<h2>VI</h2>
<p class="cap">FOR one solid hour Hilton
stared at the wall, motionless
and silent. Then, shaking
himself and stretching, he
glanced at his clock.</p>
<p>A little over an hour to
supper-time. They'd all be
aboard. He'd talk this new
idea over with Teddy Blake.
He gathered up a few papers
and was stapling them together
when Karns walked in.</p>
<p>"Hi, Bill—speak of the
devil! I was just thinking
about you."</p>
<p>"I'll just bet you were."
Karns sat down, leaned over,
and took a cigarette out of
the box on the desk. "And
nothing printable, either."</p>
<p>"Chip-chop, fellow, on that
kind of noise," Hilton said.
The team-chief looked actually
haggard. Blue-black
rings encircled both eyes. His
powerful body slumped.
"How long has it been since
you had a good night's
sleep?"</p>
<p>"How long have I been on
this job? Exactly one hundred
and twenty days. I did
get some sleep for the first
few weeks, though."</p>
<p>"Yeah. So answer me one
question. How much good
will you do us after they've
wrapped you up in one of
those canvas affairs that lace
up the back?"</p>
<p>"Huh? Oh ... but damn it,
Jarve, I'm holding up the
whole procession. Everybody
on the project's just sitting
around on their tokuses waiting
for me to get something
done and I'm not doing it. I'm
going so slow a snail is lightning
in comparison!"</p>
<p>"Calm down, big fellow.
Don't rupture a gut or blow
a gasket. I've talked to you
before, but this time I'm going
to smack you bow-legged.
So stick out those big, floppy
ears of yours and really
<i>listen</i>. Here are three words
that I want you to pin up
somewhere where you can see
them all day long: SPEED
IS RELATIVE. Look back,
see how far up the hill you've
come, and then balance one
hundred and twenty days
against ten years."</p>
<p>"What? You mean you'll
actually sit still for me holding
everything up for ten
years?"</p>
<p>"You use the perpendicular
pronoun too much and in the
wrong places. On the hits it's
'we', but on the flops it's 'I'.
Quit it. Everything on this
job is 'we'. Terra's best
brains are on Team One and
are going to stay there. You
will not—repeat NOT—be interfered
with, pushed around
or kicked around. You see,
Bill, I know what you're up
against."</p>
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<p>"Yes, I guess you do. One
of the damned few who do.
But even if you personally
are willing to give us ten
years, how in hell do you
think you can swing it? How
about the Navy—the Stretts—even
the Board?"</p>
<p>"They're my business, Bill,
not yours. However, to give
you a little boost, I'll tell you.
With the Navy, I'll give 'em
the Fuel Bin if I have to. The
Omans have been taking care
of the Stretts for twenty-seven
hundred centuries, so
I'm not the least bit worried
about their ability to keep on
doing it for ten years more.
And if the Board—or anybody
else—sticks their runny little
noses into Project Theta
Orionis I'll slap a quarantine
onto both these solar systems
that a microbe couldn't get
through!"</p>
<p>"You'd go <i>that</i> far? Why,
you'd be ..."</p>
<hr style='width: 25%;' />
<p class="cap">"DO you think I
wouldn't?" Hilton
snapped. "Look at me, Junior!"
Eyes locked and held.
"Do you think, for one minute,
that I'll let anybody on
all of God's worlds pull <i>me</i>
off of this job or interfere
with my handling of it unless
and until I'm damned positively
certain that we can't
handle it?"</p>
<p>Karns relaxed visibly; the
lines of strain eased. "Putting
it in those words makes me
feel better. I <i>will</i> sleep to-night—and
without any pills,
either."</p>
<p>"Sure you will. One more
thought. We all put in more
than ten years getting our
Terran educations, and an
Oman education is a lot
tougher."</p>
<p>Really smiling for the first
time in weeks, Karns left the
office and Hilton glanced
again at his clock.</p>
<p>Pretty late now to see Teddy
... besides, he'd better not.
She was probably keyed up
about as high as Bill was, and
in no shape to do the kind of
thinking he wanted of her on
this stuff. Better wait a couple
of days.</p>
<p>On the following morning,
before breakfast, Theodora
was waiting for him outside
the mess-hall.</p>
<p>"Good morning, Jarve," she
caroled. Reaching up, she
took him by both ears, pulled
his head down and kissed him.
As soon as he perceived her
intent, he cooperated enthusiastically.
"What <i>did</i> you do
to Bill?"</p>
<p>"Oh, you don't love me for
myself alone, then, but just
on account of <i>that</i> big jerk?"</p>
<p>"That's right." Her artist's-model
face, startlingly beautiful
now, fairly glowed.</p>
<p>Just then Temple Bells
strolled up to them. "Morning,
you two lovely people."
She hugged Hilton's arm as
usual. "Shame on you, Teddy.
But I wish <i>I</i> had the nerve
to kiss him like that."</p>
<p>"Nerve? You?" Teddy
laughed as Hilton picked
Temple up and kissed her in
exactly the same fashion—he
hoped!—as he had just kissed
Teddy. "You've got more
nerve than an aching tooth.
But as Jarve would say it,
'scat, kitten'. We're having
breakfast <i>a la twosome</i>. We've
got things to talk about."</p>
<p>"All right for <i>you</i>," Temple
said darkly, although her dazzling
smile belied her tone.
That first kiss, casual-seeming
as it had been, had carried
vastly more freight than any
observer could perceive. "I'll
hunt Bill up and make passes
at him, see if I don't.
<i>That'll</i> learn ya!"</p>
<hr style='width: 25%;' />
<p class="cap">THEODORA and Hilton
did have their breakfast <i>a
deux</i>—but she did not realize
until afterward that he had
not answered her question as
to what he had done to her
Bill.</p>
<p>As has been said, Hilton
had made it a prime factor of
his job to become thoroughly
well acquainted with every
member of his staff. He had
studied them <i>en masse</i>, in
groups and singly. He had
never, however, cornered
Theodora Blake for individual
study. Considering the
power and the quality of her
mind, and the field which was
her specialty, it had not been
necessary.</p>
<p>Thus it was with no ulterior
motives at all that, three
evenings later, he walked
her cubby-hole office and
tossed the stapled papers onto
her desk. "Free for a couple
of minutes, Teddy? I've got
troubles."</p>
<p>"I'll say you have." Her
lovely lips curled into an expression
he had never before
seen her wear—a veritable
sneer. "But these are not
them." She tossed the papers
into a drawer and stuck out
her chin. Her face turned as
hard as such a beautiful face
could. Her eyes dug steadily
into his.</p>
<p>Hilton—inwardly—flinched.
His mind flashed
backward. She too had been
working under stress, of
course; but that wasn't
enough. What could he have
<i>possibly</i> done to put Teddy
Blake, of all people, onto
such a warpath as this?</p>
<p>"I've been wondering when
you were going to try to put
<i>me</i> through your wringer,"
she went on, in the same cold,
hard voice, "and I've been
waiting to tell you something.
You have wrapped all
the other women around your
fingers like so many rings—and
what a <i>sickening</i> exhibition
that has been!—but you
are not going to make either
a ring or a lap-dog out of me."</p>
<p>Almost but not quite too
late Hilton saw through that
perfect act. He seized her
right hand in both of his, held
it up over her head, and
waved it back and forth in
the sign of victory.</p>
<p>"Socked me with my own
club!" he exulted, laughing
delightedly, boyishly. "And
came within a tenth of a split
red hair! If it hadn't been so
absolutely out of character
you'd've got away with it.
<i>What</i> a load of stuff! I was
right—of all the women on
this project, you're the only
one I've ever been really
afraid of."</p>
<p>"Oh, damn. Ouch!" She
grinned ruefully. "I hit you
with everything I had and it
just bounced. You're an operator,
chief. Hit 'em hard, at
completely unexpected angles.
Keep 'em staggering,
completely off balance. Tell
'em nothing—let 'em deduce
your lies for themselves. And
it anybody tries to slug you
back, like I did just now,
duck it and clobber him in
another unprotected spot.
Watching you work has been
not only a delight, but also a
liberal education."</p>
<hr style='width: 25%;' />
<p class="cap">"THANKS. I love you, too,
Teddy." He lighted two
cigarettes, handed her one.
"I'm glad, though, to lay it
flat on the table with you, because
in any battle of wits
with <i>you</i> I'm licked before
we start."</p>
<p>"Yeah. You just proved it.
And after licking me hands
down, you think you can
square it by swinging the old
shovel that way?" She did not
quite know whether to feel
resentful or not.</p>
<p>"Think over a couple of
things. First, with the possible
exception of Temple
Bells, you're the best brain
aboard."</p>
<p>"No. You are. Then Temple.
Then there are ..."</p>
<p>"Hold it. You know as well
as I do that accurate self-judgment
is impossible. Second,
the jam we're in. Do I,
or don't I, want to lay it on
the table with you, now and
from here on? Bore into that
with your Class A Double-Prime
brain. Then tell me."
He leaned back, half-closed
his eyes and smoked lazily.</p>
<p>She stiffened; narrowed her
eyes in concentration; and
thought. Finally: "Yes, you
do; and I'm gladder of that
than you will ever know."</p>
<p>"I think I know already,
since you're her best friend
and the only other woman I
know of in her class. But I
came in to kick a couple of
things around with you. As
you've noticed, that's getting
to be my favorite indoor
sport. Probably because I'm a
sort of jackleg theoretician
myself."</p>
<p>"You can frame that, Jarve,
as the understatement of the
century. But first, you are
going to answer that question
you sidestepped so neatly."</p>
<p>"What I did to Bill? I finally
convinced him that nobody
expected the team to do
that big a job overnight. That
you could have ten years. Or
more, if necessary."</p>
<p>"I see." She frowned. "But
you and I both know that we
<i>can't</i> string it out that long."</p>
<p>He did not answer immediately.
"We <i>could</i>. But we
probably won't ... unless we
have to. We should know,
long before that, whether
we'll have to switch to some
other line of attack. You've
considered the possibilities,
of course. Have you got anything
in shape to do a fine-tooth
on?"</p>
<p>"Not yet. That is, except
for the ultimate, which is too
ghastly to even consider except
as an ultimately last resort.
Have you?"</p>
<p>"I know what you mean.
No, I haven't, either. You
don't think, then, that we had
better do any collaborative
thinking yet?"</p>
<p>"Definitely not. There's altogether
too much danger of
setting both our lines of
thought into one dead-end
channel."</p>
<p>"Check. The other thing I
wanted from you is your considered
opinion as to my job
on the organization as a
whole. And don't pull your
punches. Are we in good
shape or not? What can I do
to improve the setup?"</p>
<hr style='width: 25%;' />
<p class="cap">"I HAVE already considered
that very thing—at great
length. And honestly, Jarve,
I don't see how it can be improved
in any respect. You've
done a marvelous job. Much
better than I thought possible
at first." He heaved a deep
sigh of relief and she went
on: "This could very easily
have become a God-awful
mess. But the Board knew
what they were doing—especially
as to top man—so
there are only about four people
aboard who realize what
you have done. Alex Kincaid
and Sandra Cummings are
two of them. One of the three
girls is very deeply and very
truly in love with you."</p>
<p>"Ordinarily I'd say 'no
comment', but we're laying
on the line ... well ..."</p>
<p>"You'll lay <i>that</i> on the line
only if I corkscrew it out
you, so I'll Q.E.D. it. You
probably know that when
Sandy gets done playing
around it'll be ..."</p>
<p>"Bounce back, Teddy. She
isn't—hasn't been. If anything,
too much the opposite.
A dedicated-scientist type."</p>
<p>She smiled—a highly cryptic
smile. For a man as brilliant
and as penetrant in every
other respect ... but after
all, if the big dope didn't realize
that half the women
aboard, including Sandy, had
been making passes at him,
she certainly wouldn't
enlighten him. Besides, that one
particular area of obtuseness
was a real part of his charm.
Wherefore she said merely:
"I'm not sure whether I'm a
bit catty or you're a bit stupid.
Anyway, it's Alex she's
really in love with. And you
already know about Bill and
me."</p>
<p>"Of course. He's tops. One
of the world's very finest.
You're in the same bracket,
and as a couple you're a drive
fit. One in a million."</p>
<p>"Now I can say 'I love you,
too', too." She paused for half
a minute, then stubbed out her
cigarette and shrugged. "Now
I'm going to stick my neck
way, way out. You can knock
it off if you like. She's a tremendous
lot of woman, and
if ... well, strong as she is,
it'd shatter her to bits. So,
I'd like to ask ... I don't
quite ... well, <i>is</i> she going to
get hurt?"</p>
<p>"Have I managed to hide it
<i>that</i> well? From <i>you</i>?"</p>
<p>It was her turn to show relief.
"Perfectly. Even—or especially—that
time you
kissed her. So damned perfectly
that I've been scared
green. I've been waking myself
up, screaming, in the middle
of the night. You couldn't
let on, of course. That's the
hell of such a job as yours.
The rest of us can smooch
around all over the place. I
knew the question was extremely
improper—thanks a
million for answering it."</p>
<p>"I haven't started to answer
it yet. I said I'd lay everything
on the line, so here
it is. Saying she's a tremendous
lot of woman is like calling
the <i>Perseus</i> a nice little
baby's-bathtub toy boat. I'd
go to hell for her any time,
cheerfully, standing straight
up, wading into brimstone
and lava up to the eyeballs.
If anything ever hurts her
it'll be because I'm not man
enough to block it. And just
the minute this damned job
is over, or even sooner if
enough of you couples make
it so I can ..."</p>
<p>"Jarvis!" she shrieked.
Jumping up, she kissed him
enthusiastically. "That's just
wonderful!"</p>
<hr style='width: 25%;' />
<p class="cap">HE thought it was pretty
wonderful, too; and after
ten minutes more of conversation
he got up and turned
toward the door.</p>
<p>"I feel a lot better, Teddy.
Thanks for being such a nice
pressure-relief valve. Would
you mind it too much if I
come in and sob on your bosom
again some day?"</p>
<p>"I'd love it!" She laughed;
then, as he again started to
leave: "Wait a minute, I'm
thinking ... it'd be more fun to
sob on <i>her</i> bosom. You haven't
even kissed her yet, have you?
I mean <i>really</i> kissed her?"</p>
<p>"You know I haven't. She's
the one person aboard I can't
be alone with for a second."</p>
<p>"True. But I know of one
chaperone who could become
deaf and blind," she said, with
a broad and happy grin. "On
my door, you know, there's a
huge invisible sign that says,
to everyone except you,
'STOP! BRAIN AT WORK!
SILENCE!', and if I were
properly approached and sufficiently
urged, I might ... I
just <i>conceivably</i> might ..."</p>
<p>"Consider it done, you little
sweetheart! Up to and including
my most vigorous
and most insidious attempts
at seduction."</p>
<p>"Done. Maneuver your big,
husky carcass around here behind
the desk so the door can
open." She flipped a switch
and punched a number. "I can
call anybody in here, any
time, you know. Hello, dear,
this is Teddy. Can you come
in for just a few minutes?
Thanks." And, one minute later,
there came a light tap on
the door.</p>
<p>"Come in," Teddy called,
and Temple Bells entered the
room. She showed no surprise
at seeing Hilton.</p>
<p>"Hi, chief," she said. "It
must be something both big
and tough, to have you and
Teddy both on it."</p>
<p>"You're so right. It was
very big and very tough. But
it's solved, darling, so ..."</p>
<p>"<i>Darling?</i>" she gasped, almost
inaudibly, both hands
flying to her throat. Her eyes
flashed toward the other
woman.</p>
<p>"Teddy knows all about us—accessory
before, during
and after the fact."</p>
<p>"<i>Darling!</i>" This time, the
word was a shriek. She extended
both arms and started
forward.</p>
<p>Hilton did not bother to
maneuver his "big, husky carcass"
around the desk, but
simply hurdled it, straight
toward her.</p>
<hr style='width: 25%;' />
<p class="cap">TEMPLE Bells was a tall,
lithe, strong woman; and
all the power of her arms and
torso went into the ensuing
effort to crack Hilton's ribs.
Those ribs, however, were
highly capable structural
members; and furthermore,
they were protected by thick
slabs of hard, hard muscle.
And, fortunately, he was not
trying to fracture <i>her</i> ribs.
His pressures were distributed
much more widely. He
was, according to promise,
doing his very best to flatten
her whole resilient body out
flat.</p>
<p>And as they stood there,
locked together in sheerest
ecstasy, Theodora Blake began
openly and unashamedly
to cry.</p>
<p>It was Temple who first
came up for air. She wriggled
loose from one of his arms,
felt of her hair and gazed unseeingly
into her mirror.
"That was <i>wonderful</i>, sweetheart,"
she said then, shakily.
"And I can <i>never</i> thank you
enough, Teddy. But we can't
do this very often ... can we?"
The addendum fairly begged
for contradiction.</p>
<p>"Not too often, I'm afraid,"
Hilton said, and Theodora
agreed....</p>
<p>"Well," the man said, somewhat
later, "I'll leave you two
ladies to your knitting, or
whatever. After a couple of
short ones for the road, that
is."</p>
<p>"Not looking like that!"
Teddy said, sharply. "Hold
still and we'll clean you up."
Then, as both girls went to
work:</p>
<p>"If anybody ever sees you
coming out of this office
looking like <i>that</i>," she went
on, darkly, "and Bill finds
out about it, he'll think it's
<i>my</i> lipstick smeared all over
you and I'll strangle you to
death with my bare hands!"</p>
<p>"And that was supposed to
be kissproof lipstick, too,"
Temple said, seriously—although
her whole face glowed
and her eyes danced. "You
know, I'll never believe another
advertisement I read."</p>
<p>"Oh, I wouldn't go so far
as to say that, if I were you."
Teddy's voice was gravity itself,
although she, too, was
bubbling over. "It probably
<i>is</i> kissproof. I don't think
'kissing' is quite the word for
the performance you just
staged. To stand up under
such punishment as you gave
it, my dear, anything would
have to be tattooed in, not
just put on."</p>
<p>"Hey!" Hilton protested.
"You promised to be deaf and
blind!"</p>
<p>"I did no such thing. I said
'could', not 'would'. Why, I
wouldn't have missed that for
<i>anything</i>!"</p>
<p>When Hilton left the room
he was apparently, in every
respect, his usual self-contained
self. However, it was
not until the following morning
that he so much as
thought of the sheaf of papers
lying unread in the
drawer of Theodora Blake's
desk.</p>
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