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<p>t was growing dark as he walked down Sixty-sixth, eyeing every man
suspiciously, and knowing his suspicion would do no good. He was still
trying to think, though he knew his thoughts were as useless as his
suspicions.</p>
<p>If he could remember! His mind came up sharply against leaving Irma
and taking out the mail; then it went abruptly blank. What had been in
the letter? It had been from a professor—it might have been from
Professor Meinzer. That would tie in neatly. But Meinzer was dead, and
he couldn't remember. They'd stripped him of his memory. How? Why?
Were they trying to prevent his giving information to others—or were
they trying to get something from him? And what could he know?</p>
<p>He'd dabbled with ESP mathematically, but now he found himself
wondering if it could exist. Could they be tracking him by some
natural or mechanical ability to read his mind? He strained his own
mind to find a whisper of foreign thought, outside his brain. He drew
a blank, of course, as he'd expected.</p>
<p>There were no answers. They could play with him, like a cat juggling a
mouse, letting him almost learn something—and then, always, they
arrived just in time to prevent his success!</p>
<p>Put a rat in a maze where it can't learn the path, and it goes insane.
But what good would he be to anyone if they drove him insane? And why
bother with all that when they could silence him as well by killing
him?</p>
<p>He'd forgotten to watch, and was surprised to find his feet on the
steps of the apartment building. He jerked back, and bumped into
someone.</p>
<p>"Sorry." The words came from behind him, automatically, and he turned
to see the slim young man stepping aside. For a second, their eyes met
squarely. A row of teeth flashed in a brief smile as the man started
around him. "Guess I was thinking. Should have watched where I was
going."</p>
<p>The man went on down the street, and turned in at the restaurant
entrance.</p>
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<p>awkes lifted a foot that weighed a ton and slowly closed his mouth.
He'd been facing away from the street light—and his face might have
been hard to see. Yet....</p>
<p>It didn't fit. The young man must have known him!</p>
<p>He blanked it from his mind. He couldn't believe that it was anything
but lack of recognition. It was hard to see here, where the other was
facing the light, and he was in the shadow.</p>
<p>But it still meant that they were waiting, nearby.</p>
<p>He dashed up the stairs, expecting a rush at both landings. The normal
sounds of the apartment house went on. He listened at his door, but he
could hear nothing except the same drip he had heard before. Slowly,
he inserted the key and went in. The small bulb was still on. He crept
along, trying to move silently on floors that insisted on creaking.
The living room was as he had left it, and he caught sight of Ellen on
the bed.</p>
<p>He spotted a mirror over one of the dressers, and used that to study
more of the bedroom. It seemed as empty as before.</p>
<p>Finally, he stepped inside. There was no one there but Ellen, and she
seemed to be asleep, doubled up in a position that might have made the
unkind cords easier to stand. She moaned slightly as he untied her
gently, but didn't awaken. Her breathing was regular, and her breath
had the odd muskiness of someone who has slept for several hours.</p>
<p>He found a bottle of liquor on the shelf where she had put it, and
rinsed out a couple of glasses. It was good liquor—good enough to
take without mixers, as they'd have to do.</p>
<p>She came awake when he called her, rubbing her eyes and then her
wrists, where the cords had left a mark. But she was smiling. "Hi,
Will. I knew you'd come back. Hey, not on an empty stomach."</p>
<p>"You need it—and so do I," he told her. "Bottoms up!"</p>
<p>They were big glasses. She gasped over it, but she downed it, then
reached for the water he had brought as a chaser. She swallowed, and
blinked tears out of her eyes. "I don't usually drink."</p>
<p>He made no comment, but refilled the glass. The liquor had less effect
on him than he'd expected, though he'd always had a good head for it.
It took some of the edge off his worrying, though.</p>
<p>She giggled suddenly, and he frowned. She couldn't take much on an
empty stomach, it seemed. Then he shrugged. Let her drink—maybe if he
could get her drunk, he could find something out; at least he might
learn whether the slim young man had been there during the day.</p>
<p>"Like when you found your dad's cider," she said, and giggled again.
"You got awful—hp!—awful drunk, Willy, din't you? You
were—so—funny!"</p>
<p>She was trying to be careful with her words already. She slid around,
doing things that brought more honestly beautiful thigh into the light
than Will had seen in ten years. He reached to adjust her dress, and
she giggled again, sliding against him.</p>
<p>"You kissed me then, Willy. Remember? Bet you don' remember!"</p>
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<p>e began it coldly, deliberately. If he could work on her emotions
enough, he'd crack the wall of evasion and lies, somehow. He reached
for her, calculating what would arouse her without causing any shock
to bring her back to her senses.</p>
<p>He hadn't counted on the quickness of her reponse, nor the complete
acceptance of his right with which she took it. The liquor had reduced
her to the stage of a little girl who competely trusted her companion.
She seemed as unconscious of her body as a child might be.</p>
<p>Instead of protesting, she reached down and began unfastening the
buttons on her dress. "'Syour turn now, Willy. Put you to bed last
night, you put me to bed t'-night. Then you gotta kiss me good-night.
Nighty-night, nighty-night."</p>
<p>He felt like a heel at first. And then he began to feel like a
man—any man around a beautiful girl half-undressed, and getting more
so.</p>
<p>She slipped under the sheets, tossing out the last of her clothing,
and crooning happily. "Gotta kiss me good-night, Willy. Nighty-night!"</p>
<p>He yanked the pull-cord savagely, cutting off the light, and fumbling
in the darkness. After what seemed hours of awkwardness, he slid in
beside her, feeling her arms go around him in complete acceptance. To
hell with <i>them</i>! They could chase him some other time!</p>
<p>He pulled her to him, while his blood beat in his neck, and he began
to lose any conscious volition of what he was doing. He drew her
tighter, while a great clot of emotion set fire to his brain. He—</p>
<p>Cold beyond anything he had known bit at him. A tremendous pressure
within him seemed about to force him to explode outwards, and the
shock jerked him into full awareness.</p>
<p>In a split second, he swung his eyes from the great, jagged landscape
on which he stood, up an impossible range of mountains that were all
harsh blacks and cold whites, to a cold black sky in which the stars
were blazing specks without a flicker. He saw the Earth above him,
bigger than the moon had ever been, and with the dim outlines of
continents showing through the soft stuff that must be clouds.</p>
<p>He was on the moon! And naked, without air!</p>
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<p>lmost at once, something clapped down around him, and the pressure
let up, while heat seemed to leap into the rocks under his feet and
make them comfortable. He gulped down the air that somehow seemed to
stay close to him, instead of evaporating into the vacuum.</p>
<p>The moon! Now they had him!</p>
<p>Fear blazed in him—a stark, unreasoning terror that was like a
physical thing. <i>Run—but you can't run! They've got you! You can't
escape!</i></p>
<p>The light blotted out, and then snapped on, more strongly. He stood in
the kitchen of the cold-water apartment, still naked, with bits of
chalky dust between his toes.</p>
<p>He had no time for reason. His brain seemed to have jumped over a
hurdle and come down in a puddle beyond, foul with the stuff it had
found there. He heard Ellen shriek, and then cry out again.</p>
<p>He lurched into the bedroom, while she let out another gurgling cry as
the light showed him in the doorway. She came out of the bed, leaping
for him, crying his name—cold sober! But he wanted none of her act.
He shook her off.</p>
<p>"You damned alien! You filthy monster, disguised as a girl! When you
get in a spot where I'm sure to find you out, you have a cute trick up
your sleeve—but it won't work. You can send me back there—back to
the rest of your kind, from wherever they came. But you won't fool me
into thinking you're human again. You can't pass one test!"</p>
<p>He wouldn't be fooled into thinking it was a dream, either. He'd been
physically on the moon—the very dust on his feet proved that. They
might drive him insane, but they wouldn't do it that way.</p>
<p>She was crying now, gasping out words that he only half heard. "I'm
human, Will. Oh, I'm human!"</p>
<p>"Then prove it! Come here, and prove it!"</p>
<p>She cried again at that, as he pulled her down with him. But slowly
her crying quieted.</p>
<p>He awoke slowly, with sun-light streaming in the windows, and reached
for her. He owed her more apologies than one, though he wasn't too
sorry about most of it. She had proven herself human. And virginally
so. Her complete surrender still left something warm inside him,
where only the madness and the fear had been before.</p>
<p>Then he jerked upright, as he found her gone. He cursed himself for a
fool, and listened for a stir and bustle from the kitchen, but there
was none.</p>
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<p>e was getting used to dressing with a feeling of dire pressure
driving him on. He finished rapidly, and yanked the bedroom door open,
just as he heard the outer lock click. She was coming in with a bottle
of cream and a package of sausage as he reached the kitchen, and there
was a smile tucked into the corner of her mouth.</p>
<p>And this time, he knew she wouldn't have betrayed him. Yet the fear
increased in him. He darted past her as she leaned to kiss him,
heading for the door. The room seemed to quiver. The hall was filled
with a faint golden haze!</p>
<p>He had to get out! He jerked backwards, caught her hand, and pulled
her. "Ellen! We've got to get out!"</p>
<p>It was a half-articulate shout, and she resisted, but he began
dragging her after him. Something fumbled at the lock, and a key
slipped into it. The door opened.</p>
<p>Hawkes didn't know what kind of an alien he expected. He knew that men
could never have thrown him to the moon and back, not in another
thousand years. It had to be a monster.</p>
<p>But he should have known that monsters here came in human form—they'd
have to.</p>
<p>The fear rose to a shriek in his brain, and then died down as the
human form entered. It was too normal—too familiar. A medium-sized
man, dressed in a suit as inconspicuous as his own, wearing a silly
little mustache that no outland monster should ever wear.</p>
<p>The creature jumped in, slamming the door behind it. "Stay there! You
can't risk it outside now! We've got to—"</p>
<p>Hawkes hit the figure with his shoulder, in the best football fashion
he could muster. It could try—but it couldn't keep him and Ellen here
to be burned in their heat-ray bath, or treated to whatever alien
torture they had in mind. He felt his shoulder hit. And he knew he'd
missed. It was an arm that he struck against, and the arm brought him
upright, while a second arm drew back and came forward with a savage
right to his jaw.</p>
<p>He went out with a dull plopping sound in his brain. Then, slowly, an
ache came out of the blackness, and the beginning of sound. He was
fighting out of the unconsciousness, fighting against time and the
monster who'd try to steal Ellen.</p>
<p>But Ellen's hands were on his head, and an ice-cold towel was wet
against his forehead. "Will! Will!"</p>
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<p>e groaned and sat up. The other—alien or human—was gone.</p>
<p>"Where—?" he began.</p>
<p>She was trying to help him to his feet, and he got up groggily, with
his head beginning to clear.</p>
<p>"He just ran out, Will." Ellen was crying, this time almost silently,
with the words coming out between shakes of her shoulders. "Will,
we've got to get out. We've got to. The men are coming for you.
They'll be here any minute. And it's wrong—it won't work! Oh, Will,
hurry!"</p>
<p>"Men? Men are coming?" He'd almost forgotten that it could be men who
were after him.</p>
<p>"I called them, Will. I thought I had to. But it won't work. Will, do
anything you like, but <i>get</i> out! They are fools. They...."</p>
<p>He opened the door and peered out the doorway into the hall, which
seemed quiet. He'd been a fool again. He'd trusted her for some
reason, as if a body and loyalty had to go together. They'd been
smart, picking a virgin for the job. It must have cost them plenty,
unless they'd twisted her mind somehow. Maybe they could do it.</p>
<p>But he knew that whatever they looked like, it couldn't be real men
who'd meet him out there.</p>
<p>"Why?" he asked, and was surprised at the flatness of his voice.</p>
<p>She shook her head. "Because I'm a fool, Will. Because I thought they
could help you—until <i>he</i> came! And because I'm still in love with
you, even if you'd forgotten me."</p>
<p>But the fear inside him was drowning out her words, and the golden
haze was faint in the air again.</p>
<p>"Okay," he said finally. "Okay, don't burn her, too, now that she's
done your dirty work. I'm coming."</p>
<p>The haze disappeared slowly, and he started down the stairs, still
holding her hand.</p>
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