<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_2" id="CHAPTER_2"></SPAN>CHAPTER 2</h2>
<p>I emerged into consciousness to find the pressure gone, but a red haze
of pain remained. I lay on my back and saw men sitting on the floor
around me.</p>
<p>A blow from somewhere made my head ring. I tried to sit up. I
couldn’t make it. Then Kramer was beside me, slipping a needle
into my arm. He looked pretty bad himself. His face was bandaged
heavily, and one eye was purple. He spoke in a muffled voice through
stiff jaws. His tone was deliberate.</p>
<p>“This will keep you conscious enough to answer a few
questions,” he said. “Now you’re going to give me the
combinations to the locks so we can call off this suicide run; then
maybe I’ll doctor you up.”</p>
<p>I didn’t answer.</p>
<p>“The time for clamming up is over, you stupid braggard,”
Kramer said. He raised his fist and drove a hard punch into my chest. I
guess it was his shot that kept me conscious. I couldn’t breathe
for a while, until Kramer gave me a few whiffs of oxygen. I wondered if
he was fool enough to think I might give up my ship.</p>
<p>After a while my head cleared a little. I tried to say something. I got
out a couple of croaks, and then found my voice.</p>
<p>“Kramer,” I said.</p>
<p>He leaned over me. “I’m listening,” he said.</p>
<p>“Take me to the lift. Leave me there alone. That’s your only
chance.” It seemed to me like a long speech, but nothing happened.
Kramer went away, came back. He showed me a large scalpel from his
medical kit. “I’m going to start operating on your face.
I’ll make you into a museum freak. Maybe if you start talking soon
enough I’ll change my mind.”</p>
<p>I could see the watch on his wrist. My mind worked very slowly. I had
trouble getting any air into my lungs. We would intercept in one hour
and ten minutes.</p>
<p>It seemed simple to me. I had to get back to the Bridge before we hit. I
tried again. “We only have an hour,” I said.</p>
<p>Kramer lost control. He jabbed the knife at my face, screeching through
gritted teeth. I jerked my head aside far enough that the scalpel grated
along my cheekbone instead of slashing my mouth. I hardly felt it.</p>
<p>“We’re not dying because you were a fool,” Kramer
yelled. “I’ve taken over; I’ve relieved you as unfit
for command. Now open up this ship or I’ll slice you to
ribbons.” He held the scalpel under my nose in a fist trembling
with fury. The chrome plated blade had a thin film of pink on it.</p>
<p>I got my voice going again. “I’m going to destroy the Mancji
ship,” I said. “Take me to the <span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_58" id="Page_58"></SPAN></span>
lift and leave me there.” I tried to add a few words, but had to
stop and work on breathing again for a while. Kramer disappeared.</p>
<p>I realized I was not fully in command of my senses. I was clamped in a
padded claw. I wanted to roll over. I tried hard, and made it. I could
hear Kramer talking, others answering, but it seemed too great an effort
to listen to the words.</p>
<p>I was lying on my face now, head almost against the wall. There was a
black line in front of me, a door. My head cleared a bit. It must have
been Kramer’s shot working on me. I turned my head and saw Kramer
standing now with half a dozen others, all talking at once. Apparently
Kramer’s display of uncontrolled temper had the others worried.
They wanted me alive. Kramer didn’t like anyone criticizing him.
The argument was pretty violent. There was scuffling—and shouts.</p>
<p>I saw that I lay about twenty feet from the lift; too far. The door
before me, if I remembered the ship’s layout, was a utility room,
small and containing nothing but a waste disposal hopper. But it did
have a bolt on the inside, like every other room on the ship.</p>
<p>I didn’t stop to think about it; I started trying to get up. If
I’d thought I would have known that at the first move from me all
seven of them would land on me at once. I concentrated on getting my
hands under me, to push up. I heard a shout, and turning my head, saw
Kramer swinging at someone. I went on with my project.</p>
<p>Hands under my chest, I raised myself a little, and got a knee up. I
felt broken rib ends grating, but felt no pain, just the padded claw.
Then I was weaving on all fours. I looked up, spotted the latch on the
door, and put everything I had into lunging at it. My finger hit it, the
door swung in, and I fell on my face; but I was half in. Another lunge
and I was past the door, kicking it shut as I lay on the floor, reaching
for the lock control. Just as I flipped it with an extended finger,
someone hit the door from outside, a second too late.</p>
<p>It was dark, and I lay on my back on the floor, and felt strange
short-circuited stabs of what would have been agonizing pain running
through my chest and arm. I had a few minutes to rest now, before they
blasted the door open.</p>
<p>I hated to lose like this, not because we were beaten, but because we
were giving up. My poor world, no longer fair and green, had found the
strength to send us out as her last hope. But somewhere out here in the
loneliness and distance we had lost our courage. Success was at our
fingertips, if we could have found it; instead, in panic and madness, we
were destroying ourselves.</p>
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<p>My mind wandered; I imagined <span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_59" id="Page_59"></SPAN></span>
myself on the Bridge, half-believed I was there. I was resting on the
OD bunk, and Clay was standing beside me. A long time seemed to pass....
Then I remembered I was on the floor, bleeding internally, in a tiny
room that would soon lose its door. But there was someone standing
beside me.</p>
<p>I didn’t feel too disappointed at being beaten; I hadn’t
hoped for much more than a breather, anyway. I wondered why this fellow
had abandoned his action station to hide there. The door was still shut.
He must have been there all along, but I hadn’t seen him when I
came in. He stood over me, wearing greasy overalls, and grinned down at
me. He raised his hand. I was getting pretty indifferent to blows; I
couldn’t feel them.</p>
<p>The hand went up, the man straightened and held a fairly snappy salute.
“Sir,” he said. “Space’n first class
Thomas.”</p>
<p>I didn’t feel like laughing or cheering or anything else; I just
took it as it came.</p>
<p>“At ease, Thomas,” I managed to say. “Why aren’t
you at your duty station?” I went spinning off somewhere after
that oration.</p>
<p>Thomas was squatting beside me now. “Cap’n, you’re
hurt, ain’t you? I was wonderin’ why you was down here layin
down in my ’Sposal station.”</p>
<p>“A scratch,” I said. I thought about it for a while. Thomas
was doing something about my chest. This was Thomas’ disposal
station. Thomas owned it. I wondered if a fellow could make a living
with such a small place way out here, with just an occasional tourist
coming by. I wondered why I didn’t send one of them for help; I
needed help for some reason....</p>
<p>“Cap’n, I been overhaulin’ my converter units, I jist
come in. How long you been in here, Cap’n?” Thomas was
worried about something.</p>
<p>I tried hard to think. I hadn’t been here very long; just a few
minutes. I had come here to rest.... Then suddenly I was thinking
clearly again.</p>
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<p>Whatever Thomas was, he was apparently on my side, or at least neutral.
He didn’t seem to be aware of the mutiny. I realized that he had
bound my chest tightly with strips of shirt; it felt better.</p>
<p>“What are you doing in here, Thomas?” I asked.
“Don’t you know we’re in action against a hostile
ship?”</p>
<p>Thomas looked surprised. “This here’s my action station,
Cap’n,” he said. “I’m a Waste Recovery
Technician, First Class, I keep the recovery system
operatin’.”</p>
<p>“You just stay in here?” I asked.</p>
<p>“No, sir,” Thomas said. “I check through the whole
system. We got three main disposal points and lots a little ones,
an’ I have to keep everything operatin’. Otherwise this ship
would be in a bad way, Cap’n.”</p>
<p>“How did you get in here?” I <span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_60" id="Page_60"></SPAN></span>
asked. I looked around the small room. There was only one door, and the
gray bulk of the converter unit which broke down wastes into their
component elements for re-use nearly filled the tiny space.</p>
<p>“I come in through the duct, Cap’n,” Thomas said.
“I check the ducts every day. You know, Cap’n,” he
said shaking his head, “they’s some bad laid-out
ductin’ in this here system. If I didn’t keep after it,
you’d be gettin’ clogged ducts all the time. So I jist go
through the system and keep her clear.”</p>
<p>From somewhere, hope began again. “Where do these ducts
lead?” I asked. I wondered how the man could ignore the mutiny
going on around him.</p>
<p>“Well, sir, one leads to the mess; that’s the big one. One
leads to the wardroom, and the other one leads up to the Bridge.”</p>
<p>My God, I thought, the Bridge.</p>
<p>“How big are they?” I asked. “Could I get through
them?”</p>
<p>“Oh, sure, Cap’n,” Thomas said. “You can get
through ’em easy. But are you sure you feel like inspectin’
with them busted ribs?”</p>
<p>I was beginning to realize that Thomas was not precisely a genius.
“I can make it,” I said.</p>
<p>“Cap’n,” Thomas said diffidently, “it
ain’t none a my business, but don’t you think maybe I better
get the doctor for ya?”</p>
<p>“Thomas,” I said, “maybe you don’t know;
there’s a mutiny under way aboard this ship. The doctor is leading
it. I want to get to the Bridge in the worst way. Let’s get
started.”</p>
<p>Thomas looked very shocked. “Cap’n, you mean you was hurt by
somebody? I mean you didn’t have a fall or nothin’, you was
beat up?” He stared at me with an expression of incredulous
horror.</p>
<p>“That’s about the size of it,” I said. I managed to
sit up. Thomas jumped forward and helped me to my feet. Then I saw that
he was crying.</p>
<p>“You can count on me, Cap’n,” he said. “Jist
lemme know who done it, an’ I’ll feed ’em into my
converter.”</p>
<p>I stood leaning against the wall, waiting for my head to stop spinning.
Breathing was difficult, but if I kept it shallow, I could manage.
Thomas was opening a panel on the side of the converter unit.</p>
<p>“It’s O.K. to go in Cap’n,” he said. “She
ain’t operatin’.”</p>
<p>The pull of the two and a half gees seemed to bother him very little. I
could barely stand under it, holding on. Thomas saw my wavering step and
jumped to help me. He boosted me into the chamber of the converter and
pointed out an opening near the top, about twelve by twenty-four inches.</p>
<p>“That there one is to the Bridge, Cap’n,” he said.
“If you’ll start in there, sir, I’ll follow up.”</p>
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<p>I thrust head and shoulders <span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_61" id="Page_61"></SPAN></span>
into the opening. Inside it was smooth metal, with no handholds. I
clawed at it trying to get farther in. The pain stabbed at my chest.</p>
<p>“Cap’n, they’re workin’ on the door,”
Thomas said. “They already been at it for a little while. We
better get goin’.”</p>
<p>“You’d better give me a push, Thomas,” I said. My
voice echoed hollowly down the duct.</p>
<p>Thomas crowded into the chamber behind me then, lifting my legs and
pushing. I eased into the duct. The pain was not so bad now.</p>
<p>“Cap’n, you gotta use a special kinda crawl to get through
these here ducts,” Thomas said. “You grip your hands
together out in front of ya, and then bend your elbows. When your elbows
jam against the side of the duct, you pull forward.”</p>
<p>I tried it; it was slow, but it worked.</p>
<p>“Cap’n,” Thomas said behind me. “We got about
seven minutes now to get up there. I set the control on the converter to
start up in ten minutes. I think we can make it O.K., and ain’t
nobody else comin’ this way with the converter goin’. I
locked the control panel so they can’t shut her down.”</p>
<p>That news spurred me on. With the converter in operation, the first step
in the cycle was the evacuation of the ducts to a near-perfect vacuum.
When that happened, we would die instantly with ruptured lungs; then our
dead bodies would be sucked into the chamber and broken down into useful
raw materials. I hurried.</p>
<p>I tried to orient myself. The duct paralleled the corridor. It would
continue in that direction for about fifteen feet, and would then turn
upward, since the Bridge was some fifteen feet above this level. I
hitched along, and felt the duct begin to trend upward.</p>
<p>“You’ll have to get on your back here, Cap’n,”
Thomas said. “She widens out on the turn.”</p>
<p>I managed to twist over. Thomas was helping me by pushing at my feet. As
I reached a near-vertical position, I felt a metal rod under my hand.
That was a relief; I had been expecting to have to go up the last
stretch the way a mountain climber does a rock chimney, back against one
wall and feet against the other.</p>
<p>I hauled at the rod, and found another with my other hand. Below, Thomas
boosted me. I groped up and got another, then another. The remaining
slight slant of the duct helped. Finally my feet were on the rods. I
clung, panting. The heat in the duct was terrific. Then I went on up.
That was some shot Kramer had given me.</p>
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<p>Above I could see the end of the duct faintly in the light coming up
through the open chamber door from the utility room. I remembered the
location of the disposal slot on the Bridge now; it had been installed
in the small <span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_62" id="Page_62"></SPAN></span>
apartment containing a bunk and a tiny galley for the use of the Duty
Officer during long watches on the Bridge.</p>
<p>I reached the top of the duct and pushed against the slot cover. It
swung out easily. I could see the end of the chart table, and beyond,
the dead radar screen. I reached through and heaved myself partly out. I
nearly fainted at the stab from my ribs as my weight went on my chest.
My head sang. The light from below suddenly went out. I heard a muffled
clank; then a hum began, echoing up the duct.</p>
<p>“She’s closed and started cyclin’ the air out,
Cap’n,” Thomas said calmly. “We got about half a
minute.”</p>
<p>I clamped my teeth together and heaved again. Below me Thomas waited
quietly. He couldn’t help me now. I got my hands flat against the
bulkhead and thrust. The air was whistling around my face. Papers began
to swirl off the chart table. I twisted my body frantically, kicking
loose from the grip of the slot, fighting the sucking pull of air. I
fell to the floor inside the room, the slot cover slamming behind me. I
staggered to my feet. I pried at the cover, but I couldn’t open it
against the vacuum. Then it budged, and Thomas’ hand came through.
The metal edge cut into it, blood started, but the cover was held open
half an inch. I reached the chart table, almost falling over my leaden
feet, seized a short permal T-square, and levered the cover up. Once
started, it went up easily. Thomas face appeared, drawn and pale, eyes
closed against the dust being whirled into his face. He got his arms
through, heaved himself a little higher. I seized his arm and pulled. He
scrambled through.</p>
<p>I knocked the T-square out of the way and the cover snapped down. Then I
slid to the floor, not exactly out, but needing a break pretty bad.
Thomas brought bedding from the OD bunk and made me comfortable on the
floor.</p>
<p>“Thomas,” I said, “when I think of what the security
inspectors who approved the plans for this arrangement are going to say
when I call this little back door to their attention, it almost makes it
worth the trouble.”</p>
<p>“Yes, sir,” Thomas said. He sprawled on the deck and looked
around the Bridge, staring at the unfamiliar screens, indicator dials,
controls.</p>
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<p>From where I lay, I could see the direct vision screen. I wasn’t
sure, but I thought the small bright object in the center of it might be
our target. Thomas looked at the dead radar screen, then said,
“Cap’n, that there radarscope out of action?”</p>
<p>“It sure is, Thomas,” I said. “Our unknown friends
blew the works before they left us.” I was surprised that he
recognized a radarscope.</p>
<p>“Mind if I take a look at it, Cap’n?” he said.</p>
<p><span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_63" id="Page_63"></SPAN></span>
“Go ahead,” I replied. I tried to explain the situation to
Thomas. The elapsed time since we had started our pursuit was two hours
and ten minutes; I wanted to close to no more than a twenty mile gap
before launching my missiles; and I had better alert my interceptor
missiles in case the Mancji hit first.</p>
<p>Thomas had the cover off the radar panel and was probing around. He
pulled a blackened card out of the interior of the panel.</p>
<p>“Looks like they overloaded the fuse,” Thomas said.
“Got any spares, Cap’n?”</p>
<p>“Right beside you in the cabinet,” I said. “How do you
know your way around a radar set, Thomas?”</p>
<p>Thomas grinned. “I useta be a radar technician third before I got
inta waste disposal,” he said. “I had to change specialities
to sign on for this cruise.”</p>
<p>I had an idea there’d be an opening for Thomas a little higher up
when this was over.</p>
<p>I asked him to take a look at the televideo, too. I was beginning to
realize that Thomas was not really simple; he was merely uncomplicated.</p>
<p>“Tubes blowed here, Cap’n,” he reported. “Like
as if you was to set her up to high mag right near a sun; she was
overloaded. I can fix her easy if we got the spares.”</p>
<p>I didn’t take time to try to figure that one out. I could feel the
dizziness coming on again.</p>
<p>“Thomas,” I called, “let me know when we’re at
twenty miles from target.” I wanted to tell him more, but I could
feel consciousness draining away. “Then ...” I managed,
“first aid kit ... shot....”</p>
<p>I could still hear Thomas. I was flying away, whirling, but I could hear
his voice. “Cap’n, I could fire your missiles now, if you
was to want me to,” he was saying. I struggled to speak.
“No. Wait.” I hoped he heard me.</p>
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