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<h2> Chapter 14 </h2>
<h3> STRONG OF PURPOSE </h3>
<p>The sexton-task of piling earth above John Harmon all night long, was not
conducive to sound sleep; but Rokesmith had some broken morning rest, and
rose strengthened in his purpose. It was all over now. No ghost should
trouble Mr and Mrs Boffin’s peace; invisible and voiceless, the ghost
should look on for a little while longer at the state of existence out of
which it had departed, and then should for ever cease to haunt the scenes
in which it had no place.</p>
<p>He went over it all again. He had lapsed into the condition in which he
found himself, as many a man lapses into many a condition, without
perceiving the accumulative power of its separate circumstances. When in
the distrust engendered by his wretched childhood and the action for evil—never
yet for good within his knowledge then—of his father and his
father’s wealth on all within their influence, he conceived the idea of
his first deception, it was meant to be harmless, it was to last but a few
hours or days, it was to involve in it only the girl so capriciously
forced upon him and upon whom he was so capriciously forced, and it was
honestly meant well towards her. For, if he had found her unhappy in the
prospect of that marriage (through her heart inclining to another man or
for any other cause), he would seriously have said: ‘This is another of
the old perverted uses of the misery-making money. I will let it go to my
and my sister’s only protectors and friends.’ When the snare into which he
fell so outstripped his first intention as that he found himself placarded
by the police authorities upon the London walls for dead, he confusedly
accepted the aid that fell upon him, without considering how firmly it
must seem to fix the Boffins in their accession to the fortune. When he
saw them, and knew them, and even from his vantage-ground of inspection
could find no flaw in them, he asked himself, ‘And shall I come to life to
dispossess such people as these?’ There was no good to set against the
putting of them to that hard proof. He had heard from Bella’s own lips
when he stood tapping at the door on that night of his taking the
lodgings, that the marriage would have been on her part thoroughly
mercenary. He had since tried her, in his own unknown person and supposed
station, and she not only rejected his advances but resented them. Was it
for him to have the shame of buying her, or the meanness of punishing her?
Yet, by coming to life and accepting the condition of the inheritance, he
must do the former; and by coming to life and rejecting it, he must do the
latter.</p>
<p>Another consequence that he had never foreshadowed, was the implication of
an innocent man in his supposed murder. He would obtain complete
retraction from the accuser, and set the wrong right; but clearly the
wrong could never have been done if he had never planned a deception.
Then, whatever inconvenience or distress of mind the deception cost him,
it was manful repentantly to accept as among its consequences, and make no
complaint.</p>
<p>Thus John Rokesmith in the morning, and it buried John Harmon still many
fathoms deeper than he had been buried in the night.</p>
<p>Going out earlier than he was accustomed to do, he encountered the cherub
at the door. The cherub’s way was for a certain space his way, and they
walked together.</p>
<p>It was impossible not to notice the change in the cherub’s appearance. The
cherub felt very conscious of it, and modestly remarked:</p>
<p>‘A present from my daughter Bella, Mr Rokesmith.’</p>
<p>The words gave the Secretary a stroke of pleasure, for he remembered the
fifty pounds, and he still loved the girl. No doubt it was very weak—it
always <i>is</i> very weak, some authorities hold—but he loved the girl.</p>
<p>‘I don’t know whether you happen to have read many books of African
Travel, Mr Rokesmith?’ said R. W.</p>
<p>‘I have read several.’</p>
<p>‘Well, you know, there’s usually a King George, or a King Boy, or a King
Sambo, or a King Bill, or Bull, or Rum, or Junk, or whatever name the
sailors may have happened to give him.’</p>
<p>‘Where?’ asked Rokesmith.</p>
<p>‘Anywhere. Anywhere in Africa, I mean. Pretty well everywhere, I may say;
for black kings are cheap—and I think’—said R. W., with an
apologetic air, ‘nasty’.</p>
<p>‘I am much of your opinion, Mr Wilfer. You were going to say—?’</p>
<p>‘I was going to say, the king is generally dressed in a London hat only,
or a Manchester pair of braces, or one epaulette, or an uniform coat with
his legs in the sleeves, or something of that kind.’</p>
<p>‘Just so,’ said the Secretary.</p>
<p>‘In confidence, I assure you, Mr Rokesmith,’ observed the cheerful cherub,
‘that when more of my family were at home and to be provided for, I used
to remind myself immensely of that king. You have no idea, as a single
man, of the difficulty I have had in wearing more than one good article at
a time.’</p>
<p>‘I can easily believe it, Mr Wilfer.’</p>
<p>‘I only mention it,’ said R. W. in the warmth of his heart, ‘as a proof of
the amiable, delicate, and considerate affection of my daughter Bella. If
she had been a little spoilt, I couldn’t have thought so very much of it,
under the circumstances. But no, not a bit. And she is so very pretty! I
hope you agree with me in finding her very pretty, Mr Rokesmith?’</p>
<p>‘Certainly I do. Every one must.’</p>
<p>‘I hope so,’ said the cherub. ‘Indeed, I have no doubt of it. This is a
great advancement for her in life, Mr Rokesmith. A great opening of her
prospects?’</p>
<p>‘Miss Wilfer could have no better friends than Mr and Mrs Boffin.’</p>
<p>‘Impossible!’ said the gratified cherub. ‘Really I begin to think things
are very well as they are. If Mr John Harmon had lived—’</p>
<p>‘He is better dead,’ said the Secretary.</p>
<p>‘No, I won’t go so far as to say that,’ urged the cherub, a little
remonstrant against the very decisive and unpitying tone; ‘but he mightn’t
have suited Bella, or Bella mightn’t have suited him, or fifty things,
whereas now I hope she can choose for herself.’</p>
<p>‘Has she—as you place the confidence in me of speaking on the
subject, you will excuse my asking—has she—perhaps—chosen?’
faltered the Secretary.</p>
<p>‘Oh dear no!’ returned R. W.</p>
<p>‘Young ladies sometimes,’ Rokesmith hinted, ‘choose without mentioning
their choice to their fathers.’</p>
<p>‘Not in this case, Mr Rokesmith. Between my daughter Bella and me there is
a regular league and covenant of confidence. It was ratified only the
other day. The ratification dates from—these,’ said the cherub,
giving a little pull at the lappels of his coat and the pockets of his
trousers. ‘Oh no, she has not chosen. To be sure, young George Sampson, in
the days when Mr John Harmon—’</p>
<p>‘Who I wish had never been born!’ said the Secretary, with a gloomy brow.</p>
<p>R. W. looked at him with surprise, as thinking he had contracted an
unaccountable spite against the poor deceased, and continued: ‘In the days
when Mr John Harmon was being sought out, young George Sampson certainly
was hovering about Bella, and Bella let him hover. But it never was
seriously thought of, and it’s still less than ever to be thought of now.
For Bella is ambitious, Mr Rokesmith, and I think I may predict will marry
fortune. This time, you see, she will have the person and the property
before her together, and will be able to make her choice with her eyes
open. This is my road. I am very sorry to part company so soon. Good
morning, sir!’</p>
<p>The Secretary pursued his way, not very much elevated in spirits by this
conversation, and, arriving at the Boffin mansion, found Betty Higden
waiting for him.</p>
<p>‘I should thank you kindly, sir,’ said Betty, ‘if I might make so bold as
have a word or two wi’ you.’</p>
<p>She should have as many words as she liked, he told her; and took her into
his room, and made her sit down.</p>
<p>‘’Tis concerning Sloppy, sir,’ said Betty. ‘And that’s how I come here by
myself. Not wishing him to know what I’m a-going to say to you, I got the
start of him early and walked up.’</p>
<p>‘You have wonderful energy,’ returned Rokesmith. ‘You are as young as I
am.’</p>
<p>Betty Higden gravely shook her head. ‘I am strong for my time of life,
sir, but not young, thank the Lord!’</p>
<p>‘Are you thankful for not being young?’</p>
<p>‘Yes, sir. If I was young, it would all have to be gone through again, and
the end would be a weary way off, don’t you see? But never mind me; ‘tis
concerning Sloppy.’</p>
<p>‘And what about him, Betty?’</p>
<p>‘’Tis just this, sir. It can’t be reasoned out of his head by any powers
of mine but what that he can do right by your kind lady and gentleman and
do his work for me, both together. Now he can’t. To give himself up to
being put in the way of arning a good living and getting on, he must give
me up. Well; he won’t.’</p>
<p>‘I respect him for it,’ said Rokesmith.</p>
<p>‘<i>Do</i> ye, sir? I don’t know but what I do myself. Still that don’t make it
right to let him have his way. So as he won’t give me up, I’m a-going to
give him up.’</p>
<p>‘How, Betty?’</p>
<p>‘I’m a-going to run away from him.’</p>
<p>With an astonished look at the indomitable old face and the bright eyes,
the Secretary repeated, ‘Run away from him?’</p>
<p>‘Yes, sir,’ said Betty, with one nod. And in the nod and in the firm set
of her mouth, there was a vigour of purpose not to be doubted.</p>
<p>‘Come, come!’ said the Secretary. ‘We must talk about this. Let us take
our time over it, and try to get at the true sense of the case and the
true course, by degrees.’</p>
<p>‘Now, lookee here, by dear,’ returned old Betty—‘asking your excuse
for being so familiar, but being of a time of life a’most to be your
grandmother twice over. Now, lookee, here. ‘Tis a poor living and a hard
as is to be got out of this work that I’m a doing now, and but for Sloppy
I don’t know as I should have held to it this long. But it did just keep
us on, the two together. Now that I’m alone—with even Johnny gone—I’d
far sooner be upon my feet and tiring of myself out, than a sitting
folding and folding by the fire. And I’ll tell you why. There’s a deadness
steals over me at times, that the kind of life favours and I don’t like.
Now, I seem to have Johnny in my arms—now, his mother—now, his
mother’s mother—now, I seem to be a child myself, a lying once again
in the arms of my own mother—then I get numbed, thought and sense,
till I start out of my seat, afeerd that I’m a growing like the poor old
people that they brick up in the Unions, as you may sometimes see when
they let ‘em out of the four walls to have a warm in the sun, crawling
quite scared about the streets. I was a nimble girl, and have always been
a active body, as I told your lady, first time ever I see her good face. I
can still walk twenty mile if I am put to it. I’d far better be a walking
than a getting numbed and dreary. I’m a good fair knitter, and can make
many little things to sell. The loan from your lady and gentleman of
twenty shillings to fit out a basket with, would be a fortune for me.
Trudging round the country and tiring of myself out, I shall keep the
deadness off, and get my own bread by my own labour. And what more can I
want?’</p>
<p>‘And this is your plan,’ said the Secretary, ‘for running away?’</p>
<p>‘Show me a better! My deary, show me a better! Why, I know very well,’
said old Betty Higden, ‘and you know very well, that your lady and
gentleman would set me up like a queen for the rest of my life, if so be
that we could make it right among us to have it so. But we can’t make it
right among us to have it so. I’ve never took charity yet, nor yet has any
one belonging to me. And it would be forsaking of myself indeed, and
forsaking of my children dead and gone, and forsaking of their children
dead and gone, to set up a contradiction now at last.’</p>
<p>‘It might come to be justifiable and unavoidable at last,’ the Secretary
gently hinted, with a slight stress on the word.</p>
<p>‘I hope it never will! It ain’t that I mean to give offence by being
anyways proud,’ said the old creature simply, ‘but that I want to be of a
piece like, and helpful of myself right through to my death.’</p>
<p>‘And to be sure,’ added the Secretary, as a comfort for her, ‘Sloppy will
be eagerly looking forward to his opportunity of being to you what you
have been to him.’</p>
<p>‘Trust him for that, sir!’ said Betty, cheerfully. ‘Though he had need to
be something quick about it, for I’m a getting to be an old one. But I’m a
strong one too, and travel and weather never hurt me yet! Now, be so kind
as speak for me to your lady and gentleman, and tell ‘em what I ask of
their good friendliness to let me do, and why I ask it.’</p>
<p>The Secretary felt that there was no gainsaying what was urged by this
brave old heroine, and he presently repaired to Mrs Boffin and recommended
her to let Betty Higden have her way, at all events for the time. ‘It
would be far more satisfactory to your kind heart, I know,’ he said, ‘to
provide for her, but it may be a duty to respect this independent spirit.’
Mrs Boffin was not proof against the consideration set before her. She and
her husband had worked too, and had brought their simple faith and honour
clean out of dustheaps. If they owed a duty to Betty Higden, of a surety
that duty must be done.</p>
<p>‘But, Betty,’ said Mrs Boffin, when she accompanied John Rokesmith back to
his room, and shone upon her with the light of her radiant face, ‘granted
all else, I think I wouldn’t run away’.</p>
<p>‘’Twould come easier to Sloppy,’ said Mrs Higden, shaking her head.
‘’Twould come easier to me too. But ‘tis as you please.’</p>
<p>‘When would you go?’</p>
<p>‘Now,’ was the bright and ready answer. ‘To-day, my deary, to-morrow.
Bless ye, I am used to it. I know many parts of the country well. When
nothing else was to be done, I have worked in many a market-garden afore
now, and in many a hop-garden too.’</p>
<p>‘If I give my consent to your going, Betty—which Mr Rokesmith thinks
I ought to do—’</p>
<p>Betty thanked him with a grateful curtsey.</p>
<p>‘—We must not lose sight of you. We must not let you pass out of our
knowledge. We must know all about you.’</p>
<p>‘Yes, my deary, but not through letter-writing, because letter-writing—indeed,
writing of most sorts hadn’t much come up for such as me when I was young.
But I shall be to and fro. No fear of my missing a chance of giving myself
a sight of your reviving face. Besides,’ said Betty, with logical good
faith, ‘I shall have a debt to pay off, by littles, and naturally that
would bring me back, if nothing else would.’</p>
<p>‘<i>Must </i>it be done?’ asked Mrs Boffin, still reluctant, of the Secretary.</p>
<p>‘I think it must.’</p>
<p>After more discussion it was agreed that it should be done, and Mrs Boffin
summoned Bella to note down the little purchases that were necessary to
set Betty up in trade. ‘Don’t ye be timorous for me, my dear,’ said the
stanch old heart, observant of Bella’s face: ‘when I take my seat with my
work, clean and busy and fresh, in a country market-place, I shall turn a
sixpence as sure as ever a farmer’s wife there.’</p>
<p>The Secretary took that opportunity of touching on the practical question
of Mr Sloppy’s capabilities. He would have made a wonderful cabinet-maker,
said Mrs Higden, ‘if there had been the money to put him to it.’ She had
seen him handle tools that he had borrowed to mend the mangle, or to knock
a broken piece of furniture together, in a surprising manner. As to
constructing toys for the Minders, out of nothing, he had done that daily.
And once as many as a dozen people had got together in the lane to see the
neatness with which he fitted the broken pieces of a foreign monkey’s
musical instrument. ‘That’s well,’ said the Secretary. ‘It will not be
hard to find a trade for him.’</p>
<p>John Harmon being buried under mountains now, the Secretary that very same
day set himself to finish his affairs and have done with him. He drew up
an ample declaration, to be signed by Rogue Riderhood (knowing he could
get his signature to it, by making him another and much shorter evening
call), and then considered to whom should he give the document? To Hexam’s
son, or daughter? Resolved speedily, to the daughter. But it would be
safer to avoid seeing the daughter, because the son had seen Julius
Handford, and—he could not be too careful—there might possibly
be some comparison of notes between the son and daughter, which would
awaken slumbering suspicion, and lead to consequences. ‘I might even,’ he
reflected, ‘be apprehended as having been concerned in my own murder!’
Therefore, best to send it to the daughter under cover by the post.
Pleasant Riderhood had undertaken to find out where she lived, and it was
not necessary that it should be attended by a single word of explanation.
So far, straight.</p>
<p>But, all that he knew of the daughter he derived from Mrs Boffin’s
accounts of what she heard from Mr Lightwood, who seemed to have a
reputation for his manner of relating a story, and to have made this story
quite his own. It interested him, and he would like to have the means of
knowing more—as, for instance, that she received the exonerating
paper, and that it satisfied her—by opening some channel altogether
independent of Lightwood: who likewise had seen Julius Handford, who had
publicly advertised for Julius Handford, and whom of all men he, the
Secretary, most avoided. ‘But with whom the common course of things might
bring me in a moment face to face, any day in the week or any hour in the
day.’</p>
<p>Now, to cast about for some likely means of opening such a channel. The
boy, Hexam, was training for and with a schoolmaster. The Secretary knew
it, because his sister’s share in that disposal of him seemed to be the
best part of Lightwood’s account of the family. This young fellow, Sloppy,
stood in need of some instruction. If he, the Secretary, engaged that
schoolmaster to impart it to him, the channel might be opened. The next
point was, did Mrs Boffin know the schoolmaster’s name? No, but she knew
where the school was. Quite enough. Promptly the Secretary wrote to the
master of that school, and that very evening Bradley Headstone answered in
person.</p>
<p>The Secretary stated to the schoolmaster how the object was, to send to
him for certain occasional evening instruction, a youth whom Mr and Mrs
Boffin wished to help to an industrious and useful place in life. The
schoolmaster was willing to undertake the charge of such a pupil. The
Secretary inquired on what terms? The schoolmaster stated on what terms.
Agreed and disposed of.</p>
<p>‘May I ask, sir,’ said Bradley Headstone, ‘to whose good opinion I owe a
recommendation to you?’</p>
<p>‘You should know that I am not the principal here. I am Mr Boffin’s
Secretary. Mr Boffin is a gentleman who inherited a property of which you
may have heard some public mention; the Harmon property.’</p>
<p>‘Mr Harmon,’ said Bradley: who would have been a great deal more at a loss
than he was, if he had known to whom he spoke: ‘was murdered and found in
the river.’</p>
<p>‘Was murdered and found in the river.’</p>
<p>‘It was not—’</p>
<p>‘No,’ interposed the Secretary, smiling, ‘it was not he who recommended
you. Mr Boffin heard of you through a certain Mr Lightwood. I think you
know Mr Lightwood, or know of him?’</p>
<p>‘I know as much of him as I wish to know, sir. I have no acquaintance with
Mr Lightwood, and I desire none. I have no objection to Mr Lightwood, but
I have a particular objection to some of Mr Lightwood’s friends—in
short, to one of Mr Lightwood’s friends. His great friend.’</p>
<p>He could hardly get the words out, even then and there, so fierce did he
grow (though keeping himself down with infinite pains of repression), when
the careless and contemptuous bearing of Eugene Wrayburn rose before his
mind.</p>
<p>The Secretary saw there was a strong feeling here on some sore point, and
he would have made a diversion from it, but for Bradley’s holding to it in
his cumbersome way.</p>
<p>‘I have no objection to mention the friend by name,’ he said, doggedly.
‘The person I object to, is Mr Eugene Wrayburn.’</p>
<p>The Secretary remembered him. In his disturbed recollection of that night
when he was striving against the drugged drink, there was but a dim image
of Eugene’s person; but he remembered his name, and his manner of
speaking, and how he had gone with them to view the body, and where he had
stood, and what he had said.</p>
<p>‘Pray, Mr Headstone, what is the name,’ he asked, again trying to make a
diversion, ‘of young Hexam’s sister?’</p>
<p>‘Her name is Lizzie,’ said the schoolmaster, with a strong contraction of
his whole face.</p>
<p>‘She is a young woman of a remarkable character; is she not?’</p>
<p>‘She is sufficiently remarkable to be very superior to Mr Eugene Wrayburn—though
an ordinary person might be that,’ said the schoolmaster; ‘and I hope you
will not think it impertinent in me, sir, to ask why you put the two names
together?’</p>
<p>‘By mere accident,’ returned the Secretary. ‘Observing that Mr Wrayburn
was a disagreeable subject with you, I tried to get away from it: though
not very successfully, it would appear.’</p>
<p>‘Do you know Mr Wrayburn, sir?’</p>
<p>‘No.’</p>
<p>‘Then perhaps the names cannot be put together on the authority of any
representation of his?’</p>
<p>‘Certainly not.’</p>
<p>‘I took the liberty to ask,’ said Bradley, after casting his eyes on the
ground, ‘because he is capable of making any representation, in the
swaggering levity of his insolence. I—I hope you will not
misunderstand me, sir. I—I am much interested in this brother and
sister, and the subject awakens very strong feelings within me. Very,
very, strong feelings.’ With a shaking hand, Bradley took out his
handkerchief and wiped his brow.</p>
<p>The Secretary thought, as he glanced at the schoolmaster’s face, that he
had opened a channel here indeed, and that it was an unexpectedly dark and
deep and stormy one, and difficult to sound. All at once, in the midst of
his turbulent emotions, Bradley stopped and seemed to challenge his look.
Much as though he suddenly asked him, ‘What do you see in me?’</p>
<p>‘The brother, young Hexam, was your real recommendation here,’ said the
Secretary, quietly going back to the point; ‘Mr and Mrs Boffin happening
to know, through Mr Lightwood, that he was your pupil. Anything that I ask
respecting the brother and sister, or either of them, I ask for myself out
of my own interest in the subject, and not in my official character, or on
Mr Boffin’s behalf. How I come to be interested, I need not explain. You
know the father’s connection with the discovery of Mr Harmon’s body.’</p>
<p>‘Sir,’ replied Bradley, very restlessly indeed, ‘I know all the
circumstances of that case.’</p>
<p>‘Pray tell me, Mr Headstone,’ said the Secretary. ‘Does the sister suffer
under any stigma because of the impossible accusation—groundless
would be a better word—that was made against the father, and
substantially withdrawn?’</p>
<p>‘No, sir,’ returned Bradley, with a kind of anger.</p>
<p>‘I am very glad to hear it.’</p>
<p>‘The sister,’ said Bradley, separating his words over-carefully, and
speaking as if he were repeating them from a book, ‘suffers under no
reproach that repels a man of unimpeachable character who had made for
himself every step of his way in life, from placing her in his own
station. I will not say, raising her to his own station; I say, placing
her in it. The sister labours under no reproach, unless she should
unfortunately make it for herself. When such a man is not deterred from
regarding her as his equal, and when he has convinced himself that there
is no blemish on her, I think the fact must be taken to be pretty
expressive.’</p>
<p>‘And there is such a man?’ said the Secretary.</p>
<p>Bradley Headstone knotted his brows, and squared his large lower jaw, and
fixed his eyes on the ground with an air of determination that seemed
unnecessary to the occasion, as he replied: ‘And there is such a man.’</p>
<p>The Secretary had no reason or excuse for prolonging the conversation, and
it ended here. Within three hours the oakum-headed apparition once more
dived into the Leaving Shop, and that night Rogue Riderhood’s recantation
lay in the post office, addressed under cover to Lizzie Hexam at her right
address.</p>
<p>All these proceedings occupied John Rokesmith so much, that it was not
until the following day that he saw Bella again. It seemed then to be
tacitly understood between them that they were to be as distantly easy as
they could, without attracting the attention of Mr and Mrs Boffin to any
marked change in their manner. The fitting out of old Betty Higden was
favourable to this, as keeping Bella engaged and interested, and as
occupying the general attention.</p>
<p>‘I think,’ said Rokesmith, when they all stood about her, while she packed
her tidy basket—except Bella, who was busily helping on her knees at
the chair on which it stood; ‘that at least you might keep a letter in
your pocket, Mrs Higden, which I would write for you and date from here,
merely stating, in the names of Mr and Mrs Boffin, that they are your
friends;—I won’t say patrons, because they wouldn’t like it.’</p>
<p>‘No, no, no,’ said Mr Boffin; ‘no patronizing! Let’s keep out of <i>that</i>,
whatever we come to.’</p>
<p>‘There’s more than enough of that about, without us; ain’t there, Noddy?’
said Mrs Boffin.</p>
<p>‘I believe you, old lady!’ returned the Golden Dustman. ‘Overmuch indeed!’</p>
<p>‘But people sometimes like to be patronized; don’t they, sir?’ asked
Bella, looking up.</p>
<p>‘I don’t. And if <i>they </i>do, my dear, they ought to learn better,’ said Mr
Boffin. ‘Patrons and Patronesses, and Vice-Patrons and Vice-Patronesses,
and Deceased Patrons and Deceased Patronesses, and Ex-Vice-Patrons and
Ex-Vice-Patronesses, what does it all mean in the books of the Charities
that come pouring in on Rokesmith as he sits among ‘em pretty well up to
his neck! If Mr Tom Noakes gives his five shillings ain’t he a Patron, and
if Mrs Jack Styles gives her five shillings ain’t she a Patroness? What
the deuce is it all about? If it ain’t stark staring impudence, what do
you call it?’</p>
<p>‘Don’t be warm, Noddy,’ Mrs Boffin urged.</p>
<p>‘Warm!’ cried Mr Boffin. ‘It’s enough to make a man smoking hot. I can’t
go anywhere without being Patronized. I don’t want to be Patronized. If I
buy a ticket for a Flower Show, or a Music Show, or any sort of Show, and
pay pretty heavy for it, why am I to be Patroned and Patronessed as if the
Patrons and Patronesses treated me? If there’s a good thing to be done,
can’t it be done on its own merits? If there’s a bad thing to be done, can
it ever be Patroned and Patronessed right? Yet when a new Institution’s
going to be built, it seems to me that the bricks and mortar ain’t made of
half so much consequence as the Patrons and Patronesses; no, nor yet the
objects. I wish somebody would tell me whether other countries get
Patronized to anything like the extent of this one! And as to the Patrons
and Patronesses themselves, I wonder they’re not ashamed of themselves.
They ain’t Pills, or Hair-Washes, or Invigorating Nervous Essences, to be
puffed in that way!’</p>
<p>Having delivered himself of these remarks, Mr Boffin took a trot,
according to his usual custom, and trotted back to the spot from which he
had started.</p>
<p>‘As to the letter, Rokesmith,’ said Mr Boffin, ‘you’re as right as a
trivet. Give her the letter, make her take the letter, put it in her
pocket by violence. She might fall sick. You know you might fall sick,’
said Mr Boffin. ‘Don’t deny it, Mrs Higden, in your obstinacy; you know
you might.’</p>
<p>Old Betty laughed, and said that she would take the letter and be
thankful.</p>
<p>‘That’s right!’ said Mr Boffin. ‘Come! That’s sensible. And don’t be
thankful to us (for we never thought of it), but to Mr Rokesmith.’</p>
<p>The letter was written, and read to her, and given to her.</p>
<p>‘Now, how do you feel?’ said Mr Boffin. ‘Do you like it?’</p>
<p>‘The letter, sir?’ said Betty. ‘Ay, it’s a beautiful letter!’</p>
<p>‘No, no, no; not the letter,’ said Mr Boffin; ‘the idea. Are you sure
you’re strong enough to carry out the idea?’</p>
<p>‘I shall be stronger, and keep the deadness off better, this way, than any
way left open to me, sir.’</p>
<p>‘Don’t say than any way left open, you know,’ urged Mr Boffin; ‘because
there are ways without end. A housekeeper would be acceptable over yonder
at the Bower, for instance. Wouldn’t you like to see the Bower, and know a
retired literary man of the name of Wegg that lives there—<i>with </i>a
wooden leg?’</p>
<p>Old Betty was proof even against this temptation, and fell to adjusting
her black bonnet and shawl.</p>
<p>‘I wouldn’t let you go, now it comes to this, after all,’ said Mr Boffin,
‘if I didn’t hope that it may make a man and a workman of Sloppy, in as
short a time as ever a man and workman was made yet. Why, what have you
got there, Betty? Not a doll?’</p>
<p>It was the man in the Guards who had been on duty over Johnny’s bed. The
solitary old woman showed what it was, and put it up quietly in her dress.
Then, she gratefully took leave of Mrs Boffin, and of Mr Boffin, and of
Rokesmith, and then put her old withered arms round Bella’s young and
blooming neck, and said, repeating Johnny’s words: ‘A kiss for the boofer
lady.’</p>
<p>The Secretary looked on from a doorway at the boofer lady thus encircled,
and still looked on at the boofer lady standing alone there, when the
determined old figure with its steady bright eyes was trudging through the
streets, away from paralysis and pauperism.</p>
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