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<div class="tei-figure"><ANTIMG src="images/image03.png" width-obs="556" height-obs="450" alt="Illustration: Dave, Cat, and Nick running on the beach." /></div>
<p>Nick and I have been friends pretty much since I
can remember. Our mothers used to trade turns
fetching us from kindergarten. Nick lives
around the corner on Third Avenue, upstairs
over the grocery store his old man runs. If anyone
asked me <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">how come</span></span> we’re friends, I couldn’t
exactly say. We’re just together most of the time.</p>
<p>Neither of us is a real whiz at sports, but we
used to roller-skate and play a little king and
stickball and ride our bikes around exploring.
One time when we were about ten, we rode way
over to Twelfth Avenue at the Hudson River,
where the <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">Queen Mary</span></span> docks. This is about the
only time I remember my mom getting really
angry. She said Pop ought to take my bike away
from me, and he did, but only for about a week.
Nick and I still ride bikes a lot. Otherwise we
sit and do our homework or play chess and listen
to records.</p>
<p>Another reason we’re friends is because of this
creepy little kid who lived down toward the
corner, between me and Nick. He always tagged
along, wanting to play with us, and of course in
the end he always fouled up the game or fell
down and started to cry. Then his big brother
came rushing out, usually with another big guy
along, and they figured they were entitled to
beat us up for hurting little Joey.</p>
<p>After a while it looked to me as if Joey just
worked as a lookout, and the minute me or Nick
showed up on the block, one of the big guys came
to run us off. They did little things like throwing
sticks into our bike spokes and pretending it was
just a joke. Nick and I used to plot all kinds of
ways to get even with them, but in the end we
mostly decided it was easier to walk around the
block the long way to get to each other’s houses.
I’m not much on fighting, and neither is Nick—’specially
not with guys bigger than us.</p>
<p>Summers, up in the country, the kids seem to
be all the time wrestling and punching, half for
fun and half not. If I walk past some strange kid
my age up there, he almost always tries to get me
into a fight. I don’t get it. Maybe it’s because
sidewalks are uncomfortable for fighting, but we
just don’t do much scrapping for fun. The only
couple of fights I ever had, I was real mad.</p>
<p>Come spring, Nick and I got restless hanging
around the street, with nothing to do but stickball
and baiting the super at Forty-six. It was
so easy to get him sore, it wasn’t even fun. Cat
stayed out of that basement, but I wanted to get
him really out in the open, where he could chase
squirrels or something.</p>
<p>One day we rode our bikes up to Central Park.
I put Cat in a wicker hamper and tied it on the
back of my bike. He meowed a lot, and people
on the street would look at me and then do a
double take when they heard him.</p>
<p>We got up to Central Park and into a place
they call The Horseshoe, because the parking
area is that shape. I opened the lid a crack to look
at Cat. He hissed at me, the first time he ever
did. I looked around and thought, Gee, if I let
him loose, he could go anywhere, even over into
the woods, and I might never catch him. There
were a lot of hoody looking kids around, and I
could see if I ever left my bike a second to chase
Cat, they’d snatch the bike. So I didn’t let Cat
out, and I wolfed my sandwich and we went
home. Nick was pretty disgusted.</p>
<p>Then we hit a hot Saturday, the first one in
May, and I get an idea. I find Nick and say,
“Let’s put Cat and some sandwiches in the basket
and hop the subway out to Coney.”</p>
<p>Nick says, “Why bring Cat? He wrecked the
last expedition.”</p>
<p>“I like to take him places, and this won’t be
like Central Park. No one’s at Coney this time of
year. He can chase around on the beach and hunt
sand crabs.”</p>
<p>“Why do I have to have a nut for a friend?”
Nick moans. “Well, anyway, I’m keeping my
sandwich in my pocket, not in any old cat
basket.”</p>
<p>“Who cares where you keep your crumby
sandwich?”</p>
<p>So we went. Lots of people might think Coney
Island is ugly, with all the junky-looking booths
and billboards. But when you turn your back on
them and look out at the ocean, it’s the same
ocean as on a deserted beach. I kick off my shoes
and stand with my feet in the ice water and the
sun hot on my chest. Looking out at the horizon
with its few ships and some sea gulls and planes
overhead, I think: It’s mine, all mine. I could go
anywhere in the world, I could. Maybe I will.</p>
<p>Nick throws water down my neck. He only
understands infinity on math papers. I let Cat
out of the basket and strip off my splashed shirt
and chase Nick along the edge of the water. No
need to worry about Cat. He chases right along
with us, and every time a wave catches his feet
he hisses and hightails it up the beach. Then he
rolls himself in the hot, dry sand and gets up
and shakes. There are a few other groups of
people dotted along the beach. A big mutt dog
comes and sniffs Cat and gets a right and a left
scratch to the nose. He yelps and runs for home.
Cat discovers sand crabs. Nick and I roll around
in the sand and wrestle, and after a while we get
hungry, so we go back where we left the basket.
Cat is content to let me carry him.</p>
<p>Three girls are having a picnic right near our
basket. One yells to the others, “Hey, look! The
guy went swimming with his cat!”</p>
<p>Cat jumps down, turns his back on them, and
humps himself around on my sweater until he is
settled for a nap. I turn my back on the girls,
too, and look out at the ocean.</p>
<p>Still, it’s not the same as it would have been
a year ago. Then Nick and I would either have
moved away from the girls or thrown sand at
them.</p>
<p>We just sit and eat our sandwiches. Nick looks
over at them pretty often and whispers to me
how old do I think they are. I can’t tell about
girls. Some of the ones in our class at school
look about twenty-five, but then you see mothers
pushing baby carriages on the street who look
about fifteen.</p>
<p>One of the girls catches Nick’s eye and giggles.
“Hi, there, whatcha watching?”</p>
<p>“I’m a bird watcher,” says Nick. “Seen any
birds?”</p>
<p>The girls drift over our way. The one that
spoke first is a redhead. The one who seems to be
the leader is a big blonde in a real short skirt
and hair piled up high in a bird’s nest. Maybe
that’s what started Nick bird-watching. The
third girl is sort of quiet-looking, with brown
hair, I guess.</p>
<p>“You want a couple of cupcakes? You can have
mine. I’m going on a diet,” says the blonde.</p>
<p>“Thanks,” says Nick. “I was thinking of going
after some cokes.”</p>
<p>“Why waste time thinking? You might hurt
your head,” says the redhead.</p>
<p>The third girl bends down and strokes Cat
between the ears very gently. She says, “What’s
his name?”</p>
<p>I explain to her about why Cat is Cat. She sits
down and picks up a piece of seaweed to dangle
over his nose. Cat makes a couple of sleepy
swipes at it and then stretches luxuriously while
she strokes him. The other kids get to talking,
and we tell each other our names and where we
go to school and all that stuff.</p>
<p>Then Nick gets back on the subject of going
for cokes. I don’t really want to stay there alone
with the girls, so I say I’ll go. I tell Nick to watch
Cat, and the girl who is petting him says, “Don’t
worry, I won’t let him run away.”</p>
<p>It’s a good thing she’s there, because by the
time I get back with the cokes, which no one
offers to pay me back for, Nick and the other
two girls are halfway down the beach. Mary—that’s
her name—says, “I never saw a cat at the
beach before, but he seems to like it. Where’d
you get him?”</p>
<p>“He’s a stray. I got him from an old lady who’s
sort of a nut about cats. Come on, I’ll see if I can
get him to chase waves for you. He was doing it
earlier.”</p>
<p>We are running along in the waves when the
other kids come back. The big blonde kicks up
water at me and yells, “Race you!”</p>
<p>So I chase, and just as I’m going to catch up,
she stops short so I crash into her and we both
fall down. This seems to be what she had in
mind, but I bet the other kids are watching and
I feel silly. I roll away and get up and go back to
Cat.</p>
<p>While we drink cokes the blonde and the
redhead say they want to go to the movies.</p>
<p>“What’s on?” Nick asks.</p>
<p>“There’s a Sinatra thing at the neighborhood,”
the blonde tells him, and he looks interested.</p>
<p>“I can’t,” I say. “I’ve got Cat. Besides, it’s too
late. Mom’d think I’d fallen into the subway.”</p>
<p>“I told you that cat was a mistake,” says Nick.</p>
<p>“Put him in the basket and call your mother
and tell her your watch stopped,” says the redhead.
She comes over and trickles sand down my
neck. “Come on, it’d be fun. We don’t have to
sit in the kids’ section. We all look sixteen.”</p>
<p>“Nah, I can’t.” I get up and shake the sand
out.</p>
<p>Nick looks disgusted, but he doesn’t want to
stay alone. He says to the blonde, “Write me
down your phone number, and we’ll do it another
day when this nut hasn’t got his cat along.”</p>
<p>She writes down the phone number, and the
redhead pouts because I’m not asking for hers.
The girls get ready to leave, and Mary pats Cat
good-bye and waves to me. She says, “Bring him
again. He’s nice.”</p>
<p>We get on the subway and Cat meows crossly
at being shut in his basket. Nick pokes the basket
with his toes.</p>
<p>“Shut up, nuisance,” he says.</p>
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