<h2>VI.</h2>
<p>After that they were together constantly.
When Meta was on duty he
brought her meals to the bridge and
they talked. Jason learned little more
about her world since, by unspoken
agreement, they didn't discuss it. He
talked of the many planets he had
visited and the people he had known.
She was an appreciative listener and
the time went quickly by. They enjoyed
each other's company and it was
a wonderful trip.</p>
<p>Then it ended.</p>
<p>There were fourteen people aboard
the ship, yet Jason had never seen
more than two or three at a time.
There was a fixed rotation of duties
that they followed in the ship's operation.
When not on duty the Pyrrans
minded their own business in an intense
and self-sufficient manner. Only
when the ship came out of jump and
the PA barked <i>assembly</i> did they all
get together.</p>
<p>Kerk was giving orders for the
landing and questions were snapped
back and forth. It was all technical
and Jason didn't bother following it.
It was the attitude of the Pyrrans that
drew his attention. Their talk tended
to be faster now as were their motions.
They were like soldiers preparing
for battle.</p>
<p>Their sameness struck Jason for the
first time. Not that they looked alike
or did the same things. It was the <i>way</i>
they moved and reacted that caused
the striking similarity. They were like
great, stalking cats. Walking fast,
tense and ready to spring at all times,
their eyes never still for an instant.</p>
<p>Jason tried to talk to Meta after
the meeting, but she was almost a
stranger. She answered in monosyllables
and her eyes never met his, just
brushed over them and went on.
There was nothing he could really
say so she moved to leave. He started
to put his hand out to stop her—then
thought better of it. There would be
other times to talk.</p>
<p>Kerk was the only one who took
any notice of him—and then only to
order him to an acceleration couch.</p>
<p>Meta's landings were infinitely
worse than her take-offs. At least
when she landed on Pyrrus. There
were sudden acceleration surges in
every direction. At one point there
was a free fall that seemed endless.
There were loud thuds against the
hull that shook the framework of the
ship. It was more like a battle than a
landing, and Jason wondered how
much truth there was in that.</p>
<p>When the ship finally landed Jason
didn't even know it. The constant
2 G's felt like deceleration. Only the
descending moan of the ship's engines
convinced him they were down. Unbuckling
the straps and sitting up was
an effort.</p>
<p>Two G's don't seem that bad—at
first. Walking required the same exertion
as would carrying a man of his
own weight on his shoulders. When
Jason lifted his arm to unlatch the
door it was heavy as two arms. He
shuffled slowly towards the main lock.</p>
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<p>They were all there ahead of him,
two of the men rolling transparent
cylinders from a nearby room. From
their obvious weight and the way they
clanged when they bumped, Jason
knew they were made of transparent
metal. He couldn't conceive any possible
use for them. Empty cylinders
a meter in diameter, longer than a
man. One end solid, the other hinged
and sealed. It wasn't until Kerk spun
the sealing wheel and opened one of
them that their use became apparent.</p>
<p>"Get in," Kerk said. "When you're
locked inside you'll be carried out of
the ship."</p>
<p>"Thank you, no," Jason told him.
"I have no particular desire to make a
spectacular landing on your planet
sealed up like a packaged sausage."</p>
<p>"Don't be a fool," was Kerk's
snapped answer. "We're <i>all</i> going
out in these tubes. We've been away
too long to risk the surface without
reorientation."</p>
<hr />
<p>Jason did feel a little foolish as he
saw the others getting into tubes. He
picked the nearest one, slid into it feet
first, and pulled the lid closed. When
he tightened the wheel in the center,
it squeezed down against a flexible
seal. Within a minute the CO<sub>2</sub> content
in the closed cylinder went up
and an air regenerator at the bottom
hummed into life.</p>
<p>Kerk was the last one in. He checked
the seals on all the other tubes first,
then jabbed the air-lock override release.
As it started cycling he quickly
sealed himself in the remaining cylinder.
Both inner and outer locks ground
slowly open and dim light filtered in
through sheets of falling rain.</p>
<p>For Jason, the whole thing seemed
an anticlimax. All this preparation for
absolutely nothing. Long, impatient
minutes passed before a lift truck appeared
driven by a Pyrran. He loaded
the cylinders onto his truck like so
much dead cargo. Jason had the misfortune
to be buried at the bottom of
the pile so he could see absolutely
nothing when they drove outside.</p>
<p>It wasn't until the man-carrying
cylinders had been dumped in a
metal-walled room, that Jason saw
his first native Pyrran life.</p>
<p>The lift truck driver was swinging
a thick outer door shut when something
flew in through the entrance
and struck against the far wall. Jason's
eye was caught by the motion,
he looked to see what it was when it
dropped straight down towards his
face.</p>
<p>Forgetful of the metal cylinder
wall, he flinched away. The creature
struck the transparent metal and clung
to it. Jason had the perfect opportunity
to examine it in every detail.</p>
<p>It was almost too horrible to be
believable. As though it were a bearer
of death stripped to the very essentials.
A mouth that split the head in
two, rows of teeth, serrated and pointed.
Leathery, claw-tipped wings,
longer claws on the limbs that tore
at the metal wall.</p>
<p>Terror rose up in Jason as he saw
that the claws were tearing gouges
in the transparent metal. Wherever
the creature's saliva touched the metal
clouded and chipped under the assault
of the teeth.</p>
<p>Logic said these were just scratches
on the thick tube. They couldn't matter.
But blind, unreasoning fear sent
Jason curling away as far as he could.
Shrinking inside himself, seeking
escape.</p>
<p>Only when the flying creature began
dissolving did he realize the nature
of the room outside. Sprays of
steaming liquid came from all sides,
raining down until the cylinders were
covered. After one last clash of its
jaws, the Pyrran animal was washed
off and carried away. The liquid
drained away through the floor and a
second and third shower followed.</p>
<p>While the solutions were being
pumped away, Jason fought to bring
his emotions into line. He was surprised
at himself. No matter how
frightful the creature had been, he
couldn't understand the fear it could
generate through the wall of the sealed
tube. His reaction was all out of
proportion to the cause. Even with the
creature destroyed and washed out of
sight it took all of his will power to
steady his nerves and bring his breathing
back to normal.</p>
<hr />
<p>Meta walked by outside and he
realized the sterilization process was
finished. He opened his own tube and
climbed wearily out. Meta and the
others had gone by this time and only
a hawk-faced stranger remained, waiting
for him.</p>
<p>"I'm Brucco, in charge of the adaptation
clinic. Kerk told me who you
were. I'm sorry you're here. Now
come along, I want some blood samples."</p>
<p>"Now I feel right at home," Jason
said. "The old Pyrran hospitality."
Brucco only grunted and stamped out.
Jason followed him down a bare corridor
into a sterile lab.</p>
<p>The double gravity was tiring, a
constant drag on sore muscles. While
Brucco ran tests on the blood sample,
Jason rested. He had almost dozed off
into a painful sleep when Brucco returned
with a tray of bottles and
hypodermic needles.</p>
<p>"Amazing," he announced. "Not
an antibody in your serum that would
be of any use on this planet. I have
a batch of antigens here that will
make you sick as a beast for at least
a day. Take off your shirt."</p>
<p>"Have you done this often?" Jason
asked. "I mean juice up an outlander
so he can enjoy the pleasures of your
world?"</p>
<p>Brucco jammed in a needle that felt
like it grated on the bone. "Not often
at all. Last time was years ago. A
half-dozen researchers from some institute,
willing to pay well for the
chance to study the local life forms.
We didn't say no. Always need more
galaxy currency."</p>
<p>Jason was already beginning to feel
light-headed from the shots. "How
many of them lived?" he mumbled
vaguely.</p>
<p>"One. We got him off in time.
Made them pay in advance of
course."</p>
<p>At first Jason thought the Pyrran
was joking. Then he remembered they
had very little interest in humor of
any kind. If one-half of what Meta
and Kerk had told him was true, six
to one odds weren't bad at all.</p>
<p>There was a bed in the next room
and Brucco helped him to it. Jason
felt drugged and probably was. He
fell into a deep sleep and into the
dream.</p>
<p>Fear and hatred mixed in equal
parts and washed over him red hot.
If this was a dream, he never wanted
to sleep again. If it wasn't a dream,
he wanted to die. He tried to fight up
against it, but only sank in more
deeply. There was no beginning and
no end to the fear and no way to
escape.</p>
<p>When consciousness returned Jason
could remember no detail of the
nightmare. Just the fear remained. He
was soaked with sweat and ached in
every muscle. It must have been the
massive dose of shots, he finally decided,
that and the brutal gravity.
That didn't take the taste of fear out
of his mouth, though.</p>
<p>Brucco stuck his head in the door
then and looked Jason up and down.
"Thought you were dead," he said.
"Slept the clock around. Don't move,
I'll get something to pick you up."</p>
<p>The pickup was in the form of another
needle and a glassful of evil-looking
fluid. It settled his thirst, but
made him painfully aware of gnawing
hunger.</p>
<p>"Want to eat?" Brucco asked. "I'll
bet you do. I've speeded up your metabolism
so you'll build muscle faster.
Only way you'll ever beat the gravity.
Give you quite an appetite for a while
though."</p>
<p>Brucco ate at the same time and
Jason had a chance to ask some questions.
"When do I get a chance to
look around your fascinating planet?
So far this trip has been about as interesting
as a jail term."</p>
<p>"Relax and enjoy your food. Probably
be months before you're able to
go outside. If at all."</p>
<p>Jason felt his jaw hanging and
closed it with a snap. "Could you possibly
tell me why?"</p>
<p>"Of course. You will have to go
through the same training course that
our children take. It takes them six
years. Of course it's their first six
years of life. So you might think that
you, as an adult, could learn faster.
Then again they have the advantage
of heredity. All I can say is you'll go
outside these sealed buildings when
you're ready."</p>
<p>Brucco had finished eating while
he talked, and sat staring at Jason's
bare arms with growing disgust. "The
first thing we want to get you is a
gun," he said. "It gives me a sick
feeling to see someone without one."</p>
<p>Of course Brucco wore his own gun
continually, even within the sealed
buildings.</p>
<p>"Every gun is fitted to its owner
and would be useless on anyone else,"
Brucco said. "I'll show you why." He
led Jason to an armory jammed with
deadly weapons. "Put your arm in this
while I make the adjustments."</p>
<hr />
<p>It was a boxlike machine with a
pistol grip on the side. Jason clutched
the grip and rested his elbow on a
metal loop. Brucco fixed pointers that
touched his arm, then copied the results
from the meters. Reading the
figures from his list he selected various
components from bins and quickly
assembled a power holster and gun.
With the holster strapped to his forearm
and the gun in his hand, Jason
noticed for the first time they were
connected by a flexible cable. The gun
fitted his hand perfectly.</p>
<p>"This is the secret of the power
holster," Brucco said, tapping the flexible
cable. "It is perfectly loose while
you are using the weapon. But when
you want it returned to the holster—"
Brucco made an adjustment and the
cable became a stiff rod that whipped
the gun from Jason's hand and suspended
it in midair.</p>
<p>"Then the return." The rod-cable
whirred and snapped the gun back into
the holster. "The drawing action is
the opposite of this, of course."</p>
<p>"A great gadget," Jason said, "but
how <i>do</i> I draw? Do I whistle or something
for the gun to pop out?"</p>
<p>"No, it is not sonic control," Brucco
answered with a sober face. "It is
much more precise than that. Here,
take your left hand and grasp an
imaginary gun butt. Tense your trigger
finger. Do you notice the pattern of
the tendons in the wrist? Sensitive
actuators touch the tendons in your
right wrist. They ignore all patterns
except the one that says <i>hand ready to
receive gun</i>. After a time the mechanism
becomes completely automatic.
When you want the gun—it is in your
hand. When you don't—it is in the
holster."</p>
<p>Jason made grasping motions with
his right hand, crooked his index finger.
There was a sudden, smashing
pain against his hand and a loud roar.
The gun was in his hand—half the
fingers were numb—and smoke curled
up from the barrel.</p>
<p>"Of course there are only blank
charges in the gun until you learn
control. Guns are <i>always</i> loaded.
There is no safety. Notice the lack of
a trigger guard. That enables you to
bend your trigger finger a slight bit
more when drawing so the gun will
fire the instant it touches your hand."</p>
<p>It was without a doubt the most
murderous weapon Jason had ever
handled, as well as being the hardest
to manage. Working against the muscle-burning
ache of high gravity, he
fought to control the devilish device.
It had an infuriating way of vanishing
into the holster just as he was
about to pull the trigger. Even worse
was the tendency to leap out before
he was quite ready. The gun went to
the position where his hand should
be. If the fingers weren't correctly
placed, they were crashed aside. Jason
only stopped the practice when his
entire hand was one livid bruise.</p>
<p>Complete mastery would come with
time, but he could already understand
why the Pyrrans never removed their
guns. It would be like removing a
part of your own body. The movement
of gun from holster to hand
was too fast for him to detect. It was
certainly faster than the neural current
that shaped the hand into the
gun-holding position. For all apparent
purposes it was like having a
lightning bolt in your fingertip. Point
the finger and <i>blamm</i>, there's the
explosion.</p>
<hr />
<p>Brucco had left Jason to practice
alone. When his aching hand could
take no more, he stopped and headed
back towards his own quarters. Turning
a corner he had a quick glimpse
of a familiar figure going away from
him.</p>
<p>"Meta! Wait for a second—I want
to talk to you."</p>
<p>She turned impatiently as he shuffled
up, going as fast as he could in
the doubled gravity. Everything about
her seemed different from the girl he
had known on the ship. Heavy boots
came as high as her knees, her figure
was lost in bulky coveralls of some
metallic fabric. The trim waist was
bulged out by a belt of canisters. Her
very expression was coldly distant.</p>
<p>"I've missed you," he said. "I
hadn't realized you were in this building."
He reached for her hand but
she moved it out of his reach.</p>
<p>"What is it you want?" she asked.</p>
<p>"What is it I want!" he echoed
with barely concealed anger. "This is
Jason, remember me? We're friends.
It <i>is</i> allowed for friends to talk without
'wanting' anything."</p>
<p>"What happened on the ship has
nothing to do with what happens on
Pyrrus." She started forward impatiently
as she talked. "I have finished
my reconditioning and must return to
work. You'll be staying here in the
sealed buildings so I won't be seeing
you."</p>
<p>"Why don't you say 'with the rest
of the children'—that's what your
tone implies? And don't try walking
out, there are some things we have to
settle first—"</p>
<p>Jason made the mistake of putting
out his hand to stop her. He didn't
really know what happened next. One
instant he was standing—the next he
sprawled suddenly on the floor. His
shoulder was badly bruised, and Meta
had vanished down the corridor.</p>
<p>Limping back to his own room he
cursed women in general and Meta in
particular. Dropping onto his rock-hard
bed he tried to remember the
reasons that had brought him here in
the first place. And weighed them
against the perpetual torture of the
gravity, the fear-filled dreams it inspired,
the automatic contempt of
these people for any outsider. He
quickly checked the growing tendency
to feel sorry for himself. By Pyrran
standards he <i>was</i> soft and helpless.
If he wanted them to think any better
of him, he would have to change a
good deal.</p>
<p>He sank into a fatigue-drugged
sleep then, that was broken only by
the screaming fear of his dreams.</p>
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