<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II"></SPAN>CHAPTER II</h2>
<p>The nursery was on the top-most floor of the great stone
house—this for sunshine and air. But the sunshine was
gone when Gwendolyn returned from her drive, and a half-dozen
silk-shaded lights threw a soft glow over the room. To shut out
the chill of the spring evening the windows were down. Across
them were drawn the heavy hangings of rose brocade.</p>
<p>There was a lamp on the larger of the nursery tables, a tall
lamp, almost flower-like with its petal-shaped ruffles of lace
and chiffon. It made conspicuous two packages that flanked
it—one small and square; the other large, and as round as
a hat-box. Each was wrapped in white paper and tied with red
string.</p>
<p>"Birthday presents!" cried Jane, the moment she spied them;
and sprang forward. "Oh, I wonder what they are! What do
<i>you</i> guess, Gwendolyn?"</p>
<p>Gwendolyn followed slowly, blinking against the light. "I
can't guess," she said without enthusiasm. The glass-fronted
case was full of toys, none of which she particularly
cherished. (Indeed, most of them were carefully wrapped from
sight.) New ones would merely form an addition.</p>
<p>"Well, what would you <i>like?</i>" queried Jane, catching
up the small package and shaking it.</p>
<p>Gwendolyn suddenly looked very earnest.</p>
<p>"Most in the whole <i>world?</i>" she asked.</p>
<p>"Yes, what?" Jane dropped the small package and shook the
large one.</p>
<p>"In the whole, whole big world?" went on Gwendolyn—to
herself rather than to her nurse. She was not looking at the
table, but toward a curtained window, and the gray eyes had a
tender faraway expression. There was a faint conventional
pattern in the brocade of the heavy hangings. It suggested
trees with graceful down-growing boughs. She clasped her hands.
"I want to live out in the woods," she said, "at Johnnie
Blake's cottage by the stream that's got fish in it."</p>
<p>Jane set the big package down with a thump. "That's
<i>awful</i> selfish of you," she declared warmly. "For you
know right well that Thomas and <i>I</i> wouldn't like to leave
the city and live away out in the country. <i>Would</i> we,
Thomas?"—for he had just entered.</p>
<p>"Cer-tain-ly <i>not</i>," said Thomas.</p>
<p>"And it'd give poor Miss Royle the neuralgia," (Jane and
Miss Royle might contend with each other; they made common
cause against <i>her</i>.)</p>
<p>"But none of you'd <i>have</i> to" assured Gwendolyn. "When
I was at Johnnie Blake's that once, just Potter went, and Rosa,
and Cook. And Rosa buttoned my dresses and gave me my bath,
and—"</p>
<p>"So Rosa'll do <i>just</i> as well as me," interrupted Jane,
jealously.</p>
<p>"—And Potter passed the dishes at table," resumed
Gwendolyn, ignoring the remark; "and <i>he</i> never hurried
the best-tasting ones."</p>
<p>"Hear that will you, Thomas!" cried Jane. "Mr. <i>Potter</i>
never hurried the best-tastin' ones!"</p>
<p>Thomas gave her a significant stare. "I tell you, a certain
person is growin' keen," he said in a low voice.</p>
<p>Jane took Gwendolyn by the arm. "Put all that Johnnie Blake
nonsense out of your head," she commanded. "Folks that live in
the woods don't know nothin'. They're silly and pokey."</p>
<p>Gwendolyn shook her head with deliberation. "Johnny Blake
wasn't pokey," she denied. "He had a willow fishpole, and a
string tied to it. And he caught shiny fishes on the end of the
string."</p>
<p>"Johnnie Blake!" sniffed Jane. "Oh, I know all about
<i>him</i>. Rosa told me. He's a common, poor little boy.
And"—severely—"I, for <i>one</i>, can't see why you
was ever allowed to play with him!...</p>
<p>"Now, darlin',"—softening—"here we stand
fussin', and you ain't even guessed what your presents are.
Guess something that's real fine: something you'd like in the
city, pettie." She began to unwrap the larger of the
packages.</p>
<p>"Oh," said Gwendolyn. "What I'd like in the <i>city</i>.
Well,"—suddenly between her brows there came a curious,
strained little wrinkle—"I'd like—"</p>
<p>The white paper fell away. A large, round box was disclosed.
To it was tied a small card.</p>
<p>"This is from your papa!" cried Jane. "Oh, let's see what it
is!"</p>
<p>The wrinkle smoothed. A smile broke,—like sudden
sunlight after clouds, and shadow. Then there poured forth all
that had filled her heart during the past months:</p>
<p>"I'd like to eat at the grown-up table with my fath-er and
my moth-er," she declared; "and I don't want to have a nurse
any more like a baby! and I want to go to
<i>day</i>-school."</p>
<p>Jane gasped, and her big hands fell from the round box.
Thomas stared, and reddened even to his ears, which were large
and over-prominent. To both, the project cherished so long and
constantly was in the nature of a bombshell.</p>
<p>"Oh-ho!" said Jane, recovering herself after a moment. "So
me and Thomas are to be thrown out of our jobs, are we?"</p>
<p>Gwendolyn looked mild surprise. "But you don't <i>like</i>
to be here," she reminded. "And you and Thomas wouldn't have to
work any more; you could just play all the time." She smiled up
at them encouragingly.</p>
<p>Thomas eyed Jane. "If we ain't careful," he warned in a low
voice, "and let a certain party talk too much at
headquarters—"</p>
<p>The other nodded, comprehending "I'll look sharp," she
promised. "Royle will, too." Whereupon, with a forced change to
gayety, and a toss of the white card aside, she lifted the
cover of the box and peeked in.</p>
<p>It was a merry-go-round, canopied in gay stripes, and built
to accommodate a party of twelve dolls. There were six deep
seats, each lined with ruby plush, for as many lady dolls:
There were six prancing Arab steeds—bay and chestnut and
dappled gray—for an equal number of men. A small handle
turned to wind up the merry-go-round. Whereupon the seats
revolved gayly, the Arabs curvetted; and from the base of the
stout canopy pole there sounded a merry tune.</p>
<p>"Oh, darlin', what a grand thing!" cried Jane, lifting
Gwendolyn to stand on the rounding seat of a white-and-gold
chair (a position at other times strictly forbidden). "And what
a pile of money it must've cost! Why, it's as natural as the
big one in the Park!"</p>
<p>The music and the horses appealed. Other considerations
moved temporarily into the background as Gwendolyn watched and
listened.</p>
<p>Thomas broke the string of the smaller package. "This is the
Madam's present," he declared. "And I'll warrant it's a
beauty!"</p>
<p>It proved a surprise. All paper shorn away, there stood
revealed a green cabbage, topped by something fluffy and hairy
and snow-white. This was a rabbit's head. And when Thomas had
turned a key in the base of the cabbage, the rabbit gave a
sudden hop, lifted a pair of long ears, munched at a bit of
cabbage-leaf, turned his pink nose, now to the right, now to
the left, and rolled two amber eyes.</p>
<p>"And look! Look!" shouted Jane "The eyes light up" For each
was glowing as yellowly as the tiny electric bulbs on either
side of Gwendolyn's dressing-table.</p>
<p>"Now what <i>more</i> could a little lady want!" exclaimed
Thomas. "It's as wonderful, <i>I</i> say, as a wax figger."</p>
<p>The rabbit, with a sharp click of farewell, popped back into
the cabbage. Gwendolyn got down from the chair.</p>
<p>"It <i>is</i> nice," she conceded. "And I'm going to ask
fath-er and moth-er to come up and see it."</p>
<p>Neither Thomas nor Jane answered. But again he eyed the
nurse, this time flashing a silent warning. After which she
began to exclaim excitedly over the rabbit, while he wound up
the merry-go-round. Then the ruby seats and the Arabs careened
in a circle, the music played, the rabbit chewed and wriggled
and rolled his luminous eyes.</p>
<p>An interruption came in the shape of a ring at the
telephone, which stood on the small table at the head of
Gwendolyn's bed. Jane answered the summons, and received the
message,—a brief one. It worked, however, a noticeable
change. For when Jane turned round her face was sullen.</p>
<p>Gwendolyn remarked the scowls. Also the fact that the moment
Jane made Thomas her confidant—in an undertone—he
showed plain signs of being annoyed. Gwendolyn saw the
merry-go-round—cabbage and all—disappear into the
large, round box without a trace of regret. So much ill-feeling
on the part of nurse and man-servant undoubtedly meant that
something of a decidedly pleasant nature was about to happen to
herself.</p>
<p>It was a usual—almost a daily—occurrence for her
to visit the region of the grown-ups at the dinner-hour. On
such occasions she saw one, though more often both, of her
parents—as well as a varying number of guests. And the
privilege was one held dear.</p>
<p>She coveted a dearer. And her eyes roved to the larger of
her two tables, where stood the tall lamp. There she ate all
her meals, in the condescending company of Miss Royle. What if
the telephone message meant that henceforth she was to eat
<i>downstairs?</i></p>
<p>Standing on one foot she waited developments, and concealed
her eagerness by snapping her underlip against her teeth with
one busy forefinger.</p>
<p>Her spirits fell when Thomas appeared with the supper-tray.
And she ate with no appetite—for all that she was eating
alone—alone, that is, except for Thomas, who preserved a
complete and stony silence. Miss Royle had not returned. Jane
had disappeared toward her room, grumbling about never having a
single evening to call her own.</p>
<p>But at seven cheer returned with the realization that Jane
was not getting ready the white-and-gold bed. Still in a very
bad humor, and touched up smartly by a fresh cap and a dainty
apron, the nurse put Gwendolyn into a rosebud-bordered mull
frock and tied a white-satin bow atop her yellow hair.</p>
<p>"Where am I going, Jane?" asked Gwendolyn. (She felt certain
that this was one of the nights when she was invited
downstairs: She hoped—with a throb in her throat that was
like the beat of a heart—that the supper just past was
only afternoon tea, and that there was waiting for her at the
grown-up table—in view of her newly acquired year and
dignity—<i>an empty chair</i>.)</p>
<p>"You'll see soon enough," answered Jane, shortly.</p>
<p>Next, a new thought! Her father and mother had not seen her
for two whole days—not since she was six. "Wonder if I
show I'm not taller," she mused under her breath.</p>
<p>At precisely fifteen minutes to eight Jane took her by the
hand. And she went down and down in the bronze cage, past the
floor where were the guest chambers, past the library floor,
which was where her mother and father lived, to the second
floor of the great house. Here was the music-room, spacious and
splendid, and the dining-room. The doors of this latter room
were double. Before them the two halted.</p>
<p>Not only the pause at this entrance betrayed whereto they
were bound, but also Jane's manner. For the nurse was holding
herself erect and proper—shoulders back, chin in, heels
together. Gwendolyn had often noted that upon both Jane and
Thomas her parents had a curious stiffening effect.</p>
<p>The thought of that empty chair now forced itself uppermost.
The gray eyes darkened with sudden anxiety.</p>
<p>"Now, Gwendolyn" whispered Jane, leaning down, "put your
best foot forward." Her face had lost some of its accustomed
color.</p>
<p>"But, Jane," whispered Gwendolyn back, "which <i>is</i> my
best foot?"</p>
<p>Jane gave the small hand she was holding an impatient shake.
"Hush your rubbishy questions," she commanded "We're goin' in!"
She tapped one of the doors gently.</p>
<p>Gwendolyn glanced down at her daintily slippered feet. With
so little time for reflecting, she could not decide which one
she should put forward. Both looked equally well.</p>
<p>The next moment the doors swung open, and Potter,
white-haired, grave and bent, stepped aside for them to pass.
They crossed the threshold.</p>
<p>The dining-room was wide and long and lofty. Its wainscot
was somberly stained. Above the wainscot, the dull tapestried
walls reached to a ceiling richly panelled. The center of this
dark setting was a long table, glittering with china and
crystal, bright with silver and roses, and lighted by clusters
of silk-shaded candles that reflected themselves upon circular
table mirrors. At the far end of the table sat Gwendolyn's
father, pale in his black dress-clothes, and haggard-eyed; at
the near end sat her mother, pink-cheeked and pretty, with
jewels about her bare throat and in her fair hair. And between
the two, filling the high-backed chairs on either side of the
table, were strange men and women.</p>
<p>Gwendolyn let go of Jane's hand and went toward her mother.
Thither had gone her first glance; her second had swept the
whole length of the board to her father's face. And now,
without heeding any of the others, her look circled swiftly
from chair to chair—searching.</p>
<p>Not one was empty!</p>
<p>The gray eyes blurred. Yet she tried to smile. Close to that
dear presence, so delicately perfumed (with a haunting perfume
that was a very part of her mother's charm and beauty) she
halted; and curtsied—precisely as Monsieur Tellegen had
taught her. And when the white-satin bow bobbed above the level
of the table once more, she raised her face for a kiss.</p>
<p>A murmur went up and down the double row of chairs.</p>
<p>Gwendolyn's mother smiled radiantly. Her glance over the
table was proud. "This is my little daughter's seventh birthday
anniversary," she proclaimed.</p>
<p>To Gwendolyn the announcement was unexpected. But she was
quick. Very cautiously she lifted herself on her
toes—just a little.</p>
<p>Another buzz of comment circled the board. "<i>Too</i>
sweet!" said one; and, "<i>Cunning!</i>" and "Fine child,
that!"</p>
<p>"Now, dear," encouraged her mother.</p>
<p>Gwendolyn would have liked to stand still and listen to the
chorus of praise. But there was something else to do.</p>
<p>She turned a corner of the table and started slowly along
it, curtseying at each chair. As she curtsied she said nothing,
only bobbed the satin bow and put out a small hand. And, "How
do you do, darling!" said the ladies, and "Ah, little Miss
Gwendolyn!" said the men.</p>
<p>The last man on that side, however, said something
different. (He, she had seen at the dinner-table often.) He
slipped a hand into a pocket. When it came forth, it held an
oblong box. "I didn't forget that this was your birthday," he
half-whispered. "Here!"—as he laid the box upon
Gwendolyn's pink palm—"that's for your sweet tooth!"</p>
<p>Everyone was watching, the ladies beaming, the men intent
and amused. But Gwendolyn was unaware both of the silence and
the scrutiny. She glanced at the box. Then she looked up into
the friendly eyes of the donor.</p>
<p>"But," she began; "—but which <i>is</i> my sweet
tooth?"</p>
<p>There was a burst of laughter, Gwendolyn's father and mother
joining in. The man who had presented the box laughed heartiest
of all; then rose.</p>
<p>First he bowed to her mother, who acknowledged his salute
graciously; next he turned to her father, whose pale face
softened; last of all, he addressed her:</p>
<p>"Miss Gwendolyn," said he, "a toast!"</p>
<p>Gwendolyn looked at those bread-plates which were nearest
her. There was no toast in sight, only some very nice
dinner-rolls. Moreover, Potter and Thomas were not starting for
the pantry, but were standing, the one behind her mother, the
other behind her father, quietly listening. And what this
friend of her father's had in his right hand was not anything
to eat, but a delicate-stemmed glass wherein some champagne was
bubbling—like amber soda-water. She was forced to
conclude that he was unaccountably stupid—or only
queer—or else indulging in another of those
incomprehensible grown-up jokes.</p>
<p>He made a little speech—which she could not
understand, but which elicited much laughter and polite
applause; though to her it did not seem brilliant, or even
interesting. Reseating himself, he patted her head.</p>
<p>She put the candy under her left arm, said a hasty,
half-whispered Thank-you to him, went to the next high-backed
chair, curtsied, bobbed the ribbon-bow and put out a hand. A
pat on the head was dismissal: There was no need to wait for an
answer to her question concerning her sweet tooth. Experience
had taught her that whenever mirth greeted an inquiry, that
inquiry was ignored.</p>
<p>When one whole side of the table was finished, and she
turned a second corner, her father brushed her soft cheek with
his lips.</p>
<p>"Did your dolls like the merry-go-round?" he asked
kindly.</p>
<p>"Yes, fath—er."</p>
<p>"Was there something else my little girl wanted?"</p>
<p>Now she raised herself so far on her toes that her lips were
close to his ear. For there was a lady on either side of him.
And both were plainly listening.</p>
<p>"If—if you'd come up and make it go," she said, almost
whispering.</p>
<p>He nodded energetically.</p>
<p>She went behind his chair. Thomas was in wait there still.
Down here he seemed to raise a wall of aloofness between
himself and her, to wear a magnificent air, all cold and
haughty, that was quite foreign to the nursery. As she passed
him, she dimpled up at him saucily. But it failed to slack the
starchy tenseness of his visage.</p>
<p>She turned another corner and curtsied her way along the
opposite side of the table. On this side were precisely as many
high-backed chairs as on the other. And now, "You
<i>adorable</i> child!" cried the ladies, and "Haw! Haw! Don't
the rest of us get a smile?" said the men.</p>
<p>When all the curtseying was over, and the last corner was
turned, she paused. "And what is my daughter going to say about
the rabbit in the cabbage?" asked her mother.</p>
<p>There was a man seated on either hand. Gwendolyn gave each a
quick glance. At Johnnie Blake's she had been often alone with
her father and mother during that one glorious week. But in
town her little confidences, for the most part, had to be made
in just this way—under the eye of listening guests and
servants, in a low voice.</p>
<p>"I like the rabbit," she answered, "but my Puffy Bear was
nicer, only he got old and shabby, and so—"</p>
<p>At this point Jane took one quick step forward.</p>
<p>"But if you'd come up to the nursery soon," Gwendolyn
hastened to add. "<i>Would</i> you, moth—er?"</p>
<p>"Yes, indeed, dear."</p>
<p>Gwendolyn went up to Jane, who was waiting, rooted and
rigid, close by. The reddish eyes of the nurse-maid fairly
bulged with importance. Her lips were sealed primly. Her face
was so pale that every freckle she had stood forth clearly. How
strangely—even direly—the great dining-room
affected <i>her</i>—who was so at ease in the nursery! No
smile, no wink, no remark, either lively or sensible, ever
melted the ice of <i>her</i> countenance. And it was with a
look almost akin to pity that Gwendolyn held out a hand.</p>
<p>Jane took it with a great show of affection. Then once more
Potter swung wide the double doors.</p>
<p>Gwendolyn turned her head for a last glimpse of her father,
sitting, grave and haggard, at the far end of the table; at her
beautiful, jeweled mother; at the double line of high-backed
chairs that showed, now a man's stern black-and-white, next the
gayer colors of a woman's dress; at the clustered lights; the
glitter; the roses—</p>
<p>Then the doors closed, making faint the din of chatter and
laughter. And the bronze cage carried Gwendolyn up and up.</p>
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