<h2>12</h2>
<p>Early the next morning the boys were clamoring to get started, but
their mother would not let them go into the control room.</p>
<p>"Now you listen to Mother," she protested, using a favorite phrase of
hers. "Your father hasn't made any sign yet. You wait until he's awake
and has had something to eat. I know how anxious you are to do all
these things, but you must remember he isn't strong yet, and we must
not let him overdo. He is as much a child about such things as you two
are, but someone has to watch him."</p>
<p>The boys laughed rather shamefacedly. "It's just we get so interested
in things, Mom," Jon apologized.</p>
<p>"Yes, I know. But if you will look in your dictionary, you will find a
word called 'moderation.'" She smiled.</p>
<p>"Never heard of it." Jon grinned as he went to get a reelbook on
radioactives, and began studying. Jak, too, went back to studying and
trying to classify the various specimens he had obtained from the two
worlds. However, they soon remembered their usual duties—and whisked
through their various chores about the ship, then went back to their
absorbing occupations.</p>
<p>They had been at these nearly an hour when they heard their father's
voice. Dropping everything, they sprang toward the control room, and
found him wide-awake and looking much better. Mrs. Carver came running
in, and they were told, "Feel fine. This is a wonderful bed. Seem to be
much stronger today, too."</p>
<p>"That's wonderful, Mr. C. I'll go get you some breakfast."</p>
<p>Jon ran for a basin of water and towels, and he and Jak helped their
father with his toilet.</p>
<p>"While you're eating, Pop, how about me cutting off that piece of the
new metal so we can start studying it?"</p>
<p>"How big a piece were you figuring on?" Mr. Carver asked with that
quizzical look.</p>
<p>Jon flushed and mentally changed the size he had planned to get. "About
a gram?" he asked.</p>
<p>"I'd say more like a few milligrams." His father grinned. "That's
plenty for our initial studies and analyses, and shouldn't hurt us any
if we're careful and wear insulation."</p>
<p>"But that's only a pin-head size."</p>
<p>"Well?" again quizzically.</p>
<p>Jon flushed once more. "Yes, that's big enough to test, I realize now.
It's a good thing I waited for you to help me. I'd probably have burned
myself but bad. Actually," he smiled now, "I was figuring on about a
quarter of a pellet."</p>
<p>His father frowned. "You should have known better than that, Jon. I
thought I'd taught you something about being careful, and the dangers
of rashness or impulsiveness. Especially around anything as dangerous
as this stuff undoubtedly is."</p>
<p>"You did, sir, and I'm sorry. But I forget sometimes, when I get too
enthusiastic."</p>
<p>"Well," philosophically, "you'll probably learn as you grow
older ... if you live that long!" But again there was that disarming
grin, which Jon repaid in kind before leaving to get his tools and
go after the mite of new metal. This time, he did not neglect his
precautions. He wore his suit, and put on a pair of extra-thick,
lead-impregnated gloves.</p>
<p>Carefully he lifted a pellet from the box, wrapped it in several layers
of lead foil left after making the box. He carried it so into the
storeroom, locked it in a vice, and with a fine hacksaw cut off a tiny
bit. Still wrapped carefully in the lead foil, he carried the remainder
of the pellet back to the box in the lock, closed the lid and then took
the sample inside. He took off his suit and donned a lead-impregnated,
hooded gown and the leaded gloves.</p>
<p>"Good," his father said when Jon told what he had done. "I think I feel
well enough to sit up a bit. Suppose you crank this seat halfway up,
then I can watch better while you make the tests."</p>
<p>"Just be sure you don't get too tired," Jon said solicitously as he
raised the seat and locked it at half-recline. He had brought in
another of the leaded-gowns, and he slipped this over his father's
head, arms and upper torso, arranging the balance of it down over his
blanket-enwrapped legs.</p>
<p>Then, acting on his father's various instructions, he took the particle
from its wrappings and began his tests. He measured the amount of
radioactivity, and together they computed its half-life.</p>
<p>"Wow! That sure is high-pressure stuff," Jon exclaimed when they had
completed the various tests which they had the equipment to make.</p>
<p>His father silently motioned him to set the seat back to full recline
and lay there, concentrating, for some time before he spoke.</p>
<p>"Yes," he said at last, "it's even higher in the scale than I thought.
Lots higher than Curium, even now. And no telling, by any tests we can
make, what it was originally, before its many half-life reductions that
must have taken place over the long time it has undoubtedly been lying
out there. Probably way above anything known, even theoretically, to
Terran scientists."</p>
<p>"Can we use it?" Jon was quivering with excitement.</p>
<p>"If we can figure out a way to do so safely, so it doesn't want to
disintegrate all at once, I think we've really got a fuel—a super
fuel. But we'll have to go at it mighty slow and easy. That stuff could
blow us higher than up, if used wrongly."</p>
<p>"Yes, I know. But after our scientists first liberated atomic energy
for their bombs, many people said they couldn't control a hydrogen
bomb, but they did. And later the thorium bomb. And then they got our
activated copper. So I'm betting they can figure this out."</p>
<p>Both fell silent, although there were a dozen eager questions the boy
wanted so much to ask. But he did not interrupt his father's line of
thought, even though long, long minutes dragged away while the elder
still pondered the problem.</p>
<p>At last, after more than a quarter of an hour, Tad Carver stirred and
looked up. "This is going to take a long time to figure out," he said
slowly. "I'm not too much on atomics, myself, and neither are you. Now
you run along and do whatever else you have to do. It's a cinch we
won't be able to try this stuff right away—if we try it at all."</p>
<p>The disappointment on Jon's face was plain, but he restrained any
protests, knowing his father was right, and not wishing to call down on
himself another verbal chastisement like that recent one.</p>
<p>"What about the rest of the stuff?" he asked instead. "Shall I get the
box out of the cache and weld it onto the hull, as we thought we might
do?"</p>
<p>"I don't see why not. We want to take it back to Terra with us, whether
we figure out how to use it, or decide the job's too big for us and
turn it over to the scientists there to handle."</p>
<p>"Right." Jon went over to the controls of the handling arms in the
lock. Watching in the special visiplate, he opened the outer lockdoor,
extended the "hands" and guided them down into the cache, after using
them to lift the lid off the larger pit-box.</p>
<p>Carefully he manipulated them to grasp the inner box by its lower
end-edges, and experimentally lift it an inch or so. Finding that it
balanced, he slowly made the servo-mechanism lift the heavy container
from its ages old resting place and up onto the "top" surface of the
ship, near the stern. Making sure it was securely held there, he put on
his suit, gathered up his welding outfit, and went outside and climbed
onto the hull.</p>
<p>Going to where the box rested, he began the task of welding its bottom
back-edge onto the metal hull. Then he released the grip of the
handlers and, leaving them dangling in the air, welded the other three
bottom edges.</p>
<p>Finished, he turned off his torch, rose to his feet and started back.
But after a step or two he stopped and thought.</p>
<p>"Pop," he said into his suit-radio, "do you hear me?"</p>
<p>"Yes, Jon," the answer came back at once into his earphones. "What is
it?"</p>
<p>"I was just wondering if it wouldn't be a good idea to spot-weld a few
places along the edges of the cover, too, so there'd be less chances of
its coming open. It'd be easy to open it later."</p>
<p>"How's it fastened now?"</p>
<p>"Just a simple hasp."</p>
<p>"Better touch it in a few places, then, to make sure."</p>
<p>"Right."</p>
<p>When this was done, Jon returned inside the ship, and saw to it that
all the equipment was put back in place and carefully locked. Only then
did he doff his suit and return to the control room.</p>
<p>"Well, that's done. What now?"</p>
<p>"Anything else you need to do here on this planet?"</p>
<p>"No-o-o, not that I know of. Why?"</p>
<p>"I was thinking that if everything has been taken care of, we might as
well start back to Terra. No use staying any longer than is necessary."</p>
<p>"I ... I think we've done everything. Have you checked the record book
and the pictures?"</p>
<p>"No, not fully. And I probably should, before we take off, at that. But
I think I'd better have another nap or rest now, so I'll go over them
after a while. Put them on the table here, so I can reach them."</p>
<p>"Right, sir. You take plenty of time to rest. If Jak's not too busy to
go with me, I think I'll go fishing in the river, out there by the edge
of the desert. Maybe we can get quite a haul to take with us, for fresh
food on the trip."</p>
<p>"Good idea. Your mother said they were delicious."</p>
<p>When the two boys returned with full creels late that afternoon, they
went at once to see how their father was getting along. He was awake,
and studying the records they had made.</p>
<p>"Hi, fellows! Everything seems to be in fine shape. You chaps certainly
did a job while I was <i>non compos</i>. Get any fish?"</p>
<p>"Lots of them. They sure bite swell here. Maybe because no one has ever
fished them before, and they have no idea of lures and hooks."</p>
<p>"Then let's just rest and eat and sleep, and plan to take off in the
morning, eh?"</p>
<p>"You bet. I'll sure be glad to get back home again," Jak declared.
"This chasing around is fun, but I'm homesick for Terra, I guess."</p>
<p>"Me, too, kind of. Besides, I want to get some more schooling at one of
our atomic institutes," Jon added more slowly.</p>
<p>"Going to give up inter-stellar exploration, Son?" his father asked
drily.</p>
<p>"No, sir. But I figured we'd have to stay on Terra for a year or so
while you get everything straightened out about this discovery, and get
the ship ready for the next trip. So while you're doing that, I might
as well be trying to learn something more."</p>
<p>"We will, and you should. And I presume," he turned to face Jak, "you
want to study medicine?"</p>
<p>"That, and other things," the elder boy responded soberly. "If we can
afford it, sir, I'd like to get several top men in various branches to
give me some special coaching, instead of going to a school. That would
get me started straight, and they could recommend good books for me to
be studying while we're on our future trips."</p>
<p>Their father looked up at his wife with a smile. "What's happened to
our babies, Marci?"</p>
<p>"They've just grown up, Mr. C.—but we have some pretty wonderful men
in their place." Her eyes shone. "It was pretty hard, at first, after
you got hurt and they had to take charge of everything, to realize
that they had grown away from us. But I soon found that they hadn't,
really," she continued hastily as the boys gave cries of dismay. "They
have matured wonderfully, but we have not lost our boys at all."</p>
<p>"Well I should say not!" Jak cried hotly.</p>
<p>"We're still kids, not men," Jon declared. "Why, there's still so much
to learn—and experience to gain—we've barely started growing up."</p>
<p>"You can keep learning back on Terra," their mother said. "As for me,
I'm glad we're going to be there a year or more. I want to live in a
house again, on land I know."</p>
<p>"Then we'd all better get to bed," their father said with his old-time
roguish smile. "Otherwise we'll all be too fagged out to take off for
home tomorrow."</p>
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<p>As soon as breakfast was finished the next morning the Carvers all
assembled in the control room for the start back to Terra.</p>
<p>Jon had already made the astrogational calculations for their trip,
having worked on them off and on during many evenings of the past
several weeks.</p>
<p>But just as they were all strapping down, his father stopped Jon with
a sudden exclamation. "Wait, Son! I think we'd better go back close
enough to all the planets and the sun to make sure all the signals are
working right. That's one of the most important things the Colonial
Board will check."</p>
<p>"Oh, I'm sure they're OK, Pop. We listened to each one after we'd
placed it."</p>
<p>"But cases have been known where a sender failed—especially those on
extremely hot or exceptionally cold planets. I'm not doubting that you
handled them all right—it's just that I think it worth the time and
effort to check them and make sure while we're still out here."</p>
<p>"All right, you're the captain." Jon opened the drawer in the control
desk and hunted out the sheets on which he had figured his former
flight plans to the various planets.</p>
<p>"We won't need to land if the signals are working," his father said.
"Just get us close enough in line so we can receive the messages."</p>
<p>"In that case, we can fly almost by sight, merely taking into
consideration the direction and speed of the planets." Jon shoved
his papers back into the drawer. "Let's see ... we'll make the best
time going to One, then the Sun, then Three, Four and Five, and then
circling about and heading for home."</p>
<p>"Fine! Get going."</p>
<p>"Strap down, everybody."</p>
<p>A quick glance to see that they were all secure, then Jon closed
the master switch of his new interlocking controls. Smoothly, with
increasing acceleration, the <i>Star Rover</i> lifted upward through the
atmosphere on the planet Marci—Carveria Two.</p>
<p>Ever more swiftly it flew, and a special sort of gladness was in each
heart at the thought that soon they would be once more speeding toward
their home on far distant Terra.</p>
<p>Traveling about the universe, seeing new suns, new planets, new and
interesting—even though alien, and sometimes dangerous—forms of
life of various kinds, all this was a constant source of interest
and delight. Still there was within each of them, even Tad Carver, a
love of and a longing for the planet that had given them birth. Men
had always found it so—it was probable that men born on Terra always
would. Probable, too, that men born on other planets would always long
for a return to <i>their</i> mother world.</p>
<p>It took a special type of person to become a colonist on another
and alien planet. Much the same type of pioneer as those
great-grandparents, many times removed, who had made the terrible
journey across the western plains and mountains of Noramer to conquer
the great, wealth-producing West, and <i>their</i> forefathers and mothers
who had braved the perilous and unknown oceans to come from the Old to
the New World in Colonial days, to search for freedom and opportunity.</p>
<p>It had been found that, even among those willing to make the sacrifices
and uprootings necessary to become colonists on other worlds, there
were always a few who realized they could not stand it, after all.
These unfortunate people usually returned to Terra—if they had the
funds to do so. Nor did it seem to matter how much this new planet was
like Earth, nor how great the opportunities for gaining wealth and
prestige. It was that inner feeling of always <i>remembering</i> that they
were so far from home and everything and everyone they had formerly
known and loved.</p>
<p>Tad Carver was a true "son of wanderlust." He had the itching foot;
the urge to travel; the zest for new places, new scenes, new outlooks.
But even he, after a certain time away, felt that indefinable yet
exceedingly strong <i>must</i> to return to his home world for a while.</p>
<p>The boys were young, which meant they were eager for new experiences,
whether on their own or other worlds. They had not yet come to an age
where Terra meant a great deal to them. Life was so thrilling, so
interesting—there was so much to see and do. Yet even they did feel
nostalgia after too long an absence.</p>
<p>It was Marci Carver who felt it most—this longing, this <i>need</i> for
the old home. While it is true that her great love for her husband and
sons made "home" for her any place in the universe where they might
be, yet she had no real interest in exploration, no great desire or
even curiosity to see other lands or other worlds. The deeps of space
brought such an <i>awe</i> to her that they almost made her afraid. No, if
her menfolk had been satisfied there, she would never have dreamed of
leaving Earth. She would have been perfectly content to live in one
town or city all her life—in the same house, even. She did not have
the pioneer spirit; did not in the least desire new scenes. Her home
and her man and boys—these were all she asked of life.</p>
<p>Yet she did have the rare knack of making any place where she might be,
home. She could make a mansion or a hovel—or this spaceship—seem such
a perfect home to her men that they were perfectly happy and contented
with their living quarters. It was not a matter of furnishings or their
arrangement—not just material things like pictures, books, pillows or
other knickknacks placed just so. Rather it was the "spirit of home"
with which she impregnated every place in which her family might be
living at the moment.</p>
<p>The boys had not yet noticed this consciously—they were so filled
with the joy of living and doing and learning that they had not yet
stopped to think about such matters. But Tad Carver recognized it, and
loved his wife all the more because of her ability.</p>
<p>He often remarked of her, "put her in even a hotel room for ten
minutes, and she'll make it home for me." He sometimes felt moments of
guilt that he made her chase around so much, instead of letting her
stay in one place—and remaining with her there. But he could not stay
put—and he knew she would not want to remain any place without him.</p>
<p>That was why he had arranged things so she and the boys could travel
with him. And, until he had been hurt and she, with the boys, had had
to take over his duties, she had seldom left the ship while on other
planets, although she always looked out through port or visiplate in
the various places where they had gone, with the keen interest in
anything new that made her such a delightful traveling companion.</p>
<p>So now all four felt that eagerness to be done with this matter of
last-minute re-checkings, so they could be on their way back to Terra.
It made the time pass swiftly—yet made it so draggingly prolonged, it
seemed they would never reach their destination.</p>
<p>The ship soon reached an acceleration of two Earth gravities, and Jon
asked, "Is this fast enough, Pop, or can you stand more?"</p>
<p>"You might step it up to three G's for an hour. There's no use loafing
around here longer than necessary to make the curve so we can come
fairly near each planet on the line between it and Terra."</p>
<p>"And that'll get us up to cruising speed quicker when we do start the
straight stretch for home," Jon said, and turned back to his controls
to apply another notch of speed.</p>
<p>It was not long before they approached Planet One—"Tad." Jon had
plotted a course that would take them to within about thirty thousand
miles of the little, hot planet, on the Earthward side. As they flashed
past it, their receiver clearly picked up the broadcast of their
signal-unit.</p>
<p>"That one's all right," their father said in a pleased voice, and Jon
looked up and back from his calculations on the orbit to circle them
about the sun, to grin his pleasure at the approval.</p>
<p>"Jak put it on top of a peak in the intermediate zone," he explained.
"The weather—if you can call it weather—there is more nearly normal
than either on the sunward or the spaceward side."</p>
<p>An hour later Jak struggled up from his chair, staggering beneath
the triple weight of his body at that acceleration. Seeing him, Jon
called, "Wait, Owl, I'm just about to reduce to two G's." And in a
moment the older boy found it easier to get the sandwiches and bottles
of nourishing broth their mother had prepared before take-off, and
distribute them to the others. Gratefully, they all ate and drank.</p>
<p>"After we circle the sun and are en route to Three, I'll cut down to
one gravity while we have a real meal," Jon promised.</p>
<p>"Aw, let's not slow down just for ..." Jak began.</p>
<p>"It won't cut our speed, just our acceleration, which means 'constantly
added' speed," his father explained good-naturedly. "As soon as we've
passed them all and are heading for home, we'll cut to one gravity for
the greater part of the trip, but our speed will have been built up
tremendously."</p>
<p>"Oh, sure, I know that, but I forgot for the minute."</p>
<p>As they circled toward the sun Mr. Carver studied it carefully in his
visiplate. "Just about the same type of sun as Sol," he said after a
while.</p>
<p>"That's what I figured, only that it's about one quarter larger and
heavier," Jon told him. "I was hoping you'd be well enough before we
left to check it for me."</p>
<p>"How close did you set your signal-sender orbit here?"</p>
<p>"Ten million miles."</p>
<p>"<i>Ten million!</i>" The man gasped, then laughed in relief as he thought
the boy was just trying to spoof him. "Oh, come off it, Jon. How far
out were you, really?"</p>
<p>"Unless my figures are all wrong," Jon's voice held a hurt note, "it
was really only ten million miles. You can check my calculations.
The book says quote said orbit to be as nearly circular and as close
to the discovered sun as possible unquote, so I sent us in on a van
Sicklenberg throw-out orbit apexing at ten million."</p>
<p>"Boy, that was really taking a chance. You don't need to repeat it for
my benefit."</p>
<p>"I wasn't planning to, sir." Jon grinned now. "We'll go around at about
twenty million this time, but the same type of orbit as before."</p>
<p>"That's better. Well, I think I'll go back to sleep. All of us should,
I suggest."</p>
<p>"Mother has already dropped off," Jak said softly, glancing toward the
recline seat in which she lay. "Switch on the auto, Chubby, then douse
the glotubes. 'Night, Father."</p>
<p>And soon the little ship was speeding across the interplanetary wastes,
guided only by the automatic pilot, while inside four weary people
slept peacefully, knowing the mechanisms would guide them safely and
surely to their distant, plotted destination.</p>
<p>For, outside of a possible recurrence of the accident that had caused
Mr. Carver's injury—and that was a billions-to-one chance that could
not possibly strike them again—what was there to fear away out here?</p>
<p>Nevertheless, it was the sudden ringing of an alarm bell that woke them
all into instant, wondering wakefulness.</p>
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