<p>yes I think he made them a bit firmer sucking them like that so long he made me
thirsty titties he calls them I had to laugh yes this one anyhow stiff the
nipple gets for the least thing Ill get him to keep that up and Ill take those
eggs beaten up with marsala fatten them out for him what are all those veins
and things curious the way its made 2 the same in case of twins theyre supposed
to represent beauty placed up there like those statues in the museum one of
them pretending to hide it with her hand are they so beautiful of course
compared with what a man looks like with his two bags full and his other thing
hanging down out of him or sticking up at you like a hatrack no wonder they
hide it with a cabbageleaf that disgusting Cameron highlander behind the meat
market or that other wretch with the red head behind the tree where the statue
of the fish used to be when I was passing pretending he was pissing standing
out for me to see it with his babyclothes up to one side the Queens own they
were a nice lot its well the Surreys relieved them theyre always trying to show
it to you every time nearly I passed outside the mens greenhouse near the
Harcourt street station just to try some fellow or other trying to catch my eye
as if it was 1 of the 7 wonders of the world O and the stink of those rotten
places the night coming home with Poldy after the Comerfords party oranges and
lemonade to make you feel nice and watery I went into 1 of them it was so
biting cold I couldnt keep it when was that 93 the canal was frozen yes it was
a few months after a pity a couple of the Camerons werent there to see me
squatting in the mens place meadero I tried to draw a picture of it before I
tore it up like a sausage or something I wonder theyre not afraid going about
of getting a kick or a bang of something there the woman is beauty of course
thats admitted when he said I could pose for a picture naked to some rich
fellow in Holles street when he lost the job in Helys and I was selling the
clothes and strumming in the coffee palace would I be like that bath of the
nymph with my hair down yes only shes younger or Im a little like that dirty
bitch in that Spanish photo he has nymphs used they go about like that I asked
him about her and that word met something with hoses in it and he came out with
some jawbreakers about the incarnation he never can explain a thing simply the
way a body can understand then he goes and burns the bottom out of the pan all
for his Kidney this one not so much theres the mark of his teeth still where he
tried to bite the nipple I had to scream out arent they fearful trying to hurt
you I had a great breast of milk with Milly enough for two what was the reason
of that he said I could have got a pound a week as a wet nurse all swelled out
the morning that delicate looking student that stopped in no 28 with the
Citrons Penrose nearly caught me washing through the window only for I snapped
up the towel to my face that was his studenting hurt me they used to weaning
her till he got doctor Brady to give me the belladonna prescription I had to
get him to suck them they were so hard he said it was sweeter and thicker than
cows then he wanted to milk me into the tea well hes beyond everything I
declare somebody ought to put him in the budget if I only could remember the
one half of the things and write a book out of it the works of Master Poldy yes
and its so much smoother the skin much an hour he was at them Im sure by the
clock like some kind of a big infant I had at me they want everything in their
mouth all the pleasure those men get out of a woman I can feel his mouth O Lord
I must stretch myself I wished he was here or somebody to let myself go with
and come again like that I feel all fire inside me or if I could dream it when
he made me spend the 2nd time tickling me behind with his finger I was coming
for about 5 minutes with my legs round him I had to hug him after O Lord I
wanted to shout out all sorts of things fuck or shit or anything at all only
not to look ugly or those lines from the strain who knows the way hed take it
you want to feel your way with a man theyre not all like him thank God some of
them want you to be so nice about it I noticed the contrast he does it and
doesnt talk I gave my eyes that look with my hair a bit loose from the tumbling
and my tongue between my lips up to him the savage brute Thursday Friday one
Saturday two Sunday three O Lord I cant wait till Monday</p>
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