<h2>XXIII.</h2>
<p>Tree branches had broken the
lifeboat's fall, the bow rockets had
burned out in emergency blast, and
the swamp had cushioned the landing
a bit. It was still a crash. The
battered cylinder sank slowly into the
stagnant water and thin mud of the
swamp. The bow was well under before
Jason managed to kick open the
emergency hatch in the waist.</p>
<p>There was no way of knowing
how long it would take for the boat
to go under, and Jason was in no
condition to ponder the situation.
Concussed and bloody, he had just
enough drive left to get himself out.
Wading and falling he made his
way to firmer land, sitting down
heavily as soon as he found something
that would support him.</p>
<p>Behind him the lifeboat burbled
and sank under the water. Bubbles
of trapped air kept rising for a
while, then stopped. The water
stilled and, except for the broken
branches and trees, there was no sign
that a ship had ever come this way.</p>
<p>Insects whined across the swamp,
and the only sound that broke the
quiet of the woods beyond was the
cruel scream of an animal pulling
down its dinner. When that had
echoed away in tiny waves of sound
everything was silent.</p>
<p>Jason pulled himself out of the
half trance with an effort. His body
felt like it had been through a meat
grinder, and it was almost impossible
to think with the fog in his head.
After minutes of deliberation he figured
out that the medikit was what
he needed. The easy-off snap was
very difficult and the button release
didn't work. He finally twisted his
arm around until it was under the
orifice and pressed the entire unit
down. It buzzed industriously,
though he couldn't feel the needles,
he guessed it had worked. His sight
spun dizzily for a while then cleared.
Pain-killers went to work and he
slowly came out of the dark cloud
that had enveloped his brain since
the crash.</p>
<p>Reason returned and loneliness
rode along with it. He was without
food, friendless, surrounded by the
hostile forces of an alien planet.
There was a rising panic that started
deep inside of him, that took concentrated
effort to hold down.</p>
<p>"Think, Jason, don't emote," he
said it aloud to reassure himself, but
was instantly sorry, because his voice
sounded weak in the emptiness, with
a ragged edge of hysteria to it.
Something caught in his throat and
he coughed to clear it, spitting out
blood. Looking at the red stain he
was suddenly angry. Hating this
deadly planet and the incredible stupidity
of the people who lived on
it. Cursing out loud was better and
his voice didn't sound as weak now.
He ended up shouting and shaking
his fist at nothing in particular, but
it helped. The anger washed away
the fear and brought him back to
reality.</p>
<p>Sitting on the ground felt good
now. The sun was warm and when
he leaned back he could almost forget
the unending burden of doubled
gravity. Anger had carried away fear,
rest erased fatigue. From somewhere
in the back of his mind there popped
up the old platitude. <i>Where
there's life, there's hope.</i> He grimaced
at the triteness of the words, at
the same time realizing that a basic
truth lurked there.</p>
<p>Count his assets. Well battered,
but still alive. None of the bruises
seemed very important, and no bones
were broken. His gun was still working,
it dipped in and out of the
power holster as he thought about
it. Pyrrans made rugged equipment.
The medikit was operating as well.
If he kept his senses, managed to
walk in a fairly straight line and
could live off the land, there was a
fair chance he might make it back
to the city. What kind of a reception
would be waiting for him there
was a different matter altogether. He
would find that out after he arrived.
Getting there had first priority.</p>
<p>On the debit side there stood the
planet Pyrrus. Strength-sapping gravity,
murderous weather, and violent
animals. Could he survive? As if to
add emphasis to his thoughts, the
sky darkened over and rain hissed
into the forest, marching towards
him. Jason scrambled to his feet and
took a bearing before the rain closed
down visibility. A jagged chain of
mountains stood dimly on the horizon,
he remembered crossing them
on the flight out. They would do as
a first goal. After he had reached
them, he would worry about the next
leg of the journey.</p>
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<p>Leaves and dirt flew before the
wind in quick gusts, then the rain
washed over him. Soaked, chilled,
already bone-tired, he pitted the tottering
strength of his legs against
the planet of death.</p>
<p>When nightfall came it was still
raining. There was no way of being
sure of the direction, and no point
in going on. If that wasn't enough,
Jason was on the ragged edge of
exhaustion. It was going to be a wet
night. All the trees were thick-boled
and slippery, he couldn't have
climbed them on a one-G world. The
sheltered spots that he investigated,
under fallen trees and beneath thick
bushes, were just as wet as the rest
of the forest. In the end he curled
up on the leeward side of a tree,
and fell asleep, shivering, with the
water dripping off him.</p>
<p>The rain stopped around midnight
and the temperature fell sharply. Jason
woke sluggishly from a dream
in which he was being frozen to
death, to find it was almost true.
Fine snow was sifting through the
trees, powdering the ground and
drifting against him. The cold bit
into his flesh, and when he sneezed
it hurt his chest. His aching and
numb body only wanted rest, but the
spark of reason that remained in
him, forced him to his feet. If he
lay down now, he would die. Holding
one hand against the tree so he
wouldn't fall, he began to trudge
around it. Step after shuffling step,
around and around, until the terrible
cold eased a bit and he could
stop shivering. Fatigue crawled up
him like a muffling, gray blanket. He
kept on walking, half the time with
his eyes closed. Opening them only
when he fell and had to climb painfully
to his feet again.</p>
<p>The sun burned away the snow
clouds at dawn. Jason leaned against
his tree and blinked up at the sky
with sore eyes. The ground was
white in all directions, except
around the tree where his stumbling
feet had churned a circle of black
mud. His back against the smooth
trunk, Jason sank slowly down to the
ground, letting the sun soak into him.</p>
<p>Exhaustion had him light-headed,
and his lips were cracked from thirst.
Almost continuous coughing tore at
his chest with fingers of fire. Though
the sun was still low it was hot already,
burning his skin dry. Dry and
hot.</p>
<p>It wasn't right. This thought kept
nagging at his brain until he admitted
it. Turned it over and over and
looked at it from all sides. What
wasn't right? The way he felt.</p>
<p>Pneumonia. He had all the symptoms.</p>
<p>His dry lips cracked and blood
moistened them when he smiled. He
had avoided all the animal perils of
Pyrrus, all the big carnivores and
poisonous reptiles, only to be laid
low by the smallest beast of them all.
Well, he had the remedy for this one,
too. Rolling up his sleeve with shaking
fingers, he pressed the mouth of
the medikit to his bare arm. It clicked
and began to drone an angry
whine. That meant something, he
knew, but he just couldn't remember
what. Holding it up he saw that
one of the hypodermics was projecting
halfway from its socket. Of
course. It was empty of whatever antibiotic
the analyzer had called for. It
needed refilling.</p>
<p>Jason hurled the thing away with
a curse, and it splashed into a pool
and was gone. End of medicine, end
of medikit, end of Jason dinAlt.
Single-handed battler against the
perils of deathworld. Strong-hearted
stranger who could do as well as
the natives. It had taken him all
of one day on his own to get his
death warrant signed.</p>
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<p>A choking growl echoed behind
him. He turned, dropped and fired
in the same motion. It was all over
before his conscious mind was aware
it had happened. Pyrran training had
conditioned his reflexes on the pre-cortical
level. Jason gaped at the ugly
beast dying not a meter from him
and realized he had been trained well.</p>
<p>His first reaction was unhappiness
that he had killed one of the grubber
dogs. When he looked closer he
realized this animal was slightly different
in markings, size and temper.
Though most of its forequarters were
blown away, blood pumping out in
dying spurts, it kept trying to reach
Jason. Before the eyes glazed with
death it had struggled its way almost
to his feet.</p>
<p>It wasn't quite a grubber dog,
though chances were it was a wild
relative. Bearing the same relation as
dog to wolf. He wondered if there
were any other resemblances between
wolves and this dead beast. Did they
hunt in packs, too?</p>
<p>As soon as the thought hit him
he looked up—not a moment too
soon. The great forms were drifting
through the trees, closing in on him.
When he shot two, the others snarled
with rage and sank back into the
forest. They didn't leave. Instead of
being frightened by the deaths they
grew even more enraged.</p>
<p>Jason sat with his back to the tree
and waited until they came close before
he picked them off. With each
shot and dying scream the outraged
survivors howled the louder. Some
of them fought when they met, venting
their rage. One stood on his hind
legs and raked great strips of bark
from a tree. Jason aimed a shot at it,
but he was too far away to hit.</p>
<p>There were advantages to having
a fever, he realized. Logically he
knew he would live only to sunset,
or until his gun was empty. Yet the
fact didn't bother him greatly. Nothing
really mattered. He slumped, relaxed
completely, only raising his
arm to fire, then letting it drop again.
Every few minutes he had to move
to look in back of the tree, and kill
any of them that were stalking him
in the blind spot. He wished dimly
that he were leaning against a
smaller tree, but it wasn't worth the
effort to go to one.</p>
<p>Sometime in the afternoon he fired
his last shot. It killed an animal he
had allowed to get close. He had
noticed he was missing the longer
shots. The beast snarled and dropped,
the others that were close pulled back
and howled in sympathy. One of them
exposed himself and Jason pulled the
trigger.</p>
<p>There was only a slight click. He
tried again, in case it was just a misfire,
but there was still only the click.
The gun was empty, as was the spare
clip pouch at his belt. There were
vague memories of reloading, though
he couldn't remember how many
times he had done it.</p>
<p>This, then, was the end. They had
all been right, Pyrrus was a match for
him. Though they shouldn't talk. It
would kill them all in the end, too.
Pyrrans never died in bed. Old Pyrrans
never died, they just got et.</p>
<p>Now that he didn't have to force
himself to stay alert and hold the
gun, the fever took hold. He wanted
to sleep and he knew it would be a
long sleep. His eyes were almost
closed as he watched the wary carnivores
slip closer to him. The first
one crept close enough to spring, he
could see the muscles tensing in its
leg.</p>
<p>It leaped. Whirling in midair and
falling before it reached him. Blood
ran from its gaping mouth and the
short shaft of metal projected from
the side of his head.</p>
<p>The two men walked out of the
brush and looked down at him. Their
mere presence seemed to have been
enough for the carnivores, because
they all vanished.</p>
<p>Grubbers. He had been in such a
hurry to reach the city that he had
forgotten about the grubbers. It was
good that they were here and Jason
was very glad they had come. He
couldn't talk very well, so he smiled
to thank them. But this hurt his lips
too much so he went to sleep.</p>
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