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<h2><i>CONCLUSION</i></h2>
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<p>Oh, my beloved cousin Monica! Thank Heaven, you are living
still, and younger, I think, than I in all things but in years.</p>
<p>And Milly, my dear companion, she is now the happy wife of
that good little clergyman, Sprigge Biddlepen. It has been in
my power to be of use to them, and he shall have the next presentation
to Dawling.</p>
<p>Meg Hawkes, proud and wayward, and the most affectionate
creature on earth, was married to Tom Brice a few months after
these events; and, as both wished to emigrate, I furnished them
with the capital, and I am told they are likely to be rich. I
hear from my kind Meg often, and she seems very happy.</p>
<p>My dear old friends, Mary Quince and Mrs. Rusk, are, alas!
growing old, but living with me, and very happy. And after
long solicitation, I persuaded Doctor Bryerly, the best and
truest of ministers, with my dearest friend's concurrence, to
undertake the management of the Derbyshire estates. In this I
have been most fortunate. He is the very person for such a
charge—so punctual, so laborious, so kind, and so shrewd.</p>
<p>In compliance with medical advice, cousin Monica hurried
me away to the Continent, where she would never permit me
to allude to the terrific scenes which remain branded so awfully
on my brain. It needed no constraint. It is a sort of agony
to me even now to think of them.</p>
<p>The plan was craftily devised. Neither old Wyat nor Giles,
the butler, had a suspicion that I had returned to Bartram. Had
I been put to death, the secret of my fate would have been deposited
in the keeping of four persons only—the two Ruthyns,
Hawkes, and ultimately Madame. My dear cousin Monica had
been artfully led to believe in my departure for France, and
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prepared for my silence. Suspicion might not have been excited
for a year after my death, and then would never, in all probability, have
pointed to Bartram as the scene of the crime. The
weeds would have grown over me, and I should have lain in
that deep grave where the corpse of Madame de la Rougierre
was unearthed in the darksome quadrangle of Bartram-Haugh.</p>
<p>It was more than two years after that I heard what had befallen
at Bartram after my flight. Old Wyat, who went early to
Uncle Silas's room, to her surprise—for he had told her that he
was that night to accompany his son, who had to meet the mailtrain
to Derby at five o'clock in the morning—saw her old
master lying on the sofa, much in his usual position.</p>
<p>'There was nout much strange about him,' old Wyat said,
'but that his scent-bottle was spilt on its side over on the
table, and he dead.'</p>
<p>She thought he was not quite cold when she found him, and
she sent the old butler for Doctor Jolks, who said he died of
too much 'loddlum.'</p>
<p>Of my wretched uncle's religion what am I to say? Was it
utter hypocrisy, or had it at any time a vein of sincerity in it?
I cannot say. I don't believe that he had any heart left for religion,
which is the highest form of affection, to take hold of.
Perhaps he was a sceptic with misgivings about the future, but
past the time for finding anything reliable in it. The devil
approached the citadel of his heart by stealth, with many zigzags
and parallels. The idea of marrying me to his son by fair
means, then by foul, and, when that wicked chance was gone,
then the design of seizing all by murder, supervened. I dare
say that Uncle Silas thought for a while that he was a righteous
man. He wished to have heaven and to escape hell, if there were
such places. But there were other things whose existence was not
speculative, of which some he coveted, and some he dreaded
more, and temptation came. 'Now if any man build upon this
foundation, gold, silver, precious stones, wood, hay, stubble,
every man's work shall be made manifest; for the day shall declare
it, because it shall be revealed by fire; and the fire shall
try every man's work of what sort it is.' There comes with old
age a time when the heart is no longer fusible or malleable,
and must retain the form in which it has cooled down. 'He
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that is unjust, let him be unjust still; he which is filthy, let him
be filthy still.'</p>
<p>Dudley had disappeared; but in one of her letters, Meg, writing
from her Australian farm, says: 'There's a fella in toon as
calls hisself Colbroke, wi' a good hoose o' wood, 15 foot length,
and as by 'bout as silling o' the pearler o' Bartram—only lots
o' rats, they do say, my lady—a bying and sellin' of goold back
and forred wi' the diggin foke and the marchants. His chick
and mouth be wry wi' scar o' burns or vitterel, an' no wiskers,
bless you; but my Tom ee toll him he knowed him for Master
Doodley. I ant seed him; but he sade ad shute Tom soon is
look at 'im, an' denide it, wi' mouthful o' curses and oaf. Tom
baint right shure; if I seed un wons i'd no for sartin; but
'appen,'twil best be let be.' This was all.</p>
<p>Old Hawkes stood his ground, relying on the profound cunning
with which their actual proceedings had been concealed,
even from the suspicions of the two inmates of the house, and
on the mystery that habitually shrouded Bartram-Haugh and all
its belongings from the eyes of the outer world.</p>
<p>Strangely enough, he fancied that I had made my escape long
before the room was entered; and, even if he were arrested,
there was no evidence, he was certain, to connect <i>him</i> with the
murder, all knowledge of which he would stoutly deny.</p>
<p>There was an inquest on the body of my uncle, and Dr. Jolks
was the chief witness. They found that his death was caused by
'an excessive dose of laudanum, accidentally administered by
himself.'</p>
<p>It was not until nearly a year after the dreadful occurrences
at Bartram that Dickon Hawkes was arrested on a very awful
charge, and placed in gaol. It was an old crime, committed in
Lancashire, that had found him out. After his conviction, as a
last chance, he tried a disclosure of all the circumstances of the
unsuspected death of the Frenchwoman. Her body was discovered
buried where he indicated, in the inner court of Bartram-Haugh,
and, after due legal enquiry, was interred in the
churchyard of Feltram.</p>
<p>Thus I escaped the horrors of the witness-box, or the far
worse torture of a dreadful secret.</p>
<p>Doctor Bryerly, shortly after Lady Knollys had described to
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him the manner in which Dudley entered my room, visited the
house of Bartram-Haugh, and minutely examined the windows
of the room in which Mr. Charke had slept on the night of his
murder. One of these he found provided with powerful steel
hinges, very craftily sunk and concealed in the timber of the
window-frame, which was secured by an iron pin outside, and
swung open on its removal. This was the room in which they
had placed me, and this the contrivance by means of which the
room had been entered. The problem of Mr. Charke's murder
was solved.</p>
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<p>I have penned it. I sit for a moment breathless. My hands are
cold and damp. I rise with a great sigh, and look out on the
sweet green landscape and pastoral hills, and see the flowers and
birds and the waving boughs of glorious trees—all images of
liberty and safety; and as the tremendous nightmare of my youth
melts into air, I lift my eyes in boundless gratitude to the God
of all comfort, whose mighty hand and outstretched arm delivered
me. When I lower my eyes and unclasp my hands, my
cheeks are wet with tears. A tiny voice is calling me 'Mamma!'
and a beloved smiling face, with his dear father's silken brown
tresses, peeps in.</p>
<p>'Yes, darling, our walk. Come away!'</p>
<p>I am Lady Ilbury, happy in the affection of a beloved and
noblehearted husband. The shy useless girl you have known is
now a mother—trying to be a good one; and this, the last
pledge, has lived.</p>
<p>I am not going to tell of sorrows—how brief has been my
pride of early maternity, or how beloved were those whom
the Lord gave and the Lord has taken away. But sometimes as,
smiling on my little boy, the tears gather in my eyes, and he
wonders, I can see, why they come, I am thinking—and trembling
while I smile—to think, how strong is love, how frail is
life; and rejoicing while I tremble that, in the deathless love
of those who mourn, the Lord of Life, who never gave a pang
in vain, conveys the sweet and ennobling promise of a compensation
by eternal reunion. So, through my sorrows, I have heard
a voice from heaven say, 'Write, from hencefore blessed are the
dead that die in the Lord!'</p>
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<p>This world is a parable—the habitation of symbols—the phantoms
of spiritual things immortal shown in material shape. May
the blessed second-sight be mine—to recognise under these beautiful
forms of earth the A<small>NGELS</small> who wear them; for I am sure
we may walk with them if we will, and hear them speak!</p>
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