<h2>CHAPTER V.</h2>
<p><span class="smcap">When</span> I spoke to George Corvick of
the caution I had received he made me feel that any doubt of his
delicacy would be almost an insult. He had instantly told
Gwendolen, but Gwendolen’s ardent response was in itself a
pledge of discretion. The question would now absorb them
and would offer them a pastime too precious to be shared with the
crowd. They appeared to have caught instinctively at
Vereker’s high idea of enjoyment. Their intellectual
pride, however, was not such as to make them indifferent to any
further light I might throw on the affair they had in hand.
They were indeed of the “artistic temperament,” and I
was freshly struck with my colleague’s power to excite
himself over a question of art. He’d call it letters,
he’d call it life, but it was all one thing. In what
he said I now seemed to understand that he spoke equally for
Gwendolen, to whom, as soon as Mrs. Erme was sufficiently better
to allow her a little leisure, he made a point of introducing
me. I remember our going together one Sunday in August to a
huddled house in Chelsea, and my renewed envy of Corvick’s
possession of a friend who had some light to mingle with his
own. He could say things to her that I could never say to
him. She had indeed no sense of humour and, with her pretty
way of holding her head on one side, was one of those persons
whom you want, as the phrase is, to shake, but who have learnt
Hungarian by themselves. She conversed perhaps in Hungarian
with Corvick; she had remarkably little English for his
friend. Corvick afterwards told me that I had chilled her
by my apparent indisposition to oblige them with the detail of
what Vereker had said to me. I allowed that I felt I had
given thought enough to that indication: hadn’t I even made
up my mind that it was vain and would lead nowhere? The
importance they attached to it was irritating and quite envenomed
my doubts.</p>
<p>That statement looks unamiable, and what probably happened was
that I felt humiliated at seeing other persons deeply beguiled by
an experiment that had brought me only chagrin. I was out
in the cold while, by the evening fire, under the lamp, they
followed the chase for which I myself had sounded the horn.
They did as I had done, only more deliberately and
sociably—they went over their author from the
beginning. There was no hurry, Corvick said the future was
before them and the fascination could only grow; they would take
him page by page, as they would take one of the classics, inhale
him in slow draughts and let him sink all the way in. They
would scarce have got so wound up, I think, if they hadn’t
been in love: poor Vereker’s inner meaning gave them
endless occasion to put and to keep their young heads
together. None the less it represented the kind of problem
for which Corvick had a special aptitude, drew out the particular
pointed patience of which, had he lived, he would have given more
striking and, it is to be hoped, more fruitful examples. He
at least was, in Vereker’s words, a little demon of
subtlety. We had begun by disputing, but I soon saw that
without my stirring a finger his infatuation would have its bad
hours. He would bound off on false scents as I had
done—he would clap his hands over new lights and see them
blown out by the wind of the turned page. He was like
nothing, I told him, but the maniacs who embrace some
bedlamitical theory of the cryptic character of
Shakespeare. To this he replied that if we had had
Shakespeare’s own word for his being cryptic he would at
once have accepted it. The case there was altogether
different—we had nothing but the word of Mr. Snooks.
I returned that I was stupefied to see him attach such importance
even to the word of Mr. Vereker. He wanted thereupon to
know if I treated Mr. Vereker’s word as a lie. I
wasn’t perhaps prepared, in my unhappy rebound, to go so
far as that, but I insisted that till the contrary was proved I
should view it as too fond an imagination. I didn’t,
I confess, say—I didn’t at that time quite
know—all I felt. Deep down, as Miss Erme would have
said, I was uneasy, I was expectant. At the core of my
disconcerted state—for my wonted curiosity lived in its
ashes—was the sharpness of a sense that Corvick would at
last probably come out somewhere. He made, in defence of
his credulity, a great point of the fact that from of old, in his
study of this genius, he had caught whiffs and hints of he
didn’t know what, faint wandering notes of a hidden
music. That was just the rarity, that was the charm: it
fitted so perfectly into what I reported.</p>
<p>If I returned on several occasions to the little house in
Chelsea I dare say it was as much for news of Vereker as for news
of Miss Erme’s ailing parent. The hours spent there
by Corvick were present to my fancy as those of a chessplayer
bent with a silent scowl, all the lamplit winter, over his board
and his moves. As my imagination filled it out the picture
held me fast. On the other side of the table was a
ghostlier form, the faint figure of an antagonist good-humouredly
but a little wearily secure—an antagonist who leaned back
in his chair with his hands in his pockets and a smile on his
fine clear face. Close to Corvick, behind him, was a girl
who had begun to strike me as pale and wasted and even, on more
familiar view, as rather handsome, and who rested on his shoulder
and hung on his moves. He would take up a chessman and hold
it poised a while over one of the little squares, and then would
put it back in its place with a long sigh of
disappointment. The young lady, at this, would slightly but
uneasily shift her position and look across, very hard, very
long, very strangely, at their dim participant. I had asked
them at an early stage of the business if it mightn’t
contribute to their success to have some closer communication
with him. The special circumstances would surely be held to
have given me a right to introduce them. Corvick
immediately replied that he had no wish to approach the altar
before he had prepared the sacrifice. He quite agreed with
our friend both as to the delight and as to the honour of the
chase—he would bring down the animal with his own
rifle. When I asked him if Miss Erme were as keen a shot he
said after thinking: “No, I’m ashamed to say she
wants to set a trap. She’d give anything to see him;
she says she requires another tip. She’s really quite
morbid about it. But she must play fair—she
<i>shan’t</i> see him!” he emphatically added.
I wondered if they hadn’t even quarrelled a little on the
subject—a suspicion not corrected by the way he more than
once exclaimed to me: “She’s quite incredibly
literary, you know—quite fantastically!” I
remember his saying of her that she felt in italics and thought
in capitals. “Oh when I’ve run him to
earth,” he also said, “then, you know, I shall knock
at his door. Rather—I beg you to believe.
I’ll have it from his own lips: ‘Right you are, my
boy; you’ve done it this time!’ He shall crown
me victor—with the critical laurel.”</p>
<p>Meanwhile he really avoided the chances London life might have
given him of meeting the distinguished novelist; a danger,
however, that disappeared with Vereker’s leaving England
for an indefinite absence, as the newspapers
announced—going to the south for motives connected with the
health of his wife, which had long kept her in retirement.
A year—more than a year—had elapsed since the
incident at Bridges, but I had had no further sight of him.
I think I was at bottom rather ashamed—I hated to remind
him that, though I had irremediably missed his point, a
reputation for acuteness was rapidly overtaking me. This
scruple led me a dance; kept me out of Lady Jane’s house,
made me even decline, when in spite of my bad manners she was a
second time so good as to make me a sign, an invitation to her
beautiful seat. I once became aware of her under
Vereker’s escort at a concert, and was sure I was seen by
them, but I slipped out without being caught. I felt, as on
that occasion I splashed along in the rain, that I couldn’t
have done anything else; and yet I remember saying to myself that
it was hard, was even cruel. Not only had I lost the books,
but I had lost the man himself: they and their author had been
alike spoiled for me. I knew too which was the loss I most
regretted. I had taken to the man still more than I had
ever taken to the books.</p>
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