<h3> CHAPTER XVI <br/><br/> CIVIL WAR—PERSONAL INCIDENTS AT ANTIETAM </h3>
<p>General Hooker was about the first man
in the saddle. The pickets had begun
sniping long before dawn. My bivouac was within
sight of his tent. "The old man," said one of
his staff, "would have liked to be with the
pickets." No doubt. He would have liked to be
anywhere in the field where the chance of a bullet
coming his way was greatest. Kinglake has a
passage which might have been written for Hooker.
That accomplished historian of war remarks that
the reasons against fighting a battle are always
stronger than the reasons for fighting. If it were
to be decided on the balance of arguments, no battle
would ever be begun. But there are Generals who
have in them an overmastering impulse of battle;
it is in the blood; temperament prevails over
argument, and they are the men who carry on
war. Hooker was one of them. He loved fighting
for fighting's sake, and with the apostles of
peace at any price he had not an atom of
sympathy. He would have thought Herbert Spencer
something less than a man, as he was; and
Mr. Carnegie, if he had been anything then but the
<span class="pagenum">{<SPAN id="P146"></SPAN>146}</span>
boy he has never outgrown, a worthy disciple of
an unworthy master.</p>
<p>No, I am not keeping you waiting for the story
of Antietam, for I am not going to re-tell it. But
General Hooker, on that day a hero, has had hard
measure since, and I like to do him what justice
I can. I liked the man. My acquaintance with
him began that morning. To hear him issue an
order was like the sound of the first cannon shot.
He gathered up brigades and divisions in his hand,
and sent them straight against the enemy. That
is not at all a piece of rhetoric. It is a literal
statement of the literal fact. His men loved him and
dreaded him. Early in the morning he had scattered
his staff to the winds, and was riding alone,
on the firing line. Looking about him for an
officer, he saw me and said, "Who are you?" I
told him. "Will you take an order for
me?" "Certainly." There was a regiment which seemed
wavering, and had fallen a little back. "Tell the
colonel of that regiment to take his men to the
front and keep them there." I gave the order.
Again the question:</p>
<p>"Who are you?"</p>
<p>"The order is General Hooker's."</p>
<p>"It must come to me from a staff officer or from
my brigade commander."</p>
<p>"Very good. I will report to General Hooker
that you decline to obey."</p>
<p>"Oh, for God's sake don't do that! The Rebels
are too many for us but I had rather face them
than Hooker."</p>
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<p>And on went his regiment. I returned to
Hooker and reported. "Yes," said he, "I see,
but don't let the next man talk so much"; and I
was sent off again.</p>
<p>I was with Hooker when he was wounded, about
nine o'clock. He was, as he always was, the
finest target in the field and a natural mark for
the Rebel sharpshooters. It was easy to see that
they followed him, and their bullets followed him,
wherever he rode. I pointed that out to him.
He replied with an explosion of curses and
contempt. He did not believe he could be hit. No
Rebel bullet was to find its billet in him. He was
tall and sat high in his saddle. He was of course
in uniform—no khaki in those days, but bright
blue, and gilt buttons and all the rest of it; his
high-coloured face itself a mark, and he rode a
white horse. Not long after I had spoken, a
bullet struck him in the foot. It was the best
bullet those troublesome gentlemen in grey fired
that morning. He swayed in the saddle and fell,
or would have fallen if he had not been caught.
Then they carried to the rear the hope of the
Union arms for that day; and for other days to
follow.</p>
<p>I saw him again about four in the afternoon.
I had been asked to see him by one or two of
General McClellan's staff who knew I had been
with General Hooker in the morning. I have
said long since what the errand was they wished to
lay upon me, or what I supposed it to be. General
Wilson explained to me, on the publication of that
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article, that I had mistaken the meaning of the
men I talked with; that the officers who asked me
to go never designed that I should suggest to
Hooker to take command of the army, but only
to find out whether he could resume the command
of his own corps; and perhaps of another; not
waiting for orders, apparently. It does not much
matter, for I, of course, declined to carry any such
message as I thought was proposed to me. It was
for the officers themselves, if for anybody, to carry
it. If they had any such purpose in mind, it was
mutiny; patriotic but unmilitary. Well might
they lose patience when they saw the promise of
a shattered rebellion fade before their eyes. But
that day was not yet, happily, since a premature
victory over the South would have left great
questions unsettled. This scheme, or dream, was
none the less interesting because it showed, as I
thought, what McClellan's own officers thought
of his generalship on that fateful day; and possibly
of something besides his generalship.</p>
<p>But I went to the little square red-brick house
where Hooker had been taken, and was allowed to
see him. It needed no questions. He was too
evidently done for; till that day and many days to
come had passed. He was suffering great pain.
I told him I had come by request of some of General
McClellan's staff to ask how he was.</p>
<p>"You can see for yourself," he answered faintly.
"The pain is bad enough, but what I hate to think
is that it was a Rebel bullet which did it."</p>
<p>His courage was indomitable; his contempt for
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the Rebels not one whit abated. He asked for
the latest news from the field of battle. I told
him it was no longer a field of battle; that
McClellan was resting on his arms; that he would not
use his reserves; and that there was every prospect
that Lee would escape with his beaten army across
the Potomac. He raged at the thought.</p>
<p>"Unless,"—I added.</p>
<p>"You need not go on," retorted Hooker. "You
must see I cannot move."</p>
<p>It tortured him to think that his morning's
work was half thrown away; and that McClellan,
with some fourteen thousand fresh troops, was
content to see the sun go down on an indecisive
day. Into his face, white with the pain which
tore at him, came heat and colour and the anger
of an indignant soul. The surgeon shook his head,
and I said good-bye.</p>
<p>I rode back to headquarters; only to find that
the decision had been taken or perhaps that
McClellan was incapable of any decision; his mind
halting, as usual, between two opinions; and the
negative in the end prevailing over the positive.
He had an irresistible impulse to do nothing he
could leave undone. I asked for General
Sedgwick. He had been badly wounded—I think
thrice wounded, but had fought on till the third—and
been carried off the field. Nobody could tell
me where he was. I saw him once again. A
Rebel bullet laid him low at Spottsylvania. One
of the best generals we had: a man of utterly
transparent honesty, simplicity, and truth of
<span class="pagenum">{<SPAN id="P150"></SPAN>150}</span>
character; trusted, beloved, ardently followed by
his men; a commander who had done great things
and was capable of greater.</p>
<p>Since it was too late to get anything through
to New York that night, I wasted some hours in
one camp and another. Perhaps they were not
wasted. I heard everywhere a chorus of
execration. McClellan's name was hardly mentioned
without a curse. Not a soldier in the ranks who
did not believe it had been possible to drive Lee
into and over the Potomac.</p>
<p>At nine o'clock in the evening I started for
Frederick, thirty miles away. My horse had two
bullets in him, and I had to commandeer another
from a colleague, who objected but yielded. I
reached Frederick at three in the morning, sleeping
in the saddle a good part of the way, as I had been
up since four o'clock of the morning before. The
telegraph office was closed, and nobody knew
where the telegraph clerk lived. I thought it odd
that in time of war, and after an important battle,
the Government at Washington should have kept
open no means of communication with the general
commanding; but so it was. Frederick was the
nearest and, so far as I knew, the only available
telegraph office. There was no field telegraph.
The wires were not down, but the operator was
sleeping peacefully elsewhere.</p>
<p>He reappeared about seven. I asked him if he
would take a message. After some demur he
promised to try to get a short one through. I sat
down on a log by the door and began to write,
<span class="pagenum">{<SPAN id="P151"></SPAN>151}</span>
giving him sheet after sheet till a column or more
had gone, as I supposed, to New York. <i>The
Tribune</i> had been notified that a message was
coming. But neither my private notice to <i>The
Tribune</i> nor my story of the battle was sent to
New York. It was sent to the War Office at
Washington, and such was the disorder then
prevailing that it was the first news, or perhaps
only the first coherent account, of the battle which
reached the War Office and the President.
They kept it to themselves during all that day.
At night, in time for next morning's paper, it
was released, wired on, and duly appeared in
Saturday's <i>Tribune</i>.</p>
<p>I never doubted that when my telegram had
once been sent I should find a train to Baltimore.
There was none. I saw one official after another.
Nobody knew, or nobody would say, when a train
would leave. It might go at any moment, or not
at all. I tried in vain for a special. There could
be no special without military warrant. I wired
the War Office and got no answer. It was trying
work, for what I had hoped was to reach New
York in time for Saturday morning's paper.
Finally, I was allowed to travel by a mixed train
which arrived in Baltimore some ten minutes before
the Washington express for New York came in.</p>
<p>That is all the margin there was. The cars
were lighted by oil lamps, dimly burning, one at
each end of the car, hung near the ceiling. I had
to choose between the chance of wiring a long
and as yet unwritten dispatch from Baltimore,
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and going myself by train. The first word at
the telegraph office settled it. They would
promise nothing.</p>
<p>So by the light of the one dim oil lamp, above
my head, standing, I began a narrative of the
battle of Antietam. I wrote with a pencil. It
must have been about nine o'clock when I began.
I ended as the train rolled into Jersey City by
daylight. The office knew that a dispatch was
coming, the compositors were waiting, and at six
o'clock the worst piece of manuscript the oldest
of them had ever seen was put into their hands.
But they were good men, and there were proof-readers
of genius, and somewhere near the uptown
breakfast hour, <i>The Tribune</i> issued an extra with
six columns about Antietam.</p>
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