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<h2> CHAPTER I — A VISIT TO GROSSE ISLE </h2>
<p>Alas! that man's stern spirit e'er should mar<br/>
A scene so pure—so exquisite as this.<br/></p>
<p>The dreadful cholera was depopulating Quebec and Montreal when our ship
cast anchor off Grosse Isle, on the 30th of August 1832, and we were
boarded a few minutes after by the health-officers.</p>
<p>One of these gentlemen—a little, shrivelled-up Frenchman—from
his solemn aspect and attenuated figure, would have made no bad
representative of him who sat upon the pale horse. He was the only grave
Frenchman I had ever seen, and I naturally enough regarded him as a
phenomenon. His companion—a fine-looking fair-haired Scotchman—though
a little consequential in his manners, looked like one who in his own
person could combat and vanquish all the evils which flesh is heir to.
Such was the contrast between these doctors, that they would have formed
very good emblems, one, of vigorous health, the other, of hopeless decay.</p>
<p>Our captain, a rude, blunt north-country sailor, possessing certainly not
more politeness than might be expected in a bear, received his sprucely
dressed visitors on the deck, and, with very little courtesy, abruptly
bade them follow him down into the cabin.</p>
<p>The officials were no sooner seated, than glancing hastily round the
place, they commenced the following dialogue:—</p>
<p>“From what port, captain?”</p>
<p>Now, the captain had a peculiar language of his own, from which he
commonly expunged all the connecting links. Small words, such as “and” and
“the,” he contrived to dispense with altogether.</p>
<p>“Scotland—sailed from port o' Leith, bound for Quebec, Montreal—
general cargo—seventy-two steerage, four cabin passengers—brig
Anne, one hundred and ninety-two tons burden, crew eight hands.”</p>
<p>Here he produced his credentials, and handed them to the strangers. The
Scotchman just glanced over the documents, and laid them on the table.</p>
<p>“Had you a good passage out?”</p>
<p>“Tedious, baffling winds, heavy fogs, detained three weeks on Banks—foul
weather making Gulf—short of water, people out of provisions,
steerage passengers starving.”</p>
<p>“Any case of sickness or death on board?”</p>
<p>“All sound as crickets.”</p>
<p>“Any births?” lisped the little Frenchman.</p>
<p>The captain screwed up his mouth, and after a moment's reflection he
replied, “Births? Why, yes; now I think on't, gentlemen, we had one female
on board, who produced three at a birth.”</p>
<p>“That's uncommon,” said the Scotch doctor, with an air of lively
curiosity. “Are the children alive and well? I should like much to see
them.” He started up, and knocked his head—for he was very tall—against
the ceiling. “Confound your low cribs! I have nearly dashed out my
brains.”</p>
<p>“A hard task, that,” looked the captain to me. He did not speak, but I
knew by his sarcastic grin what was uppermost in his thoughts. “The young
ones all males—fine thriving fellows. Step upon deck, Sam Frazer,”
turning to his steward; “bring them down for doctors to see.” Sam
vanished, with a knowing wink to his superior, and quickly returned,
bearing in his arms three fat, chuckle-headed bull-terriers, the sagacious
mother following close at his heels, and looked ready to give and take
offence on the slightest provocation.</p>
<p>“Here, gentlemen, are the babies,” said Frazer, depositing his burden on
the floor. “They do credit to the nursing of the brindled slut.”</p>
<p>The old tar laughed, chuckled, and rubbed his hands in an ecstacy of
delight at the indignation and disappointment visible in the countenance
of the Scotch Esculapius, who, angry as he was, wisely held his tongue.
Not so the Frenchman; his rage scarcely knew bounds—he danced in a
state of most ludicrous excitement, he shook his fist at our rough
captain, and screamed at the top of his voice—</p>
<p>“Sacre, you bete! You tink us dog, ven you try to pass your puppies on us
for babies?”</p>
<p>“Hout, man, don't be angry,” said the Scotchman, stifling a laugh; “you
see 'tis only a joke!”</p>
<p>“Joke! me no understand such joke. Bete!” returned the angry Frenchman,
bestowing a savage kick on one of the unoffending pups which was frisking
about his feet. The pup yelped; the slut barked and leaped furiously at
the offender, and was only kept from biting him by Sam, who could scarcely
hold her back for laughing; the captain was uproarious; the offended
Frenchman alone maintained a severe and dignified aspect. The dogs were at
length dismissed, and peace restored.</p>
<p>After some further questioning from the officials, a Bible was required
for the captain to take an oath. Mine was mislaid, and there was none at
hand.</p>
<p>“Confound it!” muttered the old sailor, tossing over the papers in his
desk; “that scoundrel, Sam, always stows my traps out of the way.” Then
taking up from the table a book which I had been reading, which happened
to be Voltaire's History of Charles XII., he presented it, with as grave
an air as he could assume, to the Frenchman. Taking for granted that it
was the volume required, the little doctor was too polite to open the
book, the captain was duly sworn, and the party returned to the deck.</p>
<p>Here a new difficulty occurred, which nearly ended in a serious quarrel.
The gentlemen requested the old sailor to give them a few feet of old
planking, to repair some damage which their boat had sustained the day
before. This the captain could not do. They seemed to think his refusal
intentional, and took it as a personal affront. In no very gentle tones,
they ordered him instantly to prepare his boats, and put his passengers on
shore.</p>
<p>“Stiff breeze—short sea,” returned the bluff old seaman; “great risk
in making land—boats heavily laden with women and children will be
swamped. Not a soul goes on shore this night.”</p>
<p>“If you refuse to comply with our orders, we will report you to the
authorities.”</p>
<p>“I know my duty—you stick to yours. When the wind falls off, I'll
see to it. Not a life shall be risked to please you or your authorities.”</p>
<p>He turned upon his heel, and the medical men left the vessel in great
disdain. We had every reason to be thankful for the firmness displayed by
our rough commander. That same evening we saw eleven persons drowned, from
another vessel close beside us while attempting to make the shore.</p>
<p>By daybreak all was hurry and confusion on board the Anne. I watched boat
after boat depart for the island, full of people and goods, and envied
them the glorious privilege of once more standing firmly on the earth,
after two long months of rocking and rolling at sea. How ardently we
anticipate pleasure, which often ends in positive pain! Such was my case
when at last indulged in the gratification so eagerly desired. As cabin
passengers, we were not included in the general order of purification, but
were only obliged to send our servant, with the clothes and bedding we had
used during the voyage, on shore, to be washed.</p>
<p>The ship was soon emptied of all her live cargo. My husband went off with
the boats, to reconnoitre the island, and I was left alone with my baby in
the otherwise empty vessel. Even Oscar, the Captain's Scotch terrier, who
had formed a devoted attachment to me during the voyage, forgot his
allegiance, became possessed of the land mania, and was away with the
rest. With the most intense desire to go on shore, I was doomed to look
and long and envy every boatful of emigrants that glided past. Nor was
this all; the ship was out of provisions, and I was condemned to undergo a
rigid fast until the return of the boat, when the captain had promised a
supply of fresh butter and bread. The vessel had been nine weeks at sea;
the poor steerage passengers for the two last weeks had been out of food,
and the captain had been obliged to feed them from the ship's stores. The
promised bread was to be obtained from a small steam-boat, which plied
daily between Quebec and the island, transporting convalescent emigrants
and their goods in her upward trip, and provisions for the sick on her
return.</p>
<p>How I reckoned on once more tasting bread and butter! The very thought of
the treat in store served to sharpen my appetite, and render the long fast
more irksome. I could now fully realise all Mrs. Bowdich's longings for
English bread and butter, after her three years' travel through the
burning African deserts, with her talented husband.</p>
<p>“When we arrived at the hotel at Plymouth,” said she, “and were asked what
refreshment we chose—'Tea, and home-made bread and butter,' was my
instant reply. 'Brown bread, if you please, and plenty of it.' I never
enjoyed any luxury like it. I was positively ashamed of asking the waiter
to refill the plate. After the execrable messes, and the hard
ship-biscuit, imagine the luxury of a good slice of English bread and
butter!”</p>
<p>At home, I laughed heartily at the lively energy with which that charming
woman of genius related this little incident in her eventful history—but
off Grosse Isle, I realised it all.</p>
<p>As the sun rose above the horizon, all these matter-of-fact circumstances
were gradually forgotten, and merged in the surpassing grandeur of the
scene that rose majestically before me. The previous day had been dark and
stormy, and a heavy fog had concealed the mountain chain, which forms the
stupendous background to this sublime view, entirely from our sight. As
the clouds rolled away from their grey, bald brows, and cast into denser
shadow the vast forest belt that girdled them round, they loomed out like
mighty giants—Titans of the earth, in all their rugged and awful
beauty—a thrill of wonder and delight pervaded my mind. The
spectacle floated dimly on my sight—my eyes were blinded with tears—blinded
with the excess of beauty. I turned to the right and to the left, I looked
up and down the glorious river; never had I beheld so many striking
objects blended into one mighty whole! Nature had lavished all her noblest
features in producing that enchanting scene.</p>
<p>The rocky isle in front, with its neat farm-houses at the eastern point,
and its high bluff at the western extremity, crowned with the telegraph—the
middle space occupied by tents and sheds for the cholera patients, and its
wooded shores dotted over with motley groups—added greatly to the
picturesque effect of the land scene. Then the broad, glittering river,
covered with boats darting to and fro, conveying passengers from
twenty-five vessels, of various size and tonnage, which rode at anchor,
with their flags flying from the mast-head, gave an air of life and
interest to the whole. Turning to the south side of the St. Lawrence, I
was not less struck with its low fertile shores, white houses, and neat
churches, whose slender spires and bright tin roofs shone like silver as
they caught the first rays of the sun. As far as the eye could reach, a
line of white buildings extended along the bank; their background formed
by the purple hue of the dense, interminable forest. It was a scene unlike
any I had ever beheld, and to which Britain contains no parallel.
Mackenzie, an old Scotch dragoon, who was one of our passengers, when he
rose in the morning, and saw the parish of St. Thomas for the first time,
exclaimed: “Weel, it beats a'! Can thae white clouts be a' houses? They
look like claes hung out to drie!” There was some truth in this odd
comparison, and for some minutes, I could scarcely convince myself that
the white patches scattered so thickly over the opposite shore could be
the dwellings of a busy, lively population.</p>
<p>“What sublime views of the north side of the river those habitans of St.
Thomas must enjoy,” thought I. Perhaps familiarity with the scene has
rendered them indifferent to its astonishing beauty.</p>
<p>Eastward, the view down the St. Lawrence towards the Gulf, is the finest
of all, scarcely surpassed by anything in the world. Your eye follows the
long range of lofty mountains until their blue summits are blended and
lost in the blue of the sky. Some of these, partially cleared round the
base, are sprinkled over with neat cottages; and the green slopes that
spread around them are covered with flocks and herds. The surface of the
splendid river is diversified with islands of every size and shape, some
in wood, others partially cleared, and adorned with orchards and white
farm-houses. As the early sun streamed upon the most prominent of these,
leaving the others in deep shade, the effect was strangely novel and
imposing. In more remote regions, where the forest has never yet echoed to
the woodman's axe, or received the impress of civilisation, the first
approach to the shore inspires a melancholy awe, which becomes painful in
its intensity.</p>
<p>Land of vast hills and mighty streams,<br/>
The lofty sun that o'er thee beams<br/>
On fairer clime sheds not his ray,<br/>
When basking in the noon of day<br/>
Thy waters dance in silver light,<br/>
And o'er them frowning, dark as night,<br/>
Thy shadowy forests, soaring high,<br/>
Stretch forth beyond the aching eye,<br/>
And blend in distance with the sky.<br/>
<br/>
And silence—awful silence broods<br/>
Profoundly o'er these solitudes;<br/>
Nought but the lapsing of the floods<br/>
Breaks the deep stillness of the woods;<br/>
A sense of desolation reigns<br/>
O'er these unpeopled forest plains.<br/>
Where sounds of life ne'er wake a tone<br/>
Of cheerful praise round Nature's throne,<br/>
Man finds himself with God—alone.<br/></p>
<p>My daydreams were dispelled by the return of the boat, which brought my
husband and the captain from the island.</p>
<p>“No bread,” said the latter, shaking his head; “you must be content to
starve a little longer. Provision-ship not in till four o'clock.” My
husband smiled at the look of blank disappointment with which I received
these unwelcome tidings, “Never mind, I have news which will comfort you.
The officer who commands the station sent a note to me by an orderly,
inviting us to spend the afternoon with him. He promises to show us
everything worthy of notice on the island. Captain —— claims
acquaintance with me; but I have not the least recollection of him. Would
you like to go?”</p>
<p>“Oh, by all means. I long to see the lovely island. It looks a perfect
paradise at this distance.”</p>
<p>The rough sailor-captain screwed his mouth on one side, and gave me one of
his comical looks, but he said nothing until he assisted in placing me and
the baby in the boat.</p>
<p>“Don't be too sanguine, Mrs. Moodie; many things look well at a distance
which are bad enough when near.”</p>
<p>I scarcely regarded the old sailor's warning, so eager was I to go on
shore—to put my foot upon the soil of the new world for the first
time—I was in no humour to listen to any depreciation of what seemed
so beautiful.</p>
<p>It was four o'clock when we landed on the rocks, which the rays of an
intensely scorching sun had rendered so hot that I could scarcely place my
foot upon them. How the people without shoes bore it, I cannot imagine.
Never shall I forget the extraordinary spectacle that met our sight the
moment we passed the low range of bushes which formed a screen in front of
the river. A crowd of many hundred Irish emigrants had been landed during
the present and former day; and all this motley crew—men, women, and
children, who were not confined by sickness to the sheds (which greatly
resembled cattle-pens) were employed in washing clothes, or spreading them
out on the rocks and bushes to dry.</p>
<p>The men and boys were in the water, while the women, with their scanty
garments tucked above their knees, were trampling their bedding in tubs,
or in holes in the rocks, which the retiring tide had left half full of
water. Those who did not possess washing-tubs, pails, or iron pots, or
could not obtain access to a hole in the rocks, were running to and fro,
screaming and scolding in no measured terms. The confusion of Babel was
among them. All talkers and no hearers—each shouting and yelling in
his or her uncouth dialect, and all accompanying their vociferations with
violent and extraordinary gestures, quite incomprehensible to the
uninitiated. We were literally stunned by the strife of tongues. I shrank,
with feelings almost akin to fear, from the hard-featured, sun-burnt
harpies, as they elbowed rudely past me.</p>
<p>I had heard and read much of savages, and have since seen, during my long
residence in the bush, somewhat of uncivilised life; but the Indian is one
of Nature's gentlemen—he never says or does a rude or vulgar thing.
The vicious, uneducated barbarians who form the surplus of over-populous
European countries, are far behind the wild man in delicacy of feeling or
natural courtesy. The people who covered the island appeared perfectly
destitute of shame, or even of a sense of common decency. Many were almost
naked, still more but partially clothed. We turned in disgust from the
revolting scene, but were unable to leave the spot until the captain had
satisfied a noisy group of his own people, who were demanding a supply of
stores.</p>
<p>And here I must observe that our passengers, who were chiefly honest
Scotch labourers and mechanics from the vicinity of Edinburgh, and who
while on board ship had conducted themselves with the greatest propriety,
and appeared the most quiet, orderly set of people in the world, no sooner
set foot upon the island than they became infected by the same spirit of
insubordination and misrule, and were just as insolent and noisy as the
rest.</p>
<p>While our captain was vainly endeavouring to satisfy the unreasonable
demands of his rebellious people, Moodie had discovered a woodland path
that led to the back of the island. Sheltered by some hazel-bushes from
the intense heat of the sun, we sat down by the cool, gushing river, out
of sight, but, alas! not out of hearing of the noisy, riotous crowd. Could
we have shut out the profane sounds which came to us on every breeze, how
deeply should we have enjoyed an hour amid the tranquil beauties of that
retired and lovely spot!</p>
<p>The rocky banks of the island were adorned with beautiful evergreens,
which sprang up spontaneously in every nook and crevice. I remarked many
of our favourite garden shrubs among these wildings of nature: the
fillagree, with its narrow, dark glossy-green leaves; the privet, with its
modest white blossoms and purple berries; the lignum-vitae, with its
strong resinous odour; the burnet-rose, and a great variety of elegant
unknowns.</p>
<p>Here, the shores of the island and mainland, receding from each other,
formed a small cove, overhung with lofty trees, clothed from the base to
the summit with wild vines, that hung in graceful festoons from the
topmost branches to the water's edge. The dark shadows of the mountains,
thrown upon the water, as they towered to the height of some thousand feet
above us, gave to the surface of the river an ebon hue. The sunbeams,
dancing through the thick, quivering foliage, fell in stars of gold, or
long lines of dazzling brightness, upon the deep black waters, producing
the most novel and beautiful effects. It was a scene over which the spirit
of peace might brood in silent adoration; but how spoiled by the
discordant yells of the filthy beings who were sullying the purity of the
air and water with contaminating sights and sounds!</p>
<p>We were now joined by the sergeant, who very kindly brought us his capful
of ripe plums and hazel-nuts, the growth of the island; a joyful present,
but marred by a note from Captain ——, who had found that he
had been mistaken in his supposed knowledge of us, and politely apologised
for not being allowed by the health-officers to receive any emigrant
beyond the bounds appointed for the performance of quarantine.</p>
<p>I was deeply disappointed, but my husband laughingly told me that I had
seen enough of the island; and turning to the good-natured soldier,
remarked, that “it could be no easy task to keep such wild savages in
order.”</p>
<p>“You may well say that, sir—but our night scenes far exceed those of
the day. You would think they were incarnate devils; singing, drinking,
dancing, shouting, and cutting antics that would surprise the leader of a
circus. They have no shame—are under no restraint—nobody knows
them here, and they think they can speak and act as they please; and they
are such thieves that they rob one another of the little they possess. The
healthy actually run the risk of taking the cholera by robbing the sick.
If you have not hired one or two stout, honest fellows from among your
fellow passengers to guard your clothes while they are drying, you will
never see half of them again. They are a sad set, sir, a sad set. We
could, perhaps, manage the men; but the women, sir!—the women! Oh,
sir!”</p>
<p>Anxious as we were to return to the ship, we were obliged to remain until
sun-down in our retired nook. We were hungry, tired, and out of spirits;
the mosquitoes swarmed in myriads around us, tormenting the poor baby,
who, not at all pleased with her first visit to the new world, filled the
air with cries, when the captain came to tell us that the boat was ready.
It was a welcome sound. Forcing our way once more through the still
squabbling crowd, we gained the landing place. Here we encountered a boat,
just landing a fresh cargo of lively savages from the Emerald Isle. One
fellow, of gigantic proportions, whose long, tattered great-coat just
reached below the middle of his bare red legs, and, like charity, hid the
defects of his other garments, or perhaps concealed his want of them,
leaped upon the rocks, and flourishing aloft his shilelagh, bounded and
capered like a wild goat from his native mountains. “Whurrah! my boys!” he
cried, “Shure we'll all be jintlemen!”</p>
<p>“Pull away, my lads!” said the captain. Then turning to me, “Well, Mrs.
Moodie, I hope that you have had enough of Grosse Isle. But could you have
witnessed the scenes that I did this morning—”</p>
<p>Here he was interrupted by the wife of the old Scotch dragoon, Mackenzie,
running down to the boat and laying her hand familiarly upon his shoulder,
“Captain, dinna forget.”</p>
<p>“Forget what?”</p>
<p>She whispered something confidentially in his ear.</p>
<p>“Oh, ho! the brandy!” he responded aloud. “I should have thought, Mrs.
Mackenzie, that you had had enough of that same on yon island?”</p>
<p>“Aye, sic a place for decent folk,” returned the drunken body, shaking her
head. “One needs a drap o' comfort, captain, to keep up one's heart ava.”</p>
<p>The captain set up one of his boisterous laughs as he pushed the boat from
the shore. “Hollo! Sam Frazer! steer in, we have forgotten the stores.”</p>
<p>“I hope not, captain,” said I; “I have been starving since daybreak.”</p>
<p>“The bread, the butter, the beef, the onions, and potatoes are here, sir,”
said honest Sam, particularizing each article.</p>
<p>“All right; pull for the ship. Mrs. Moodie, we will have a glorious
supper, and mind you don't dream of Grosse Isle.”</p>
<p>In a few minutes we were again on board. Thus ended my first day's
experience of the land of all our hopes.</p>
<h3> OH! CAN YOU LEAVE YOUR NATIVE LAND? </h3>
<p>A Canadian Song</p>
<p>Oh! can you leave your native land<br/>
An exile's bride to be;<br/>
Your mother's home, and cheerful hearth,<br/>
To tempt the main with me;<br/>
Across the wide and stormy sea<br/>
To trace our foaming track,<br/>
And know the wave that heaves us on<br/>
Will never bear us back?<br/>
<br/>
And can you in Canadian woods<br/>
With me the harvest bind,<br/>
Nor feel one lingering, sad regret<br/>
For all you leave behind?<br/>
Can those dear hands, unused to toil,<br/>
The woodman's wants supply,<br/>
Nor shrink beneath the chilly blast<br/>
When wintry storms are nigh?<br/>
<br/>
Amid the shades of forests dark,<br/>
Our loved isle will appear<br/>
An Eden, whose delicious bloom<br/>
Will make the wild more drear.<br/>
And you in solitude will weep<br/>
O'er scenes beloved in vain,<br/>
And pine away your life to view<br/>
Once more your native plain.<br/>
<br/>
Then pause, dear girl! ere those fond lips<br/>
Your wanderer's fate decide;<br/>
My spirit spurns the selfish wish—<br/>
You must not be my bride.<br/>
But oh, that smile—those tearful eyes,<br/>
My firmer purpose move—<br/>
Our hearts are one, and we will dare<br/>
All perils thus to love!<br/></p>
<p>(This song has been set to a beautiful plaintive air, by my husband.)</p>
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