;
and it was difficult to suffer with patience the banishment
which was invoked by you, because chiefly for your good, and
for an indiscretion to which I was excited by motives the most
pure and laudable. It was you who spied so cleverly—eh! and
denounce me to Monsieur Ruthyn? Helas! wat bad world it is!'</p>
<p>'I do not mean to speak at all about that occurrence, Madame;
I will not discuss it. I dare say what you tell me of the
cause of your engagement here is true, and I suppose we must
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travel, as you say, in company; but you must know that the less
we see of each other while in this house the better.'</p>
<p>'I am not so sure of that, my sweet little <i>béte</i>; your education
has been neglected, or rather entirely abandoned, since you 'av
arrive at this place, I am told. You must not be a <i>bestiole</i>. We
must do, you and I, as we are ordered. Mr. Silas Ruthyn he will
tell us.'</p>
<p>All this time Madame was pulling on her stockings, getting
her boots on, and otherwise proceeding with her dowdy toilet.
I do not know why I stood there talking to her. We often act
very differently from what we would have done upon reflection.
I had involved myself in a dialogue, as wiser generals than I
have entangled themselves in a general action when they meant
only an affair of outposts. I had grown a little angry, and would
not betray the least symptom of fear, although I felt that sensation
profoundly.</p>
<p>'My beloved father thought you so unfit a companion for me
that he dismissed you at an hour's notice, and I am very sure
that my uncle will think as he did; you are <i>not</i> a fit companion
for me, and had my uncle known what had passed he would
never have admitted you to this house—never!'</p>
<p>'Helas! <i>Quelle disgrace</i>! And you really think so, my dear
Maud,' exclaimed Madame, adjusting her wig before her glass, in
the corner of which I could see half of her sly, grinning face,
as she ogled herself in it.</p>
<p>'I do, and so do you, Madame,' I replied, growing more
frightened.</p>
<p>'It may be—we shall see; but everyone is not so cruel as you,
<i>ma chère petite calomniatrice</i>.'</p>
<p>'You shan't call me those names,' I said, in an angry tremor.</p>
<p>'What name, dearest cheaile?'</p>
<p>'<i>Calomniatrice</i>—that is an insult.'</p>
<p>'Why, my most foolish little Maud, we may say rogue, and
a thousand other little words in play which we do not say
seriously.'</p>
<p>'You are not playing—you never play—you are angry, and you
hate me,' I exclaimed, vehemently.</p>
<p>'Oh, fie!—wat shame! Do you not perceive, dearest cheaile,
how much education you still need? You are proud, little demoiselle;
you must become, on the contrary, quaite humble. Je
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ferai baiser le babouin à vous—ha, ha, ha! I weel make a you
to kees the monkey. You are too proud, my dear cheaile.'</p>
<p>'I am not such a fool as I was at Knowl,' I said; 'you shall
not terrify me here. I will tell my uncle the whole truth,' I
said.</p>
<p>'Well, it may be that is the best,' she replied, with provoking
coolness.</p>
<p>'You think I don't mean it?'</p>
<p>'Of course you <i>do</i>,' she replied.</p>
<p>'And we shall see what my uncle thinks of it.'</p>
<p>'We shall see, my dear,' she replied, with an air of mock
contrition.</p>
<p>'Adieu, Madame!'</p>
<p>'You are going to Monsieur Ruthyn?—very good!'</p>
<p>I made her no answer, but more agitated than I cared to show
her, I left the room. I hurried along the twilight passage, and
turned into the long gallery that opened from it at right angles.
I had not gone half-a-dozen steps on my return when I heard a
heavy tread and a rustling behind me.</p>
<p>'I am ready, my dear; I weel accompany you,' said the smirking
phantom, hurrying after me.</p>
<p>'Very well,' was my reply; and threading our way, with a few
hesitations and mistakes, we reached and descended the stairs,
and in a minute more stood at my uncle's door.</p>
<p>My uncle looked hard and strangely at us as we entered. He
looked, indeed, as if his temper was violently excited, and glared
and muttered to himself for a few seconds; and treating Madame
to a stare of disgust, he asked peevishly—</p>
<p>'Why am I disturbed, pray?'</p>
<p>'Miss Maud a Ruthyn, she weel explain,' replied Madame,
with a great courtesy, like a boat going down in a ground swell.</p>
<p>'<i>Will</i> you explain, my dear?' he asked, in his coldest and
most sarcastic tone.</p>
<p>I was agitated, and I am sure my statement was confused. I
succeeded, however, in saying what I wanted.</p>
<p>'Why, Madame, this is a grave charge! Do you admit it,
pray?'</p>
<p>Madame, with the coolest possible effrontery, denied it all;
with the most solemn asseverations, and with streaming eyes
and clasped hands, conjured me melodramatically to withdraw
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that intolerable story, and to do her justice. I stared at her for
a while astounded, and turning suddenly to my uncle, as vehemently
asserted the truth of every syllable I had related.</p>
<p>'You hear, my dear child, you hear her deny everything; what
am I to think? You must excuse the bewilderment of my old
head. Madame de la—that lady has arrived excellently recommended
by the superioress of the place where dear Milly awaits
you, and such persons are particular. It strikes me, my dear niece,
that you must have made a mistake.'</p>
<p>I protested here. But he went on without seeming to hear
the parenthesis—</p>
<p>'I know, my dear Maud, that you are quite incapable of wilfully
deceiving anyone; but you are liable to be deceived like
other young people. You were, no doubt, very nervous, and but
half awake when you fancied you saw the occurrence you describe;
and Madame de—de—'</p>
<p>'De la Rougierre,' I supplied.</p>
<p>'Yes, thank you—Madame de la Rougierre, who has arrived
with excellent testimonials, strenuously denies the whole thing.
Here is a conflict, my dear—in my mind a presumption of mistake.
I confess I should prefer that theory to a peremptory assumption
of guilt.'</p>
<p>I felt incredulous and amazed; it seemed as if a dream were
being enacted before me. A transaction of the most serious import,
which I had witnessed with my own eyes, and described
with unexceptionable minuteness and consistency, is discredited
by that strange and suspicious old man with an imbecile coolness.
It was quite in vain my reiterating my statement, backing it
with the most earnest asseverations. I was beating the air. It did
not seem to reach his mind. It was all received with a simper of
feeble incredulity.</p>
<p>He patted and smoothed my head—he laughed gently, and
shook his while I insisted; and Madame protested her purity in
now tranquil floods of innocent tears, and murmured mild and
melancholy prayers for my enlightenment and reformation. I
felt as if I should lose my reason.</p>
<p>'There now, dear Maud, we have heard enough; it is, I do
believe, a delusion. Madame de la Rougierre will be your companion,
at the utmost, for three or four weeks. Do exercise a
little of your self-command and good sense—you know how I am
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tortured. Do not, I entreat, add to my perplexities. You may
make yourself very happy with Madame if you will, I have no
doubt.'</p>
<p>'I propose to Mademoiselle,' said Madame, drying her eyes
with a gentle alacrity, 'to profit of my visit for her education.
But she does not seem to weesh wat I think is so useful.'</p>
<p>'She threatened me with some horrid French vulgarism—<i>de
faire baiser le babouin à moi</i>, whatever that means; and I
know she hates me,' I replied, impetuously.</p>
<p>'Doucement—doucement!' said my uncle, with a smile at
once amused and compassionate. 'Doucement! ma chère.'</p>
<p>With great hands and cunning eyes uplifted, Madame tearfully—for
her tears came on short notice—again protested her
absolute innocence. She had never in all her life so much as
heard one so villain phrase.</p>
<p>'You see, my dear, you have misheard; young people never
attend. You will do well to take advantage of Madame's short
residence to get up your French a little, and the more you are
with her the better.'</p>
<p>'I understand then, Mr. Ruthyn, you weesh I should resume
my instructions?' asked Madame.</p>
<p>'Certainly; and converse all you can in French with Mademoiselle
Maud. You will be glad, my dear, that I've insisted on
it,' he said, turning to me, 'when you have reached France,
where you will find they speak nothing else. And now, dear
Maud—no, not a word more—you must leave me. Farewell, Madame!'</p>
<p>And he waved us out a little impatiently; and I, without one
look toward Madame de la Rougierre, stunned and incensed,
walked into my room and shut the door.</p>
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