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<h2> CHAPTER XXXIV. GLENINCH. </h2>
<p>"AHA!" said Benjamin, complacently. "So the lawyer thinks, as I do, that
you will be highly imprudent if you go back to Mr. Dexter? A hard-headed,
sensible man the lawyer, no doubt. You will listen to Mr. Playmore, won't
you, though you wouldn't listen to me?"</p>
<p>(I had of course respected Mr. Playmore's confidence in me when Benjamin
and I met on my return to the hotel. Not a word relating to the lawyer's
horrible suspicion of Miserrimus Dexter had passed my lips.)</p>
<p>"You must forgive me, my old friend," I said, answering Benjamin. "I am
afraid it has come to this—try as I may, I can listen to nobody who
advises me. On our way here I honestly meant to be guided by Mr. Playmore—we
should never have taken this long journey if I had not honestly meant it.
I have tried, tried hard to be a teachable, reasonable woman. But there is
something in me that won't be taught. I am afraid I shall go back to
Dexter."</p>
<p>Even Benjamin lost all patience with me this time.</p>
<p>"What is bred in the bone," he said, quoting the old proverb, "will never
come out of the flesh. In years gone by, you were the most obstinate child
that ever made a mess in a nursery. Oh, dear me, we might as well have
stayed in London."</p>
<p>"No," I replied, "now we have traveled to Edinburgh, we will see something
(interesting to <i>me</i> at any rate) which we should never have seen if
we had not left London. My husband's country-house is within a few miles
of us here. To-morrow—we will go to Gleninch."</p>
<p>"Where the poor lady was poisoned?" asked Benjamin, with a look of dismay.
"You mean that place?"</p>
<p>"Yes. I want to see the room in which she died; I want to go all over the
house."</p>
<p>Benjamin crossed his hands resignedly on his lap. "I try to understand the
new generation," said the old man, sadly; "but I can't manage it. The new
generation beats me."</p>
<p>I sat down to write to Mr. Playmore about the visit to Gleninch. The house
in which the tragedy had occurred that had blighted my husband's life was,
to my mind, the most interesting house on the habitable globe. The
prospect of visiting Gleninch had, indeed (to tell the truth), strongly
influenced my resolution to consult the Edinburgh lawyer. I sent my note
to Mr. Playmore by a messenger, and received the kindest reply in return.
If I would wait until the afternoon, he would get the day's business done,
and would take us to Gleninch in his own carriage.</p>
<p>Benjamin's obstinacy—in its own quiet way, and on certain occasions
only—was quite a match for mine. He had privately determined, as one
of the old generation, to have nothing to do with Gleninch. Not a word on
the subject escaped him until Mr. Playmore's carriage was at the hotel
door. At that appropriate moment Benjamin remembered an old friend of his
in Edinburgh. "Will you please to excuse me, Valeria? My friend's name is
Saunders; and he will take it unkindly of me if I don't dine with him
to-day."</p>
<p>Apart from the associations that I connected with it, there was nothing to
interest a traveler at Gleninch.</p>
<p>The country around was pretty and well cultivated, and nothing more. The
park was, to an English eye, wild and badly kept. The house had been built
within the last seventy or eighty years. Outside, it was as bare of all
ornament as a factory, and as gloomily heavy in effect as a prison.
Inside, the deadly dreariness, the close, oppressive solitude of a
deserted dwelling wearied the eye and weighed on the mind, from the roof
to the basement. The house had been shut up since the time of the Trial. A
lonely old couple, man and wife, had the keys and the charge of it. The
man shook his head in silent and sorrowful disapproval of our intrusion
when Mr. Playmore ordered him to open the doors and shutters, and let the
light in on the dark, deserted place. Fires were burning in the library
and the picture-gallery, to preserve the treasures which they contained
from the damp. It was not easy, at first, to look at the cheerful blaze
without fancying that the inhabitants of the house must surely come in and
warm themselves. Ascending to the upper floor, I saw the rooms made
familiar to me by the Report of the Trial. I entered the little study,
with the old books on the shelves, and the key still missing from the
locked door of communication with the bedchamber. I looked into the room
in which the unhappy mistress of Gleninch had suffered and died. The bed
was left in its place; the sofa on which the nurse had snatched her
intervals of repose was at its foot; the Indian cabinet, in which the
crumpled paper with the grains of arsenic had been found, still held its
little collection of curiosities. I moved on its pivot the invalid-table
on which she had taken her meals and written her poems, poor soul. The
place was dreary and dreadful; the heavy air felt as if it were still
burdened with its horrid load of misery and distrust. I was glad to get
out (after a passing glance at the room which Eustace had occupied in
those days) into the Guests' Corridor. There was the bedroom, at the door
of which Miserrimus Dexter had waited and watched. There was the oaken
floor along which he had hopped, in his horrible way, following the
footsteps of the servant disguised in her mistress's clothes. Go where I
might, the ghosts of the dead and the absent were with me, step by step.
Go where I might, the lonely horror of the house had its still and awful
voice for Me: "<i>I</i> keep the secret of the Poison! <i>I</i> hide the
mystery of the death!"</p>
<p>The oppression of the place became unendurable. I longed for the pure sky
and the free air. My companion noticed and understood me.</p>
<p>"Come," he said. "We have had enough of the house. Let us look at the
grounds."</p>
<p>In the gray quiet of the evening we roamed about the lonely gardens, and
threaded our way through the rank, neglected shrubberies. Wandering here
and wandering there, we drifted into the kitchen garden—with one
little patch still sparely cultivated by the old man and his wife, and all
the rest a wilderness of weeds. Beyond the far end of the garden, divided
from it by a low paling of wood, there stretched a patch of waste ground,
sheltered on three sides by trees. In one lost corner of the ground an
object, common enough elsewhere, attracted my attention here. The object
was a dust-heap. The great size of it, and the curious situation in which
it was placed, aroused a moment's languid curiosity in me. I stopped, and
looked at the dust and ashes, at the broken crockery and the old iron.
Here there was a torn hat, and there some fragments of rotten old boots,
and scattered around a small attendant litter of torn paper and frowzy
rags.</p>
<p>"What are you looking at?" asked Mr. Playmore.</p>
<p>"At nothing more remarkable than the dust-heap," I answered.</p>
<p>"In tidy England, I suppose, you would have all that carted away out of
sight," said the lawyer. "We don't mind in Scotland, as long as the
dust-heap is far enough away not to be smelt at the house. Besides, some
of it, sifted, comes in usefully as manure for the garden. Here the place
is deserted, and the rubbish in consequence has not been disturbed.
Everything at Gleninch, Mrs. Eustace (the big dust-heap included), is
waiting for the new mistress to set it to rights. One of these days you
may be queen here—who knows?"</p>
<p>"I shall never see this place again," I said.</p>
<p>"Never is a long day," returned my companion. "And time has its surprises
in store for all of us."</p>
<p>We turned away, and walked back in silence to the park gate, at which the
carriage was waiting.</p>
<p>On the return to Edinburgh, Mr. Playmore directed the conversation to
topics entirely unconnected with my visit to Gleninch. He saw that my mind
stood in need of relief; and he most good-naturedly, and successfully,
exerted himself to amuse me. It was not until we were close to the city
that he touched on the subject of my return to London.</p>
<p>"Have you decided yet on the day when you leave Edinburgh?" he asked.</p>
<p>"We leave Edinburgh," I replied, "by the train of to-morrow morning."</p>
<p>"Do you still see no reason to alter the opinions which you expressed
yesterday? Does your speedy departure mean that?"</p>
<p>"I am afraid it does, Mr. Playmore. When I am an older woman, I may be a
wiser woman. In the meantime, I can only trust to your indulgence if I
still blindly blunder on in my own way."</p>
<p>He smiled pleasantly, and patted my hand—then changed on a sudden,
and looked at me gravely and attentively before he opened his lips again.</p>
<p>"This is my last opportunity of speaking to you before you go," he said.
"May I speak freely?"</p>
<p>"As freely as you please, Mr. Playmore. Whatever you may say to me will
only add to my grateful sense of your kindness."</p>
<p>"I have very little to say, Mrs. Eustace—and that little begins with
a word of caution. You told me yesterday that, when you paid your last
visit to Miserrimus Dexter, you went to him alone. Don't do that again.
Take somebody with you."</p>
<p>"Do you think I am in any danger, then?"</p>
<p>"Not in the ordinary sense of the word. I only think that a friend may be
useful in keeping Dexter's audacity (he is one of the most impudent men
living) within proper limits. Then, again, in case anything worth
remembering and acting on <i>should</i> fall from him in his talk, a
friend may be valuable as witness. In your place, I should have a witness
with me who could take notes—but then I am a lawyer, and my business
is to make a fuss about trifles. Let me only say—go with a companion
when you next visit Dexter; and be on your guard against yourself when
your talk turns on Mrs. Beauly."</p>
<p>"On my guard against myself? What do you mean?"</p>
<p>"Practice, my dear Mrs. Eustace, has given me an eye for the little
weaknesses of human nature. You are (quite naturally) disposed to be
jealous of Mrs. Beauly; and you are, in consequence, not in full
possession of your excellent common-sense when Dexter uses that lady as a
means of blindfolding you. Am I speaking too freely?"</p>
<p>"Certainly not. It is very degrading to me to be jealous of Mrs. Beauly.
My vanity suffers dreadfully when I think of it. But my common-sense
yields to conviction. I dare say you are right."</p>
<p>"I am delighted to find that we agree on one point," he rejoined, dryly.
"I don't despair yet of convincing you in that far more serious matter
which is still in dispute between us. And, what is more, if you will throw
no obstacles in the way, I look to Dexter himself to help me."</p>
<p>This aroused my curiosity. How Miserrimus Dexter could help him, in that
or in any other way, was a riddle beyond my reading.</p>
<p>"You propose to repeat to Dexter all that Lady Clarinda told you about
Mrs. Beauly," he went on. "And you think it is likely that Dexter will be
overwhelmed, as you were overwhelmed, when he hears the story. I am going
to venture on a prophecy. I say that Dexter will disappoint you. Far from
showing any astonishment, he will boldly tell you that you have been duped
by a deliberately false statement of facts, invented and set afloat, in
her own guilty interests, by Mrs. Beauly. Now tell me—if he really
try, in that way, to renew your unfounded suspicion of an innocent woman,
will <i>that</i> shake your confidence in your own opinion?"</p>
<p>"It will entirely destroy my confidence in my own opinion, Mr. Playmore."</p>
<p>"Very good. I shall expect you to write to me, in any case; and I believe
we shall be of one mind before the week is out. Keep strictly secret all
that I said to you yesterday about Dexter. Don't even mention my name when
you see him. Thinking of him as I think now, I would as soon touch the
hand of the hangman as the hand of that monster! God bless you! Good-by."</p>
<p>So he said his farewell words, at the door of the hotel. Kind, genial,
clever—but oh, how easily prejudiced, how shockingly obstinate in
holding to his own opinion! And <i>what</i> an opinion! I shuddered as I
thought of it.</p>
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