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<h2> Chapter XXXIV </h2>
<p>There was one border section of the city which George never explored in
his Sunday morning excursions. This was far out to the north where lay the
new Elysian Fields of the millionaires, though he once went as far in that
direction as the white house which Lucy had so admired long ago—her
"Beautiful House." George looked at it briefly and turned back, rumbling
with an interior laugh of some grimness. The house was white no longer;
nothing could be white which the town had reached, and the town reached
far beyond the beautiful white house now. The owners had given up and
painted it a despairing chocolate, suitable to the freight-yard life it
was called upon to endure.</p>
<p>George did not again risk going even so far as that, in the direction of
the millionaires, although their settlement began at least two miles
farther out. His thought of Lucy and her father was more a sensation than
a thought, and may be compared to that of a convicted cashier beset by
recollections of the bank he had pillaged—there are some thoughts to
which one closes the mind. George had seen Eugene only once since their
calamitous encounter. They had passed on opposite sides of the street,
downtown; each had been aware of the other, and each had been aware that
the other was aware of him, and yet each kept his eyes straight forward,
and neither had shown a perceptible alteration of countenance. It seemed
to George that he felt emanating from the outwardly imperturbable person
of his mother's old friend a hate that was like a hot wind.</p>
<p>At his mother's funeral and at the Major's he had been conscious that
Eugene was there: though he had afterward no recollection of seeing him,
and, while certain of his presence, was uncertain how he knew of it. Fanny
had not told him, for she understood George well enough not to speak to
him of Eugene or Lucy. Nowadays Fanny almost never saw either of them and
seldom thought of them—so sly is the way of time with life. She was
passing middle age, when old intensities and longings grow thin and
flatten out, as Fanny herself was thinning and flattening out; and she was
settling down contentedly to her apartment house intimacies. She was
precisely suited by the table-d'hote life, with its bridge, its variable
alliances and shifting feuds, and the long whisperings of elderly ladies
at corridor corners—those eager but suppressed conversations, all
sibilance, of which the elevator boy declared he heard the words "she
said" a million times and the word "she," five million. The apartment
house suited Fanny and swallowed her.</p>
<p>The city was so big, now, that people disappeared into it unnoticed, and
the disappearance of Fanny and her nephew was not exceptional. People no
longer knew their neighbours as a matter of course; one lived for years
next door to strangers—that sharpest of all the changes since the
old days—and a friend would lose sight of a friend for a year, and
not know it.</p>
<p>One May day George thought he had a glimpse of Lucy. He was not certain,
but he was sufficiently disturbed, in spite of his uncertainty. A
promotion in his work now frequently took him out of town for a week, or
longer, and it was upon his return from one of these absences that he had
the strange experience. He had walked home from the station, and as he
turned the corner which brought him in sight of the apartment house
entrance, though two blocks distant from it, he saw a charming little
figure come out, get into a shiny landaulet automobile, and drive away.
Even at that distance no one could have any doubt that the little figure
was charming; and the height, the quickness and decision of motion, even
the swift gesture of a white glove toward the chauffeur—all were
characteristic of Lucy. George was instantly subjected to a shock of
indefinable nature, yet definitely a shock: he did not know what he felt—but
he knew that he felt. Heat surged over him: probably he would not have
come face to face with her if the restoration of all the ancient Amberson
magnificence could have been his reward. He went on slowly, his knees
shaky.</p>
<p>But he found Fanny not at home; she had been out all afternoon; and there
was no record of any caller—and he began to wonder, then to doubt if
the small lady he had seen in the distance was Lucy. It might as well have
been, he said to himself—since any one who looked like her could
give him "a jolt like that!"</p>
<p>Lucy had not left a card. She never left one when she called on Fanny;
though she did not give her reasons a quite definite form in her own mind.
She came seldom; this was but the third time that year, and, when she did
come, George was not mentioned either by her hostess or by herself—an
oddity contrived between the two ladies without either of them realizing
how odd it was. For, naturally, while Fanny was with Lucy, Fanny thought
of George, and what time Lucy had George's aunt before her eyes she could
not well avoid the thought of him. Consequently, both looked absent-minded
as they talked, and each often gave a wrong answer which the other
consistently failed to notice.</p>
<p>At other times Lucy's thoughts of George were anything but continuous, and
weeks went by when he was not consciously in her mind at all. Her life was
a busy one: she had the big house "to keep up"; she had a garden to keep
up, too, a large and beautiful garden; she represented her father as a
director for half a dozen public charity organizations, and did private
charity work of her own, being a proxy mother of several large families;
and she had "danced down," as she said, groups from eight or nine classes
of new graduates returned from the universities, without marrying any of
them, but she still danced—and still did not marry.</p>
<p>Her father, observing this circumstance happily, yet with some
hypocritical concern, spoke of it to her one day as they stood in her
garden. "I suppose I'd want to shoot him," he said, with attempted
lightness. "But I mustn't be an old pig. I'd build you a beautiful house
close by—just over yonder."</p>
<p>"No, no! That would be like—" she began impulsively; then checked
herself. George Amberson's comparison of the Georgian house to the
Amberson Mansion had come into her mind, and she thought that another new
house, built close by for her, would be like the house the Major built for
Isabel.</p>
<p>"Like what?"</p>
<p>"Nothing." She looked serious, and when he reverted to his idea of "some
day" grudgingly surrendering her up to a suitor, she invented a legend.
"Did you ever hear the Indian name for that little grove of beech trees on
the other side of the house?" she asked him.</p>
<p>"No—and you never did either!" he laughed.</p>
<p>"Don't be so sure! I read a great deal more than I used to—getting
ready for my bookish days when I'll have to do something solid in the
evenings and won't be asked to dance any more, even by the very youngest
boys who think it's a sporting event to dance with the oldest of the
'older girls'. The name of the grove was 'Loma-Nashah' and it means
'They-Couldn't-Help-It'."</p>
<p>"Doesn't sound like it."</p>
<p>"Indian names don't. There was a bad Indian chief lived in the grove
before the white settlers came. He was the worst Indian that ever lived,
and his name was—it was 'Vendonah.' That means
'Rides-Down-Everything'."</p>
<p>"What?"</p>
<p>"His name was Vendonah, the same thing as Rides-Down-Everything."</p>
<p>"I see," said Eugene thoughtfully. He gave her a quick look and then fixed
his eyes upon the end of the garden path. "Go on."</p>
<p>"Vendonah was an unspeakable case," Lucy continued. "He was so proud that
he wore iron shoes and he walked over people's faces with them. he was
always killing people that way, and so at last the tribe decided that it
wasn't a good enough excuse for him that he was young and inexperienced—he'd
have to go. They took him down to the river, and put him in a canoe, and
pushed him out from shore; and then they ran along the bank and wouldn't
let him land, until at last the current carried the canoe out into the
middle, and then on down to the ocean, and he never got back. They didn't
want him back, of course, and if he'd been able to manage it, they'd have
put him in another canoe and shoved him out into the river again. But
still, they didn't elect another chief in his place. Other tribes thought
that was curious, and wondered about it a lot, but finally they came to
the conclusion that the beech grove people were afraid a new chief might
turn out to be a bad Indian, too, and wear iron shoes like Vendonah. But
they were wrong, because the real reason was that the tribe had led such
an exciting life under Vendonah that they couldn't settle down to anything
tamer. He was awful, but he always kept things happening—terrible
things, of course. They hated him, but they weren't able to discover any
other warrior that they wanted to make chief in his place. I suppose it
was a little like drinking a glass of too strong wine and then trying to
take the taste out of your mouth with barley water. They couldn't help
feeling that way."</p>
<p>"I see," said Eugene. "So that's why they named the place
'They-Couldn't-Help-It'!"</p>
<p>"It must have been."</p>
<p>"And so you're going to stay here in your garden," he said musingly. "You
think it's better to keep on walking these sunshiny gravel paths between
your flower-beds, and growing to look like a pensive garden lady in a
Victorian engraving."</p>
<p>"I suppose I'm like the tribe that lived here, papa. I had too much
unpleasant excitement. It was unpleasant—but it was excitement. I
don't want any more; in fact, I don't want anything but you."</p>
<p>"You don't?" He looked at her keenly, and she laughed and shook her head;
but he seemed perplexed, rather doubtful. "What was the name of the
grove?" he asked. "The Indian name, I mean."</p>
<p>"Mola-Haha."</p>
<p>"No, it wasn't; that wasn't the name you said."</p>
<p>"I've forgotten."</p>
<p>"I see you have," he said, his look of perplexity remaining. "Perhaps you
remember the chief's name better."</p>
<p>She shook her head again. "I don't!"</p>
<p>At this he laughed, but not very heartily, and walked slowly to the house,
leaving her bending over a rose-bush, and a shade more pensive than the
most pensive garden lady in any Victorian engraving.</p>
<p>... Next day, it happened that this same "Vendonah" or
"Rides-Down-Everything" became the subject of a chance conversation
between Eugene and his old friend Kinney, father of the fire-topped Fred.
The two gentlemen found themselves smoking in neighbouring leather chairs
beside a broad window at the club, after lunch.</p>
<p>Mr. Kinney had remarked that he expected to get his family established at
the seashore by the Fourth of July, and, following a train of thought, he
paused and chuckled. "Fourth of July reminds me," he said. "Have you heard
what that Georgie Minafer is doing?"</p>
<p>"No, I haven't," said Eugene, and his friend failed to notice the
crispness of the utterance.</p>
<p>"Well, sir," Kinney chuckled again, "it beats the devil! My boy Fred told
me about it yesterday. He's a friend of this young Henry Akers, son of F.
P. Akers of the Akers Chemical Company. It seems this young Akers asked
Fred if he knew a fellow named Minafer, because he knew Fred had always
lived here, and young Akers had heard some way that Minafer used to be an
old family name here, and was sort of curious about it. Well, sir, you
remember this young Georgie sort of disappeared, after his grandfather's
death, and nobody seemed to know much what had become of him—though
I did hear, once or twice, that he was still around somewhere. Well, sir,
he's working for the Akers Chemical Company, out at their plant on the
Thomasvile Road."</p>
<p>He paused, seeming to reserve something to be delivered only upon inquiry,
and Eugene offered him the expected question, but only after a cold glance
through the nose-glasses he had lately found it necessary to adopt. "What
does he do?"</p>
<p>Kinney laughed and slapped the arm of his chair.</p>
<p>"He's a nitroglycerin expert!"</p>
<p>He was gratified to see that Eugene was surprised, if not, indeed, a
little startled.</p>
<p>"He's what?"</p>
<p>"He's an expert on nitroglycerin. Doesn't that beat the devil! Yes, sir!
Young Akers told Fred that this George Minafer had worked like a houn'-dog
ever since he got started out at the works. They have a special plant for
nitroglycerin, way off from the main plant, o' course—in the woods
somewhere—and George Minafer's been working there, and lately they
put him in charge of it. He oversees shooting oil-wells, too, and shoots
'em himself, sometimes. They aren't allowed to carry it on the railroads,
you know—have to team it. Young Akers says George rides around over
the bumpy roads, sitting on as much as three hundred quarts of
nitroglycerin! My Lord! Talk about romantic tumbles! If he gets blown
sky-high some day he won't have a bigger drop, when he comes down, than
he's already had! Don't it beat the devil! Young Akers said he's got all
the nerve there is in the world. Well, he always did have plenty of that—from
the time he used to ride around here on his white pony and fight all the
Irish boys in Can-Town, with his long curls all handy to be pulled out.
Akers says he gets a fair salary, and I should think he ought to! Seems to
me I've heard the average life in that sort of work is somewhere around
four years, and agents don't write any insurance at all for nitroglycerin
experts. Hardly!"</p>
<p>"No," said Eugene. "I suppose not."</p>
<p>Kinney rose to go. "Well, it's a pretty funny thing—pretty odd, I
mean—and I suppose it would be pass-around-the-hat for old Fanny
Minafer if he blew up. Fred told me that they're living in some apartment
house, and said Georgie supports her. He was going to study law, but
couldn't earn enough that way to take care of Fanny, so he gave it up.
Fred's wife told him all this. Says Fanny doesn't do anything but play
bridge these days. Got to playing too high for awhile and lost more than
she wanted to tell Georgie about, and borrowed a little from old Frank
Bronson. Paid him back, though. Don't know how Fred's wife heard it. Women
do' hear the darndest things!"</p>
<p>"They do," Eugene agreed.</p>
<p>"I thought you'd probably heard about it—thought most likely Fred's
wife might have said something to your daughter, especially as they're
cousins."</p>
<p>"I think not."</p>
<p>"Well, I'm off to the store," said Mr. Kinney briskly; yet he lingered. "I
suppose we'll all have to club in and keep old Fanny out of the poorhouse
if he does blow up. From all I hear it's usually only a question of time.
They say she hasn't got anything else to depend on."</p>
<p>"I suppose not."</p>
<p>"Well—I wondered—" Kinney hesitated. "I was wondering why you
hadn't thought of finding something around your works for him. They say
he's an all-fired worker and he certainly does seem to have hid some
decent stuff in him under all his damfoolishness. And you used to be such
a tremendous friend of the family—I thought perhaps you—of
course I know he's a queer lot—I know—"</p>
<p>"Yes, I think he is," said Eugene. "No. I haven't anything to offer him."</p>
<p>"I suppose not," Kinney returned thoughtfully, as he went out. "I don't
know that I would myself. Well, we'll probably see his name in the papers
some day if he stays with that job!"</p>
<p>However, the nitroglycerin expert of whom they spoke did not get into the
papers as a consequence of being blown up, although his daily life was
certainly a continuous exposure to that risk. Destiny has a constant
passion for the incongruous, and it was George's lot to manipulate
wholesale quantities of terrific and volatile explosives in safety, and to
be laid low by an accident so commonplace and inconsequent that it was a
comedy. Fate had reserved for him the final insult of riding him down
under the wheels of one of those juggernauts at which he had once shouted
"Git a hoss!" Nevertheless, Fate's ironic choice for Georgie's undoing was
not a big and swift and momentous car, such as Eugene manufactured; it was
a specimen of the hustling little type that was flooding the country, the
cheapest, commonest, hardiest little car ever made.</p>
<p>The accident took place upon a Sunday morning, on a downtown crossing,
with the streets almost empty, and no reason in the world for such a thing
to happen. He had gone out for his Sunday morning walk, and he was
thinking of an automobile at the very moment when the little car struck
him; he was thinking of a shiny landaulet and a charming figure stepping
into it, and of the quick gesture of a white glove toward the chauffeur,
motioning him to go on. George heard a shout but did not look up, for he
could not imagine anybody's shouting at him, and he was too engrossed in
the question "Was it Lucy?" He could not decide, and his lack of decision
in this matter probably superinduced a lack of decision in another, more
pressingly vital. At the second and louder shout he did look up; and the
car was almost on him; but he could not make up his mind if the charming
little figure he had seen was Lucy's and he could not make up his mind
whether to go backward or forward: these questions became entangled in his
mind. Then, still not being able to decide which of two ways to go, he
tried to go both—and the little car ran him down. It was not moving
very rapidly, but it went all the way over George.</p>
<p>He was conscious of gigantic violence; of roaring and jolting and
concussion; of choking clouds of dust, shot with lightning, about his
head; he heard snapping sounds as loud as shots from a small pistol, and
was stabbed by excruciating pains in his legs. Then he became aware that
the machine was being lifted off of him. People were gathering in a circle
round him, gabbling.</p>
<p>His forehead was bedewed with the sweat of anguish, and he tried to wipe
off this dampness, but failed. He could not get his arm that far.</p>
<p>"Nev' mind," a policeman said; and George could see above his eyes the
skirts of the blue coat, covered with dust and sunshine. "Amb'lance be
here in a minute. Nev' mind tryin' to move any. You want 'em to send for
some special doctor?"</p>
<p>"No." George's lips formed the word.</p>
<p>"Or to take you to some private hospital?"</p>
<p>"Tell them to take me," he said faintly, "to the City Hospital."</p>
<p>"A' right."</p>
<p>A smallish young man in a duster fidgeted among the crowd, explaining and
protesting, and a strident voiced girl, his companion, supported his
argument, declaring to everyone her willingness to offer testimony in any
court of law that every blessed word he said was the God's truth.</p>
<p>"It's the fella that hit you," the policeman said, looking down on George.
"I guess he's right; you must of been thinkin' about somep'm' or other.
It's wunnerful the damage them little machines can do—you'd never
think it—but I guess they ain't much case ag'in this fella that was
drivin' it."</p>
<p>"You bet your life they ain't no case on me!" the young man in the duster
agreed, with great bitterness. He came and stood at George's feet,
addressing him heatedly: "I'm sorry fer you all right, and I don't say I
ain't. I hold nothin' against you, but it wasn't any more my fault than
the statehouse! You run into me, much as I run into you, and if you get
well you ain't goin' to get not one single cent out o' me! This lady here
was settin' with me and we both yelled at you. Wasn't goin' a step over
eight mile an hour! I'm perfectly willing to say I'm sorry for you though,
and so's the lady with me. We're both willing to say that much, but that's
all, understand!"</p>
<p>George's drawn eyelids twitched; his misted glance rested fleetingly upon
the two protesting motorists, and the old imperious spirit within him
flickered up in a single word. Lying on his back in the middle of the
street, where he was regarded an increasing public as an unpleasant
curiosity, he spoke this word clearly from a mouth filled with dust, and
from lips smeared with blood.</p>
<p>It was a word which interested the policeman. When the ambulance clanged
away, he turned to a fellow patrolman who had joined him. "Funny what he
says to the little cuss that done the damage. That's all he did call him—'nothin'
else at all—and the cuss had broke both his legs fer him and
God-knows-what-all!"</p>
<p>"I wasn't here then. What was it?"</p>
<p>"Riffraff!"</p>
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