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<p>"He won't." She laughed and
clapped his shoulder. "You know,
Allen, there are times when I
think you're human after all."</p>
<p>"Thanks," he grinned wryly.
"How about—uh—how about
having a—a b-beer with me
now? To celebrate."</p>
<p>"Why, sure."</p>
<hr style='width: 45%;' />
<p>They went down to the shop.
A cooler of beer was there, its
contents being reckoned as
among the essential supplies
brought from Earth by Jessup.
Lancaster uncapped two bottles,
and he and Karen sat down on
a bench, swinging their legs and
looking over the silent, waiting
machines. Most of the station
personnel were off duty now, in
the arbitrary "night."</p>
<p>He sighed at last. "I like it
here."</p>
<p>"I'm glad you do, Allen."</p>
<p>"It's a funny place, but I like
it. The station and all its wacky
inhabitants. They're heterodox
as the very devil and would have
trouble getting a dog catcher's
job back home, but they're all
refreshing." Lancaster snapped
his fingers. "Say, that's it!
That's why you're all out here.
The government needs your talents,
and you aren't quite trusted,
so you're put here out of
range of spies. Right?"</p>
<p>"Do you have to see a rebel
with notebook in hand under
every bed?" she asked with a
hint of weariness. "The First
Amendment hasn't been repealed
yet, they say. Theoretically we're
all entitled to our own opinions."</p>
<p>"Okay, okay, I won't argue
politics. Tell me about some of
the people here, will you?
They're an odd bunch."</p>
<p>"I can't tell you much, Allen.
That's where Security does apply.
Isaacson is a Martian colonist,
you've probably guessed that
already. Jessup lost his hand in
a—a fight with some enemies
once. The Dufreres had a son
who was killed in the Moroccan
incident." Lancaster remembered
that that affair had involved
American power used to crush a
French spy ring centered in
North Africa. Sovereignty had
been brushed aside. But damn it,
you had to preserve the status
quo, for your own survival if
nothing else. "Hwang had to go
into exile when the Chinese government
changed hands a few
years back. I—"</p>
<p>"Yes?" he asked when her
voice faded out.</p>
<p>"Oh, I might as well tell you.
My husband and I lived in America
after our marriage. He was
a good biotechnician and had a
job with one of the big pharmaceutical
companies. Only he—went
to camp. Later he died or
was shot, I don't know which."
Her words were flat.</p>
<p>"That's a shame," he said inadequately.</p>
<p>"The funny part of it is, he
wasn't engaged in treason at all.
He was quite satisfied with
things as they were—oh, he
talked a little, but so does everybody.
I imagine some rival or
enemy put the finger on him."</p>
<p>"Those things happen," said
Lancaster. "It's too bad, but they
happen."</p>
<p>"They're bound to occur in a
police state," she said. "Sorry.
We weren't going to argue politics,
were we?"</p>
<p>"I never said the world was
perfect, Karen. Far from it. Only
what alternative have we got?
Any change is likely to be so
dangerous that—well, man can't
afford mistakes."</p>
<p>"No, he can't. But I wonder if
he isn't making one right now.
Oh, well. Give me another beer."</p>
<p>They talked on indifferent subjects
till Karen said it was her
bedtime. Lancaster escorted her
to her apartment. She looked at
him curiously as he said good
night, and then went inside and
closed the door. Lancaster had
trouble getting to sleep.</p>
<hr style='width: 45%;' />
<p>The corrected equations provided
an adequate theory of
super-dielectricity—a theory
with tantalizing hints about still
other phenomena—and gave the
research team a precise idea of
what they wanted in the way of
crystal structure. Actually, the
substance to be formed was only
semi-crystalline, with plastic
features as well, all interwoven
with a grid of carbon-linked
atoms. Now the trick was to produce
that stuff. Calculation revealed
what elements would be
needed, and what spatial arrangement—only
how did you
get the atoms to assume the required
configuration and hook up
in the right way?</p>
<p>Theory would get you only so
far, thereafter it was cut and
try. Lancaster rolled up his
sleeves with the rest and let
Karen take over the leadership—she
was the best experimenter.
He spent some glorious and all
but sleepless weeks, greasy,
dirty, living in a jungle of haywired
apparatus with a restless
slide rule. There were plenty of
failures, a lot of heartbreak and
profanity, an occasional injury—but
they kept going, and they
got there.</p>
<p>The day came—or was it the
night?—when Karen took a slab
of darkly shining substance out
of the furnace where it had been
heat-aging. Rakkan sawed it into
several chunks for testing. It
was Lancaster who worked on
the electric properties.</p>
<p>He applied voltage till his generator
groaned, and watched in
awe as meters climbed and
climbed without any sign of
stopping. He discharged the accumulated
energy in a single
blue flare that filled the lab with
thunder and ozone. He tested for
time lag of an electric signal and
wondered wildly if it didn't feel
like sleeping on its weary path.</p>
<p>The reports came in, excited
yells from one end of the long,
cluttered room to the other, exultant
whoops and men pounding
each other on the back. This
was it! This was the treasure at
the rainbow's end.</p>
<hr style='width: 45%;' />
<p>The substance and its properties
were physically and chemically
stable over a temperature
range of hundreds of degrees.
The breakdown voltage was up
in the millions. The insulation
resistance was better than the
best known to Earth's science.</p>
<p>The dielectric constant could be
varied at will by a simple electric
field normal to the applied voltage
gradient—a field which
could be generated by a couple
of dry cells if need be—and
ranged from a hundred thousand
to about three billion. For all
practical purposes, here was the
ultimate dielectric.</p>
<p>"We did it!" Friedrichs
slapped Lancaster's back till it
felt that the ribs must crack.
"We have it!"</p>
<p>"Whooppee!" yelled Karen.</p>
<p>Suddenly they had joined
hands and were dancing idiotically
around the induction furnace.
Lancaster clasped Rakkan's
talons without caring that it was
a Martian. They sang then, sang
till heads appeared at the door
and the glassware shivered.</p>
<div class="poem"><div class="stanza">
<span class="i0"><i>Here we go 'round the mulberry bush,</i><br/></span>
<span class="i0"><i>The mulberry bush, the mulberry bush—</i><br/></span></div>
</div>
<p>It called for a celebration. The
end of a Project meant no more
than filing a last report and
waiting for the next assignment,
but they ran things differently
out here. Somebody broke out a
case of Venusian aguacaliente.
Somebody else led the way to a
storeroom, tossed its contents
into the hall, and festooned it
with used computer tape. Rakkan
forgot his Martian dignity
and fiddled for a square dance,
with Isaacson doing the calling.
The folk from the other end of
the station swarmed in till the
place overflowed. It was quite a
party.</p>
<p>Hours later, Lancaster was
hazily aware of lying stretched
on the floor. His head was in
Karen's lap and she was stroking
his hair. The hardy survivors
were following the Dufreres in
French drinking songs, which
are the best in the known universe.
Rakkan's fiddle wove in
and out, a lovely accompaniment
to voices that were untrained
but made rich and alive by triumph.</p>
<div class="poem"><div class="stanza">
<span class="i0"><i>"Sur ma tomb' je veux qu'on inscrive:</i><br/></span>
<span class="i0"><i>'Ici-git le roi des buveurs.'</i><br/></span>
<span class="i0"><i>Sur ma tomb' je veux qu'on inscrive:</i><br/></span>
<span class="i0"><i>'Ici-git le roi des buveurs.</i><br/></span>
<span class="i2"><i>Ici-git, oui, oui, oui,</i><br/></span>
<span class="i2"><i>Ici-git, non, non, non—'"</i><br/></span></div>
</div>
<p>Lancaster knew that he had
never been really happy before.</p>
<hr style='width: 45%;' />
<p>Berg showed up a couple of
days later, looking worried. Lancaster's
vacation time was almost
up. When he heard the
news, his eyes snapped gleefully
and he pumped the physicist's
hand. "Good work, boy!"</p>
<p>"There are things to clean up
yet," said Lancaster, "but it's all
detail. Anybody can do it."</p>
<p>"And the material—what do
you call it, anyway?"</p>
<p>Karen grinned. "So far, we've
only named it <i>ffuts</i>," she said.
"That's 'stuff' spelled backward."</p>
<p>"Okay, okay. It's easy to manufacture?"</p>
<p>"Sure. Now that we know how,
anybody can make it in his own
home—if he's handy at tinkering
apparatus together."</p>
<p>"Fine, fine! Just what was
needed. This is the ticket." Berg
turned back to Lancaster.
"Okay, boy, you can pack now.
We blast again in a few hours."</p>
<p>The physicist shuffled his feet.
"What are my chances of getting
re-assigned back here?" he
asked. "I've liked it immensely.
And now that I know about it
anyway—"</p>
<p>"I'll see. I'll see. But remember,
this is top secret. You go
back to your regular job and
don't say a word on this to anyone
less than the President—no
matter what happens, understand?"</p>
<p>"Of course," snapped Lancaster,
irritated. "I know my duty."</p>
<p>"Yeah, so you do." Berg
sighed. "So you do."</p>
<p>Leavetaking was tough for all
concerned. They had grown
fond of the quiet, bashful man—and
as for him, he wondered
how he'd get along among normal
people. These were his sort.
Karen wept openly and kissed
him good-bye with a fervor that
haunted his dreams afterward.
Then she stumbled desolately
back to her quarters. Even Berg
looked glum.</p>
<p>He regained his cockiness on
the trip home, though, and insisted
on talking all the way.
Lancaster, who wanted to be
alone with his thoughts, was
annoyed, but you don't insult a
Security man.</p>
<p>"You understand the importance
of this whole business, and
why it has to be secret?" nagged
Berg. "I'm not thinking of the
scientific and industrial applications,
but the military ones."</p>
<p>"Oh, sure. You can make
lightning throwers if you want
to. And you've overcome the fuel
problem. With a few <i>ffuts</i> accumulators,
charged from any
handy power source, you can
build fuelless military vehicles,
which would simplify your logistics
immensely. And some really
deadly hand guns could be built—pistols
the equivalent of a
cannon, almost." Lancaster's
voice was dead. "So what?"</p>
<p>"So plenty! Those are only a
few of the applications. If you
use your imagination, you can
think of dozens more. And the
key point is—the <i>ffuts</i> and the
essential gadgetry using it are
cheap to make in quantity, easy
to handle—the perfect weapon
for the citizen soldier. Or for
the rebel! It isn't enough to decide
the outcome of a war all by
itself, but it may very well be
precisely the extra element
which will tip the military balance
against the government.
And I've already discussed what
that means."</p>
<p>"Yes, I remember. That's your
department, not mine. Just let
me forget about it."</p>
<p>"You'd better," said Berg.</p>
<hr style='width: 45%;' />
<p>In the month after his return,
Lancaster lived much as usual.
He was scolded a few times for
an increasing absent-mindedness
and a lack of enthusiasm on the
Project, but that wasn't too serious.
He became more of an introvert
than ever. Having some
difficulty with getting to sleep,
he resorted to soporifics and
then, in a savage reaction, to
stimulants. But outwardly there
was little to show the turmoil
within him.</p>
<p>He didn't know what to think.
He had always been a loyal citizen—not
a fanatic, but loyal—and
it wasn't easy for him to
question his own basic assumptions.
But he had experienced
something utterly alien to what
he considered normal, and he
had found the strangeness more
congenial—more human in every
way—than the norm. He had
breathed a different atmosphere,
and it couldn't but seem to him
that the air of Earth was tainted.
He re-read Kipling's <i>Chant-Pagan</i>
with a new understanding,
and began to search into
neglected philosophies. He studied
the news in detail, and his
critical eye soon grew jaundiced—did
this editorial or that feature
story have any semantic
content at all, or was it only a
tom-tom beat of loaded connotations?
The very statements of
fact were subject to doubt—they
should be checked against other
accounts, or better yet against
direct observation; but other accounts
were forbidden and there
was no chance to see for himself.</p>
<p>He took to reading seditious
pamphlets with some care, and
listened to a number of underground
broadcasts, and tried
clumsily to sound out those of
his acquaintances whom he suspected
of rebellious thoughts. It
all had to be done very cautiously,
with occasional nightmare
moments when he thought he
was being spied on; and was it
right that a man should be
afraid to hear a dissenting opinion?</p>
<p>He wondered what his son
was doing. It occurred to him
that modern education existed
largely to stultify independent
thought.</p>
<p>At the same time, he was unable
to discard the beliefs of his
whole life. Sedition was sedition
and treason was treason—you
couldn't evade that fact. There
were no more wars—plenty of
minor clashes, but no real wars.
There was a stable economy, and
nobody lacked for the essentials.
The universal state might be a
poor solution to the problems of
a time of troubles, but it was
nevertheless a solution. Change
would be unthinkably dangerous.</p>
<p>Dangerous to whom? To the
entrenched powers and their
jackals. But the oppressed peoples
of Earth had nothing to
lose, really, except their lives,
and many of them seemed quite
willing to sacrifice those. Did the
rights of man stop at a full belly,
or was there more?</p>
<p>He tried to take refuge in
cynicism. After all, he was well
off. He was a successful jackal.
But that wouldn't work either.
He required a more basic philosophy.</p>
<p>One thing that held him back
was the thought that if he became
a rebel, he would be pitted
against his friends—not only
those of Earth, but that strange
joyous crew out in space. He
couldn't see fighting against
them.</p>
<p>Then there was the very practical
consideration that he hadn't
the faintest idea of how to
contact the underground even if
he wanted to. And he'd make a
hell of a poor conspirator.</p>
<p>He was still in an unhappy and
undecided whirlpool when the
monitors came for him.</p>
<hr style='width: 45%;' />
<p>They knocked on the door at
midnight, as was their custom,
and he felt such an utter panic
that he could barely make it
across the apartment to let them
in. The four burly men wavered
before his eyes, and there was a
roaring and a darkness in his
head. They arrested him without
ceremony on suspicion of treason,
which meant that habeas
corpus and even the right of trial
didn't apply. Two of them escorted
him to a car, the other two
stayed to search his dwelling.</p>
<p>At headquarters, he was put
in a cell and left to stew for
some hours. Then a pair of men
in the uniform of the federal
police led him to a questioning
chamber. He was given a chair
and a smiling, soft-voiced man—almost
fatherly, with his
plump cheeks and white hair—offered
him a cigarette and began
talking to him.</p>
<p>"Just relax, Dr. Lancaster.
This is pretty routine. If you've
nothing to hide then you've nothing
to fear. Just tell the truth."</p>
<p>"Of course." It was a dry
whisper.</p>
<p>"Oh, you're thirsty. So sorry.
Alec, get Dr. Lancaster a glass
of water, will you, please? And
by the way, my name is Harris.
Let's call this a friendly conference,
eh?"</p>
<p>Lancaster drank avidly. Harris'
manner was disarming, and
the physicist felt more at ease.
This was—well, it was just a
mistake. Or maybe a simple spot
check. Nothing to fear. He
wouldn't be sent to camp—not
he. Such things happened to
other people, not to Allen Lancaster.</p>
<p>"You've been immunized
against neoscop?" asked Harris.</p>
<p>"Yes. It's routine for my rank
and over, you know. In case we
should ever be kidnapped—but
why am I telling <i>you</i> this?" Lancaster
tried to smile. His face
felt stiff.</p>
<p>"Hm. Yes. Too bad."</p>
<p>"Of course, I've no objection
at all to your using a lie detector
on me."</p>
<p>"Fine, fine." Harris beamed
and gestured to one of the expressionless
policemen. A table
was wheeled forth, bearing the
instrument. "I'm glad you're so
cooperative, Dr. Lancaster.
You've no idea how much trouble
it saves me—and you."</p>
<p>They ran a few harmless calibrating
questions. Then Harris
said, still smiling, "And now tell
me, Dr. Lancaster. Where were
you really this summer?"</p>
<p>Lancaster felt his heart leap
into his throat, and knew in a
sudden terror that the dials were
registering his reaction. "Why—I
took my vacation," he stammered.
"I was in the Southwest—"</p>
<p>"Mmmm—the machine doesn't
quite agree with you." Harris
remained impishly cheerful.</p>
<p>"But it's <i>true</i>! You can check
back and—"</p>
<p>"There are such things as doubles,
you know. Come, come, now,
let's not waste the whole night.
We both have many other things
to do."</p>
<p>"I—look." Lancaster gulped
down his panic and tried to
speak calmly. "Suppose I am lying.
The machine should tell you
that I'm not doing so out of disloyalty.
There are things I can't
tell anyone without clearance.
Like if you asked me about my
work on the Project—I can't tell
you that. Why don't you check
through regular Security channels?
There was a man named
Berg—at least he called himself
that. You'll find that it's all
perfectly okay with Security."</p>
<p>"You can tell me anything,"
said Harris gently.</p>
<p>"I can't tell you this. Not anybody
short of the President."
Lancaster caught himself. "Of
course, that's assuming that I
did really spend the summer for
something other than my vacation.
But—"</p>
<p>Harris sighed. "I was afraid
of this. I'm sorry, Lancaster."
He nodded to his policemen. "Go
ahead, boys."</p>
<hr style='width: 45%;' />
<p>Lancaster kept sliding into
unconsciousness. They jolted him
back to life with stimulant injections
and vigorous slaps and
resumed working on him. Now
and then they would let up and
Harris' face would swim out of
a haze of pain, smiling, friendly,
sympathetic, offering him a
smoke or a shot of whiskey. Lancaster
sobbed and wanted more
than anything else in the world
to do as that kindly man asked.
But he didn't dare. He knew
what happened to those who revealed
state secrets.</p>
<p>Finally he was thrown back
into his cell and left to himself.
When he recovered from his
faint—that was a very slow
process—he had no idea of how
many hours or days had gone by.
There was a water tap in the
room and he drank thirstily,
vomited the liquid up again, and
sat with his head in his hands.</p>
<p>So far, he thought dully, they
hadn't done too much to him. He
was short several teeth, and
there were some broken fingers
and toes, and maybe a floating
kidney. The other bruises, lacerations,
and burns would heal all
right if they got the chance.</p>
<p>Only they wouldn't.</p>
<p>He wondered vaguely how Security
had gotten onto his track.
Berg's precautions had been
very thorough. So thorough, apparently,
that Harris could find
no trace of what had really happened
that summer, and was going
only on suspicion. But what
had made him suspicious in the
first place? An anonymous tip-off—from
whom? Maybe some
enemy, some rival on the Project,
had chosen this way of getting
rid of his sector chief.</p>
<p>In the end, Lancaster thought
wearily, he'd tell. Why not do
it now? Then—probably—he'd
only be shot for betraying Berg's
confidence. That would be the
easy way out.</p>
<p>No. He'd hang on for awhile
yet. There was always a faint
chance.</p>
<p>His cell door opened and two
guards came in. He was past
flinching from them, but he had
to be supported on his way to
the questioning room.</p>
<p>Harris sat there, still smiling.
"How do you do, Dr. Lancaster,"
he said politely.</p>
<p>"Not so well, thank you." The
grin hurt his face.</p>
<p>"I'm sorry to hear that. But
really, it's your own fault. You
know that."</p>
<p>"I can't tell you anything,"
said Lancaster. "I'm under Security
oath. I can't speak of this
to anyone below the President."</p>
<p>Harris looked annoyed. "Don't
you think the President has better
things to do than come running
to every enemy of the state
that yaps after him?"</p>
<p>"There's been some mistake, I
tell you," pleaded Lancaster.</p>
<p>"I'll say there has. And you're
the one that's made it. Go ahead,
boys." Harris picked up a magazine
and started reading.</p>
<hr style='width: 45%;' />
<p>After awhile, Lancaster focused
his mind on Karen Marek
and kept it there. That helped
him bear up. If they knew, out
in the station, what was happening
to him, they—well, they
wouldn't forget him, try to pretend
they'd never known him, as
the little fearful people of Earth
did. They'd speak up, and do
their damnedest to save their
friend.</p>
<p>The blows seemed to come
from very far away. They didn't
do things like this out in the
station. Lancaster realized the
truth at that moment, but it held
no surprise. The most natural
thing in the world. And now, of
course, he'd never talk.</p>
<p>Maybe.</p>
<p>When he woke up, there was
a man before him. The face
blurred, seemed to grow to
monstrous size and then move
out to infinite distances. The
voice of Harris had a ripple in
it, wavering up and down, up
and down.</p>
<p>"All right, Lancaster, here's
the President. Since you insist,
here he is."</p>
<p>"Go ahead, American," said
the man. "Tell me. It's your
duty."</p>
<p>"No," said Lancaster.</p>
<p>"But I am the President. You
wanted to see me."</p>
<p>"Most likely a double. Prove
your identity."</p>
<p>The man who looked like the
President sighed and turned
away.</p>
<hr style='width: 45%;' />
<p>Lancaster woke up again lying
on a cot. He must have been
brought awake by a stimulant,
for a white-coated figure was
beside him, holding a hypodermic
syringe. Harris was there
too, looking exasperated.</p>
<p>"Can you talk?" he asked.</p>
<p>"I—yes." Lancaster's voice
was a dull croak. He moved his
head, feeling the ache of it.</p>
<p>"Look here, fellow," said Harris.
"We've been pretty easy
with you so far. Nothing has
happened to you that can't be
patched up. But we're getting
impatient now. It's obvious that
you're a traitor and hiding something."</p>
<p>Well, yes, thought Lancaster,
he was a traitor, by one definition.
Only it seemed to him that
a man had a right to choose his
own loyalties. Having experienced
what the police state
meant, he would have been untrue
to himself if he had yielded
to it.</p>
<p>"If you don't answer my questions
in the next session," said
Harris, "we'll have to start getting
really rough."</p>
<p>Lancaster remained silent. It
was too much effort to try to
speak.</p>
<p>"Don't think you're being
heroic," said Harris. "There's
nothing pretty or even very human
about a man under interrogation.
You've been screaming
as loud as anybody."</p>
<p>Lancaster looked away.</p>
<p>He heard the doctor's voice.
"I'd advice giving him a few
days' rest before starting again,
sir."</p>
<p>"You're new here, aren't
you?" asked Harris.</p>
<p>"Yes, sir. I was only assigned
to this duty a few weeks ago."</p>
<p>"Well, we don't put on kid
gloves for traitors."</p>
<p>"That's not what I mean, sir,"
said the doctor. "There are limits
to pain beyond which further
treatment simply doesn't register.
Also, I'm a little suspicious
about this man's heart. It has a
murmur, and questioning puts a
terrific strain on it. You wouldn't
want him to die on your
hands, would you, sir?"</p>
<p>"Mmmm—no. What do you
advise?"</p>
<p>"Just a few days in the hospital,
with treatment and rest.
It'll also have a psychological
effect as he thinks of what's
waiting for him."</p>
<p>Harris considered for a moment.
"All right. I've got enough
other things to do anyway."</p>
<p>"Very good, sir. You won't regret
this."</p>
<p>Lancaster heard the footsteps
retreat into silence. Presently
the doctor came around to stand
facing him. He was a short,
curly-haired man of undistinguished
appearance. For a moment
they locked eyes, then Lancaster
closed his. He wanted to
tell the doctor to go away, but it
wasn't worth the trouble.</p>
<p>Later he was put on a stretcher
and carried down endless halls
to another cell. This one had a
hospital look about it, somehow,
and the air was sharp with the
smell of antiseptics. The doctor
came when he was installed in
bed and took his arm and slipped
a needle into it. "Sleepy time,"
he said.</p>
<p>Lancaster drifted away again.</p>
<hr style='width: 45%;' />
<p>When he woke up, he felt darkness
and movement. He looked
around, wondering if he had
gone blind, and the breath
moaned out between his bruised
lips. A hand was laid on his
shoulder and a voice spoke out
of the black.</p>
<p>"It's okay, fella. Take it easy.
There'll be no more questions."</p>
<p>It was the doctor's voice, and
the doctor looked nothing at all
like Charon, but still Lancaster
wondered if he weren't being
ferried over the river of death.
There was a thrumming all
about him, and he heard a low
keening of wind. "Where are we
going?" he mumbled.</p>
<p>"Away. You're in a stratorocket
now. Just take it easy."</p>
<p>Lancaster fell asleep after
awhile.</p>
<p>Beyond that there was a
drugged, confused period where
he was only dimly aware of moving
and trying to talk. Shadows
floated across his vision, shadows
telling him something he
couldn't quite grasp. He followed
obediently enough. Full clarity
came eventually, and he was lying
in a bunk looking up at a
metal ceiling. The shivering
pulse of rockets trembled in his
body. A spaceship?</p>
<p>A spaceship!</p>
<p>He sat up, heart thudding,
and looked wildly around. "Hey!"
he cried.</p>
<p>The remembered figure of
Berg came through the door.
"Hullo, Allen," he said. "How're
you feeling?"</p>
<p>"I—you—" Lancaster sank
weakly back to his pillow. He
grew aware that he was thoroughly
bandaged, splinted, and
braced, and that there was no
more pain. Not much, anyway.</p>
<p>"I feel fine," he said.</p>
<p>"Good, good. The doc says
you'll be okay." Berg sat down
on the edge of the bunk. "I can't
stay here long, but the hell with
it. We'll be at the station soon.
You deserve to know some
things, such as that you've been
rescued."</p>
<p>"Well, that's obvious," said
Lancaster.</p>
<p>"By us. The rebels. The underground.
Subversive characters."</p>
<p>"That's obvious too. And
thanks—" The word was so
ridiculously inadequate that
Lancaster had to laugh.</p>
<hr style='width: 45%;' />
<p>"I suppose you've guessed
most of it already," said Berg.
"We needed a scientist of your
caliber for our project. One
thing we're desperately short of
is technical personnel, since the
only real education in such lines
is to be had on Earth and most
graduates find comfortable
berths in the existing society.
Like you, for instance. So we
played a trick on you. We used
part of our organization—yes,
we have a big one, and it's pretty
smart and powerful too—to convince
you this was a government
job of top secrecy. More damn
things can be done in the name
of Security—" Berg clicked his
tongue. "Everybody you saw at
the station was more or less
play-acting, of course. The whole
thing was set up to fool you. We
might not have gotten away with
it if we'd used some other person,
more shrewd about such
things, but we'd studied you and
knew you for an amiable, unsuspicious
guy, too wrapped up
in your own work to go witch-smelling."</p>
<p>"I guessed that much," admitted
Lancaster. "After I'd been in
the cells for awhile. Your way
of living and thinking was so
different from anything like—"</p>
<p>"Yeah. I'm sorry as hell
about that, Allen. We thought
you could just return to ordinary
life, but somehow—through one
of those accidents or malices inevitable
in a state where every
man spies on his neighbor—you
were hauled in. We knew of it at
once—yes, we've even infiltrated
the secret police—and decided to
do something about it. Quite
apart from the danger of your
betraying what you knew—we
could have eliminated that by
quietly murdering you—there
was the fact that we'd gotten
you into this and did owe you
something. We managed to get
Dr. Pappas transferred to the
inquisitory where you were being
held. He drugged you, producing
a remarkably corpse-like
figure, and smuggled you out as
simply another one who'd died
under questioning. I used my
Security papers to get the body
for special autopsy instead of
the usual immediate cremation.
Then we simply drove till we
reached the stratorocket we'd
arranged to have ready, and you
were flown to our spaceboat, and
now you're on the way back to
the station. You were kept under
drugs most of the way to help
you rest—they'd knocked you
around quite a bit in the inquisitory.
So—" Berg shrugged.
"Pappas can't go back to Earth
now, of course, but we can always
use a medic in space, and it
was well worth the trouble to
rescue you."</p>
<p>"I'm honored," said Lancaster.</p>
<p>"I still feel like hell about
what happened to you, though."</p>
<p>"It's all right. I can't say I
enjoyed it, but now that I've
learned some hard facts—oh,
well, forget the painful nature
of the lesson. I'll be okay. And
I'm going home!"</p>
<hr style='width: 45%;' />
<p>Jessup supported Lancaster as
they entered the space station.
His old crew was there waiting
to greet him. They were all
immensely pleased to have him
back, though Karen wept bitterly
on his shoulder.</p>
<p>"It's all right," he told her.
"I'm not in such bad shape as I
look. Honest, Karen, I'm all
right. And now that I have gotten
back, and know where I really
belong—damn, but it was
worth it!"</p>
<p>She looked at him with eyes
as gray as a rainy dawn. "And
you are with us?" she whispered.
"You're one of us? Of
your own will?"</p>
<p>"Of course I am. Give me a
week or two to rest, and I'll be
back in the lab bossing all of you
like a Simon Legree. Hell, we've
just begun on that super-dielectricity.
And there are a lot of
other things I want to try out,
too."</p>
<p>"It means exile," she said.
"No more blue skies and green
valleys and ocean winds. No
more going back to Earth."</p>
<p>"Well, there are other planets,
aren't there? And we'll go back
to Earth in the next decade, I
bet. Back to start a new American
Revolution and write the
Bill of Rights in the sky for all
to see." Lancaster grinned shyly.
"I'm not much at making
speeches, and I certainly don't
like to listen to them. But I've
learned the truth and I want to
say it out loud. The right of
man to be free is the most basic
one he's got, and when he gives
that up he finishes by surrendering
everything else too. You
people are fighting to bring back
honesty and liberty and the possibility
of progress. I hope nobody
here is a fanatic, because
fanaticism is exactly what we're
fighting against. I say we, because
from now on I'm one of
you. That is, if you're sure you
want me."</p>
<p>He stopped, clumsily. "Okay.
Speech ended."</p>
<p>Karen drew a shivering breath
and smiled at him. "And everything
else just begun, Allen,"
she said. He nodded, feeling too
much for words.</p>
<p>"Get to bed with you," ordered
Pappas.</p>
<hr style='width: 45%;' />
<p>Jessup led Lancaster off, and
one by one the others drifted
back to their jobs. Finally only
Karen and Berg stood by the
airlock.</p>
<p>"You keep your beautiful
mouth shut, my dear," said the
man.</p>
<p>"Oh, sure." Karen sighed unhappily.
"I wish I'd never
learned your scheme. When you
explained it to me I wanted to
shoot you."</p>
<p>"You insisted on an explanation,"
said Berg defensively.
"When Allen was due to go
back to Earth, you wanted us
to tell him who we were and
keep him. But it wouldn't have
worked. I've studied his dossier, and he's
not the kind of man to switch
loyalties that easily. If we were
to have him at all, it could only
be with his full consent. And now
we've got him."</p>
<p>"It was still a lousy trick,"
she said.</p>
<p>"Of course it was. But we had
no choice. We <i>had</i> to have a
first-rate physicist."</p>
<p>"You know," she said, "you're
a rat from way back."</p>
<p>"That I am. And by and large,
I enjoy it." Berg grimaced.
"Though I must admit this job
leaves a bad taste in my mouth.
I like Allen. It was the hardest
thing I ever did, tipping off the
federal police about him."</p>
<p>He turned on his heel and
walked away, smiling faintly.</p>
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