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<h4>On No.— Ambulance Train (3)</h4>
<h5>BRITISH AND INDIANS</h5>
<p class="center"><i>November 18, 1914, to December 17, 1914</i></p>
<p class="indented">
<span style="margin-left: 2em;">"Because of you we will be glad and gay,</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Remembering you we will be brave and strong,</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 2em;">And hail the advent of each dangerous day,</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 2em;">And meet the Great Adventure with a song."</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 10em;">—<i>From a poem on</i> "J.G."</span><br/></p>
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<h2>V.</h2>
<h4>On No.— Ambulance Train (3).</h4>
<h5>BRITISH AND INDIANS.</h5>
<p class="center"><i>November 18, 1914, to December 17, 1914.</i></p>
<p>The Boulogne siding—St Omer—Indian soldiers—His Majesty King
George—Lancashire men on the War—Hazebrouck—Bailleul—French
engine-drivers—Sheepskin coats—A village in N.E. France—Headquarters.</p>
<p><i>Wednesday, November 18th</i>, 2 <span class="smcap">p.m.</span>—At last reached beautiful
Rouen, through St Just, Beauvais, and up to Sergueux, and down to Rouen.
From Sergueux through Rouen to Havre is supposed to be the most
beautiful train journey in France, which is saying a good deal. Put off
some more bad cases here; a boy sergeant, aged 24, may save his eye and
general blood-poisoning if he gets irrigated quickly. You can watch them
going wrong, with two days and two nights on the train, and it seems
such hard luck. And then if you don't write Urgent or Immediate on
their bandages in blue pencil, they get overlooked in the rush into
hospital when they are landed. So funny to be going back to old Havre,
that hot torrid nightmare of Waiting-for-Orders in August. But, thank
Heaven, we don't stop there, but back to the guns again.</p>
<p>5 <span class="smcap">p.m.</span>—We are getting on for Havre at last. This long journey
from Belgium down to Havre has been a strange mixture. Glorious country
with the flame and blue haze of late autumn on hills, towns, and
valleys, bare beech-woods with hot red carpets. Glorious British Army
lying broken in the train—sleep (or the chance of it) three hours one
night and four the next, with all the hours between (except meals) hard
work putting the British Army together again; haven't taken off my
puttees since Sunday. Seems funny, 400 people (of whom four are women
and about sixty are sound) all whirling through France by special train.
Why? Because of the Swelled Head of the All-Highest.</p>
<p>We had a boy with no wound, suffering from shock from shell bursts. When
he came round, if you asked him his name he would look fixedly at you
and say "Yes." If you asked him something else, with a great effort he
said "Mother."</p>
<p>8 <span class="smcap">p.m.</span>—Got to Havre.</p>
<p><i>Wednesday, 18th November</i>, 6 <span class="smcap">p.m.</span>—Sotteville, near Rouen.
This afternoon's up-journey between Havre and Rouen has been a stripe of
pure bliss with no war about it at all. A brilliant dazzling day (which
our Island couldn't do if it tried in November), rugs, coat, and cushion
on your bed, and the most heavenly view unrolling itself before you
without lifting your head to see it, ending up with the lights of Rouen
twinkling in the smoke of the factory chimneys under a flaring red
sunset.</p>
<p>We are to stop here for repairs to the train—chauffage, electric light,
water supply, and gas all to be done. Then we shall be a very smart
train. The electric light and the heating will be the greatest help—a
chapel and a bathroom I should like added!</p>
<p>At Havre last night the train ran into the Gare Maritime (where we left
in the <i>Asturias</i> for St Nazaire early in September), which is
immediately under the great place that No.— G.H. bagged for their
Hospital in August. I ran up and saw it all. It is absolutely first
class. There were our people off the train in lovely beds, in huge
wards, with six rows of beds—clean sheets, electric light, hot food,
and all the M.O.'s, Sisters, and Nursing Orderlies, in white overalls,
hard at work on them—orderlies removing their boots and clothing (where
we hadn't done it, we leave as much on as we can now because of the
cold). Sisters washing them and settling them in, and with the M.O.
doing their dressings, all as busy as bees, only stopping to say to us,
"Aren't they brave?" They said we'd brought them an awfully bad lot, and
we said we shed all the worst on the way. They don't realise that by the
time they get to the base these men are beyond complaining; each stage
is a little less infernal to them than the one they've left; and instead
of complaining, they tell you how lovely it is! It made one realise the
grimness of our stage in it—the emergencies, the makeshifts, and the
little four can do for nearly 400 in a train—with their greatest
output. We each had 80 lying-down cases this journey.</p>
<p>We got to bed about 11 and didn't wake till nearly 9, to the sound of
the No.— G.H. bugle, Come to the Cook-house door, boys.</p>
<p><i>Thursday, November 19th.</i>—Spent the day in a wilderness of railway
lines at Sotteville—sharp frost; walk up and down the lines all
morning; horizon bounded by fog. This afternoon raw, wet, snowing, slush
outside. If it is so deadly cold on this unheated train, what do they do
in the trenches with practically the same equipment they came out with
in August? Can't last like that. Makes you feel a pig to have a big
coat, and hot meals, and dry feet. I've made a fine foot muff with a
brown blanket; it is twelve thicknesses sewn together; have still got
only summer underclothing. My winter things have been sent on from
Havre, but the parcel has not yet reached me; hope the foot muff will
ward off chilblains. Got a 'Daily Mail' of yesterday. We heard of the
smash-up of the Prussian Guard from the people who did it, and had some
of the P.G. on our train. Ypres is said to be full of German wounded who
will very likely come to us.</p>
<p><i>Friday, November 20th</i>, 10 <span class="smcap">a.m.</span>, <i>Boulogne</i>.—Deep snow.</p>
<p><i>Boulogne, Saturday, November 21st.</i>—In the siding all yesterday and
to-day. Train to be cut down from 650 tons to 450, so we are
reconstructing and putting off waggons. It will reduce our number of
patients, but we shall be able to do more for a smaller number, and the
train will travel better and not waste time blocking up the stations and
being left in sidings in consequence. The cold this week has been
absolutely awful. The last train brought almost entirely cases of
rheumatism. Their only hope at the Front must be hot meals, and I expect
the A.S.C. sees that they get them somehow.</p>
<p>A troop train of a very rough type of Glasgow men, reinforcing the
Highlanders, was alongside of us early yesterday morning; each truck had
a roaring fire of coke in a pail. They were in roaring spirits; it was
icy cold.</p>
<p>My winter things arrived from Havre yesterday, so I am better equipped
against the cold. Also, this morning an engine gave us an hour or two's
chauffage just at getting-up time, which was a help.</p>
<p><i>Sunday, November 22nd.</i>—Left B. early this morning and got to Merville
about midday. Loaded up and got back to B. in the night. Many wounded
Germans and a good lot of our sick, knocked over by the cold. I don't
know how any of them stick it. Five bombs were dropped the day before
where we were to-day, and an old man was killed. Things are being badly
given away by spies, even of other nationalities. Some men were sleeping
in a cellar at Ypres to avoid the bombardment, with some refugees. In
the night they missed two of them. They were found on the roof
signalling to the Germans with flash-lights. In the morning they paid
the penalty.</p>
<p>The frost has not broken, and it is still bitterly cold.</p>
<p><i>Tuesday, November 24th.</i>—Was up all Sunday night; unloaded early at
Boulogne. Had a bath on a ship and went to bed. Stayed in siding all
day.</p>
<p><i>Wednesday, November 25th.</i>—Left B. about 9.30.</p>
<p>Last night at dinner our charming debonair French garçon was very drunk,
and spilt the soup all over me! There was a great scene in French. The
fat fatherly corporal (who has a face and expression exactly like the
Florentine people in Ghirlandaio's Nativities, and who has the manners
of a French aristocrat on his way to the guillotine) tried to control
him, but it ended in a sort of fight, and poor Charles got the sack in
the end, and has been sent back to Paris to join his regiment. He was
awfully good to us Sisters—used to make us coffee in the night, and
fill our hot bottles and give us hot bricks for our feet at meals.</p>
<p>Just going on now to a place we've not been to before, called Chocques.</p>
<p>The French have to-day given us an engine with the Red Cross on it and
an extra man to attend to the chauffage, so we have been quite warm and
lovely. We ply him at the stations with cigarettes and chocolate, and he
now falls over himself in his anxiety to please us.</p>
<p>The officers of the two Divisions which are having a rest have got 100
hours' leave in turns. We all now spend hours mapping out how much we
could get at home in 100 hours from Boulogne.</p>
<p><i>Wednesday, November 25th.</i>—Arrived at 11 <span class="smcap">p.m.</span> last night at a
God-forsaken little place about eight miles from the firing line. Found
a very depressed major taking a most gloomy view of life and the war, in
charge of Indians. Pitch-dark night, and they were a mile away from the
station, so we went to bed at 12 and loaded up at 7.30 this morning, all
Indians, mostly badly wounded. They are such pathetic babies, just as
inarticulate to us and crying as if it was a crêche. I've done a great
trade in Hindustani, picked up at a desperate pace from a Hindu officer
to-day! If you write it down you can soon learn it, and I've got all the
necessary medical jargon now; you read it off, and then spout it without
looking at your note-book. The awkward part is when they answer
something you haven't got!</p>
<p>The Germans are using sort of steam-ploughs for cutting trenches.</p>
<p>The frost has broken, thank goodness. The Hindu officer said the cold
was more than they bargained for, but they were "very, very glad to
fight for England." He thought the Germans were putting up a very good
show. There have been a great many particularly ghastly wounds from
hand-grenades in the trenches. We have made a very good journey down,
and expect to unload this evening, as we are just getting into Boulogne
at 6.30 <span class="smcap">p.m.</span></p>
<p><i>Thursday, November 26th.</i>—We did a record yesterday. Loaded up with
the Indians—full load—bad cases—quite a heavy day; back to B. and
unloaded by 9 <span class="smcap">p.m.</span>, and off again at 11.30 <span class="smcap">p.m.</span> No
waiting in the siding this time. Three hospital ships were waiting this
side to cross by daylight. They can't cross now by night because of
enemy torpedoes. So all the hospitals were full again, and trains were
taking their loads on to Rouen and Havre. We should have had to if they
hadn't been Indians.</p>
<p>We loaded up to-day at Bailleul, where we have been before—headquarters
of 3rd and 4th Divisions. We had some time to wait there before loading
up, so went into the town and saw the Cathedral—beautiful old tower,
hideously restored inside, but very big and well kept. The town was very
interesting. Sentries up the streets every hundred yards or so; the
usual square packed with transport, and the usual jostle of Tommies and
staff officers and motor-cars and lorries. We saw General French go
through.</p>
<p>The Surgeon-General had been there yesterday, and five Sisters are to be
sent up to each of the two clearing hospitals there. They should have
an exciting time. A bomb was dropped straight on to the hospital two
days ago—killed one wounded man, blew both hands off one orderly, and
wounded another. The airman was caught, and said he was very sorry he
dropped it on the hospital; he meant it for Headquarters. We have a lot
of cases of frost-bite on the train. One is as bad as in Scott's
Expedition; may have to have his foot amputated. I'd never seen it
before. They are nearly all slight medical cases; very few wounded,
which makes a very light load from the point of view of work, but we
shall have them on the train all night. One of us is doing all the train
half the night, and another all the train the other half. The other two
go to bed all night. I am one of these, as I have got a bit of a throat
and have been sent to bed early. We've never had a light enough load for
one to do the whole train before. The men say things are very quiet at
the Front just now. Is it the weather or the Russian advance?</p>
<p>Great amusement to-day. Major P. got left behind at Hazebrouck, talking
to the R.T.O., but scored off us by catching us up at St Omer on an
engine which he collared.</p>
<p><i>Saturday, November 28th.</i>—Sunny and much milder. We came up in the
night last night to St Omer, and have not taken any sick on yet. There
seems to be only medical cases about just now, which is a blessed relief
to think of. They are inevitable in the winter, here or at home. The
Major has gone up to Poperinghe with one carriage to fetch six badly
wounded officers and four men who were left there the other day when the
French took the place over.</p>
<p>I was just getting cigarettes for an up-going train of field-kitchens
and guns out of your parcel when it began to move. The men on each truck
stood ready, and caught the packets as eagerly as if they'd been
diamonds as I threw them in from my train. It was a great game; only two
went on the ground. The "Surprise," I suppose, is in the round tin. We
are keeping it for a lean day.</p>
<p>6 <span class="smcap">p.m.</span>—We are just coming to Chocques for Indians again, not
far from Armentières, so I am looking up my Hindustani conversation
again.</p>
<p>On Friday—the day between these two journeys—Sister N. and I got a
motor ambulance from the T.O. and whirled off to Wimereux in it. It is a
lovely place on the sea, about three miles off, now with every hotel,
casino, and school taken up by R.A.M.C. Base Hospitals. It was a lovely
blue morning, and I went right out to the last rock on the sands and
watched the breakers while Sister N. attended to some business. It was
glorious after the everlasting railway carriage atmosphere. Then we
found a very nice old church in the town. It is too wet to load up with
the Indians to-night, so we have the night in bed, and take them down
to-morrow.</p>
<p>A sergeant of the 10th Hussars told me he was in a house with some
supposed Belgian refugees. He noticed that when a little bell near the
ceiling rang one of them always dashed upstairs. He put a man upstairs
to trace this bell and intercept the Belgian. It was connected with the
little trap-door of a pigeon-house. When a pigeon came in with a
message, this door rang the bell and they went up and got the message.
They didn't reckon on having British in the house. They were shot next
morning.</p>
<p>It takes me a month to read a Sevenpenny out here.</p>
<p><i>Sunday (Advent), November 29th.</i>—On the way down from Chocques. We
have got Indians, British, and eight Germans this time. One big,
handsome, dignified Mussulman wouldn't eat his biscuit because he was in
the same compartment as a Hindu, and the Hindu wouldn't eat his because
the Mussulman had handed it to him. The Babu I called in to interpret
was very angry with both, and called the M. a fool-man, and explained to
us that he was telling them that in England "Don't care Mussulman, don't
care Hindu"—only in Hindustan, and that if the Captain Sahib said
"Eat," it was "Hukm," and they'd got to. My sympathies were with the
beautiful, polite, sad-looking M., who wouldn't budge an inch, and only
salaamed when the Babu went for him.</p>
<p><i>Monday, November 30th, Boulogne.</i>—Yesterday a wounded Tommy on the
train told me "the Jack Johnsons have all gone." To-day's French
communiqué says, "The enemy's heavy artillery is little in evidence."
There is a less strained feeling about everywhere—a most blessed lull.</p>
<p>We were late getting our load off the train last night, and some were
very bad. One of my Sikhs with pneumonia did not live to reach Boulogne.
Another pneumonia was very miserable, and kept saying, "Hindustan gurrum
England tanda." They all think they are in England. The Gurkhas are
supposed by the orderlies to be Japanese. They are exactly like Japs,
only brown instead of yellow. The orderlies make great friends with them
all. One Hindu was singing "Bonnie Dundee" to them in a little gentle
voice, very much out of tune. Their great disadvantage is that they are
alive with "Jack Johnsons" (not the guns). They take off <i>all</i> their
underclothes and throw them out of the window, and we have to keep
supplying them with pyjamas and shirts. They sit and stand about naked,
scratching for dear life. It is fatal for the train, because all the
cushioned seats are now infected, and so are we. I love them dearly, but
it is a big price to pay.</p>
<p><i>Tuesday, December 1st.</i>—We are to-day in a beautiful high embankment
at Wimereux, three miles from Boulogne, right on the sea, and have been
dry-docked there till 3 <span class="smcap">p.m.</span> (when we have just started for?),
while endless trains of men and guns have gone up past us. H.M. King
George was in the restaurant car of one of them. We have been out all
the morning, down to the grey and rolling sea, and have been celebrating
December 1st by sitting on the embankment reading back numbers of 'The
Times,' and one of the C.S.'s and I have been painting enormous Red
Crosses on the train.</p>
<p>'Punch' comes regularly now and is devoured by our Mess. We are very
like the apostles, and share everything from cakes and 'Spheres' to
remedies for "Jack Johnsons." Bread-and-butter doesn't happen, alas!</p>
<p>6.30 <span class="smcap">p.m.</span>—We've just caught up H.M. King George's train at St
Omer, but he is evidently out dining with Sir John French. We are just
alongside. He has red and blue curtains lining the bridges to keep his
royal khaki shoulders from getting smutty. His <i>chef</i> has a grey beard.
He is with Poincaré.</p>
<p><i>Wednesday, December 2nd.</i>—We got to Chocques very late last night and
are loading up this morning, but only a few here; we shall stop at
Lillers and take more on. We went for our usual exploring walk through
seas of mud. There are more big motor-lorries here than I've seen
anywhere. We wandered past a place where Indians were busy killing and
skinning goats—a horrible sight—to one of these châteaux where the
staff officers have their headquarters: it was a lovely house in a very
clean park; there was a children's swing under the trees and we had some
fine swings.</p>
<p><i>Later.</i>—Officers have been on the train on both places begging for
newspapers and books. We save up our 'Punches' and 'Daily Mails' and
'Times' for them, and give them any Sevenpennies we have to spare. They
say at least forty people read each book, and they finish up in the
trenches.</p>
<p>H.M. King George was up here yesterday afternoon in a motor and gave
three V.C.'s.</p>
<p>We have only taken on 83 at the two places. There is so little doing
anywhere—no guns have been heard for several days, and there is not
much sickness. An officer asked for some mufflers for his Field
Ambulance men, so I gave him the rest of the children's: the sailors on
the armoured train had the first half. He came back with some pears for
us. They are so awfully grateful for the things we give them that they
like to bring us something in exchange. Seven men off a passing truck
fell over each other getting writing-cases and chocolate to-day. They
almost eat the writing-cases with their joy.</p>
<p>9 <span class="smcap">p.m.</span>—We filled up at St Omer from the three hospitals there.
A great many cases of frost-bite were put on. They crawl on hands and
knees, poor dears. Some left in hospital are very severe and have had to
be amputated below the knee. Some of the toes drop off. I have one
carriage of twenty-four Indians. A Sikh refused to sit in the same seat
with a stout little major of the Gurkhas. I showed him a picture of
Bobs, and he said at once, "Robert Sahib." They love the 'Daily Mirrors'
with pictures of Indians. The Sikhs are rather whiney patients and very
hard to please, but the little Gurkhas are absolute stoics, and the
Bengal Lancers, who are Mohammedans, are splendid.</p>
<p><i>Thursday, December 3rd.</i>—We kept our load on all night, as we got in
very late. I went to bed 10.20 <span class="smcap">a.m.</span>, and then took all the
train: unloaded directly after breakfast. Some men from Lancashire were
rather interesting on the war; they thought it would do Europe so much
good in the long-run. And the French might try and get their own back
when they get into Germany, but "the British is too tender-'earted to do
them things." They arranged that Belgium should have Berlin! They all
get very pitiful over the Belgian homes and desolation; it seems to
upset them much more than their own horrors in the trenches. A good deal
of the fighting they talk about as if it was an exciting sort of
football match, full of sells and tricks and chances. They roar with
laughter at some of their escapes.</p>
<p>There was no hospital ship in, which spells a bath or no bath to me, but
I ramped round the town till I found a hotel which kindly supplied a
fine bath for 1.75. And I found another and nicer English church and a
Roman Catholic one.</p>
<p>Grand mail when I came in—from home.</p>
<p><i>Friday, December 4th.</i>—Had a busy day loading at three places: just
going to turn in as I have to be up at 2 <span class="smcap">a.m.</span>; we shall have
the patients on all night. It is a fearful night, pouring and blowing.
We have taken a tall white-haired Padre up with us this time: he wanted
a trip to the Front. We happened to go to a place we hadn't been to
before, in a coal-mining district. While we loaded he marched off to
explore, and was very pleased at finding a well-shelled village and an
unexploded shell stuck in a tree. It specially seemed to please him to
find a church shelled! He has enjoyed talking to the crowds of men on
the train on the way down. He lives and messes with us. We opened the
Harrod's cake to-day; it is a beauty. The men were awfully pleased with
the bull's-eyes, said they hadn't tasted a sweet for four months.</p>
<p>One of the C.S. has just dug me out to see some terrific flashes away
over the Channel, which he thinks is a naval battle. I think it is
lightning. It was. The gale is terrific: must be giving the ships a
doing.</p>
<p><i>Saturday, December 5th</i>, 7 <span class="smcap">a.m.</span>—We had a long stop on an
embankment in the night, and at last the Chef de Gare from the next
station came along the line and found both the French guards rolled up
asleep and the engine-driver therefore hung up. Then he ran out of coal,
and couldn't pull the train up the hill, so we had another four hours'
wait while another engine was sent for. Got into B. at 6 <span class="smcap">a.m.</span>;
bitterly cold and wet, and no chauffage.</p>
<p><i>Sunday, December 6th.</i>—A brilliant frosty day—on way up to Bailleul.
We unloaded early at B. yesterday, and waited at a good place half-way
between B. and Calais, a high down not far from the sea, with a splendid
air. Some of the others went for a walk as we had no engine on, but I
had been up since 2 <span class="smcap">a.m.</span>, and have hatched another bad cold,
and so retired for a sleep till tea-time.</p>
<p>Just got to Hazebrouck. Ten men and three women were killed and twenty
wounded here this morning by a bomb. They are very keen on getting a
good bag here, especially on the station, and for other reasons, as it
is an important junction.</p>
<p>4 <span class="smcap">p.m.</span>—We have been up to B. and there were no patients for
us, so we are to go back to the above bomb place to collect theirs. B.
was packed with pale, war-worn, dirty but cheerful French troops
entraining for their Front. They have been all through everything, and
say they want to go on and get it finished. They carry fearful loads,
including an extra pair of boots, a whole collection of frying-pans and
things, and blankets, picks, &c., all on their backs.</p>
<p>The British officers on the station came and grabbed our yesterday's
'Daily Mails,' and asked for soap, so what you sent came in handy. They
went in to the town to buy grapes for us in return. This place is famous
for grapes—huge monster purple ones—but the train went out before they
came back. We had got some earlier, though.</p>
<p>9 <span class="smcap">p.m.</span>—We are nearly back at Boulogne and haven't taken up any
sick or wounded anywhere. One of the trains has taken Indians from
Boulogne down to Marseilles—several days' journey.</p>
<p><i>Monday, December 7th.</i>—Pouring wet day. Still standing by; nothing
doing anywhere. It is a blessed relief to know that, and the rest does
no one any harm. Had a grand mail to-day.</p>
<p>There is a heart-breaking account of my beautiful Ypres on page 8 of
December 1st 'Times.' There was a cavalry officer looking round the
Cathedral with me that day the guns were banging. I often wonder where
the Belgian woman is who showed me the way and wanted my S.A. ribbons as
a souvenir. She showed me a huge old painting on the wall of the
Cathedral of Ypres in an earlier war.</p>
<p>I all but got left in Boulogne to-day. We are dry-docked about five
miles out, not far from Ambleteuse.</p>
<p>It was bad luck not seeing the King. We caught him up at St Omer, and
saw his train; and from there he motored in front of us to all our
places. Where we went, they said, "The King was here yesterday and gave
V.C.'s." We haven't seen the "d—d good boy" either.</p>
<p><i>Tuesday, December 8th.</i>—Got up to Bailleul by 11 <span class="smcap">a.m.</span>, and
had a good walk on the line waiting to load up. Glorious morning.
Aeroplanes buzzing overhead like bees, and dropping coloured signals
about. Only filled up my half of the train, both wounded and sick,
including some very bad enterics. An officer in the trenches sent a man
on a horse to get some papers from us. Luckily I had a batch of 'The
Times,' 'Spectator,' and 'Punches.'</p>
<p>We have come down very quickly, and hope to unload to-night, 9.30.</p>
<p><i>Wednesday, December 9th.</i>—In siding at Boulogne all day. Pouring wet.</p>
<p><i>Thursday, December 10th.</i>—Left for Bailleul at 8 <span class="smcap">a.m.</span> Heard
at St Omer of the sinking of the three German cruisers.</p>
<p>Arrived at 2 <span class="smcap">p.m.</span> Loaded up in the rain, wounded and sick—full
load. They were men wounded last night, very muddy and trenchy; said the
train was like heaven! It is lovely fun taking the sweets round; they
are such an unexpected treat. The sitting-ups make many jokes, and say
"they serve round 'arder sweets than this in the firing line—more
explosive like."</p>
<p>One showed us a fearsome piece of shell which killed his chum next to
him last night. There is a good deal of dysentery about, and acute
rheumatism. The Clearing Hospitals are getting rather rushed again, and
the men say we shall have a lot coming down in the next few days. A
hundred men of one regiment got separated from their supports and came
up against some German machine-guns in a wood with tragic results. We
are shelling from Ypres, but there is no answering shelling going on
just now, though the Taubes are busy.</p>
<p>We are wondering what the next railhead will be, and when. Some charming
H.A.C.'s are on the train this time, and a typically plucky lot of
Tommies. One of the best of their many best features is their unfailing
friendliness with each other. They never let you miss a man out with
sweets or anything if he happens to be asleep or absent.</p>
<p><i>Friday, December 11th.</i>—They wouldn't unload us at 11 <span class="smcap">p.m.</span> at
Boulogne last night, but sent us on to the Duchess of Westminster's
Hospital at a little place about twenty miles south of B., and we didn't
unload till this morning. It was my turn for a whole night in bed. Not
that this means we are having many nights up, but that when the load
doesn't require two Sisters at night, two go to bed and the other two
divide the night. After unloading we had a poke round the little fishing
village, and of course the church. A company of Canadian Red Cross
people unloaded us. The hospital has not been open very long. It was
all sand-dunes and fir-trees on the way, very attractive, and cement
factories.</p>
<p>Mail in again.</p>
<p>9 <span class="smcap">p.m.</span>—We came back to B. to fill up with stores after lunch,
and haven't been sent out again yet; but we often go to bed here, and
wake up and ask our soldier servants (batmen), who bring our jugs of hot
water it the morning, where we are. I like the motion of the train in
bed now, and you get used to the noise.</p>
<p><i>Saturday, December 12th.</i>—The French engine-drivers are so erratic
that if you're long enough on the line it's only a question of time when
you get your smash up. Ours came last night when they were joining us up
to go out again. They put an engine on to each end of one-half of the
train (not the one our car is in), and then did a tug-of-war. That
wasn't a success, so they did the concertina touch, and put three
coaches out of action, including the kitchen. So we're stuck here now
(Boulogne) till Heaven knows when. Fortunately no casualties.</p>
<p><i>Sunday, December 13th.</i>—We've been hung up since Friday night by the
three damaged trucks, and took the opportunity of getting some good
walks yesterday, and actually going to church at the English church this
morning.</p>
<p>Sister B. has been ordered to join the hospital; she mobilised to-day,
and we had to pack her off this morning. The staffs of the trains (which
have all been shortened) have been put down from four to three. Very
glad I wasn't taken off.</p>
<p>We saw a line of graves with wooden crosses, in a field against the
skyline, last journey.</p>
<p>We have seen a lot of the skin coats that the men are getting now.
Sheepskin, with any sort of fur or skin sleeves, just the skins sewn
together; you may see a grey or white coat with brown or black fur or
astrakhan sleeves. Some wear the fur inside and some outside; they
simply love them.</p>
<p>Reduced to pacing the platform in the dark and rain to get warm. It is
368 paces, so I've done it six times to well cover a mile, but it is not
an exciting walk! Funny thing, it seems in this war that for many
departments you are either thoroughly overworked or entirely hung up,
which is much worse. In things like the Pay Department or the
Post-Office or the Provisioning for the A.S.C. it seldom gets off the
overworked line, but in this and in the fighting line it varies very
much.</p>
<div class="blockquot"><p>"The number of victims of the Taube attack on Hazebrouck on Monday
is larger than was at first supposed. Five bombs were thrown and
nine British soldiers and five civilians were killed, while 25
persons were injured."—'Times,' Dec. 9th.</p>
</div>
<p>We were at H. on that day.</p>
<p><i>Monday, December 14th.</i>—Got off at last at 3.30 <span class="smcap">a.m.</span> Loaded
up 300 at Merville, a place we've only been to once before, near the
coalmines. Guns were banging only four miles off.</p>
<p>Had a good many bad cases, medical and surgical, this time: kept one
busy to the journey's end. We are unloaded to-night, so they will soon
be well seen to, instead of going down to Rouen or Havre, which two
other trains just in have got to do.</p>
<p>We have a good many Gordons on; one was hugging his bagpipes, and we had
him up after dinner to play, which he did beautifully with a wrapt
expression.</p>
<p>We are going up again to-night. "Three trains wanted immediately"—been
expecting that.</p>
<p><i>Tuesday, December 15th.</i>—We were unloaded last night at 9.30, and
reported ready to go up again at 11 <span class="smcap">p.m.</span>, but they didn't move
us till 5 <span class="smcap">a.m.</span> Went to same place as yesterday, and cleared the
Clearing Hospitals again; some badly wounded, with wounds exposed and
splints padded with straw as in the Ypres days.</p>
<p>The Black Watch have got some cherub-faced boys of seventeen out now.
The mud and floods are appalling. The Scotch regiments have lost their
shoes and spats and wade barefoot in the water-logged trenches. This is
a true fact.</p>
<p>I'm afraid not a few of many regiments have got rheumatism—some
acute—that they will never lose.</p>
<p>The ploughed fields and roads are all more or less under water, and each
day it rains more.</p>
<p>We have got a Red Cross doctor on the train who was in the next village
to the one we loaded from this morning. It has been taken and retaken by
both sides, and had a population of about 2000. The only living things
he saw in it to-day besides a khaki supply column passing through were
one cat and some goldfish. In one villa a big brass bedstead was hanging
through the drawing-room ceiling by its legs, the clothes hanging in the
cupboards were slashed up, and nothing left anywhere. He says at least
ten well-to-do men of 50 are doing motor-ambulance work with their own
Rolls-Royces up there, and cleaning their cars themselves, at 6
<span class="smcap">a.m.</span></p>
<p>I happened to ask a man, who is a stretcher-bearer belonging to the
Rifle Brigade, how he got hit. "Oh, I was carrying a dead man," he said
modestly. "My officer told me not to move him till dark, because of the
sniping; but his face was blown off by an explosive bullet, and I didn't
think it would do the chaps who had to stand round him all day any good,
so I put him on my back, and they copped me in the leg. I was glad he
wasn't a wounded man, because I had to drop him."</p>
<p>He told me some French ladies were killed in their horse-and-cart on the
road near their trenches the other day; they would go and try and get
some of their household treasures. Two were killed—two and a man—and
the horse wounded. He helped to take them to the R.A.M.C.
dressing-station.</p>
<p><i>Wednesday, December 16th.</i>—We are on our way up again to-day, and by a
different and much jollier way, to St Omer, going south of Boulogne and
across country, instead of up by Calais. We came back this way with
patients from Ypres once. It is longer, but the country is like
Hampshire Downs, instead of the everlasting flat swamps the other way.
Of course it is raining.</p>
<p>6 <span class="smcap">p.m.</span>—For once we waited long enough at St Omer to go out and
explore the beautiful ruined Abbey near the station. We went up the
town—very clean compared with the towns farther up—swarming with grey
touring-cars and staff officers. Headquarters of every arm labelled on
different houses, and a huge church the same date as the Abbey, with
some good carving and glass in it. We kept an eye open for Sir J.F. and
the P. of W., but didn't meet them. Saw the English military church
where Lord Roberts began his funeral service. For once it wasn't
raining.</p>
<p><i>Thursday, December 17th.</i>—Left St O. at 11 <span class="smcap">p.m.</span> last night,
and woke up this morning at Bailleul. Saw two aeroplanes being fired
at,—black smoke-balls bursting in the air. Heard that Hartlepool and
Scarboro' have been shelled—just the bare fact—in last night's
'Globe.' R. will have an exciting time. We're longing to get back for
to-day's 'Daily Mail.'</p>
<p>There has been a lot of fighting in our advance south-east of Ypres
since Sunday.</p>
<p>The Gordons made a great bayonet charge, but lost heavily in officers
and men in half an hour; we have some on the train. The French also lost
heavily, and lie unburied in hundreds; but the men say the Germans were
still more badly "punished." They tell us that in the base hospitals
they never get a clean wound; even the emergency amputations and
trephinings and operations done in the Clearing Hospitals are septic,
and no one who knew the conditions would wonder at it. We shall all
forget what aseptic work is by the time we get home. The anti-tetanus
serum injection that every wounded man gets with his first dressing has
done a great deal to keep the tetanus under, and the spreading gangrene
is less fatal than it was. It is treated with incisions and injections
of H<sub>2</sub>O<sub>2</sub>, or, when necessary, amputation in case of limbs. You
suspect it by the grey colour of the face and by another sense, before
you look at the dressing.</p>
<p>At B. a man at the station greeted me, and it was my old theatre orderly
at No. 7 Pretoria. We were very pleased to see each other. I fitted him
out with a pack of cards, post-cards, acid drops, and a nice grey pair
of socks.</p>
<p>A wounded officer told us he was giving out the mail in his trench the
night before last, and nearly every man had either a letter or a parcel.
Just as he finished a shell came and killed his sergeant and corporal;
if they hadn't had their heads out of the trench at that moment for the
mail, neither of them would have been hit. The officer could hardly get
through the story for the tears in his eyes.</p>
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