<h2> CHAPTER XVI </h2>
<h3> DRIFTING </h3>
<p>When I recovered consciousness, the sun had risen; it was
bright daylight all about us. That was really the first thing
which I saw—the light of the sun on the deck. I
struggled up to a sitting position, feeling great pain in my
head. Marah lying over the tiller was the next thing which I
saw; he was dead, I thought. Then I realised what had
happened; we had had a fight. We were not under control; we
were drifting with the tide up and down, with our sails
backing and filling; up and down the deck there were wounded
men, some of them preventives, some of them
smugglers—poor Hankin was one of them. When I stood up
I saw that I was the only person on his feet in the boat: it
was not strange, perhaps.</p>
<p>Some of our men had gone with the horses, others had been in
the water when the horsemen first charged them; probably all
of those who had been in the water were either killed or
taken. We had had four men aboard during the attack: of these
one was badly hurt, another (Marah) was unconscious, the
remaining two were drinking under the half-deck, having
opened a tub of spirits. When I had stood up I felt a little
stronger; I heard Marah moan a little. I tottered to the
scuttle-butt, where we kept our drinking water; I splashed
the contents of a couple of pannikins over my head and then
drank about a pint and a half; that made me feel a different
being. I was then able to do something for the others.</p>
<p>First of all I managed to help Marah down from his perch over
the tiller: he had fallen across it with his head and hands
almost touching the deck. I helped him, or rather, lifted
him—for he could not help himself—to the deck; it
was as much as I could do, he was so big and heavy. I put a
tub under his head as a pillow, then I cut his shirt open and
saw that he had been shot in the chest. I ran forward with a
pannikin, drew some water, and gave him a drink. He drank
greedily, biting the tin, but did not recognise me; all that
he could say was "Rip-raps, Rip-raps," over and over again.
The Rip-raps was the name of a race or tideway on the
Campeachy coast; he had often told me about it, and I had
remembered the name because it was such a queer one. I bathed
his wound with the water.</p>
<p>After I had done what I could for Marah, I did the same for
the wounded soldier. He thanked me for my trouble in a
little, low, weak voice, infinitely serious—he seemed
to think that I didn't believe him. "I say, thank you; thank
you," he repeated earnestly, and then he gave a little gasp
and fainted away in the middle of his thanks.</p>
<p>At that, I stood up and began to cry. I had had enough of
misery, and that was more than I could bear. Between my sobs
I saw—I did not observe, I just saw—that the
lugger was drifting slowly northward, clear of Little Stone
Point, as the smugglers had called it. I didn't much care
where we drifted, but having seen so much, it occurred to me
to see where the other luggers were.</p>
<p>One of them, I saw, was on her course for France, a couple of
miles away already; the other was going for Dungeness, no
doubt to pick up more hands somewhere on the Dunge Marsh. It
was like them, I thought, to go off like that, leaving us to
have the worst of the fight and every chance of being taken;
they only thought of their own necks. When I saw that they
had deserted us without even pausing to put a helmsman aboard
us, I knew that there was no honour among thieves. There is
not, in spite of what the proverb says. We were left
alone—a boy, two drunkards, and some wounded men,
within half a mile of the shore.</p>
<p>I looked for the preventives, but I could not see them. Most
of them had gone after the horses across Romney Marsh. I did
not know till long afterwards that the smugglers had beaten
off the rest of the party, killing some and about twenty
horses, and wounding nearly every other man engaged. It had
been, in fact, a very determined battle, one of the worst
ever fought between the smugglers and the authorities on that
coast. As soon as the fight was over, the luggers got out
from the shore, and the troops made off with their wounded to
report at the fort, and to signal the Ness cutter to go in
chase. At the moment when I looked for them they must, I
think, have been rallying again. I could not see them, that
was enough for me. Years afterwards I talked with one of the
survivors, an old cavalryman. He told me how the fight had
seemed to him as he rode in at us.</p>
<p>"And d'ye know, sir," he said, "they had a boy forward ready
with an axe to cut the cable, so I fired at him" ("Thank
you," I thought); "and just as I pulled the trigger one of
their men hit my gee a welt, and down he came in the water,
and so, of course, I missed. But for that, sir, we'd have got
them."</p>
<p>I wondered which of the men had saved my life by hitting that
"gee a welt" I wondered if he had been killed or taken, or
whether he had got aboard us afterwards, or whether one of
the other luggers had saved him. Well, I shall never know on
this side of the grave. But it is odd, is it not, that one
should have one's life saved and never know that it was in
danger till twenty years afterwards, when the man who saved
it was never likely to be found? But I am getting away from
my story.</p>
<p>I soon saw that the current was slowly setting us ashore.
Marah, with his great manliness, had steered the lugger out
to sea for some six hundred yards before he had collapsed.
Then his fellows, seeing him, as they supposed, dead, turned
to drinking. The lugger, left to herself, took charge, and
swung round head to wind. Since then she had drifted,
sometimes making a stern-board, sometimes going ahead a
little, but nearly always drifting slowly shoreward, flogging
her gear, making a great clatter of blocks. If the soldiers
had been half smart they would have seen that she was not
under command, and ridden to Dymchurch, taken boat, and come
after us. But they had had a severe beating, many of them
were wounded, and they had watched our start feeling that we
had safely escaped from them. I have never had much opinion
of soldiers. Boys generally take their opinions ready made
from their elders. I took mine from Marah, who, being a
sailor, thought that a soldier was something too silly for
words.</p>
<p>As we drifted I went back to Marah to bathe his head with
water and to give him drink. He was not conscious; he had
even ceased babbling; I was afraid that he could not live for
more than a few hours at the most. I had never really liked
the man—I had feared him too much to like him—but
he had looked after me for so long, and had been, in his
rough way, so kind to me, that I cried for him as though he
were my only friend. He was the only friend within many miles
of me, and now he lay there dying in a boat which was
drifting ashore to a land full of enemies.</p>
<p>It was a hateful-looking land, flat and desolate, dank and
dirty-looking. The flat, dull, dirty marsh country seemed to
be without life; the very grass seemed blighted. And we were
drifting ashore to it, fast drifting ashore to the tune of
the two drunkards:</p>
<p><br/>
"There was a ship, and a ship of fame:<br/>
Away, ho! Rise and shine.<br/>
There was a ship, and a ship of fame,<br/>
So rise and shine, my buck o boy."</p>
<p>A ship manned by such a crew was hardly a ship of fame, I
thought. Then it occurred to me that if she went ashore I
might escape from her, might even get safely home, or at
least get to London (I had no notion how far London might
be), where I thought that the Lord Mayor, of whom I had often
heard as a great man, would send me home. I had a new
half-crown in my pocket; that would be enough to keep me in
food on the road, I thought. And then, just as I thought
that, a little coast-current spun us in very rapidly, helped
by the wind, for about two hundred yards. This brought us
very close to the shore, but not quite near enough for me,
who had no great wish to start my journey wet through.</p>
<p>I gave Marah a last sip of water, left a bucket of fresh
water and a pannikin close to him, in case he should recover
(I never thought he would), and then began to make up a
little parcel of things to take with me. I was wearing the
clothes of a ship's boy, canvas trousers, thick blucher
shoes, a rough check shirt, and a straw hat. My own
clothes—the clothes which I had worn when I scrambled
down the fox's earth—were forward, under the half deck.
I went to fetch them, and got them safely, though the
drunkards tried to stop me, and said that they only wanted me
to sing them a song to be as happy as kings. However, I got
away from them, and carried my belongings aft. I then took
the tarpaulin boat-rug, which covered our little Norwegian
pram or skiff, on its chocks between the masts. It was rather
too large for my purpose, so I cut it in two, using the one
half as a bundle-cover. The other half would make a sort of
cape or cloak, I thought, and to that end I folded it and
slung it over my shoulder. I gave my knife a few turns upon
the grindstone, pocketed some twine from one of the lockers,
lashed my bundle in its tarpaulin as tightly as I could, and
then went aft to the provision lockers to get some stores for
the road. I took out a few ship's biscuits, a large hunk of
ham, some onions, and the half of a Dutch cheese.</p>
<p>It occurred to me that I ought to eat before</p>
<p>I started, as I did not know what might befall upon the road.
When I sat down upon the deck to begin my meal, I saw, to my
horror, that we were drifting out again. While I had been
packing, we had been swept off shore; by this time we were
three hundred yards away, still drawing further out to sea.
Looking out, I saw that we were drifting into a "jobble" or
tide-race, which seemed to drift obliquely into the shore.
This made me feel less frightened, so I turned to my food,
ate heartily, and took a good swig at the scuttle-butt by way
of a morning draught. Then I undid my parcel, packed as much
food into it as I possibly could, and lashed it up again in
its tarpaulin. I found a few reins and straps in one of the
lockers, so I made shoulder-straps of them, and buckled my
package to my shoulders. My last preparation was to fill a
half-pint glass flask (every man aboard carries one or two of
these). Just as I replaced its stopper, we swept into the
jobble; the lugger filled on one tack, and lay over, and the
spray of a wave came over us. Then we righted suddenly, came
up into the wind with our sails slatting, and made a
stern-board.</p>
<p>Nearer and nearer came the land; the shore, with its bent
grass, seemed almost within catapult shot. I heard the wash
of the sea upon the beach, I could see the pebbles on the
sands shining as the foam left them. And then, suddenly, the
lugger drove ashore upon a bank, stern first. In a moment she
had swung round, broadside on to the shoal, heaving over on
her side. Every wave which struck her lifted her further in,
tossing her over on her starboard side. I could see that the
tide was now very nearly fully in, and I knew that the lugger
would lie there, high and dry, as soon as it ebbed.</p>
<p>I made Marah as comfortable as I could, and called to the
drunkards to come with me. I told them that a revenue cutter
was within six miles of us (there was, as it happened, but
she was at anchor off Dymchurch), and that they had better be
going out of that before they got themselves arrested. For
answer they jeered and made catcalls, flinging a
marline-spike at me. I tried a second time to make them come
ashore, but one of them said, "Let's do for him," and the
other cheered the proposal with loud yells. Then they came
lurching aft at me, so I just slipped over the side, and
waded very hurriedly ashore. The water was not deep (it was
not up to my thighs in any place), so that I soon reached the
sand without wetting my package. Then I looked back to see
the two smugglers leaning over the side, watching my
movements. One of them was singing—<br/>
<br/>
"There was a ship, and a ship of fame:<br/>
Away, ho! Rise and shine"<br/>
<br/>
in a cracked falsetto. The other one was saying, "You
come back, you young cub."</p>
<p>But I did not do as they bid. I ran up the beach and as far
across the wet grassland as I could without once stopping.
When I thought that I was safe, I sat down under some bushes,
took off my wet things, and dressed myself in my own clothes.
I wrung the water from the wet canvas, repacked my parcel,
and seeing a road close to me, turned into it at once,
resolved to ask the way to London at the first house. I
suppose that it was five o'clock in the morning when I began
my journey.</p>
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