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<p>Mr. Hawkins proved himself worthy of his wife's faith in his capacity. He
learned from Ann Eliza as much as she could tell him about Mrs. Hochmuller
and returned the next evening with a scrap of paper bearing her address,
beneath which Johnny (the family scribe) had written in a large round hand
the names of the streets that led there from the ferry.</p>
<p>Ann Eliza lay awake all that night, repeating over and over again the
directions Mr. Hawkins had given her. He was a kind man, and she knew he
would willingly have gone with her to Hoboken; indeed she read in his
timid eye the half-formed intention of offering to accompany her—but
on such an errand she preferred to go alone.</p>
<p>The next Sunday, accordingly, she set out early, and without much trouble
found her way to the ferry. Nearly a year had passed since her previous
visit to Mrs. Hochmuller, and a chilly April breeze smote her face as she
stepped on the boat. Most of the passengers were huddled together in the
cabin, and Ann Eliza shrank into its obscurest corner, shivering under the
thin black mantle which had seemed so hot in July. She began to feel a
little bewildered as she stepped ashore, but a paternal policeman put her
into the right car, and as in a dream she found herself retracing the way
to Mrs. Hochmuller's door. She had told the conductor the name of the
street at which she wished to get out, and presently she stood in the
biting wind at the corner near the beer-saloon, where the sun had once
beat down on her so fiercely. At length an empty car appeared, its yellow
flank emblazoned with the name of Mrs. Hochmuller's suburb, and Ann Eliza
was presently jolting past the narrow brick houses islanded between vacant
lots like giant piles in a desolate lagoon. When the car reached the end
of its journey she got out and stood for some time trying to remember
which turn Mr. Ramy had taken. She had just made up her mind to ask the
car-driver when he shook the reins on the backs of his lean horses, and
the car, still empty, jogged away toward Hoboken.</p>
<p>Ann Eliza, left alone by the roadside, began to move cautiously forward,
looking about for a small red house with a gable overhung by an elm-tree;
but everything about her seemed unfamiliar and forbidding. One or two
surly looking men slouched past with inquisitive glances, and she could
not make up her mind to stop and speak to them.</p>
<p>At length a tow-headed boy came out of a swinging door suggestive of
illicit conviviality, and to him Ann Eliza ventured to confide her
difficulty. The offer of five cents fired him with an instant willingness
to lead her to Mrs. Hochmuller, and he was soon trotting past the
stone-cutter's yard with Ann Eliza in his wake.</p>
<p>Another turn in the road brought them to the little red house, and having
rewarded her guide Ann Eliza unlatched the gate and walked up to the door.
Her heart was beating violently, and she had to lean against the door-post
to compose her twitching lips: she had not known till that moment how much
it was going to hurt her to speak of Evelina to Mrs. Hochmuller. As her
agitation subsided she began to notice how much the appearance of the
house had changed. It was not only that winter had stripped the elm, and
blackened the flower-borders: the house itself had a debased and deserted
air. The window-panes were cracked and dirty, and one or two shutters
swung dismally on loosened hinges.</p>
<p>She rang several times before the door was opened. At length an Irish
woman with a shawl over her head and a baby in her arms appeared on the
threshold, and glancing past her into the narrow passage Ann Eliza saw
that Mrs. Hochmuller's neat abode had deteriorated as much within as
without.</p>
<p>At the mention of the name the woman stared. "Mrs. who, did ye say?"</p>
<p>"Mrs. Hochmuller. This is surely her house?"</p>
<p>"No, it ain't neither," said the woman turning away.</p>
<p>"Oh, but wait, please," Ann Eliza entreated. "I can't be mistaken. I mean
the Mrs. Hochmuller who takes in washing. I came out to see her last
June."</p>
<p>"Oh, the Dutch washerwoman is it—her that used to live here? She's
been gone two months and more. It's Mike McNulty lives here now. Whisht!"
to the baby, who had squared his mouth for a howl.</p>
<p>Ann Eliza's knees grew weak. "Mrs. Hochmuller gone? But where has she
gone? She must be somewhere round here. Can't you tell me?"</p>
<p>"Sure an' I can't," said the woman. "She wint away before iver we come."</p>
<p>"Dalia Geoghegan, will ye bring the choild in out av the cowld?" cried an
irate voice from within.</p>
<p>"Please wait—oh, please wait," Ann Eliza insisted. "You see I must
find Mrs. Hochmuller."</p>
<p>"Why don't ye go and look for her thin?" the woman returned, slamming the
door in her face.</p>
<p>She stood motionless on the door-step, dazed by the immensity of her
disappointment, till a burst of loud voices inside the house drove her
down the path and out of the gate.</p>
<p>Even then she could not grasp what had happened, and pausing in the road
she looked back at the house, half hoping that Mrs. Hochmuller's once
detested face might appear at one of the grimy windows.</p>
<p>She was roused by an icy wind that seemed to spring up suddenly from the
desolate scene, piercing her thin dress like gauze; and turning away she
began to retrace her steps. She thought of enquiring for Mrs. Hochmuller
at some of the neighbouring houses, but their look was so unfriendly that
she walked on without making up her mind at which door to ring. When she
reached the horse-car terminus a car was just moving off toward Hoboken,
and for nearly an hour she had to wait on the corner in the bitter wind.
Her hands and feet were stiff with cold when the car at length loomed into
sight again, and she thought of stopping somewhere on the way to the ferry
for a cup of tea; but before the region of lunch-rooms was reached she had
grown so sick and dizzy that the thought of food was repulsive. At length
she found herself on the ferry-boat, in the soothing stuffiness of the
crowded cabin; then came another interval of shivering on a street-corner,
another long jolting journey in a "cross-town" car that smelt of damp
straw and tobacco; and lastly, in the cold spring dusk, she unlocked her
door and groped her way through the shop to her fireless bedroom.</p>
<p>The next morning Mrs. Hawkins, dropping in to hear the result of the trip,
found Ann Eliza sitting behind the counter wrapped in an old shawl.</p>
<p>"Why, Miss Bunner, you're sick! You must have fever—your face is
just as red!"</p>
<p>"It's nothing. I guess I caught cold yesterday on the ferry-boat," Ann
Eliza acknowledged.</p>
<p>"And it's jest like a vault in here!" Mrs. Hawkins rebuked her. "Let me
feel your hand—it's burning. Now, Miss Bunner, you've got to go
right to bed this very minute."</p>
<p>"Oh, but I can't, Mrs. Hawkins." Ann Eliza attempted a wan smile. "You
forget there ain't nobody but me to tend the store."</p>
<p>"I guess you won't tend it long neither, if you ain't careful," Mrs.
Hawkins grimly rejoined. Beneath her placid exterior she cherished a
morbid passion for disease and death, and the sight of Ann Eliza's
suffering had roused her from her habitual indifference. "There ain't so
many folks comes to the store anyhow," she went on with unconscious
cruelty, "and I'll go right up and see if Miss Mellins can't spare one of
her girls."</p>
<p>Ann Eliza, too weary to resist, allowed Mrs. Hawkins to put her to bed and
make a cup of tea over the stove, while Miss Mellins, always
good-naturedly responsive to any appeal for help, sent down the weak-eyed
little girl to deal with hypothetical customers.</p>
<p>Ann Eliza, having so far abdicated her independence, sank into sudden
apathy. As far as she could remember, it was the first time in her life
that she had been taken care of instead of taking care, and there was a
momentary relief in the surrender. She swallowed the tea like an obedient
child, allowed a poultice to be applied to her aching chest and uttered no
protest when a fire was kindled in the rarely used grate; but as Mrs.
Hawkins bent over to "settle" her pillows she raised herself on her elbow
to whisper: "Oh, Mrs. Hawkins, Mrs. Hochmuller warn't there." The tears
rolled down her cheeks.</p>
<p>"She warn't there? Has she moved?"</p>
<p>"Over two months ago—and they don't know where she's gone. Oh
what'll I do, Mrs. Hawkins?"</p>
<p>"There, there, Miss Bunner. You lay still and don't fret. I'll ask Mr.
Hawkins soon as ever he comes home."</p>
<p>Ann Eliza murmured her gratitude, and Mrs. Hawkins, bending down, kissed
her on the forehead. "Don't you fret," she repeated, in the voice with
which she soothed her children.</p>
<p>For over a week Ann Eliza lay in bed, faithfully nursed by her two
neighbours, while the weak-eyed child, and the pale sewing girl who had
helped to finish Evelina's wedding dress, took turns in minding the shop.
Every morning, when her friends appeared, Ann Eliza lifted her head to
ask: "Is there a letter?" and at their gentle negative sank back in
silence. Mrs. Hawkins, for several days, spoke no more of her promise to
consult her husband as to the best way of tracing Mrs. Hochmuller; and
dread of fresh disappointment kept Ann Eliza from bringing up the subject.</p>
<p>But the following Sunday evening, as she sat for the first time bolstered
up in her rocking-chair near the stove, while Miss Mellins studied the
Police Gazette beneath the lamp, there came a knock on the shop-door and
Mr. Hawkins entered.</p>
<p>Ann Eliza's first glance at his plain friendly face showed her he had news
to give, but though she no longer attempted to hide her anxiety from Miss
Mellins, her lips trembled too much to let her speak.</p>
<p>"Good evening, Miss Bunner," said Mr. Hawkins in his dragging voice. "I've
been over to Hoboken all day looking round for Mrs. Hochmuller."</p>
<p>"Oh, Mr. Hawkins—you HAVE?"</p>
<p>"I made a thorough search, but I'm sorry to say it was no use. She's left
Hoboken—moved clear away, and nobody seems to know where."</p>
<p>"It was real good of you, Mr. Hawkins." Ann Eliza's voice struggled up in
a faint whisper through the submerging tide of her disappointment.</p>
<p>Mr. Hawkins, in his embarrassed sense of being the bringer of bad news,
stood before her uncertainly; then he turned to go. "No trouble at all,"
he paused to assure her from the doorway.</p>
<p>She wanted to speak again, to detain him, to ask him to advise her; but
the words caught in her throat and she lay back silent.</p>
<p>The next day she got up early, and dressed and bonneted herself with
twitching fingers. She waited till the weak-eyed child appeared, and
having laid on her minute instructions as to the care of the shop, she
slipped out into the street. It had occurred to her in one of the weary
watches of the previous night that she might go to Tiffany's and make
enquiries about Ramy's past. Possibly in that way she might obtain some
information that would suggest a new way of reaching Evelina. She was
guiltily aware that Mrs. Hawkins and Miss Mellins would be angry with her
for venturing out of doors, but she knew she should never feel any better
till she had news of Evelina.</p>
<p>The morning air was sharp, and as she turned to face the wind she felt so
weak and unsteady that she wondered if she should ever get as far as Union
Square; but by walking very slowly, and standing still now and then when
she could do so without being noticed, she found herself at last before
the jeweller's great glass doors.</p>
<p>It was still so early that there were no purchasers in the shop, and she
felt herself the centre of innumerable unemployed eyes as she moved
forward between long lines of show-cases glittering with diamonds and
silver.</p>
<p>She was glancing about in the hope of finding the clock-department without
having to approach one of the impressive gentlemen who paced the empty
aisles, when she attracted the attention of one of the most impressive of
the number.</p>
<p>The formidable benevolence with which he enquired what he could do for her
made her almost despair of explaining herself; but she finally
disentangled from a flurry of wrong beginnings the request to be shown to
the clock-department.</p>
<p>The gentleman considered her thoughtfully. "May I ask what style of clock
you are looking for? Would it be for a wedding-present, or—?"</p>
<p>The irony of the allusion filled Ann Eliza's veins with sudden strength.
"I don't want to buy a clock at all. I want to see the head of the
department."</p>
<p>"Mr. Loomis?" His stare still weighed her—then he seemed to brush
aside the problem she presented as beneath his notice. "Oh, certainly.
Take the elevator to the second floor. Next aisle to the left." He waved
her down the endless perspective of show-cases.</p>
<p>Ann Eliza followed the line of his lordly gesture, and a swift ascent
brought her to a great hall full of the buzzing and booming of thousands
of clocks. Whichever way she looked, clocks stretched away from her in
glittering interminable vistas: clocks of all sizes and voices, from the
bell-throated giant of the hallway to the chirping dressing-table toy;
tall clocks of mahogany and brass with cathedral chimes; clocks of bronze,
glass, porcelain, of every possible size, voice and configuration; and
between their serried ranks, along the polished floor of the aisles, moved
the languid forms of other gentlemanly floor-walkers, waiting for their
duties to begin.</p>
<p>One of them soon approached, and Ann Eliza repeated her request. He
received it affably.</p>
<p>"Mr. Loomis? Go right down to the office at the other end." He pointed to
a kind of box of ground glass and highly polished panelling.</p>
<p>As she thanked him he turned to one of his companions and said something
in which she caught the name of Mr. Loomis, and which was received with an
appreciative chuckle. She suspected herself of being the object of the
pleasantry, and straightened her thin shoulders under her mantle.</p>
<p>The door of the office stood open, and within sat a gray-bearded man at a
desk. He looked up kindly, and again she asked for Mr. Loomis.</p>
<p>"I'm Mr. Loomis. What can I do for you?"</p>
<p>He was much less portentous than the others, though she guessed him to be
above them in authority; and encouraged by his tone she seated herself on
the edge of the chair he waved her to.</p>
<p>"I hope you'll excuse my troubling you, sir. I came to ask if you could
tell me anything about Mr. Herman Ramy. He was employed here in the
clock-department two or three years ago."</p>
<p>Mr. Loomis showed no recognition of the name.</p>
<p>"Ramy? When was he discharged?"</p>
<p>"I don't har'ly know. He was very sick, and when he got well his place had
been filled. He married my sister last October and they went to St. Louis,
I ain't had any news of them for over two months, and she's my only
sister, and I'm most crazy worrying about her."</p>
<p>"I see." Mr. Loomis reflected. "In what capacity was Ramy employed here?"
he asked after a moment.</p>
<p>"He—he told us that he was one of the heads of the
clock-department," Ann Eliza stammered, overswept by a sudden doubt.</p>
<p>"That was probably a slight exaggeration. But I can tell you about him by
referring to our books. The name again?"</p>
<p>"Ramy—Herman Ramy."</p>
<p>There ensued a long silence, broken only by the flutter of leaves as Mr.
Loomis turned over his ledgers. Presently he looked up, keeping his finger
between the pages.</p>
<p>"Here it is—Herman Ramy. He was one of our ordinary workmen, and
left us three years and a half ago last June."</p>
<p>"On account of sickness?" Ann Eliza faltered.</p>
<p>Mr. Loomis appeared to hesitate; then he said: "I see no mention of
sickness." Ann Eliza felt his compassionate eyes on her again. "Perhaps
I'd better tell you the truth. He was discharged for drug-taking. A
capable workman, but we couldn't keep him straight. I'm sorry to have to
tell you this, but it seems fairer, since you say you're anxious about
your sister."</p>
<p>The polished sides of the office vanished from Ann Eliza's sight, and the
cackle of the innumerable clocks came to her like the yell of waves in a
storm. She tried to speak but could not; tried to get to her feet, but the
floor was gone.</p>
<p>"I'm very sorry," Mr. Loomis repeated, closing the ledger. "I remember the
man perfectly now. He used to disappear every now and then, and turn up
again in a state that made him useless for days."</p>
<p>As she listened, Ann Eliza recalled the day when she had come on Mr. Ramy
sitting in abject dejection behind his counter. She saw again the blurred
unrecognizing eyes he had raised to her, the layer of dust over everything
in the shop, and the green bronze clock in the window representing a
Newfoundland dog with his paw on a book. She stood up slowly.</p>
<p>"Thank you. I'm sorry to have troubled you."</p>
<p>"It was no trouble. You say Ramy married your sister last October?"</p>
<p>"Yes, sir; and they went to St. Louis right afterward. I don't know how to
find her. I thought maybe somebody here might know about him."</p>
<p>"Well, possibly some of the workmen might. Leave me your name and I'll
send you word if I get on his track."</p>
<p>He handed her a pencil, and she wrote down her address; then she walked
away blindly between the clocks.</p>
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