<h2 id="vi">6. Dr. Benson Confesses</h2>
<p>Ethel and Ted had gone on a short tour of New
England for their honeymoon. The routine of the
hospital resumed, and Eileen Gordon became official
Supervisor of Nurses. Jean was amused at the comparison
of the two girls. For Eileen had taken over
Ethel’s classes, and Jean and the other girls soon
realized that Eileen was every bit as devoted to her
profession as Ethel had been. Eileen was a bit different
from Ethel in that she was new at handling girls.
But there was no question about the fact that she
knew her business. And she was friendly and helpful,
so the students became used to her brusque manner
in class and on the floor.</p>
<p>Jean, Sally, Hedda, Lucy Peckham and Ingeborg
were all in dietetics class when Eileen took over the
class for the first time. The new Supervisor was plainly
nervous, and the students smiled encouragingly at
her as she opened the notebook which Ethel had
left for her.</p>
<p>Eileen toyed with a pencil as she scanned Ethel’s
notes. “You all know, or should know, by this time,”<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_63"></SPAN>[63]</span>
she said, “the importance of a balanced diet.” She
smiled at the class. “I’m rather hoping that one of
you will plan to specialize in dietetics, because we
will be needing a good one for our own kitchen. But
we all have to know about diet ... in fact, every
human being should know about it.” She stopped,
realizing that she was being too repetitious and long-winded.</p>
<p>“Let’s start with the three major groups of foods.
Miss Peckham, will you please name them?”</p>
<p>Lucy smiled and said, “The three major classifications
of foods are fats, carbohydrates and proteins.”</p>
<p>Eileen nodded. “And who can tell me what a
calory is?”</p>
<p>The class groaned in mock despair. Counting calories
was an unpleasant job which some of them
occasionally had to do.</p>
<p>“Something we could do without,” Sally said flippantly.</p>
<p>Eileen laughed with the rest of the class. “As a
woman, I agree with you, Miss Hancock,” she said.
“But as a nurse, I have to send you to the foot of
the class.” She looked about the classroom. “Miss
Craig, will you tell Miss Hancock what a calory is
and why she couldn’t possibly get along without it?”</p>
<p>Jean laughed. “A calory is a unit of heat ... or, in
the case of food which provides fuel, weight. And
Sally would have to have calories or give up eating
altogether.”</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_64"></SPAN>[64]</span>
Eileen nodded as the rest of the class tittered. “Can
anyone name foods which do not have calories?”</p>
<p>The class thought. Lucy raised her hand. “Coffee
doesn’t have any calories,” she said.</p>
<p>Eileen frowned a little and nodded. “Strictly speaking,
I think you can’t exactly call coffee a food. It’s
actually a drug ... or, at least, its main function is
that of a drug.”</p>
<p>“How about salt?” Hedda asked.</p>
<p>“That’s right,” Eileen said. “But of course no pure
<SPAN name="text_moved"></SPAN><ins title="Original has text in next paragraph">minerals
have calories. The function of the mineral
is not to provide body heat.” She flipped a page. “Now</ins>
let’s talk about diets and people. Can someone name
three special categories of people needing different
diets?”</p>
<p>Jean held up her hand. “Adults, children and
<SPAN name="text_moved_up"></SPAN><ins title="Original text moved to previous paragraph">expectant</ins>
mothers.”</p>
<p>Eileen nodded. “Very good. Any more?”</p>
<p>Sally raised her hand. “Sick people have to have lots
of different diets, depending on what’s the matter
with them. And an office worker needs different food
from the food needed by a laborer.”</p>
<p>Eileen hesitated. “You’re right about the first category,
but don’t forget that all people need the same
basic foods, no matter what they do.”</p>
<p>“All except Dr. Benson,” Lucy muttered under her
breath. “He eats people. He’s a wolf!”</p>
<p>Eileen caught part of Lucy’s remark and blushed
fiery red. She hesitated a moment and then decided<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_65"></SPAN>[65]</span>
to pass on to something else. For the rest of the hour,
the class discussed the essentials of a balanced diet.
And when Eileen dismissed them, the class adjourned
for a few minutes in the lounge before they returned
to duty.</p>
<p>They all helped themselves to cokes from the
machine in the lounge and relaxed. Sally giggled as
she opened her coke bottle. “That was a lovely remark
you made in class, Lucy,” she said. “Eileen heard you,
too.”</p>
<p>Lucy made a face. “I don’t care. She feels the same
way we all do.”</p>
<p>Jean looked questioningly at Lucy. “I didn’t know
you knew Dr. Benson that well.”</p>
<p>Sally giggled. “Haven’t you heard? Lucy had a
date with the man himself last night.”</p>
<p>“Really?” Jean asked.</p>
<p>Sally <SPAN name="nodded"></SPAN><ins title="Original has 'nooded'">nodded</ins>.
“Lucy and I made a bargain that the
first one he would ask yesterday to go out would
date him. Just to see if his bark was as bad as his
bite. So he asked Lucy, and Lucy is forthwith ready
to make her report to the clan.”</p>
<p>Lucy took a drink of her coke. “It wasn’t bad at
all,” she confessed. “In fact, I would have been quite
flattered by all the lovely words. That is, I would have
been if my name had been Jean.”</p>
<p>“What on earth are you talking about, Lucy?”
Jean asked.</p>
<p>“Such a crush on you our Dr. Benson has! He<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_66"></SPAN>[66]</span>
talked on and on about you till I almost got insulted.”</p>
<p>The door opened and Eileen came in. “Okay if I
join you?” she asked.</p>
<p>“Come on in,” Sally answered. “We’re having a
time roasting Dr. Benson. Lucy went out with him
last night.”</p>
<p>“So that’s what was behind the remark you made
in class,” Eileen said. “Well, how was it?”</p>
<p>“We went to a movie,” Lucy continued. “Then the
dear doctor started to make a play for poor little
me....”</p>
<p>“Oh, goodness, Lucy!” Eileen interrupted. “You
aren’t actually <em>telling</em> them all about your date!”</p>
<p>“She went out with him on a sort of a dare,” Sally
explained.</p>
<p>Eileen shook her head. “Even so,” she said, “it
doesn’t seem right to talk about it. It’s sort of unkind,
don’t you think?”</p>
<p>Sally grinned. “He has it coming. You know perfectly
well he’s been chasing everyone in sight ever
since he got here. The perfect redhead, disposition
and all.”</p>
<p>Jean shook her head. “I think Eileen’s right,” she
said.</p>
<p>“Oh, for heaven’s sake!” Sally cried. “Now all at
once Dr. Benson is perfectly okay, and we aren’t to
betray his confidences.”</p>
<p>Eileen smiled. “He’s stupid in lots of ways. But he
is a good doctor, and he’s awfully young, after all.
Maybe he’s never been away from home before.”</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_67"></SPAN>[67]</span>
Sally shrugged. “Well, if you feel so tenderly towards
him, why don’t you go out with him, yourself?”</p>
<p>Eileen chuckled. “Never! He’s not my type, in the
first place.”</p>
<p>Jean laughed and put down her coke bottle. “I’m
on duty, so I’d better get back to work. I’m glad you
had such a lovely time, Lucy.” She stretched and
yawned. “Well, so long, gang,” she said.</p>
<p>She hurried down the hall of the second floor to
look at the call sheet. Each day after lunch, the
students were assigned to special duties for the day,
and Jean wanted to check on her assignment. She
frowned as she saw her name opposite that of Dr.
Benson. Then she grinned sheepishly and shrugged
her shoulders. As long as he was on duty, Dr. Benson
would be professional and mannerly. Jean determined
that she would be as pleasant as she could be to the
young man.</p>
<p>Dr. Benson was making routine checks in the contagious
ward when Jean found him. He seemed very
grave as he examined his patients. Jean noted with
satisfaction that he made very thorough checks on
each one. He didn’t even seem to notice Jean as he
worked. Quietly and efficiently she followed him from
patient to patient, making notes on each chart.</p>
<p>“Well, that’s that,” Dr. Benson finally said as he finished
examining his last patient. “Thanks, gorgeous.”</p>
<p>Jean smiled in spite of herself. “Anything else,
Doctor?” she asked.</p>
<p>Dr. Benson ran his fingers through his red hair.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_68"></SPAN>[68]</span>
“I guess not. Not now, anyway. But tell me something,
beautiful? How did I make out with Lucy
last night?”</p>
<p>Jean blushed and looked up at him questioningly.
“I don’t have any idea,” she asked. “Why?”</p>
<p>Dr. Benson grinned wryly. Jean noticed that he had
a dimple near his mouth. “That’s not a straight answer,
and you know it, Miss Craig,” he said. “I know I was
up for discussion today. Well, did you all approve of
my technique?”</p>
<p>Jean instantly felt a warm surge of feeling for the
doctor. He was actually pathetic. He sensed her
reaction and waved his hand as if to brush it off.</p>
<p>“Forget it,” he said brusquely. “My ears are still
burning from a dressing down I got this morning
from Dr. Barsch. I’m still shaky on making out
reports. Well, we all have to learn....” His voice
trailed off, and he grinned. “What’s new with the
boy friend, cutie?” he asked.</p>
<p>“Ralph’s fine,” Jean answered. “He’ll be back next
week.”</p>
<p>“I wonder if he knows what a lucky guy he is,”
Dr. Benson said. “To have a girl waiting for him ...
you know, having someone he cares for thinking so
much of him. Oh well, skip it. This is just a bad
day.”</p>
<p>“I know how to make out reports,” Jean said. “Let
me help you with yours.”</p>
<p>Dr. Benson stared at her. “You want to help me<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_69"></SPAN>[69]</span>
after the way I’ve acted towards you? The other
nurses treat me as if I were poison!”</p>
<p>Dr. Barsch came down the hall. He smiled affectionately
at Jean and nodded to Dr. Benson.</p>
<p>“I’m sorry if I was a bit rough this morning, Doctor,”
he said gravely. “Sometimes I forget how complicated
these reports can be till one becomes used
to them.”</p>
<p>Dr. Benson actually blushed. “It was my fault, sir,”
he admitted, “and I had it coming. Miss Craig has
promised to help me with my next batch.”</p>
<p>“Good. Good,” Dr. Barsch said. “Our great trouble
around here is that we’re too busy to teach routine.
Well, a bright boy like you shouldn’t have any
trouble.”</p>
<p>“Thank you, sir,” Dr. Benson said. “I’ll try to live
up to my notices.”</p>
<p>“I’m sure you will, son,” Dr. Barsch said, clapping
his hand on the boy’s shoulder. Then he smiled and
walked off.</p>
<p>Dr. Benson pounded his
<SPAN name="fist"></SPAN><ins title="Original has 'first'">fist</ins>
into his hand. “That’s
right,” he muttered. “Makes me feel like a heel!”</p>
<p>“Oh, no!” Jean cried, “he didn’t mean to! Dr.
Barsch is a very considerate man!”</p>
<p>Dr. Benson shrugged and turned away. “I can’t
figure out this deal at all. People just aren’t as considerate
as everyone here seems to be. I know. I’ve
been around.”</p>
<p>“You sound so tough,” Jean giggled.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_70"></SPAN>[70]</span>
“Well, I found out a long time ago there’s only one
thing that really is interested in you ... as long as
you have it. And that’s the dollar. People? Huh,
they’re interested in you when you’ve got it. And I’m
going to get it!”</p>
<p>Jean nodded and said, “And that’s why you’re living
on sixty dollars a month as an intern now.”</p>
<p>“It’ll pay off,” the young doctor said.</p>
<p>Jean grinned in spite of herself. “A man with your
intelligence could make a fortune quickly in business
... real estate, for example. But of course you chose
medicine, and now you’re going to tell me you have
to pay back your parents’ financial investment by
going through with it.”</p>
<p>Dr. Benson set his jaw. “My parents! That’s a laugh.
I’ll tell you a secret, Miss Craig. My fairy godmother
sent me through school.”</p>
<p>Jean looked at him in amazement. “I don’t understand,”
she said.</p>
<p>Dr. Benson smiled bitterly. “I think you do. You
all do. I’m not good enough for you and your friends
to date. I am the bright young boy from the other
side of the tracks, didn’t you know? I’m the guy who
sent himself through school. Why, I was out on the
streets of New York peddling papers, shining shoes
... doing anything I could to support my parents,
when I was just a kid.”</p>
<p>Jean gasped. “Really, none of us knew. We didn’t
have any idea...!” she cried. “You were just so ...
so fresh!”</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_71"></SPAN>[71]</span>
Dr. Benson sighed. “Okay,” he said. “Skip it.”</p>
<p>“It really was awful of you to take Lucy out and
talk all evening about me,” Jean said softly.</p>
<p>“I suppose I should have talked about what I really
was interested in. Then you all could have had a real
laugh!”</p>
<p>Jean frowned. “Now listen, Dr. Benson,” she said
coldly, “I think you’ve got things completely mixed
up. If you weren’t so busy feeling sorry for yourself,
you might have noticed what we really are like
here.”</p>
<p>The doctor set his jaw and mimicked her voice as
he said, “All right, what are we all like here?”</p>
<p>Jean resisted the impulse to walk away from him
and said, “I suppose you realize that you’re not the
only one who’s had trouble in the past. Miss Simpson
... I mean, Mrs. Loring ... was raised in an orphanage,
you know. And her husband, Ted, is probably
one of the most popular men in the community today.
He put himself through school. Only he never thought
it was any disgrace to make his own way.”</p>
<p>“And you? What about you and your fine family?
You wouldn’t give me a tumble,” Dr. Benson said.</p>
<p>“If it were any of your business, I could tell you
how we managed to stay together without any money
after the war. And of course I won’t date you when
I’m engaged to someone else. Now forget this nonsense.
We’d all like you if you’d give us the chance.”</p>
<p>Dr. Benson grinned sheepishly. “I really blew off,”
he admitted. “I shouldn’t have bothered you.”</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_72"></SPAN>[72]</span>
Jean smiled. “I’m glad you did. At least I know
now why you seemed to be so ... so....”</p>
<p>“So terrible. Okay, beautiful. Let’s get back to
work. And listen, what I’ve said is just between
you and me. It’s no one else’s business.”</p>
<p>Jean grinned despairingly. Just when Dr. Benson
seemed to let his guard drop, he picked it up again.
But now, at least, she felt confident that he would
discover how to make friends at the clinic.</p>
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