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<h2>CHAPTER XIV</h2> SHE came to meet him, keeping her back to Marston, her face thrust a little forward in the way it had, looking for the protection of Robert's kind eyes. Only when she had his hand in hers she turned. "May I introduce Mr. Wilfrid Marston?" The two men bowed, glancing at each other with eyes urbanely innocent of curiosity. "I'm sorry to have had to keep you waiting," said Kitty. "So am I," said Marston. "Our business took rather longer than we thought." "Business generally does," said Lucy. "It need not have taken quite so long if I could have persuaded Mrs. Tailleur to think a little of her own advantage." "I have," said Kitty, "an admirable adviser in Mr. Marston."[186] "You are always kind. Even if you don't always act on my advice." "Sometimes you think you know your own affairs best." "And sometimes," said Lucy, "it's just possible you do." "Sometimes. I've been telling Mrs. Tailleur that she's incapable of managing her own affairs when it's a question of her own advantage. If you know anything of Mrs. Tailleur, you will agree with me there." "I certainly agree with you, if Mrs. Tailleur will forgive my saying so. I hope I've not come too soon." "Oh, no. Mr. Marston has missed the last train up." "And Mrs. Tailleur has been kind enough to ask me to stop the night." "If you don't prefer the Métropole. Mr. Lucy is not going. Don't—it's all right, Robert." "Are you sure?" "Quite sure. Our business is finished."[187] "All except one or two details which we may perhaps arrange later," said Marston, who preserved a perfect suavity. "How much later?" said Kitty. "I'm not going to arrange anything more to-night." "To-morrow night." "There won't be any to-morrow night—if you're going up to town." "Well, then, perhaps if Mr. Lucy will excuse us, you will give me a moment now. It seems a pity not to put things straight while you're about it." "You can't put things straight at eleven o'clock at night. My poor head's all muddled and aching abominably." "To-morrow morning, then." "There will be no time to-morrow morning. Robert, has Jane gone to bed?" "No, she's sitting up. She wants to speak to you." "Will you bring her to me, please?" He rose. When he had left the room she turned on Marston in a fury.[188] "Wilfrid, you're a beast, a perfect beast." "A man of business, my dear Kitty, very often is. He's paid, you know, for doing beastly things." "They come easy to you." "Is that all the thanks I get for playing up to you? I gave you every point, too." She raged dumbly. "I can't congratulate you on your skill in the game. You'd have given yourself away ten times over—if I hadn't stopped you." "What are you waiting for now, then?" "I have not said good night to your friend Mr. Lucy, nor to you." "You can say good night to me now, and good bye. I shall not see you again." "Pardon me, you will see me to-morrow morning." "No. Never again. I've done with you." "My dear girl, you are absurd. Mr. Lucy is not going to marry you to-morrow morning, is he?" "Well?"[189] "And until he marries you, you haven't exactly done with me." "I see. You want to remind me that the clothes on my back belong to you." He flushed painfully. "I don't want to remind you of anything that may be unpleasant to you. I'm only suggesting that in the circumstances—until you marry him—you can hardly refuse to see me." "Why should I see you? It'll make no difference." "To me, none. To you it may possibly make a considerable difference. There are some points you have evidently not thought of, which it would be well for us to talk over before you think of marrying." She capitulated. "If I see you to-morrow, will you go now?" "I will go, my dear Kitty, the precise moment I see fit. If I were you I should wipe that expression from my face before Mr. Lucy comes in. He might not like it.[190] The pocket-handkerchief might be used with advantage now—just there." In obedience to his indication she passed her hand over the flushed tear-stain. At that moment Lucy entered with his sister. Jane, less guarded than her brother, looked candidly, steadily at Marston, whose face instantly composed itself to reverence and devotion before her young half-spiritual presence. Kitty's voice was scarcely audible as she murmured the ritual of introduction. Lucy was aware of her emotion. "I think," said he, "as Mrs. Tailleur has owned to a bad headache, Mr. Marston and I had better say good night." Marston said it. There was nothing else left for him to say. And as he went through the door that Lucy opened for him, he cursed him in his heart. "Jane," said Kitty. But Jane was looking at the door through which Marston and Robert had just gone.[191] "Robert did that very neatly," said she. "You wanted to get rid of him, didn't you, Kitty?" "I've been trying to get rid of Wilfrid Marston for the last three weeks." She had such wisdom, mothered by fierce necessity, as comes to the foolish at their call. She was standing over little Jane as she spoke, looking down into her pure, uplifted eyes. "You've been crying," she said. "Yes." Jane's eyes were very bright, new-washed with tears. "I know why. It's because of me." "Yes; but it's all right now, Kitty." She did not tell her that ten minutes ago she, too, had been out on the Cliff-side and had had a battle with herself there, and had won it. For little Jane there couldn't be a harder thing in the world than to give Robert up. Of course she had to do it, so there could be no virtue in that. The hard thing was to do it gracefully, beautifully.[192] "What are you going to say to me, Janey? He told you?" "Yes; he told me." "Oh, don't look at me like that, dear. Say if you hate it for him." "I don't hate it. Only, oh, Kitty, dear, do you really love him?" "Yes; I love him." "But—you've only known him ten days. I don't think I could love a man I'd only known ten days." "It makes no difference." "That's what Robert said." "Yes; he said it to me. Ah, I know what you mean. You think it's all very well for him, because men are different. It's me you can't understand; you think I must be horrid." "Oh no, no. It's only—I think I'm different, that's all." "Is that all, Janey?" "Yes." "And will you love me a little if I love[193] him a great deal? Or do you hate me for loving him?" "Kitty—you needn't be afraid. The more you love him the more I shall love you." "Did—did his wife love him? Oh, ought I to have asked you that?" Jane shook her head. "I'm not sure that I ought to tell you." "She didn't, then?" "Oh yes, she did, poor little thing. She loved him all she could." "And it wasn't enough?" "No, I don't think it was, quite. There was something wanting. But I don't think Robert ever knew it." "He knows it now," said Kitty. Her voice lifted with the pride of passion.[194] <hr /> <div style="break-after:column;"></div>

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