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<h2> CHAPTER XXXII. A SPECIMEN OF MY WISDOM. </h2>
<p>THE scene must follow my erratic movements—the scene must close on
London for a while, and open in Edinburgh. Two days had passed since Major
Fitz-David's dinner-party. I was able to breathe again freely, after the
utter destruction of all my plans for the future, and of all the hopes
that I had founded on them. I could now see that I had been trebly in the
wrong—wrong in hastily and cruelly suspecting an innocent woman;
wrong in communicating my suspicions (without an attempt to verify them
previously) to another person; wrong in accepting the flighty inferences
and conclusions of Miserrimus Dexter as if they had been solid truths. I
was so ashamed of my folly, when I thought of the past—so completely
discouraged, so rudely shaken in my confidence in myself, when I thought
of the future, that, for once in a way, I accepted sensible advice when it
was offered to me. "My dear," said good old Benjamin, after we had
thoroughly talked over my discomfiture on our return from the
dinner-party, "judging by what you tell me of him, I don't fancy Mr.
Dexter. Promise me that you will not go back to him until you have first
consulted some person who is fitter to guide you through this dangerous
business than I am."</p>
<p>I gave him my promise, on one condition. "If I fail to find the person," I
said, "will you undertake to help me?"</p>
<p>Benjamin pledged himself to help me, cheerfully.</p>
<p>The next morning, when I was brushing my hair, and thinking over my
affairs, I called to mind a forgotten resolution of mine at the time I
first read the Report of my husband's Trial. I mean the resolution—if
Miserrimus Dexter failed me—to apply to one of the two agents (or
solicitors, as we should term them) who had prepared Eustace's defense—namely,
Mr. Playmore. This gentleman, it may be remembered, had especially
recommended himself to my confidence by his friendly interference when the
sheriff's officers were in search of my husband's papers. Referring back
to the evidence Of "Isaiah Schoolcraft," I found that Mr. Playmore had
been called in to assist and advise Eustace by Miserrimus Dexter. He was
therefore not only a friend on whom I might rely, but a friend who was
personally acquainted with Dexter as well. Could there be a fitter man to
apply to for enlightenment in the darkness that had now gathered around
me? Benjamin, when I put the question to him, acknowledged that I had made
a sensible choice on this occasion, and at once exerted himself to help
me. He discovered (through his own lawyer) the address of Mr. Playmore's
London agents; and from these gentlemen he obtained for me a letter of
introduction to Mr. Playmore himself. I had nothing to conceal from my new
adviser; and I was properly described in the letter as Eustace Macallan's
second wife.</p>
<p>The same evening we two set forth (Benjamin refused to let me travel
alone) by the night mail for Edinburgh.</p>
<p>I had previously written to Miserrimus Dexter (by my old friend's advice),
merely saying that I had been unexpectedly called away from London for a
few days, and that I would report to him the result of my interview with
Lady Clarinda on my return. A characteristic answer was brought back to
the cottage by Ariel: "Mrs. Valeria, I happen to be a man of quick
perceptions; and I can read the <i>unwritten</i> part of your letter. Lady
Clarinda has shaken your confidence in me. Very good. I pledge myself to
shake your confidence in Lady Clarinda. In the meantime I am not offended.
In serene composure I await the honor and the happiness of your visit.
Send me word by telegraph whether you would like Truffles again, or
whether you would prefer something simpler and lighter—say that
incomparable French dish, Pig's Eyelids and Tamarinds. Believe me always
your ally and admirer, your poet and cook—DEXTER."</p>
<p>Arrived in Edinburgh, Benjamin and I had a little discussion. The question
in dispute between us was whether I should go with him, or go alone, to
Mr. Playmore. I was all for going alone.</p>
<p>"My experience of the world is not a very large one," I said. "But I have
observed that, in nine cases out of ten, a man will make concessions to a
woman, if she approaches him by herself, which he would hesitate even to
consider if another man was within hearing. I don't know how it is—I
only know that it is so; If I find that I get on badly with Mr. Playmore,
I will ask him for a second appointment, and, in that case, you shall
accompany me. Don't think me self-willed. Let me try my luck alone, and
let us see what comes of it."</p>
<p>Benjamin yielded, with his customary consideration for me. I sent my
letter of introduction to Mr. Playmore's office—his private house
being in the neighborhood of Gleninch. My messenger brought back a polite
answer, inviting me to visit him at an early hour in the afternoon. At the
appointed time, to the moment, I rang the bell at the office door.</p>
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