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<h2 class="nobreak">MUSIC</h2>
<p class="drop-cap">OLGA CRAWFORD fiercely divorced herself from
all expression as she maltreated her violin at the
Symphony Moving Picture Theater. In its
average moments of vivacity her face was a dissembling
friar who brightly listened to her sensual lips, but as she
played, her face became an emptiness profaned by the
wail of her instrument. Her arms desecrated their
errands and her head sloped into an unwilling counterfeit
of wakefulness. On the screen above her men and women
frantically guarded their hallucination of life and a decrepit
plot vaguely imitated love and bravery. Rows of
faces stolidly massacred the gloom of the theater and
stood like a regiment waiting, without thought, for some
command. But when one looked closer three expressions
broke from the stolidity, as three major harmonies might
charm the mind of a composer. The first was a somnolent
elation—the mien of a hungry person dozing over
some crumbs he is almost too tired to eat. Shop-girls,
with pertly robbed faces, became victims of this expression,
although an occasional man with lips like determined
fiascoes also attained it. The second was a tightly laced
impatience—the enmity of one whose feelings have been
openly censored. Fat women with flabbily throttled
faces and glistening men with bodies like bulky scandals
received this expression. The third was a seraphic stupor—the
demeanour of one whose formless delights have
benignly exiled thought.</p>
<p>To Olga these people gathered into a blanched duplicate
of life—a remote comedy that made the monotone
of her evening self-conscious. If they had excoriated
her she could have forgotten them, but their weighty indifference
raped her attention. The dryly sinuous smell
of their clothes pelted her like a sandstorm: the little,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[83]</SPAN></span>
desperate perfumes they used scarcely survived. Their
eyes were scores of tinily inviting bulls-eyes never reached
by her hurried arrows.</p>
<p>She finished her playing; the people shuffled out like an
apologetic delusion. Ferenz, the pianist, a cowed Toreador
of a man, gave his browns and blacks a ponderous
recreation.</p>
<p>“Nother grind passed,” he said in a thick voice corrupted
by pity. “Hand over them sheets, Joe.”</p>
<p>Joe, fat as a gourmand’s revery, handed him the sheets.
The features on Joe’s face were as abject as crumbs on a
shallow plate. The Symphony Theater orchestra flaunted
its yawning moroseness a little while longer and filed
through a low exit.</p>
<p>Olga’s feet tamely saluted the crowded street-pavements.
To her the crowd was an approach to the theater
audience—a brisk indifference that made her eyes neglected
spendthrifts. Its motion alone gave it a flickering
mastery: if it had paused, for an hour, it would have become
inane. The choked tirade of rolling street-cars and
automobiles would have ended in a dismal curtain of
silence—the chariots would have changed to mere hardware
puzzled by the moonlight. A tall woman, encouraging
the gorgeous tumult of her dresses, would have stood
like a cluttered farce. The little pagan symmetries of her
face, gaudily tantalizing when merely glimpsed, would
have met in a kittenish argument. A tall man, blondly
governing his polished discrepancies, would have changed
to a stagnant buffoon. An old man, chiding his corpulent
effulgence with endearments of motion, would have
altered to a maudlin exaggeration.</p>
<p>Olga reached her room and summoned the meaningless
stare of an electric light. Upon her short body plumpness
and slenderness bargained with each other, and the result
was a suave arbitration. Her dark green skirt and<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[84]</SPAN></span>
white waist made a subdued affirmation: their coloured
lines did not emphasise the lurking essences of her body.
Surrounded by black disturbances of hair the sardonic
parts of her face were molested by sentimental inconsistencies.
Her nose was a salient inquisition but her
full mouth had a negroid flash; her chin was coldly
bellicose but her cheeks were softly turned. Beneath her
moderate brow her blue and white eyes were related to
glaciers.</p>
<p>She sat at an upright piano and trifled with the keys,
almost inaudibly. It was midnight and an acrimonious
man in the next room often remonstrated with the wall
when her piano conversed too impulsively. Since she was
an unknown composer the moment is appropriate for an
attack upon her obscurity. Her music was the compact
Sunday of her life. There she deserted the trite miserliness
of narrative and definite concepts and designed a
spacious holiday. Her notes loafed and romped into
inquisitive patterns and were only intent upon shifting
their positions. Thought and emotion presided over the
experimental revels of their servants but issued no narrow
commands and became broadly festive guidances. In
her music the rules of harmony were neither neglected
nor worshipped. When they felt an immense friendliness
for the romping of her notes they made a natural background:
otherwise, they did not intrude. Her music
did not strive to suggest or interpret concepts and pictures
nor did it salaam to emotions. All three were
seconds rising and dying as her sounds changed their
places. The first few notes of each composition were
repeated above as the title, not because they dominated
the piece, but merely as a means of identification.</p>
<p>In her wanly nondescript room which she did not own,
from midnight to dawn, this woman whose face was a
bewilderment of contrasts, sat furnishing the momentum<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[85]</SPAN></span>
for a reveling deluge of music. But an evening decided
to interrupt this performance.</p>
<p>Olga stood in the shop of a neighborhood cobbler. He
was a frayed apologia, with a scant distraction of gray
hair and a dustily crushed face.</p>
<p>“When you play violin in theater I have heard,” he
said. “Maybe you would like to hear my boy. He is
only eleven but he play almost so good as you. Maybe
you will tell him how he can play better.”</p>
<p>Olga followed him to the rear of his shop, with a surface
purchase of pity. He trotted out his son, a comedy
in light browns relieved by the smothered fixity of gray
eyes. With whining precision the boy twisted his way
through Massenet’s Elegy, defending each sliding note
with his arms and his head. The syrupy embrace of a
world stirred upon his acceptant face; the whites of his
eyes hovered against Olga’s face, like a writhing request.
In the midst of his playing she turned and fled, terror-stricken,
down the street.</p>
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