<h2> CHAPTER XII <br/> <span class="s08">The Great Struggle Begins</span> </h2>
<p>We were now moving over a sea that was empty of
bergs completely; the floating outliers of the Great
Barrier had gone north on their summer journey; but
at 10.30 a.m. on February 4, the sea then being calm
and a thin mist hanging over the horizon, a few small
pieces of ice were sighted ahead. Was this at last the
pack-ice of which I had heard so much from the old-timers?
Yes; the mist lifted, and there, unmistakably,
were long white belts of ice fragments—stream-ice, as
it is called, the heralds of the heavier pack not far off.
The <i>Quest</i> entered loose pack at about noon, in latitude
65° 7′ south, longitude 15° 21′ east, and now it was
necessary to take in all sail, because the courses to be
steered in order to avoid the heavier fragments of ice
were most erratic, and as often as not the ship was
thrown wholly aback as she turned and twisted along
the narrowing channels.</p>
<p>Everyone was now in the highest of spirits. To
enter the pack was the goal we had set ourselves—one
of the goals, at least; and we were entered. Moreover,
the ice had lessened the sea greatly; we were moving
along on an even keel; the wind had dropped almost
to nothing; and, too, so far as the veterans were concerned,
this was to all intents and purposes a home-coming.
Especially noticeable was this delight in old
Macleod, an iceman to his finger-tips. He paraded up
and down the main deck ceaselessly, with his face wearing
as beatific a smile as ever human countenance
carried, I warrant; so that to me, an amateur, it was
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as though he himself had placed the ice there for the
general entertainment. Undoubtedly his mind was
soaring to unimaginable heights; his eyes shone, uplift
radiated from him—until he slipped on some loose ice
on the planking and came sprawling somewhat
ludicrously down to the deck and the realities of
existence.</p>
<p>At two o’clock I took my trick at the wheel, and
enjoyed two hours of genuinely strenuous exercise.
Dodging ice is a most fascinating sport. Ordinarily a
trick at the wheel is a dreary and eventless matter
enough, except when hard weather is running, but in
the pack the helmsman hasn’t a moment for cogitating
on his woes, for the officer of the watch, eagle-eyed and
vigilant as they make them, is everlastingly yelling:
“Hard a-port; hard a-starboard! Give it to her quickly—quickly!
Hard over with her!” and so on, and the
muscles must follow the bidding of the brain simultaneously
with the order being received. It is very
good exercise for the arms and chest, far more invigorating
than frowsting over a stove or snugging down into
blankets for warmth; and as you realize how dependent
the ship is for continued safety on your activity, you
take a keen pride in almost anticipating the orders,
waiting for the next one with all the eagerness of a
terrier alert for a stick to be thrown.</p>
<p>The pack thickened as the day went by; the open
lanes of water between the congealed masses grew
fewer and fewer. One or two seals, lying prone on the
ice-floes, lifted their heads and looked at us with
astonishment and supercilious disdain as we ploughed
forward, but betrayed otherwise no symptom of alarm.
Over all was the solemn mysterious stillness of the
frozen wastes, broken only by the crunching of the
young ice our sheathed bow parted on its determined
progress. And somehow the nearness of the ice bred
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up a queer kind of exhilaration; it created a sort of
“do or die” feeling that is not easily expressed in words.
I fancy, though, judging by what the veterans said,
that it was very much the same effect as is produced
on old soldiers who smell powder—it recalls past
victories and gives promise of further achievement.
These mysteries are beyond my ken; I can only speak
of what I experienced, and I know that my first day
amongst the ice left me tingling all over.</p>
<p>Even Query seemed to get a dose of the prevalent
feeling; he could not keep still for long at a time, but
kept jumping to the bulwarks, where, with forefeet
propped, he stared out over the pack, his nostrils distending,
giving a curious whine every now and then,
as though he, too, wanted to join issue with the vast
power that we were opposing. Every now and then,
too, in the open stretches of water, we sighted whales—killer
whales, as they are called—who occasionally,
in search of air, charged wildly upwards to break the
newly formed ice with their heads; it gave me quite a
shock to see broken ice flying upwards in a cloud, with
water and spray mixed amongst it, and then, below
the flurry, to detect the heads and piggish little eyes
of the whales themselves, like weird denizens of the
hither deeps who had appeared to protest against our
violation of their sanctuary.</p>
<p>During the morning watch of Sunday, February 5,
I was kept at the wheel for nearly the whole of the
four-hour watch, as Mac, who usually shared the duty
with me, was otherwise employed in Peggying duties;
and, because of the vigorous exercise, I was quite ready
for a rest when eight bells sounded my release. As
the wind was now favourable, and as every added inch
of headway counted, we set the topsail to assist our
hard-striving engines. After lunch we passed a very
large floe, on which, entirely indifferent to our approach,
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three seals were basking lazily, and Commander Wild,
who, like a careful leader, realized that the success of
the expedition depended on the health of its members,
decided that now was the hour to replenish our larder.
Consequently he shot all three of them, and their
carcasses were hoisted aboard by means of the yardarm
tackle of the squaresail. Certain of the old-timers at
once set to work with vast enthusiasm, and in three
short minutes the quarry was flayed, the tidbits
obtained from the general bulk—brains, kidneys, liver,
the heart and the back steaks dissected from each seal,
and the refuse thrown overboard. The skins, with their
two and a half inch thickness of blubber adhering, I
helped to cut up and convey to the bunkers, in readiness
for use as fuel for the boiler fires, since every unit of
heat producing material was now of extreme value.</p>
<p>This was my first experience of the gentle art of butchering.
An unlovely job, entirely lacking in romance,
but very necessary, and so not to be growled at.</p>
<p>During this Sunday the pack hourly grew thicker and
the weather became colder, but not unpleasantly so, and
I found this crisp cold much easier to bear than the
wet, soggy cold of the lower latitudes. Altogether the
day was very pleasant, for the sun was shining throughout
and the sky quite clear of cloud. Daylight, too,
lasted all the twenty-four hours, even though the sun
did disappear for a little while. But I was getting
hardened to the lack of night by this time, just as I
was getting hardened to all the other peculiar features
of exploring the vicinity of a Pole.</p>
<p>Coming on deck at four o’clock on the following
morning, I discovered the ship hemmed in with close
pack-ice of a heavy kind. There were very few visible
areas of open water, but the lanes amongst the ice had
disappeared. It was still possible to make headway,
and the <i>Quest</i> pushed slowly on, with a suggestion of
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purposeful striving about her that was very good to see.
It was as though she said: “In spite of all disadvantages,
and no matter what sort of bad luck I’ve had
in the past, I’m going through with the job now that
I’ve started!”</p>
<p>Though from the deck it was impossible to see any
open lanes, from the crow’s nest it was different, and
by dint of stationing a keen-eyed lookout in that breezy
eminence, who shouted out whenever an open stretch
of water showed, and indicated to those on the bridge
in which direction to steer, steady progress continued.
The noteworthy feature was the appearance of many
more killer whales, who welcomed us by breaking
through the young ice with their backs, and as soon
as they reached open air, blowing with a very unpleasant
noise and then, as though playing a game
of surprises, whisking from sight like lightning. Ugly
brutes they were; seafaring nightmares is the best way
of describing them. Having reached latitude 67° 8′
south, we expected to get a sight of land at any time.</p>
<p>It was very astonishing to take the first trick of the
middle watch in broad daylight; but the lack of darkness
was a godsend, as it enabled us to pick our way
in amongst the floes and so keep going steadily. The
sun was not above the horizon, but the light was quite
as clear as early afternoon of a winter’s day in Scotland.
Of course, the dazzling white surface of the ice itself
helps a lot, and the remarkable clearness of the air is
another consideration when reckoning up this curious
visibility.</p>
<p>As the day wore on the floes began to pack much
more closely together, and the ice itself was increasing
in thickness, so that we made only indifferent headway;
and at last, coming to an unusually heavy belt of pack,
we decided that it would be necessary to give up
altogether. To force a way through appeared impossible,
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but just ahead showed a clear space of water,
and it was determined to make an effort to cut the frozen
barrier that parted us from further progress. To get
through the five hundred yards that separated the <i>Quest</i>
from free water took exactly two hours of steady thrusting.
For long spaces of time we would find ourselves
jammed tightly between floes as high as our bulwarks,
where, with engines rattling away at full speed, we
failed to make an inch of headway. Then it was a case
of stopping and going astern, after which the ship
was stopped again, engines opened to full speed ahead,
and like a ram we crunched into the solid mass and
bored a little way farther towards our goal, with the
broken ice grating and roaring and screaming along
our sides in a crashing chorus of spite. Then, as soon
as we gained a trifling expanse of open water, we were
through it and up against the solidifying ice once
more, when the whole process had to be repeated.</p>
<p>While we were held up in this way great numbers
of seals floundered around us, apparently sucking at
the ship’s sides for food, and we thus had an exceptionally
good opportunity of studying these mammals at
close quarters and under natural conditions. Their
movements under water, plainly visible from our rails,
were surprisingly graceful and extraordinary to a
degree.</p>
<p>After infinite striving we gained a stretch of open
water, but, crossing it, we found the thickened pack
on the farther side to be even worse than what we had
successfully negotiated, and Commander Wild, coming
on deck at four o’clock to take over the watch, went
immediately to the masthead, where, by personal
observation, he satisfied himself of the utter futility of
attempting to proceed farther in that direction. He
decided then to turn away to the eastward, in hope
of discovering a lead that would carry us southward.
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Course was accordingly altered and we trudged slowly
on. It was growing colder and colder; the real ice nip
was in the air; but the rigour was not at all unbearable.</p>
<p>Later in the day five seals were shot and flayed on
the ice; their fat proved a welcome addition to our
bunkers, to say nothing of dainty fare for our larder.
The big risk in our kind of work is scurvy, close quarters
and a monotonous diet of preserved foods tending to
encourage this most dreaded of all shipboard diseases,
so every opportunity of feeding the crew on fresh meat
was naturally taken. Like explorers in more temperate
zones, we were determined to live more or less on the
country. But as there were other considerations besides
food, Mr. Wilkins sighted, stalked and shot one
lone, lorn Emperor penguin, which he gleefully added
to his growing collection.</p>
<p>Throughout the following morning the <i>Quest</i> continued
working to north and east in search of an opening
that would lead her to the south. Here the pack
was looser, and not infrequently the ship was steaming
quite gaily across lagoons or down wide, promising
lanes, with many seals and those ugly killer whales
accompanying us. Worried by reason of a possible
shortage in our coal supply—all along it was admitted
the <i>Quest</i> was too small for the task imposed upon her—Commander
Wild stopped the engines at noon and
all plain sail was made, under which, as the breeze was
strong, we made excellent progress even through the
pack. During the afternoon, ambling along quite
pleasantly, we passed the first sea-leopard I had ever
seen. It was basking on a floe and seemed quite unconcerned
at our appearance in its native solitudes.</p>
<p>Watching as the <i>Quest</i> edged her way through the
pack under sail alone was quite an interesting experience.
She managed quite well, and seemed to lean
all her weight on the ice when it hampered her, thrusting
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forward in a purposeful fashion; and it was quite
possible to realize why earlier Polar explorers had done
so well before the era of steam. But during the first
watch we took in sail and got the engines going again,
and with a lookout constantly in the crow’s nest to
direct our devious twistings and turnings, we continued
throughout the night, with the occasional screech and
bump of ice to haunt our slumbers. This bumping was
supplying us with extra work, for it strained the ship’s
timbers no little, and the pumps were our principal
recreation, the ship leaking considerably.</p>
<p>During the middle watch bigger gaps and wider
lines showed to the westward, so our course was accordingly
altered; by 4 a.m. that course, instead of N.E.,
was S.W. By way of a change from the recent sparkling
brilliance of the atmosphere, this morning was so
thick that we could not see very far; but being sent to
the masthead lookout, I saw, over the blanket of mist,
free water both to the north and the south. Thus
throughout the day we steered a series of devious courses
in hunting open water; and up there I experienced the
deep sense of loneliness that attacks a man when perched
up in the crow’s nest, staring out across the illimitable
wilderness of ice, veined only slightly by the ever-shifting
water lanes. The sight even of just one seal was
warming and heartening, as presenting a relief to the
everlasting brooding mystery of the frozen south. Furthermore,
sight of a basking seal gave us an added
interest in life, for, if at all possible, the fellow was
promptly shot, not only with a desire to replenish our
larder, but also to eke out our supply of fuel.</p>
<p>All hands were very fit these days, in excellent
spirits, and possessed of appetites that would have
created dismay in the soul of a boarding-house keeper.
The cessation of the ship’s wearisome, exasperating rolling
and pitching brightened our outlook, I think; it is
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impossible to keep optimistic and joyous when you’re
being hove about like a parched pea on a hot shovel.
We did not realize fully how trying that incessant liveliness
of the little ship was until it ceased; but now our
troubled souls were given a chance to forget the galling
fatigue, and so we laughed and rubbed our hands and
decided that the Antarctic wasn’t at all a bad health
resort.</p>
<p>The weather was steadily growing colder, though not
nearly so cold as I had been led to believe it would be
down here in the Antarctic Circle. I had expected a
frigidity that would freeze the eyelids to the cheeks
and the breath on the lips; but my experience of this
temperature was that it was more bearable than an
average clammy winter day in Scotland. On February
10 we had the greatest cold of the voyage thus far,
but we made no complaints about it, for once more our
bows were notched on the south point of the compass
and we were driving through heavy pack. No lanes
were visible even from the masthead, so all we could do
was just to hack doggedly on, in a sort of blind yet
hopeful quest of some open passage as yet invisible.</p>
<p>Not that we always pushed on blindly, let it be
understood. There are certain indications by which
men are led down here where fresh instincts are created
and the old familiar senses of sight and hearing are
given a temporary rest. Invariably where there is
water, even though it be beyond our range of vision and
tucked away below the horizon, the sky above is
definitely darkened, as it were, by a faint rain-cloud.
This is known as a water-sky, and, I suppose, must be
due to reflection. Throughout the middle watch this
day a shoal of seals followed us—thankful to us, no
doubt, for breaking the ice and permitting them access
to open air. At 2 a.m. Mr. Jeffrey ascended to the
masthead, and with a shout of delight announced open
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water to the south-west, and towards this welcome clearance
we joyfully steered. As a change from previous
mist, the dawn of this day was wonderfully brilliant—a
gorgeous display of natural colouring that awed the
senses and turned one’s thoughts upwards. Glorious
sunshine continued throughout the day; high spirits
characterized all aboard; the atmosphere was intoxicating.
The nearest land, we found, was 2,160 fathoms
away, less than three miles; but the direction was purely
vertical, and the distance was measured by our sounding
machine. During all this day we headed fairly south
through encouragingly open water, with countless killer
whales, seals and Adelie penguins to companion us. But
our heartening progress was arrested towards evening
by a gradually thickening pack, and the bumping and
scrunching recommenced as we crashed along through
virgin ice.</p>
<p>The ice thickened through the night; the morning
found us in really heavy pack, making practically no
headway, and at two o’clock a fresh sounding gave us
a depth of 1,450 fathoms. This fairly rapid shoaling
seemed to indicate that land could not be far distant.
In order that our then position might be plotted down on
the map the following details may be useful: Noon
position, February 11, latitude (by observation) 68° 52′
south; longitude (observation) 16° 43′ east. Run for
previous twenty-four hours and course made good: S.
15 E, 5L miles. Temperature, 18° F. No colder, you
will see, than many a Scotch winter day; almost as
cold, let us say, as an average English summer!</p>
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<p class="center">The <i>Quest</i> is frozen in.</p>
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<p class="center">Forging Ahead Through Loose Pack Ice.</p>
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<p class="center">In the Antarctic: The <i>Quest</i> a mass of Frozen Spray.</p>
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<p>It appeared towards evening as if we could not under
any circumstances make much more progress, for floes
of great weight were everywhere about, packed so closely
that it was a miracle we made any headway whatsoever;
for heavy floe ice seems at sight to be as invulnerable
to the attack of a ship’s bow as so much granite. However,
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we persisted, and scratched and bored a little way
farther. Through the night this sort of work continued,
an inch gained every now and then, and no definite
headway secured; and by morning—a beautiful clear,
sunny, typical Antarctic morning—the pack was to all
intents and purposes impenetrable. Through the four
hours of the morning watch I doubt if we made more
than a mile. As we were only expending our valuable
fuel to no definite purpose, the ship was stopped at about
8 a.m.—literally frozen in.</p>
<p>With the phlegm of the explorer, who comes to
accept all circumstances without repining, we put out a
Jacob’s ladder, and tumbled out on to the ice for a welcome
leg-stretching; and it was good to see Query’s
delight at finding freedom from the narrow confines of
the ship. He was like a mad thing—all over the place
at once, up in the air, scooting at our heels, dodging and
larking like a born joker. He was coming on well,
growing to be a fine dog with a splendid coat. Afterwards
I helped Mr. Wilkins to photograph the most
interesting details of our surroundings.</p>
<p>The colour effects about here were rather amazing.
Those who have never seen pack-ice probably get an
idea that it presents one long, unbroken wilderness of
staring whiteness to the gaze; but such an idea is wrong,
especially when the sun is shining. The sunset effects
were particularly wonderful, the ice taking to itself all
the colours of the rainbow. At noon it is golden, but
with the sun lowering itself down the long path of the
western sky, the snow above the ice assumed a delicate
pale pink tinge, a veritable <i>Alpen-gluhe</i>, with every protruding
hummock throwing a mysterious shadow, whilst
newly frozen water was a vivid green and shining like a
mirror. But the paradox of the Antarctic is that the
better the weather overhead the less promising the
chance of making headway. Clear weather predicates
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tight pack, misty weather loose ice; so you can’t have
it both ways. Commander Wild was anxious about this
time. The main thing he dreaded was lest the <i>Quest</i>
should get properly frozen in, for she was not of suitable
construction for this ordeal, her shape being wrong to
resist the inevitable lateral pressures. We had visions
of seeing her cracked like a nutshell by the vicelike nip
of the tightening ice, and other visions of the ice parting
and permitting her to drop clean down to the floors of
the Antarctic sea!</p>
<p>Fresh soundings were taken when we returned to the
ship, and rapid shoaling was indicated. A series of
magnetic observations were also made by Mr. Jeffrey
and Mr. Douglas, so that the day was not only enjoyable
but lucrative. But as nothing was to be gained by remaining
there we took advantage of a chance to break
up the young ice, and the ship was turned away to the
north again, after much intricate manœuvring, in search
of an opening that would permit her to advance farther
to the south.</p>
<p>During the middle watch there was a further decrease
of temperature, nothing very alarming, but not particularly
promising, as low temperature naturally means
heavier pack. We were then steaming in a general
N.N.E. direction through fairly heavy ice, broken here
and there by open water. Shortly after 3 a.m. the sky,
over all its vast dome, assumed a glorious pink radiance,
which deepened in parts to vivid purple and a most
lovely blue. The water reflected these colourings, and
also the floes themselves to a certain extent, and there
we had a perfect picture of the South. The open water
spaces were strangely regular, and we appeared to be
steaming through a series of open docks with marble
quays and pink-purple water; it was for all the world
like a dream city. About thirty yards away on the port
bow a tall berg glittered in the orange-gold glory of the
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sunrise, like a stately cathedral. All the fairy tales in
all the world seemed possible when gazing at this earthly
paradise; but...!</p>
<p>We were fetched back to the earth by a smell of
burning that suggested the extreme opposite of paradise.
There was a big blaze at the base of the funnel, which
looked extremely alarming, and Mr. Jeffrey, who had
the watch, immediately called all hands, under the impression
that the bunkers were afire. Old Mac and myself
drenched the flames with buckets of water and fire-extinguishers,
and found that the whole blaze resulted
from someone’s temporary carelessness in leaving a
coil of tarred rope too close to the funnel’s base. Maybe
the glory of the morning had a soothing effect on the
troubled souls of those who turned out in obedience to
the alarm, for though very scantily clad they did not
even murmur a protest against the rude awakening.</p>
<p>In the afternoon we made the same course through
open pack. Four seals were shot and flayed at 6 p.m.
The crow’s nest lookout reported clearer water on the
starboard bow away to the eastward, and course was
accordingly altered to reach the promised opening,
which, when we reached it, proved to be as free as it
looked, and so we made good, even progress for a while.
Only for a while, however, for after an inspiring burst of
speed—unfortunately our bows were pointed in the
wrong direction—we were again held up.</p>
<p>The chief engineer, Mr. Kerr, had been busy lately
in constructing a harpoon for Mr. Douglas, and to-day
he formally presented him with the finished article, as
if it were some newly discovered treasure. To test this
fearsome weapon Mr. Douglas took up a position on the
rail, as eager as Macduff himself for combat; and as
there were any number of crab-eaters swimming about,
he let drive at one as it came alongside. He aimed true
to the mark; it was a wonderful throw. However, it is
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better to draw a veil. Mr. Kerr’s enthusiasm was greater
than his constructive powers, for as the seal felt the
agonizing bite of the harpoon it gave a swirling leap
and a quick turn, and the famous harpoon bent double,
dropped clear of the hide, and the seal got away with a
flick of its tail, almost as if it sent an insolent message
to the fabricator of the weapon that had caused it
torment.</p>
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