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<h2> Chapter XXVIII </h2>
<h3> A June Evening </h3>
<p>"I wonder what it would be like to live in a world where it was always
June," said Anne, as she came through the spice and bloom of the twilit
orchard to the front door steps, where Marilla and Mrs. Rachel were
sitting, talking over Mrs. Samson Coates' funeral, which they had attended
that day. Dora sat between them, diligently studying her lessons; but Davy
was sitting tailor-fashion on the grass, looking as gloomy and depressed
as his single dimple would let him.</p>
<p>"You'd get tired of it," said Marilla, with a sigh.</p>
<p>"I daresay; but just now I feel that it would take me a long time to get
tired of it, if it were all as charming as today. Everything loves June.
Davy-boy, why this melancholy November face in blossom-time?"</p>
<p>"I'm just sick and tired of living," said the youthful pessimist.</p>
<p>"At ten years? Dear me, how sad!"</p>
<p>"I'm not making fun," said Davy with dignity. "I'm dis—dis—discouraged"—bringing
out the big word with a valiant effort.</p>
<p>"Why and wherefore?" asked Anne, sitting down beside him.</p>
<p>"'Cause the new teacher that come when Mr. Holmes got sick give me ten
sums to do for Monday. It'll take me all day tomorrow to do them. It isn't
fair to have to work Saturdays. Milty Boulter said he wouldn't do them,
but Marilla says I've got to. I don't like Miss Carson a bit."</p>
<p>"Don't talk like that about your teacher, Davy Keith," said Mrs. Rachel
severely. "Miss Carson is a very fine girl. There is no nonsense about
her."</p>
<p>"That doesn't sound very attractive," laughed Anne. "I like people to have
a little nonsense about them. But I'm inclined to have a better opinion of
Miss Carson than you have. I saw her in prayer-meeting last night, and she
has a pair of eyes that can't always look sensible. Now, Davy-boy, take
heart of grace. 'Tomorrow will bring another day' and I'll help you with
the sums as far as in me lies. Don't waste this lovely hour 'twixt light
and dark worrying over arithmetic."</p>
<p>"Well, I won't," said Davy, brightening up. "If you help me with the sums
I'll have 'em done in time to go fishing with Milty. I wish old Aunt
Atossa's funeral was tomorrow instead of today. I wanted to go to it
'cause Milty said his mother said Aunt Atossa would be sure to rise up in
her coffin and say sarcastic things to the folks that come to see her
buried. But Marilla said she didn't."</p>
<p>"Poor Atossa laid in her coffin peaceful enough," said Mrs. Lynde
solemnly. "I never saw her look so pleasant before, that's what. Well,
there weren't many tears shed over her, poor old soul. The Elisha Wrights
are thankful to be rid of her, and I can't say I blame them a mite."</p>
<p>"It seems to me a most dreadful thing to go out of the world and not leave
one person behind you who is sorry you are gone," said Anne, shuddering.</p>
<p>"Nobody except her parents ever loved poor Atossa, that's certain, not
even her husband," averred Mrs. Lynde. "She was his fourth wife. He'd sort
of got into the habit of marrying. He only lived a few years after he
married her. The doctor said he died of dyspepsia, but I shall always
maintain that he died of Atossa's tongue, that's what. Poor soul, she
always knew everything about her neighbors, but she never was very well
acquainted with herself. Well, she's gone anyhow; and I suppose the next
excitement will be Diana's wedding."</p>
<p>"It seems funny and horrible to think of Diana's being married," sighed
Anne, hugging her knees and looking through the gap in the Haunted Wood to
the light that was shining in Diana's room.</p>
<p>"I don't see what's horrible about it, when she's doing so well," said
Mrs. Lynde emphatically. "Fred Wright has a fine farm and he is a model
young man."</p>
<p>"He certainly isn't the wild, dashing, wicked, young man Diana once wanted
to marry," smiled Anne. "Fred is extremely good."</p>
<p>"That's just what he ought to be. Would you want Diana to marry a wicked
man? Or marry one yourself?"</p>
<p>"Oh, no. I wouldn't want to marry anybody who was wicked, but I think I'd
like it if he COULD be wicked and WOULDN'T. Now, Fred is HOPELESSLY good."</p>
<p>"You'll have more sense some day, I hope," said Marilla.</p>
<p>Marilla spoke rather bitterly. She was grievously disappointed. She knew
Anne had refused Gilbert Blythe. Avonlea gossip buzzed over the fact,
which had leaked out, nobody knew how. Perhaps Charlie Sloane had guessed
and told his guesses for truth. Perhaps Diana had betrayed it to Fred and
Fred had been indiscreet. At all events it was known; Mrs. Blythe no
longer asked Anne, in public or private, if she had heard lately from
Gilbert, but passed her by with a frosty bow. Anne, who had always liked
Gilbert's merry, young-hearted mother, was grieved in secret over this.
Marilla said nothing; but Mrs. Lynde gave Anne many exasperated digs about
it, until fresh gossip reached that worthy lady, through the medium of
Moody Spurgeon MacPherson's mother, that Anne had another "beau" at
college, who was rich and handsome and good all in one. After that Mrs.
Rachel held her tongue, though she still wished in her inmost heart that
Anne had accepted Gilbert. Riches were all very well; but even Mrs.
Rachel, practical soul though she was, did not consider them the one
essential. If Anne "liked" the Handsome Unknown better than Gilbert there
was nothing more to be said; but Mrs. Rachel was dreadfully afraid that
Anne was going to make the mistake of marrying for money. Marilla knew
Anne too well to fear this; but she felt that something in the universal
scheme of things had gone sadly awry.</p>
<p>"What is to be, will be," said Mrs. Rachel gloomily, "and what isn't to be
happens sometimes. I can't help believing it's going to happen in Anne's
case, if Providence doesn't interfere, that's what." Mrs. Rachel sighed.
She was afraid Providence wouldn't interfere; and she didn't dare to.</p>
<p>Anne had wandered down to the Dryad's Bubble and was curled up among the
ferns at the root of the big white birch where she and Gilbert had so
often sat in summers gone by. He had gone into the newspaper office again
when college closed, and Avonlea seemed very dull without him. He never
wrote to her, and Anne missed the letters that never came. To be sure, Roy
wrote twice a week; his letters were exquisite compositions which would
have read beautifully in a memoir or biography. Anne felt herself more
deeply in love with him than ever when she read them; but her heart never
gave the queer, quick, painful bound at sight of his letters which it had
given one day when Mrs. Hiram Sloane had handed her out an envelope
addressed in Gilbert's black, upright handwriting. Anne had hurried home
to the east gable and opened it eagerly—to find a typewritten copy
of some college society report—"only that and nothing more." Anne
flung the harmless screed across her room and sat down to write an
especially nice epistle to Roy.</p>
<p>Diana was to be married in five more days. The gray house at Orchard Slope
was in a turmoil of baking and brewing and boiling and stewing, for there
was to be a big, old-timey wedding. Anne, of course, was to be bridesmaid,
as had been arranged when they were twelve years old, and Gilbert was
coming from Kingsport to be best man. Anne was enjoying the excitement of
the various preparations, but under it all she carried a little heartache.
She was, in a sense, losing her dear old chum; Diana's new home would be
two miles from Green Gables, and the old constant companionship could
never be theirs again. Anne looked up at Diana's light and thought how it
had beaconed to her for many years; but soon it would shine through the
summer twilights no more. Two big, painful tears welled up in her gray
eyes.</p>
<p>"Oh," she thought, "how horrible it is that people have to grow up—and
marry—and CHANGE!"</p>
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