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<h2 class="nobreak">RELIGION</h2>
<p class="drop-cap2">ALVIN TOR sat in his floating row-boat and read
the Bible. Green waves died upon each other, like
a cohesive fantasy. Each small wave rose as high
as the other and ended in a swan’s neck of white interrogation.
Sunlight blinded the water as style dazes the
contents of a poem and the blue sky lifted itself to
symmetrical stupor. The air fell against one like a
soothing religion. The bristling melancholia of pine
trees lined the wide river. But Alvin Tor sat in his
floating row-boat, reading the Bible. He read the Songs
of Solomon, and a sensual pantomime made a taut stage
of his face. When not reading the Songs of Solomon he
was as staidly poised as a monk’s folded arms. He had
borrowed the colours of his life from that spectrum of
desire which he called God. Different shades of green
leaves were, to him, the playful jealousies of a presence;
the tossed colours of birds became the ineffably light
gestures of a lost poet.</p>
<p>His Swedish peasant’s face had singed its dimples in
a bit of sophistication but his eyes were undeceived. His
heart was a secluded soliloquy transforming the shouts
of the world into tinkling surmises. His broad nose and
long lips were always at ease and his ruddy skin held
the texture of fresh bunting. His eyes knew the unkindled
reticence of a rustic boy.</p>
<p>This man of one mood sat in his floating row-boat,
reading the Bible. He reached the mouth of the river
and drifted out to sea. The sea was a menacing lethargy
of rhythm: green swells sensed his row-boat with dramatic
leisure. A sea gull skimmed over the water, like a
haphazard adventure. Looking up from his Bible Alvin
Tor saw the body of a woman floating beside his boat.
With one jerk his face swerved into blankness. The tip<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[73]</SPAN></span>
of his tongue met his upper lip as though it were a fading
rim of reality. The fingers of one hand distressed his
flaxen hair.</p>
<p>The woman floated on her back with infinite abandon.
Little ripples of green water died fondling her body.
The green swells barely lifting her were great rhythms
disturbed by an inert discord. Sunlight, fumbling at her
body, relinquished its promiscuous desires and became
abashed. <i>Her wet brown hair had a drugged gentility:
its short dark curls hugged her head with despondent
understanding. Her face had been washed to an imperturbable
transparency: it had the whiteness of reclining
foam overcast with a twinge of green—the sea had lent
her its skin.</i> Her eyes were limply unworried and violated
to gray disintegration. In separated bits of outlines
the remains of thinly impudent features were slipping
from her face. The bloated pity of black and white
garments hid her lean body.</p>
<p>As Alvin Tor watched her, tendrils of peace gradually
interfered with the blankness on his face. His lips sustained
an unpremeditated repose. A sensitive compassion
dropped the sparks of its coming into his eyes. His
clothes became a jest upon an inhuman body; the earth
of him effortlessly transcended itself in the gesture of his
arm flung out to the woman.</p>
<p>“Impalpable relic of a soul, the spirit you held must
have severed its shadow to preserve you forever from the
waves,” he said, his face blindfolded with ecstasy, “for
you grasp the water with immortal relaxation. You are
not a body—you are beauty receding into a resistless
seclusion.”</p>
<p>“Kind fool, musically stifling himself in a row-boat—made
kind by the desperate tenderness of a lie—you
are serenading the chopped bodies of your emotions,”
said the woman.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[74]</SPAN></span>Alvin Tor’s face cracked apart and the incredulously
hurrying ghost of a child nodded a moment and was
snuffed out.</p>
<p>“Mermaid of haunting despondency, what are you?”
he asked.</p>
<p>“I am the symbol of your emotions,” the woman
answered.</p>
<p>“I made them roses stepped upon by God,” said
Alvin Tor.</p>
<p>“I am the symbol of your emotions,” said the woman.</p>
<p>Alvin Tor heavily dropped his raised arm, like a man
smashing a trumpet. Restless white hands compressed
the ruddy broadness of his face. The woman slid into
the green swells like exhausted magic. Alvin Tor rowed
back to the river.</p>
<h3>II</h3>
<p><span class="giant">A</span> WOMAN lifted the green window-shades in her
room and resentfully blinked at the sun-plastered clamours
of a street. She turned to the bed upon which
another woman reclined.</p>
<p>“Say, wasn’t that a nutty drunk we had last night?”
she said. “Huggin’ a Bible and ravin’ about waves and
mermaids and a lot of funny stuff!”</p>
<p>She dropped the green shade and stood against it a
moment in the smouldering gloom of the room. <i>Her
brown hair had a drugged gentility: its short dark curls
hugged her head with despondent understanding. Her
face had been washed to an imperturbable transparency:
it had the whiteness of reclining foam overcast with a
twinge of green—the sea had lent her its skin.</i></p>
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