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<h3> CHAPTER V </h3>
<h3> "Next Monday Morning" </h3>
<p>There was a trunk standing in the hall, and a large, much-travelled
portmanteau, and there were labels on them that said: "Miss Helen
Woolcot, The Misses Burton, Mount Victoria."</p>
<p>In the nursery breakfast was proceeding spasmodically. Meg's
blue eyes were all red and swollen with crying, and she was still
sniffing audibly as she poured out the coffee. Pip had his hands
in his pockets and stood on the hearthrug, looking gloomily at a
certain plate, and refusing breakfast altogether; the General was
crashing his own mug and plate joyously together; and Bunty
was eating bread and butter in stolid silence.</p>
<p>Judy, white-faced and dry-eyed, was sitting at the table, and Nell
and Baby were clinging to either arm. All the three days between
that black Thursday and this doleful morning she had been obstinately
uncaring. Her spirits had never seemed higher, her eyes brighter,
her tongue sharper, than during that interval of days; and she had
pretended to everyone, and her father, that she especially thought
boarding school must be great fun, and that she should enjoy it
immensely.</p>
<p>But this morning she had collapsed altogether. All the time before,
her hot childish heart had been telling her that her father could
not really be so cruel, that he did not really mean to send her
away among strangers, away from dear, muddled old Misrule and all
her sisters and brothers; he was only saying it to frighten her,
she kept saying to herself, and she would show him she was not
a chickenhearted baby.</p>
<p>But on Sunday night, when she saw a trunk carried downstairs
and filled with her things and labelled with her name, a cold
hand seemed to close about her heart. Still, she said to herself,
he was doing all this to make it seem more real.</p>
<p>But now it was morning, and she could disbelieve it no longer.
Esther had come to her bedside and kissed her sorrowfully, her
beautiful face troubled and tender. She had begged as she had
never done before for a remission of poor Judy's sentence, but
the Captain was adamant. It was she and she only who was always
ringleader in everything; the others would behave when she was not
there to incite them to mischief and go she should. Besides, he
said, it would be the making of her. It was an excellent school
he had chosen for her; the ladies who kept it were kind, but very
firm, and Judy was being ruined for want of a firm hand. Which,
indeed, was in a measure true.</p>
<p>Judy sat bolt upright in bed at the sight of Esther's sorrowful
face.</p>
<p>"It's no good, dear; there's no way out of it," she said gently.
"But you'll go like a brave girl, won't you, Ju-Ju? You always
were the sort to die game, as Pip says."</p>
<p>Judy gulped down a great lump in her throat, and her poor little
face grew white and drawn.</p>
<p>"It's all right, Essie. There, you go on down to breakfast,"
she said, in a voice that, only shook a little; "and please
leave the General, Esther; I'll bring him down with me."</p>
<p>Esther deposited her little fat son on the pillow, and with one
loving backward glance went out of the door.</p>
<p>And Judy pulled the little lad down into her arms, and covered the
bedclothes right over both their heads, and held him in a fierce,
almost desperate clasp for a minute or two, and buried her face
in his soft, dimpled neck, and kissed it till her lips ached.</p>
<p>He fought manfully against these troublesome proceedings, and at
last objected, with an angry scream, to being suffocated. So she
flung back the clothes and got out of bed, leaving him to burrow
about among the pillows, and pull feathers out of a hole in one
of them.</p>
<p>She dressed in a quick nervous fashion, did her hair with more
care than usual, and then picked up the General and took him along
the passage into the nursery. All the others were here, and, with
Esther, were evidently discussing her. The three girls looked
tearful and protesting; Pip had just been brought to book for
speaking disrespectfully of his father, and was looking sullen;
and Bunty, not knowing what else to do at such a crisis, had fallen
to catching flies, and was viciously taking off their wings.</p>
<p>It was a wretched meal: The bell sounded for the downstairs
breakfast, and Esther had to go. Everyone offered Judy everything
on the table, and spoke gently and politely to her. She seemed
to be apart from them, a person not to be lightly treated in the
dignity of this great trouble. Her dress, too, was quite new—a
neat blue serge fresh from the dressmaker's hands; her boots
were blacked and bright, her stockings guiltless of ventilatory
chasms. All this helped to make her a Judy quite different from
the harum-scarum one of a few days back, who used to come to
breakfast looking as if her clothes had been pitchforked upon her.</p>
<p>Baby addressed herself to her porridge for one minute, but the
next her feelings overcame her, and, with a little wail, she rushed
round the table to Judy, and hung on her arm sobbing. This
destroyed the balance of the whole company. Nell got the other arm
and swayed to and fro in an excess of misery. Meg's tears rained
down into her teacup; Pip dug his heel in the hearthrug, and
wondered what was the matter with his eyes; and even Bunty's
appetite for bread and butter diminished.</p>
<p>Judy sat there silent; she had pushed back her unused plate, and
sat regarding it with an expression of utter despair on her
young face. She looked like a miniature tragedy queen going to
immediate execution.</p>
<p>Presently Bunty got off his chair, covered up his coffee with his
saucer to keep the flies out, and solemnly left the room. In a
minute he returned with a pickle bottle, containing an enormous
green frog.</p>
<p>"You can have it to keep for your very own, Judy," he said, in a
tone of almost reckless sadness. "It'll, keep you amused, perhaps,
at school." Self-sacrifice could go no further, for this frog was
the darling of Bunty's heart.</p>
<p>This stimulated the others; everyone fetched some offering to lay
at Judy's shrine for a keepsake. Meg brought a bracelet, plaited
out of the hair of a defunct pet pony. Pip gave his three-bladed
pocketknife. Nell a pot of musk that she had watered and cherished
for a year, Baby had a broken-nosed doll, that was the Benjamin of
her large family.</p>
<p>"Put them in the trunk, Meg—there's room on top, I think," Judy
said in a choking voice, and deeply touched by these gifts. "Oh!
and, Bunty, dear! put a cork over the f—f—frog, will you? it
might get lost, poor thing! in that b—b—big box."</p>
<p>"All right," said Bunty, "You'll take c—c—care of it, w—won't
you, Judy? Oh dear, oh—h—h!—boo-hoo!"</p>
<p>Then Esther came in, still troubled-looking. "The dogcart is
round," she said. "Are you ready, Ju, dearest? Dear little Judy!
be brave, little old woman."</p>
<p>But Judy was white as death, and utterly limp. She suffered
Esther to put her hat on, to help her into her new jacket, to put
her gloves into her hand. She submitted to being kissed by the
whole family, to be half carried downstairs by Esther, to be
kissed again by the girls, then by the two good-natured domestics,
who, in spite of her peccadilloes, had a warm place in their hearts
for her.</p>
<p>Esther and Pip lifted her into the dogcart; and she sat in a
little, huddled-up way, looking down at the group on the veranda
with eyes that were absolutely tragic in their utter despair. Her
father came out, buttoning his overcoat, and saw the look.</p>
<p>"What foolishness is this?" he said irascibly—"Esther-great
heavens! are you making a goose of yourself, too?"—there were
great tears glistening in his wife's beautiful eyes. "Upon my
soul, one would think I was going to take the child to be hanged,
or at least was going to leave her in a penitentiary."</p>
<p>A great dry sob broke from Judy's white lips.</p>
<p>"If you'll let me stay, Father, I'll never do another thing to vex
you; and you can thrash me instead, ever so hard."</p>
<p>It was her last effort, her final hope, and she bit her poor
quivering lip till it bled while she waited for his answer.</p>
<p>"Let her stay—oh! do letter stay, we'll be good always," came
in a chorus from the veranda. And, "Let her stay, John, PLEASE!"
Esther called in a tone as entreating as any of the children.</p>
<p>But the Captain sprang into the dogcart and seized the reins from
Pat in a burst of anger.</p>
<p>"I think you're all demented!" he cried. "She's going to a
thoroughly good home, I've paid a quarter in advance already,
and I can assure you good people I'm not going to waste it."</p>
<p>He gave the horse a smart touch with the whip, and in a minute
the dogcart had flashed out of the gate, and the small, unhappy
face was lost to sight.</p>
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<h3> CHAPTER VI </h3>
<h3> The Sweetness of Sweet Sixteen </h3>
<p class="poem">
"She is not yet so old<br/>
But she may learn: happier than this,<br/>
She is not bred so dull but she can learn."</p>
<p>Meg's hair had always been pretty, but during the last two months
she had cut herself a fringe, and begun to torture it up in curl
papers every night. And in her private drawer she kept a jam tin
filled with oatmeal, that she used in the water every time she
washed, having read it was a great complexion beautifier. And
nightly she rubbed vaseline on her hands and slept in old kid
gloves. And her spare money went in the purchase of "Freckle
Lotion," to remove that slight powdering of warm brown sun-kisses
that somehow lent a certain character to her face.</p>
<p>All these things were the outcome of being sixteen, and having
found a friend of seventeen.</p>
<p>Aldith MacCarthy learnt French from the same teacher that Meg
was going to twice a week, and after an exchange of chocolates,
hair-ribbons, and family confidences a friendship sprang up.</p>
<p>Aldith had three grown-up sisters, whom she aped in everything,
and was considerably wiser in the world than simple-minded,
romantic Meg.</p>
<p>She lent Meg novels, "Family Herald Supplements", "Young Ladies'
Journals", and such publications, and the young girl took to them
with avidity, surprised at the new world into which they took her;
for Charlotte Yonge and Louisa Alcott and Miss Wetherall had hitherto
formed her simple and wholesome fare.</p>
<p>Meg began to dream rose-coloured dreams of the time when her fair,
shining hair should be gathered up into "a simple knot at the back
of her head" or "brushed into a regal coronet," these being the
styles in which the heroines in the novels invariably dressed
their hair. A pigtail done in three was very unromantic. That
was why, as a sort of compromise, she cut herself a fringe and
began to frizz out the end of her plait. Her father stared at her,
and said she looked like a shop-girl, when first he noticed it,
and Esther told her she was a stupid child; but the looking-glass
and Aldith reassured her.</p>
<p>The next thing was surreptitiously to lengthen her dresses, which
were at the short-long stage. In the privacy of her own bedroom
she took the skirts of two or three of her frocks off the band,
inserted a piece of lining for lengthening purposes, and then
added a frill to the waists of her bodices to hide the join. This
dropped the skirts a good two inches, and made her look quite a
tall, slim figure, as she was well aware.</p>
<p>And none of these things were very harmful.</p>
<p>But Aldith gradually grew dissatisfied with her waist.</p>
<p>"You're at least twenty-three, Marguerite," she said once, quite in
a horrified way. She never called her friend Meg, pronouncing that
name to be "too domestic and altogether unlovely."</p>
<p>Meg glanced from her own waist to her friend's slender, beautiful
one, and sighed profoundly. "What ought I to be?" she said in a
low tone; and Aldith had answered, "Eighteen—or nineteen,
Marguerite, at the most; true symmetrical grace can never be
obtained with a waist twenty-three inches round."</p>
<p>Aldith had not only made statements and comparisons, she had given
her friend practical advice, and shown her how the thing was to be
done. And every night and morning Meg pulled away ruthlessly
at her corset laces, and crushed her beautiful little body into
narrower space. She had already brought it within a girdle of
twenty-one inches, which was a clear saving of two, and she had
taken in all her dresses at the seams.</p>
<p>But she gave up the evening game of cricket, and she never made one
at rounders now, much to the others' disgust. No one, to look at
the sweet blossom-like face, and soft, calm eyes, could have
guessed what torture was being felt beneath the now pretty,
welt-fitting dress body. To walk quickly was positive pain; to
stoop, almost agony; but she endured it all with a heroism
worthy of a truly noble cause.</p>
<p>"How long shall I have to go on like this, Aldith?" she asked
once faintly, after a French lesson that she had scarcely been
able to sit through.</p>
<p>And the older girl answered carelessly, "Oh, you mustn't leave
it off, of course, but you don't feel it at all after a bit."</p>
<p>With which assurance Meg pursued her painful course.</p>
<p>Esther, the only person in a position to exercise any authority
in the matter, had not noticed at all, and, indeed, had she done,
so would not have thought very gravely of it, for it was only
four years since she, too, had been sixteen, and a "waist" had
been the most desirable thing on earth.</p>
<p>Once she had said unwittingly,</p>
<p>"What a nice little figure you are getting, Meg; this new
dressmaker certainly fits better than Miss Quinn"; and foolish
Meg, with a throb of delight, had redoubled her efforts.</p>
<p>Lynx-eyed Judy would have found her out long ago, and laughed her
to utter shame, but unfortunately for Meg's constitution she
was still at school, it being now the third month of her
absence.</p>
<p>Aldith only lived about twenty minutes' walk from Misrule, so
the two girls were always together. Twice a week they went down
to town in the river-boat to learn how to inquire, in polite
French, "Has the baker's young daughter the yellow hat, brown
gloves, and umbrella of the undertaker's niece?" And twice a
week, after they had answered irrelevantly, "No, but the surgeon
had some beer, some mustard, and the dinner-gong," Aldith conducted
her friend slowly up and down that happy hunting-ground of
Sydney youth and fashion—the Block. "Just see how many hats
I'll get taken off," Miss Aldith would say as they started; and
by the end of the time Meg would say longingly, "How lovely it must
be to know crowds of gentlemen like you do."</p>
<p>Sometimes one or two of them would stop and exchange a word or two,
and then Aldith would formally introduce Meg; often, however, the
latter, who was sharp enough for all her foolishness, would fancy
she detected a patronizing, amused air in these gentlemen's
manners. As, indeed, there often was; they were chiefly men
whom Aldith had met at dances and tennis in her own home; and
who thought that young lady a precocious child who wanted keeping
in the schoolroom a few more years.</p>
<p>One day Aldith came to Misrule brimming over with mysterious
importance. "Come down the garden, Marguerite," she said,
taking no notice whatever of Baby, who had, with much difficulty,
beguiled her eldest sister into telling her the ever delightful
legend of the three little pigs.</p>
<p>"Oh, no, by the hair of my chiny-chin-chin, then I'll huff and
I'll puff and I'll blow your house in," had only been said twice,
and the exciting part was still to come.</p>
<p>Baby looked up with stormy eyes.</p>
<p>"Go away, Aldiff," she said.</p>
<p>"Miss MacCarthy,—Baby, dear," Meg suggested, gently, catching Aldith's
half-scornful smile.</p>
<p>"ALDIFF," repeated Baby obstinately. Then she relented, and put
one caressing little arm round her sister's neck.</p>
<p>"I will say Miff MacCarfy iss you will say ze uzzer little pig,
too."</p>
<p>"Oh, send her away, Marguerite, do," Aldith said impatiently,
"I have an enthralling secret to tell you, and I'll have to go soon."</p>
<p>Meg looked interested immediately.</p>
<p>"Run away, Baby, dear," she said, kissing the disappointed little
face; "go and play Noah's Ark with Bunty, and I'll finish the
piggies to-night or to-morrow."</p>
<p>"But I want them NOW," Baby said insistently.</p>
<p>Meg pushed her gently aside. "No, run away, pet—run away at once
like a good girl, and I'll tell you Red Riding Hood, too, to-morrow."</p>
<p>Baby looked up at her sister's guest.</p>
<p>"You are a horrid old pig, Aldiff MacCatfy," she said, with slow
emphasis, "an' I hates you hard, an' we all hates you here, 'ceps Meg;
and Pip says you're ze jammiest girl out, an' I wis' a drate big ziant
would come and huff and puff and blow you into ze middlest part of
ze sea."</p>
<p>Aldith laughed, a little aggravating grown-up laugh, that put the
finishing touch to Baby's anger. She put out her little hand and
gave the guest's arm in its muslin sleeve a sharp, scientific pinch
that Pip had taught her. Then she fled madly away down the long
paddocks, to the bit of bush beyond.</p>
<p>"Insufferable," Aldith muttered angrily, and it needed all Meg's
apologies and coaxings to get her into an amiable frame of mind
again, and to induce her to communicate the enthralling secret.</p>
<p>At last, however, it was imparted, with great impressiveness.
Aldith's eldest sister was engaged, engaged to be married! Oh!
wasn't it heavenly? Wasn't it romantic?—and to the gentleman with
the long fair moustache who had been so much at their house lately.</p>
<p>"I knew it would come—I have seen it coming for a long time.
Oh! I'm not easily blinded;" Aldith said. "I know true love when
I see it. Though certainly for myself I should prefer a dark
moustache, should not you, Marguerite?"</p>
<p>"Ye—es," said Meg. Her views were hardly formed yet on the
subject.</p>
<p>"Jet black, with waxed ends, very stiff," Aldith continued
thoughtfully, "and a soldierly carriage, and very long black
lashes."</p>
<p>"So should I," Meg said, fired in a moment. "Like Guy Deloraine
in 'Angelina's Ambition'." Aldith put her arm more tightly round
her friend.</p>
<p>"Wouldn't it be HEAVENLY, Marguerite, to be engaged—you and I?"
she said, in a tone of dreamy rapture. "To have a dark,
handsome man with proud black eyes just dying with love for you,
going down on his knees, and giving you presents, and taking you
out and all—oh, Marguerite, just think of it!"</p>
<p>Melt's eyes looked wistful. "We're not old enough, though, yet,"
she said with a sigh.</p>
<p>Aldith tossed her head. "That's nonsense; why, Clara Allison is
only seventeen, and look at your own stepmother. Plenty of girls
are actually married at sixteen, Marguerite, and a man proposed
my sister Beatrice when she was only fifteen." Meg looked
impressed and thoughtful.</p>
<p>Then Aldith rose to go. "Mind you're in time for the boat
to-morrow," she said, as they reached the gate; "and, Marguerite,
be sure you make yourself look very nice—wear your cornflower
dress, and see if Mrs. Woolcot will lend you a pair of her gloves,
your grey ones are just a little shabby, aren't they, dear?"</p>
<p>"H'm," said Meg, colouring.</p>
<p>"And Mr. James Graham always comes back on that boat, and the two
Courtney boys—Andrew Courtney told Beatrice he thought you seemed
a nice little thing; he often notices you, he says, because you
blush so."</p>
<p>"I can't help it," Meg said, unhappily. "Aldith, how ought the
ribbon to go on my hat? I'm going to retrim it again."</p>
<p>"Oh, square bows, somewhat stiff, and well at the side," the oracle,
said. "I'm glad you're going to, dear, it looked just a wee bit
dowdy, didn't it?" Meg coloured again.</p>
<p>"Have you done your French?" she said, as she pulled open the
gate.</p>
<p>"In a way," Aldith said carelessly. Then she put up her chin,
"Those frowzy-looking Smiths always make a point of having no
mistakes; and, Janet Green, whose hats are always four seasons
behind the fashions; I prefer to have a few errors, just to show
I haven't to work hard and be a teacher after I—"</p>
<p>But just here she stumbled and fell down her full length in a most
undignified manner, right across the muddy sidewalk.</p>
<p>It was a piece of string and Baby's vengeance.</p>
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