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<h3>CHAPTER XXIII</h3>
<h3>Frank Greystock's First Visit to Portray<br/> </h3>
<p>Had Frank Greystock known all that his cousin endured for his
comfort, would he have been grateful? Women, when they are fond of
men, do think much of men's comfort in small matters, and men are apt
to take the good things provided almost as a matter of course. When
Frank Greystock and Herriot reached the cottage about nine o'clock in
the morning, having left London over night by the limited mail train,
the pony at once presented itself to them. It was a little shaggy,
black beast, with a boy almost as shaggy as itself, but they were
both good of their kind. "Oh, you're the laddie with the pownie, are
you?" said Frank, in answer to an announcement made to him by the
boy. He did at once perceive that Lizzie had taken notice of the word
in his note, in which he had suggested that some means of getting
over to Portray would be needed, and he learned from the fact that
she was thinking of him and anxious to see him.</p>
<p>His friend was a man a couple of years younger than himself, who had
hitherto achieved no success at the Bar, but who was nevertheless a
clever, diligent, well-instructed man. He was what the world calls
penniless, having an income from his father just sufficient to keep
him like a gentleman. He was not much known as a sportsman, his
opportunities for shooting not having been great; but he dearly loved
the hills and fresh air, and the few grouse which were,—or were
not,—on Lady Eustace's mountains would go as far with him as they
would with any man. Before he had consented to come with Frank, he
had especially inquired whether there was a game-keeper, and it was
not till he had been assured that there was no officer attached to
the estate worthy of such a name, that he had consented to come upon
his present expedition. "I don't clearly know what a gillie is," he
said, in answer to one of Frank's explanations. "If a gillie means a
lad without any breeches on, I don't mind; but I couldn't stand a
severe man got up in well-made velveteens, who would see through my
ignorance in a moment, and make known by comment the fact that he had
done so." Greystock had promised that there should be no severity,
and Herriot had come. Greystock brought with him two guns, two
fishing-rods, a man-servant, and a huge hamper from Fortnum and
Mason's. Arthur Herriot, whom the attorneys had not yet loved,
brought some very thick boots, a pair of knickerbockers, together
with Stone and Toddy's "Digest of the Common Law." The best of the
legal profession consists in this;—that when you get fairly at work
you may give over working. An aspirant must learn everything; but a
man may make his fortune at it, and know almost nothing. He may
examine a witness with judgment, see through a case with precision,
address a jury with eloquence,—and yet be altogether ignorant of
law. But he must be believed to be a very pundit before he will get a
chance of exercising his judgment, his precision, or his eloquence.
The men whose names are always in the newspapers never look at their
Stone and Toddy,—care for it not at all,—have their Stone and Toddy
got up for them by their juniors when cases require that reference
shall be made to precedents. But till that blessed time has come, a
barrister who means success should carry his Stone and Toddy with him
everywhere. Greystock never thought of the law now, unless he had
some special case in hand; but Herriot could not afford to go out on
his holiday without two volumes of Stone and Toddy's Digest in his
portmanteau.</p>
<p>"You won't mind being left alone for the first morning?" said Frank,
as soon as they had finished the contents of one of the pots from
Fortnum and Mason.</p>
<p>"Not in the least. Stone and Toddy will carry me through."</p>
<p>"I'd go on the mountain if I were you, and get into a habit of steady
loading."</p>
<p>"Perhaps I will take a turn,—just to find out how I feel in the
knickerbockers. At what time shall I dine if you don't come back?"</p>
<p>"I shall certainly be here to dinner," said Frank, "unless the pony
fails me or I get lost on the mountain." Then he started, and Herriot
at once went to work on Stone and Toddy, with a pipe in his mouth. He
had travelled all night, and it is hardly necessary to say that in
five minutes he was fast asleep.</p>
<p>So also had Frank travelled all night, but the pony and the fresh air
kept him awake. The boy had offered to go with him, but that he had
altogether refused;—and, therefore, to his other cares was added
that of finding his way. The sweep of the valleys, however, is long
and not abrupt, and he could hardly miss his road if he would only
make one judicious turn through a gap in a certain wall which lay
half way between the cottage and the castle. He was thinking of the
work in hand, and he found the gap without difficulty. When through
that he ascended the hill for two miles, and then the sea was before
him, and Portray Castle, lying, as it seemed to him at that distance,
close upon the sea-shore. "Upon my word, Lizzie has not done badly
for herself," he said almost aloud, as he looked down upon the fair
sight beneath him, and round upon the mountains, and remembered that,
for her life at least, it was all hers, and after her death would
belong to her son. What more does any human being desire of such a
property than that?</p>
<p>He rode down to the great doorway,—the mountain track which fell on
to the road about half a mile from the castle having been plain
enough, and there he gave up the pony into the hands of no less a man
than Mr. Gowran himself. Gowran had watched the pony coming down the
mountain-side, and had desired to see of what like was "her
leddyship's" cousin. In telling the whole truth of Mr. Gowran, it
must be acknowledged that he thought that his late master had made a
very great mistake in the matter of his marriage. He could not
imagine bad things enough of Lady Eustace, and almost believed that
she was not now, and hadn't been before her marriage, any better than
she should be. The name of Admiral Greystock, as having been the
father of his mistress, had indeed reached his ears; but Andy Gowran
was a suspicious man, and felt no confidence even in an admiral,—in
regard to whom he heard nothing of his having, or having had, a wife.
"It's my fer-rm opeenion she's jist naebody—and waur," he had said
more than once to his own wife, nodding his head with great emphasis
at the last word. He was very anxious, therefore, to see "her
leddyship's" cousin. Mr. Gowran thought that he knew a gentleman when
he saw one. He thought, also, that he knew a lady, and that he didn't
see one when he was engaged with his mistress. Cousin, indeed! "For
the matter o' that, ony man that comes the way may be ca'ed a
coosin." So Mr. Gowran was on the grand sweep before the garden gate,
and took the pony from Frank's hand. "Is Lady Eustace at home?" Frank
asked. Mr. Gowran perceived that Frank was a gentleman, and was
disappointed. And Frank didn't come as a man comes who calls himself
by a false name, and pretends to be an honest cousin when in fact he
is something,—oh, ever so wicked! Mr. Gowran, who was a stern
moralist, was certainly disappointed at Frank's appearance.</p>
<p>Lizzie was in a little sitting-room, reached by a long passage with
steps in the middle, at some corner of the castle which seemed a long
way from the great door. It was a cheerful little room, with chintz
curtains, and a few shelves laden with brightly-bound books, which
had been prepared for Lizzie immediately on her marriage. It looked
out upon the sea, and she had almost taught herself to think that
here she had sat with her adored Florian, gazing in mutual ecstasy
upon the "wide expanse of glittering waves." She was lying back in a
low arm-chair as her cousin entered, and she did not rise to receive
him. Of course she was alone, Miss Macnulty having received a
suggestion that it would be well that she should do a little
gardening in the moat. "Well, Frank?" she said, with her sweetest
smile, as she gave him her hand. She felt and understood the extreme
intimacy which would be implied by her not rising to receive him. As
she could not rush into his arms there was no device by which she
could more clearly show to him how close she regarded his friendship.</p>
<p>"So I am at Portray Castle at last," he said, still holding her hand.</p>
<p>"Yes,—at the dullest, dreariest, deadliest spot in all Christendom,
I think,—if Ayrshire be Christendom. But never mind about that now.
Perhaps, as you are at the other side of the mountain at the Cottage,
we shall find it less dull here at the castle."</p>
<p>"I thought you were to be so happy here."</p>
<p>"Sit down and we'll talk it all over by degrees. What will you
have,—breakfast or lunch?"</p>
<p>"Neither, thank you."</p>
<p>"Of course you'll stay to dinner?"</p>
<p>"No, indeed. I've a man there at the Cottage with me who would cut
his throat in his solitude."</p>
<p>"Let him cut his throat;—but never mind now. As for being happy,
women are never happy without men. I needn't tell any lies to you,
you know. What makes me sure that this fuss about making men and
women all the same must be wrong, is just the fact that men can get
along without women, and women can't without men. My life has been a
burthen to me. But never mind. Tell me about my lord;—my lord and
master."</p>
<p>"Lord Fawn?"</p>
<p>"Who else? What other lord and master? My bosom's own; my heart's
best hope; my spot of terra firma; my cool running brook of fresh
water; my rock; my love; my lord; my all! Is he always thinking of
his absent Lizzie? Does he still toil at Downing Street? Oh, dear; do
you remember, Frank, when he told us that 'one of us must remain in
town?'"</p>
<p>"I have seen him."</p>
<p>"So you wrote me word."</p>
<p>"And I have seen a very obstinate, pig-headed, but nevertheless
honest and truth-speaking gentleman."</p>
<p>"Frank, I don't care twopence for his honesty and truth. If he
ill-treats me—" Then she paused; looking into his face she had seen
at once by the manner in which he had taken her badinage, without a
smile, that it was necessary that she should be serious as to her
matrimonial prospects. "I suppose I had better let you tell your
story," she said, "and I will sit still and listen."</p>
<p>"He means to ill-treat you."</p>
<p>"And you will let him?"</p>
<p>"You had better listen, as you promised, Lizzie. He declares that the
marriage must be off at once unless you will send those diamonds to
Mr. Camperdown or to the jewellers."</p>
<p>"And by what law or rule does he justify himself in a decision so
monstrous? Is he prepared to prove that the property is not my own?"</p>
<p>"If you ask me my opinion as a lawyer, I doubt whether any such proof
can be shown. But as a man and a friend I do advise you to give them
up."</p>
<p>"Never!"</p>
<p>"You must, of course, judge for yourself;—but that is my advice. You
had better, however, hear my whole story."</p>
<p>"Certainly," said Lizzie. Her whole manner was now changed. She had
extricated herself from the crouching position in which her feet, her
curl, her arms, her whole body had been so arranged as to combine the
charm of her beauty with the charm of proffered intimacy. Her dress
was such as a woman would wear to receive her brother, and yet it had
been studied. She had no gems about her but what she might well wear
in her ordinary life, and yet the very rings on her fingers had not
been put on without reference to her cousin Frank. Her position had
been one of lounging ease, such as a woman might adopt when all
alone, giving herself all the luxuries of solitude;—but she had
adopted it in special reference to cousin Frank. Now she was in
earnest, with business before her; and though it may be said of her
that she could never forget her appearance in presence of a man whom
she desired to please, her curl, and rings, and attitude were for the
moment in the background. She had seated herself on a common chair,
with her hands upon the table, and was looking into Frank's face with
eager, eloquent, and combative eyes. She would take his law, because
she believed in it; but, as far as she could see as yet, she would
not take his advice unless it were backed by his law.</p>
<p>"Mr. Camperdown," continued Greystock, "has consented to prepare a
case for opinion, though he will not agree that the Eustace estate
shall be bound by that opinion."</p>
<p>"Then what's the good of it?"</p>
<p>"We shall at least know, all of us, what is the opinion of some
lawyer qualified to understand the circumstances of the case."</p>
<p>"Why isn't your opinion as good as that of any lawyer?"</p>
<p>"I couldn't give an opinion;—not otherwise than as a private friend
to you, which is worth nothing, unless for your private guidance. Mr.
<span class="nowrap">Camperdown—"</span></p>
<p>"I don't care one straw for Mr. Camperdown."</p>
<p>"Just let me finish."</p>
<p>"Oh, certainly;—and you mustn't be angry with me, Frank. The matter
is so much to me; isn't it?"</p>
<p>"I won't be angry. Do I look as if I were angry? Mr. Camperdown is
right."</p>
<p>"I daresay he may be—what you call right. But I don't care about Mr.
Camperdown a bit."</p>
<p>"He has no power, nor has John Eustace any power, to decide that the
property which may belong to a third person shall be jeopardised by
any arbitration. The third person could not be made to lose his legal
right by any such arbitration, and his claim, if made, would still
have to be tried."</p>
<p>"Who is the third person, Frank?"</p>
<p>"Your own child at present."</p>
<p>"And will not he have it any way?"</p>
<p>"Camperdown and John Eustace say that it belongs to him at present.
It is a point that, no doubt, should be settled."</p>
<p>"To whom do you say that it belongs?"</p>
<p>"That is a question I am not prepared to answer."</p>
<p>"To whom do you think that it belongs?"</p>
<p>"I have refused to look at a single paper on the subject, and my
opinion is worth nothing. From what I have heard in conversation with
Mr. Camperdown and John Eustace, I cannot find that they make their
case good."</p>
<p>"Nor can I," said Lizzie.</p>
<p>"A case is to be prepared for Mr. Dove."</p>
<p>"Who is Mr. Dove?"</p>
<p>"Mr. Dove is a barrister, and no doubt a very clever fellow. If his
opinion be such as Mr. Camperdown expects, he will at once proceed
against you at law for the immediate recovery of the necklace."</p>
<p>"I shall be ready for him," said Lizzie, and as she spoke all her
little feminine softnesses were for the moment laid aside.</p>
<p>"If Mr. Dove's opinion be in your favour—"</p>
<p>"Well," said Lizzie,—"what then?"</p>
<p>"In that case Mr. Camperdown, acting on behalf of John Eustace and
young <span class="nowrap">Florian—"</span></p>
<p>"How dreadful it is to hear of my bitterest enemy acting on behalf of
my own child!" said Lizzie, holding up her hands piteously. "Well?"</p>
<p>"In that case Mr. Camperdown will serve you with some notice that the
jewels are not yours,—to part with them as you may please."</p>
<p>"But they will be mine."</p>
<p>"He says not;—but in such case he will content himself with taking
steps which may prevent you from selling them."</p>
<p>"Who says that I want to sell them?" demanded Lizzie indignantly.</p>
<p>"Or from giving them away,—say to a second husband."</p>
<p>"How little they know me!"</p>
<p>"Now I have told you all about Mr. Camperdown."</p>
<p>"Yes."</p>
<p>"And the next thing is to tell you about Lord Fawn."</p>
<p>"That is everything. I care nothing for Mr. Camperdown; nor yet for
Mr. Dove,—if that is his absurd name. Lord Fawn is of more moment to
me,—though, indeed, he has given me but little cause to say so."</p>
<p>"In the first place, I must explain to you that Lord Fawn is very
unhappy."</p>
<p>"He may thank himself for it."</p>
<p>"He is pulled this way and that, and is half distraught; but he has
stated with as much positive assurance as such a man can assume, that
the match must be regarded as broken off unless you will at once
restore the necklace."</p>
<p>"He does?"</p>
<p>"He has commissioned me to give you that message;—and it is my duty,
Lizzie, as your friend, to tell you my conviction that he repents his
engagement."</p>
<p>She now rose from her chair and began to walk about the room. "He
shall not go back from it. He shall learn that I am not a creature at
his own disposal in that way. He shall find that I have some
strength,—if you have none."</p>
<p>"What would you have had me do?"</p>
<p>"Taken him by the throat," said Lizzie.</p>
<p>"Taking by the throat in these days seldom forwards any
object,—unless the taken one be known to the police. I think Lord
Fawn is behaving very badly, and I have told him so. No doubt he is
under the influence of others,—mother and sisters,—who are not
friendly to you."</p>
<p>"False-faced idiots!" said Lizzie.</p>
<p>"He himself is somewhat afraid of me,—is much afraid of you;—is
afraid of what people will say of him; and,—to give him his due,—is
afraid also of doing what is wrong. He is timid, weak, conscientious,
and wretched. If you have set your heart upon marrying <span class="nowrap">
him—"</span></p>
<p>"My heart!" said Lizzie scornfully.</p>
<p>"Or your mind,—you can have him by simply sending the diamonds to
the jewellers. Whatever may be his wishes, in that case he will
redeem his word."</p>
<p>"Not for him or all that belongs to him! It wouldn't be much. He's
just a pauper with a name."</p>
<p>"Then your loss will be so much the less."</p>
<p>"But what right has he to treat me so? Did you ever before hear of
such a thing? Why is he to be allowed to go back,—without
punishment,—more than another?"</p>
<p>"What punishment would you wish?"</p>
<p>"That he should be beaten within an inch of his life;—and if the
inch were not there, I should not complain."</p>
<p>"And I am to do it,—to my absolute ruin, and to your great injury?"</p>
<p>"I think I could almost do it myself." And Lizzie raised her hand as
though there were some weapon in it. "But, Frank, there must be
something. You wouldn't have me sit down and bear it. All the world
has been told of the engagement. There must be some punishment."</p>
<p>"You would not wish to have an action brought,—for breach of
promise?"</p>
<p>"I would wish to do whatever would hurt him most,—without hurting
myself," said Lizzie.</p>
<p>"You won't give up the necklace?" said Frank.</p>
<p>"Certainly not," said Lizzie. "Give it up for his sake,—a man that I
have always despised?"</p>
<p>"Then you had better let him go."</p>
<p>"I will not let him go. What,—to be pointed at as the woman that
Lord Fawn had jilted? Never! My necklace should be nothing more to
him than this ring." And she drew from her finger a little circlet of
gold with a stone, for which she had owed Messrs. Harter and Benjamin
five-and-thirty pounds till Sir Florian had settled that account for
her. "What cause can he give for such treatment?"</p>
<p>"He acknowledges that there is no cause which he can state openly."</p>
<p>"And I am to bear it? And it is you that tell me so? Oh, Frank!"</p>
<p>"Let us understand each other, Lizzie. I will not fight him,—that
is, with pistols; nor will I attempt to thrash him. It would be
useless to argue whether public opinion is right or wrong; but public
opinion is now so much opposed to that kind of thing, that it is out
of the question. I should injure your position and destroy my own. If
you mean to quarrel with me on that score, you had better say so."</p>
<p>Perhaps at that moment he almost wished that she would quarrel with
him, but she was otherwise disposed. "Oh, Frank," she said, "do not
desert me."</p>
<p>"I will not desert you."</p>
<p>"You feel that I am ill-used, Frank?"</p>
<p>"I do. I think that his conduct is inexcusable."</p>
<p>"And there is to be no punishment?" she asked, with that strong
indignation at injustice which the unjust always feel when they are
injured.</p>
<p>"If you carry yourself well,—quietly and with dignity,—the world
will punish him."</p>
<p>"I don't believe a bit of it. I am not a Patient Grizel who can
content myself with heaping benefits on those who injure me, and then
thinking that they are coals of fire. Lucy Morris is one of that
sort." Frank ought to have resented the attack, but he did not. "I
have no such tame virtues. I'll tell him to his face what he is. I'll
lead him such a life that he shall be sick of the very name of
necklace."</p>
<p>"You cannot ask him to marry you."</p>
<p>"I will. What, not ask a man to keep his promise when you are engaged
to him? I am not going to be such a girl as that."</p>
<p>"Do you love him, then?"</p>
<p>"Love him! I hate him. I always despised him, and now I hate him."</p>
<p>"And yet you would marry him?"</p>
<p>"Not for worlds, Frank. No. Because you advised me, I thought that I
would do so. Yes, you did, Frank. But for you I would never have
dreamed of taking him. You know, Frank, how it was,—when you told me
of him and wouldn't come to me yourself." Now again she was sitting
close to him and had her hand upon his arm. "No, Frank; even to
please you I could not marry him now. But I'll tell you what I'll do.
He shall ask me again. In spite of those idiots at Richmond he shall
kneel at my feet,—necklace or no necklace; and then,—then I'll tell
him what I think of him. Marry him! I would not touch him with a pair
of tongs." As she said this, she was holding her cousin fast by the
hand.</p>
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