<h4><br/>TRUST IN THE LORD BETTER THAN MAN'S PROMISES.</h4>
<p>"May 6 [1845].—About six weeks ago intimation was kindly given by a
brother that he expected a certain considerable sum of money, and that,
if he obtained it, a certain portion of it should be given to the Lord,
so that £100 of it should be used for the work in my hands, and the
other part for Brother Craik's and my own personal expenses. However,
day after day passed away, and the money did not come. I did not trust
in this money, yet, as during all this time, with scarcely any
exception, we were more or less needy, I thought again and again about
this brother's promise; though I did not, by the grace of God, trust in
the brother who had made it, but in the Lord. Thus week after week
passed away, and the money did not come. Now this morning it came to my
mind, that such promises ought to be valued, in a certain sense, as
nothing, <i>i. e.</i>, that the mind ought never for a moment to be directed
to them, but to <br/>the living God, and to the living God only. I saw that
such promises ought not to be of the value of one farthing, so far as it
regards thinking about them for help. I therefore asked the Lord, when,
as usual, I was praying with my beloved wife about the work in my hands
that He would be pleased to take this whole matter, about that promise,
completely out of my mind, and<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_27" id="Page_27"></SPAN></span> to help me, not to value it in the
least, yea, to treat it as if not worth one farthing, but to keep my eye
directed only to Himself. I was enabled to do so. We had not yet
finished praying when I received the following letter:<br/></p>
<div class="blockquot">
<div class ="myright">——May 5, 1845</div>
<p>Beloved Brother,</p>
<p>Are your bankers still Messrs. Stuckey and Co. of Bristol, and
are their bankers still Messrs. Robarts and Co. of London?
Please to instruct me on this; and if the case should be so,
please to regard this as a letter of advice that £70 are paid
to Messrs. Robarts and Co., for Messrs. Stuckey and Co., for
you. This sum apply as the Lord may give you wisdom. I shall
not send to Robarts and Co. until I hear from you.</p>
<div class ="mycentre">Ever affectionately yours,</div>
<div class ="myright">* * * *</div>
</div>
<p><br/></p>
<p><br/>"Thus the Lord rewarded at once this determination to endeavour not to
look in the least to that promise from a brother, but only to Himself.
But this was not all. About two o'clock this afternoon I received from
the brother, who had more than forty days ago, made that promise, £166
18s., as he this day received the money, on the strength of which he had
made that promise. Of this sum £100 are to be used for the work in my
hands, and the remainder for brother Craik's and my own personal
expenses."</p>
<p>Under date 1842 Mr. Müller writes:—</p>
<p>"I desire that all the children of God, who may read these details, may
thereby be lead to increased<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_28" id="Page_28"></SPAN></span> and more simple confidence in God for
everything which they may need under any circumstances, and that these
many answers to prayer may encourage them to pray, particularly as it
regards the conversion of their friends and relatives, their own
progress in grace and knowledge, the state of the saints whom they may
know personally, the state of the church of God at large, and the
success of the preaching of the Gospel. Especially I affectionately warn
them against being led away by the device of Satan, to think that these
things are peculiar to me, and cannot be enjoyed by all the children of
God; for though, as has been stated before, every believer is not called
upon to establish Orphan-Houses, Charity Schools, etc., and trust in the
Lord for means; yet all believers are called upon, in the simple
confidence of faith, to cast all their burdens upon Him, to trust in Him
for everything, and not only to make every thing a subject of prayer,
but to expect answers to their petitions which they have asked according
to His will, and in the name of the Lord Jesus.—Think not, dear reader,
that I have <i>the gift of faith</i>, that is, that gift of which we read in
1 Cor. xii. 9, and which is mentioned along with 'the gifts of healing,'
'the working of miracles,' 'prophecy,' and that on that account I am
able to trust in the Lord. <i>It is true</i> that the faith, which I am
enabled to exercise, is altogether God's own gift; it is true that He
alone supports it, and that He alone can increase it; it is true that,
moment by moment, I depend upon Him for it, <span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_29" id="Page_29"></SPAN></span>and that, if I were only
one moment left to myself, my faith would utterly fail; but <i>it is not
true</i> that my faith is that gift of faith which is spoken of in 1 Cor.
xii. 9 for the following reasons:—</p>
<p>"1. The faith which I am enabled to exercise with reference to the
Orphan-Houses and my own temporal necessities, is not that 'faith' of
which it is said in 1 Cor. xiii. 2 (evidently in allusion to the faith
spoken of in 1 Cor. xii. 9), 'Though I have all faith, so that I could
remove mountains, and have not charity (love), I am nothing'; but it is
the self-same faith which is found in <i>every believer</i>, and the growth
of which I am most sensible of to myself; for, by little and little, it
has been increasing for the last sixty-nine years.</p>
<p>"2. This faith which is exercised respecting the Orphan-Houses and my
own temporal necessities, shows itself in the same measure, for instance
concerning the following points: I have never been permitted to doubt
during the last sixty-nine years that my sins are forgiven, that I am a
child of God, that I am beloved of God, and that I shall be finally
saved; because I am enabled, by the grace of God, to exercise faith upon
the word of God, and believe what God says in those passages which
settle these matters (1 John v. 1—Gal. iii. 26—Acts x. 43—Romans x.
9, 10—John iii. 16, etc.).... Further, when sometimes all has been
dark, exceedingly dark, with reference to my service among the saints,
judging from natural appearances; yea, when I should have been
overwhelmed indeed in<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_30" id="Page_30"></SPAN></span> grief and despair, had I looked at things after
the outward appearance; at such times I have sought to encourage myself
in God, by laying hold in faith on His mighty power, His unchangeable
love, and His infinite wisdom, and I have said to myself: God is able
and willing to deliver me, if it be good for me; for it is written: "He
that spared not His own Son, but delivered Him up for us all, how shall
He not with Him also freely give us all things?" Rom. viii. 32. This,
this it was which, being believed by me through grace, kept my soul in
peace.—Further, when in connection with the Orphan-Houses, Day Schools,
etc., trials have come upon me which were far heavier than the want of
means when lying reports were spread that the Orphans had not enough to
eat, or that they were cruelly treated in other respects, and the like;
or when other trials, still greater, but which I cannot mention, have
befallen me in connexion with this work, and that at a time when I was
nearly a thousand miles absent from Bristol, and had to remain absent
week after week: at such times my soul was stayed upon God; I believed
His word of promise which was applicable to such cases; I poured out my
soul before God, and arose from my knees in peace, because the trouble
that was in the soul was in believing prayer cast upon God, and thus I
was kept in peace, though I saw it to be the will of God to remain far
away from the work.—Further, when I needed houses, fellow-labourers,
masters and mistresses for the Orphans or for the Day Schools, I have
been<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_31" id="Page_31"></SPAN></span> enabled to look for all to the Lord and trust in Him for
help.—Dear reader, I may seem to boast; but, by the grace of God, I do
not boast in thus speaking. From my inmost soul I do ascribe it to God
alone that He has enabled me to trust in Him, and that hitherto He has
not suffered my confidence in Him to fail. But I thought it needful to
make these remarks, lest anyone should think that my depending upon God
was a particular gift given to me, which other saints have no right to
look for; or lest it should be thought that this my depending upon Him
had <i>only to do with the obtaining of MONEY by prayer and faith</i>. By the grace of God I desire that my
faith in God should extend towards EVERY thing, the smallest of my own
temporal and spiritual concerns, and the smallest of the temporal and
spiritual concerns of my family, towards the saints among whom I labour,
the church at large, everything that has to do with the temporal and
spiritual prosperity of the Scriptural Knowledge Institution, etc. Dear
reader, do not think that I have attained in faith (and how much less in
other respects!) to that degree to which I might and ought to attain;
but thank God for the faith which He has given me, and ask Him to uphold
and increase it. And lastly, once more, let not Satan deceive you in
making you think that you could not have the same faith but that it is
only for persons who are situated as I am. When I lose such a thing as a
key, I ask the Lord to direct me to it, and I look for an answer to my
prayer; when<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_32" id="Page_32"></SPAN></span> a person with whom I have made an appointment does not
come, according to the fixed time, and I begin to be inconvenienced by
it, I ask the Lord to be pleased to hasten him to me and I look for an
answer; when I do not understand a passage of the word of God, I lift up
my heart to the Lord, that He would be pleased, by His Holy Spirit to
instruct me, and I expect to be taught, though I do not fix the time
when, and the manner how it should be; when I am going to minister in
the Word, I seek help from the Lord, and while I, in the consciousness
of natural inability as well as utter unworthiness begin this His
service, I am not cast down, but of good cheer, because I look for His
assistance, and believe that He, for His dear Son's sake will help me.
And thus in other of my temporal and spiritual concerns I pray to the
Lord, and expect an answer to my requests; and may not <i>you</i> do the
same, dear believing reader? Oh! I beseech you, do not think me an
extraordinary believer, having privileges above other of God's dear
children, which they cannot have; nor look on my way of acting as
something that would not do for other believers. Make but trial! Do but
stand still in the hour of trial, and you will see the help of God, if
you trust in Him. But there is so often a forsaking the ways of the Lord
in the hour of trial, and thus the <i>food of faith</i>, the means whereby
our faith may be increased, is lost. This leads me to the following
important point. You ask, How may I, a true believ<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_33" id="Page_33"></SPAN></span>er, have my faith
strengthened? The answer is this:—</p>
<p>"I.—Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and cometh
down from the Father of lights, with whom is no variableness, neither
shadow of turning." James i. 17. As the increase of faith is a good
gift, it must come from God, and therefore He ought to be asked for this
blessing.</p>
<p>"II.—The following means, however, ought to be used:—1, <i>The careful
reading of the word of God, combined with meditation on it.</i> Through reading of the word of
God, and especially through meditation on the word of God, the believer
becomes more and more acquainted with the nature and character of God,
and thus sees more and more, besides His holiness and justice, what a
kind, loving, gracious, merciful, mighty, wise, and faithful Being He
is, and, therefore, in poverty, affliction of body, bereavement in his
family, difficulty in his service, want of a situation or employment, he
will repose upon the <i>ability</i> of God to help him, because he has not
only learned from His word that He is of almighty power and infinite
wisdom, but he has also seen instance upon instance in the Holy
Scriptures in which His almighty power and infinite wisdom have been
actually exercised in helping and delivering His people; and he will
repose upon the <i>willingness</i> of God to help him, because he has not
only learned from the Scriptures what a kind, good, merciful, gracious,
and faithful being God is, but because he has also seen in the word of
God how, in<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_34" id="Page_34"></SPAN></span> a great variety of instances He has proved Himself to be
so. And the consideration of this, if <i>God has become known to us
through prayer and meditation on His own word</i>, will lead us, in general
at least, with a measure of confidence to rely upon Him: and thus the
reading of the word of God, together with meditation on it, will be one
especial means to strengthen our faith. 2, As with reference to the
growth of every grace of the Spirit, it is of the utmost importance that
we seek to maintain an upright heart and a good conscience, and,
therefore, do not knowingly and habitually indulge in those things which
are contrary to the mind of God, so it is also particularly the case
with reference to the <i>growth in faith</i>. How can I possibly continue to
act faith upon God, concerning anything, if I am habitually grieving
Him, and seek to detract from the glory and honour of Him in whom I
profess to trust, upon whom I profess to depend? All my confidence
towards God, all my leaning upon Him in the hour of trial will be gone,
if I have a guilty conscience, and do not seek to put away this guilty
conscience, but still continue to do the things which are contrary to
the mind of God. And if, in any particular instance, I cannot trust in
God, because of the guilty conscience, then my faith is weakened by that
instance of distrust; for faith with every fresh trial of it either
increases by trusting God, and thus getting help, or it decreases by not
trusting Him; and then there is less and less power of looking simply
and directly to Him, and a habit<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_35" id="Page_35"></SPAN></span> of self-dependence is begotten or
encouraged. One or the other of these will always be the case in each
particular instance. Either we trust in God, and in that case we neither
trust in ourselves, nor in our fellow-men, nor in circumstances, nor in
anything besides; or we <span class="smcap">DO</span> trust in one or more of these, and in that
case do <span class="smcap">NOT</span> trust in God. 3, If we, indeed, desire our faith to be
strengthened, we should not shrink from opportunities where our faith
may be tried, and, therefore, through the trial, be strengthened. In our
natural state we dislike dealing with God alone. Through our natural
alienation from God we shrink from Him, and from eternal realities. This
cleaves to us more or less, even after our regeneration. Hence it is,
that more or less, even as believers, we have the same shrinking from
standing with God alone,—from depending upon Him alone,—from looking
to Him alone:—and yet this is the very position in which we ought to
be, if we wish our faith to be strengthened. The more I am in a position
to be tried in faith with reference to my body, my family, my service
for the Lord, my business, etc., the more shall I have opportunity of
seeing God's help and deliverance; and every fresh instance, in which He
helps and delivers me, will tend towards the increase of my faith. On
this account, therefore, the believer should not shrink from situations,
positions, circumstances, in which his faith may be tried; but should
cheerfully embrace them as opportunities where he may see the hand of
God stretched out on<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_36" id="Page_36"></SPAN></span> his behalf, to help and deliver him, and whereby
he may thus have his faith strengthened. 4, The last important point for
the strengthening of our faith is, that we let God work for us, when the
hour of the trial of our faith comes, and do not work a deliverance of
our own. Wherever God has given faith, it is given, among other reasons,
for the very purpose of being tried.</p>
<p>"Yea, however weak our faith may be, God will try it; only with this
restriction, that as in every way, He leads on gently, gradually,
patiently, so also with reference to the trial of our faith. At first
our faith will be tried very little in comparison with what it may be
afterwards; for God never lays more upon us that He is willing to enable
us to bear. Now when the trial of faith comes, we are naturally inclined
to distrust God, and to trust rather in ourselves, or in our friends, or
in circumstances.</p>
<p>"We will rather work a deliverance of our own somehow or other, than
simply look to God and wait for His help. But if we do not patiently
wait for God's help, if we work a deliverance of our own, then at the
next trial of our faith it will be thus again, we shall be again
inclined to deliver ourselves; and thus with every fresh instance of
that kind, our faith will decrease; whilst on the contrary, were we to
stand still, in order to see the salvation of God, to see His hand
stretched out on our behalf, trusting in Him alone, then our faith would
be increased, and with every fresh case in<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_37" id="Page_37"></SPAN></span> which the hand of God is
stretched out on our behalf in the hour of the trial of our faith, our
faith would be increased yet more.</p>
<p>"Would the believer, therefore, have his faith strengthened, he must
especially, <i>give time to God</i>, who tries his faith in order to prove to
His child, in the end, how willing He is to help and deliver him, the
moment it is good for him."</p>
<p>In the early years of the Institution Mr. Müller and his fellow
labourers had to endure many severe trials of faith, as some of these
instances show.</p>
<p>Mr. Müller when writing of this period says:—</p>
<p>"Though now (July, 1845) for about seven years our funds have been so
exhausted, that it has been a <i>rare</i> case that there have been means in
hand to meet the necessities of more than 100 persons for <i>three days</i>
together; yet I have been only once tried in spirit, and that was on
September 18, 1838, when, for the first time the Lord seemed not to
regard our prayer. But when He did send help at that time, and I saw
that it was only for the trial of our faith, and not because He had
forsaken the work, that we were brought so low, my soul was so
strengthened and encouraged, that I have not only not been allowed to
distrust the Lord, but <i>I have not been even cast down when in the
deepest poverty</i> since that time."</p>
<h4><br/>A GIFT OF £12.</h4>
<p>"Aug. 20 [1838].—The £5 which I had received on the 18th. had been
given for house-keeping, so<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_38" id="Page_38"></SPAN></span> that to-day I was again penniless. But my
eyes were up to the Lord. I gave myself to prayer this morning, knowing
that I should want again this week at least £13, if not above £20.
To-day I received £12 in answer to prayer, from a lady who is staying at
Clifton, whom I had never seen before. Adorable Lord, grant that this
may be a fresh encouragement to me!"</p>
<h4><br/>A SOLEMN CRISIS.</h4>
<p>Regarding one of the sharpest times of trial Mr. Müller writes:—</p>
<p>"Sept. 10 [1838]. Monday morning. Neither Saturday nor yesterday had any
money come in. It appeared to me now needful to take some steps on
account of our need, <i>i. e.</i>, to go to the Orphan-Houses, call the
brethren and sisters together, (who, except brother T——, had never
been informed about the state of the funds), state the case to them, see
how much money was needed for the present, tell them that amidst all
this trial of faith I still believed that God would help, and to pray
with them. Especially, also, I meant to go for the sake of telling them
that no more articles must be purchased than we have the means to pay
for, but to let there be nothing lacking in any way to the children as
it regards nourishing food and needful clothing; for I would rather at
once send them away than that they should lack. I meant to go for the
sake also of seeing whether there were<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_39" id="Page_39"></SPAN></span> still articles remaining which
had been sent for the purpose of being sold, or whether there were any
articles really needless, that we might turn them into money. I felt
that the matter was now come to a solemn crisis. About half-past nine
sixpence came in, which had been put anonymously into the box at Gideon
Chapel. This money seemed to me like an earnest, that God would have
compassion and send more. About ten, after I had returned from brother
Craik, to whom I had unbosomed my heart again, whilst once more in
prayer for help, a sister called who gave two sovereigns to my wife for
the Orphans, stating that she had felt herself stirred up to come and
that she had delayed coming already too long. A few minutes after, when
I went into the room where she was, she gave me two sovereigns more,
and all this without knowing the least about our need. Thus the Lord
most mercifully has sent us a little help, to the great encouragement of
my faith. A few minutes after I was called on for money from the Infant
Orphan-House, to which I sent £2, and £1 0s. 6d. to the Boys'
Orphan-House, and £1 to the Girls' Orphan-House."</p>
<h4><br/>A PRECIOUS DELIVERANCE.</h4>
<p>"Sept. 17 [1838].—The trial still continues. It is now more and more
trying, even to faith, as each day comes. Truly, the Lord has wise
purposes in allowing us to call so long upon Him for help. But I am sure
God will send help, if we can but wait<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_40" id="Page_40"></SPAN></span>. One of the labourers had had a
little money come in of which he gave 12s. 6d.; another labourer gave
11s. 8d., being all the money she had left; this, with 17s. 6d., which,
partly, had come in, and, partly was in hand, enabled us to pay what
needed to be paid, and to purchase provisions, so that nothing yet, in
any way, has been lacking. This evening I was rather tired respecting
the long delay of larger sums coming; but being led to go to the
Scriptures for comfort, my soul was greatly refreshed, and my faith
again strengthened, by the xxxivth Psalm, so that I went very cheerfully
to meet with my dear fellow-labourers for prayer. I read to them the
Psalm, and sought to cheer their hearts through the precious promises
contained in it."</p>
<p>"Sept. 18.—Brother T. had 25s. in hand, and I had 3s. This £1 8s.
enabled us to buy the meat and bread, which was needed; a little tea for
one of the houses, and milk for all; no more than this is needed. Thus
the Lord has provided not only for this day; for there is bread for two
days in hand. Now, however, we are come to an extremity. The funds are
exhausted. The labourers, who had a little money, have given as long as
they had any left. Now observe how the Lord helped us! A lady from the
neighbourhood of London who brought a parcel with money from her
daughter, arrived four or five days since in Bristol, and took lodgings
next door to the Boys' Orphan-House. This afternoon she herself kindly
brought me the money,<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_41" id="Page_41"></SPAN></span> amounting to £3 2s. 6d. We had been reduced so
low as to be on the point of selling those things which could be spared;
but this morning I had asked the Lord, if it might be, to prevent the
necessity, of our doing so. That the money had been so near the
Orphan-Houses for several days without being given, is a plain proof
that it was from the beginning in the heart of God to help us; but
because He delights in the prayers of His children, He had allowed us to
pray so long; also to try our faith, and to make the answer so much the
sweeter. It is indeed a precious deliverance. I burst out into loud
praises and thanks the first moment I was alone, after I had received
the money. I met with my fellow-labourers again this evening for prayer
and praise; their hearts were not a little cheered. This money was this
evening divided, and will comfortably provide for all that will be
needed to-morrow."</p>
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