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<h2> CHAPTER 21 </h2>
<p>The short continuance of friendship amongst the vicious, which is coeval
only with mutual satisfaction</p>
<p>My son's account was too long to be delivered at once, the first part of
it was begun that night, and he was concluding the rest after dinner the
next day, when the appearance of Mr Thornhill's equipage at the door
seemed to make a pause in the general satisfaction. The butler, who was
now become my friend in the family, informed me with a whisper, that the
'Squire had already made some overtures to Miss Wilmot, and that her aunt
and uncle seemed highly to approve the match. Upon Mr Thornhill's
entering, he seemed, at seeing my son and me, to start back; but I readily
imputed that to surprize, and not displeasure. However, upon our advancing
to salute him, he returned our greeting with the most apparent candour;
and after a short time, his presence served only to encrease the general
good humour.</p>
<p>After tea he called me aside, to enquire after my daughter; but upon my
informing him that my enquiry was unsuccessful, he seemed greatly
surprised; adding, that he had been since frequently at my house, in order
to comfort the rest of my family, whom he left perfectly well. He then
asked if I had communicated her misfortune to Miss Wilmot, or my son; and
upon my replying that I had not told them as yet, he greatly approved my
prudence and precaution, desiring me by all means to keep it a secret:
'For at best,' cried he, 'it is but divulging one's own infamy; and
perhaps Miss Livy may not be so guilty as we all imagine.' We were here
interrupted by a servant, who came to ask the 'Squire in, to stand up at
country dances; so that he left me quite pleased with the interest he
seemed to take in my concerns. His addresses, however, to Miss Wilmot,
were too obvious to be mistaken; and yet she seemed not perfectly pleased,
but bore them rather in compliance to the will of her aunt, than from real
inclination. I had even the satisfaction to see her lavish some kind looks
upon my unfortunate son, which the other could neither extort by his
fortune nor assiduity. Mr Thornhill's seeming composure, however, not a
little surprised me: we had now continued here a week, at the pressing
instances of Mr Arnold; but each day the more tenderness Miss Wilmot
shewed my son, Mr Thomhill's friendship seemed proportionably to encrease
for him.</p>
<p>He had formerly made us the most kind assurances of using his interest to
serve the family; but now his generosity was not confined to promises
alone: the morning I designed for my departure, Mr Thornhill came to me
with looks of real pleasure to inform me of a piece of service he had done
for his friend George. This was nothing less than his having procured him
an ensign's commission in one of the regiments that was going to the West
Indies, for which he had promised but one hundred pounds, his interest
having been sufficient to get an abatement of the other two. 'As for this
trifling piece of service,' continued the young gentleman, 'I desire no
other reward but the pleasure of having served my friend; and as for the
hundred pound to be paid, if you are unable to raise it yourselves, I will
advance it, and you shall repay me at your leisure.' This was a favour we
wanted words to express our sense of. I readily therefore gave my bond for
the money, and testified as much gratitude as if I never intended to pay.</p>
<p>George was to depart for town the next day to secure his commission, in
pursuance of his generous patron's directions, who judged it highly
expedient to use dispatch, lest in the mean time another should step in
with more advantageous proposals. The next morning, therefore, our young
soldier was early prepared for his departure, and seemed the only person
among us that was not affected by it. Neither the fatigues and dangers he
was going to encounter, nor the friends and mistress, for Miss Wilmot
actually loved him, he was leaving behind, any way damped his spirits.
After he had taken leave of the rest of the company, I gave him all I had,
my blessing. 'And now, my boy,' cried I, 'thou art going to fight for thy
country, remember how thy brave grandfather fought for his sacred king,
when loyalty among Britons was a virtue. Go, my boy, and immitate him in
all but his misfortunes, if it was a misfortune to die with Lord Falkland.
Go, my boy, and if you fall, tho' distant, exposed and unwept by those
that love you, the most precious tears are those with which heaven bedews
the unburied head of a soldier.'</p>
<p>The next morning I took leave of the good family, that had been kind
enough to entertain me so long, not without several expressions of
gratitude to Mr Thornhill for his late bounty. I left them in the
enjoyment of all that happiness which affluence and good breeding procure,
and returned towards home, despairing of ever finding my daughter more,
but sending a sigh to heaven to spare and to forgive her. I was now come
within about twenty miles of home, having hired an horse to carry me, as I
was yet but weak, and comforted myself with the hopes of soon seeing all I
held dearest upon earth. But the night coming on, I put up at a little
public-house by the roadside, and asked for the landlord's company over a
pint of wine. We sate beside his kitchen fire, which was the best room in
the house, and chatted on politics and the news of the country. We
happened, among other topics, to talk of young 'Squire Thornhill, who the
host assured me was hated as much as his uncle Sir William, who sometimes
came down to the country, was loved. He went on to observe, that he made
it his whole study to betray the daughters of such as received him to
their houses, and after a fortnight or three weeks possession, turned them
out unrewarded and abandoned to the world. As we continued our discourse
in this manner, his wife, who had been out to get change, returned, and
perceiving that her husband was enjoying a pleasure in which she was not a
sharer, she asked him, in an angry tone, what he did there, to which he
only replied in an ironical way, by drinking her health. 'Mr Symmonds,'
cried she, 'you use me very ill, and I'll bear it no longer. Here three
parts of the business is left for me to do, and the fourth left
unfinished; while you do nothing but soak with the guests all day long,
whereas if a spoonful of liquor were to cure me of a fever, I never touch
a drop.' I now found what she would be at, and immediately poured her out
a glass, which she received with a curtesy, and drinking towards my good
health, 'Sir,' resumed she, 'it is not so much for the value of the liquor
I am angry, but one cannot help it, when the house is going out of the
windows. If the customers or guests are to be dunned, all the burthen lies
upon my back, he'd as lief eat that glass as budge after them himself.'
There now above stairs, we have a young woman who has come to take up her
lodgings here, and I don't believe she has got any money by her
over-civility. I am certain she is very slow of payment, and I wish she
were put in mind of it.'—'What signifies minding her,' cried the
host, 'if she be slow, she is sure.'—'I don't know that,' replied
the wife; 'but I know that I am sure she has been here a fortnight, and we
have not yet seen the cross of her money.'—'I suppose, my dear,'
cried he, 'we shall have it all in a, lump.'—'In a lump!' cried the
other, 'I hope we may get it any way; and that I am resolved we will this
very night, or out she tramps, bag and baggage.'—'Consider, my
dear,' cried the husband, 'she is a gentlewoman, and deserves more
respect.'—'As for the matter of that,' returned the hostess, 'gentle
or simple, out she shall pack with a sassarara. Gentry may be good things
where they take; but for my part I never saw much good of them at the sign
of the Harrow.'—Thus saying, she ran up a narrow flight of stairs,
that went from the kitchen to a room over-head, and I soon perceived by
the loudness of her voice, and the bitterness of her reproaches, that no
money was to be had from her lodger. I could hear her remonstrances very
distinctly: 'Out I say, pack out this moment, tramp thou infamous
strumpet, or I'll give thee a mark thou won't be the better for this three
months. What! you trumpery, to come and take up an honest house, without
cross or coin to bless yourself with; come along I say.'—'O dear
madam,' cried the stranger, 'pity me, pity a poor abandoned creature for
one night, and death will soon do the rest.' I instantly knew the voice of
my poor ruined child Olivia. I flew to her rescue, while the woman was
dragging her along by the hair, and I caught the dear forlorn wretch in my
arms.—'Welcome, any way welcome, my dearest lost one, my treasure,
to your poor old father's bosom. Tho' the vicious forsake thee, there is
yet one in the world that will never forsake thee; tho' thou hadst ten
thousand crimes to answer for, he will forget them all.'—'O my own
dear'—for minutes she could no more—'my own dearest good papa!
Could angels be kinder! How do I deserve so much! The villain, I hate him
and myself, to be a reproach to such goodness. You can't forgive me. I
know you cannot.'—'Yes, my child, from my heart I do forgive thee!
Only repent, and we both shall yet be happy. We shall see many pleasant
days yet, my Olivia!'—'Ah! never, sir, never. The rest of my
wretched life must be infamy abroad and shame at home. But, alas! papa,
you look much paler than you used to do. Could such a thing as I am give
you so much uneasiness? Sure you have too much wisdom to take the miseries
of my guilt upon yourself.'—'Our wisdom, young woman,' replied I.—'Ah,
why so cold a name papa?' cried she. 'This is the first time you ever
called me by so cold a name.'—'I ask pardon, my darling,' returned
I; 'but I was going to observe, that wisdom makes but a slow defence
against trouble, though at last a sure one.</p>
<p>The landlady now returned to know if we did not chuse a more genteel
apartment, to which assenting, we were shewn a room, where we could
converse more freely. After we had talked ourselves into some degree of
tranquillity, I could not avoid desiring some account of the gradations
that led to her present wretched situation. 'That villain, sir,' said she,
'from the first day of our meeting made me honourable, though private,
proposals.'</p>
<p>'Villain indeed,' cried I; 'and yet it in some measure surprizes me, how a
person of Mr Burchell's good sense and seeming honour could be guilty of
such deliberate baseness, and thus step into a family to undo it.'</p>
<p>'My dear papa,' returned my daughter, 'you labour under a strange mistake,
Mr Burchell never attempted to deceive me. Instead of that he took every
opportunity of privately admonishing me against the artifices of Mr
Thornhill, who I now find was even worse than he represented him.'—'Mr
Thornhill,' interrupted I, 'can it be?'—'Yes, Sir,' returned she,
'it was Mr Thornhill who seduced me, who employed the two ladies, as he
called them, but who, in fact, were abandoned women of the town, without
breeding or pity, to decoy us up to London. Their artifices, you may
remember would have certainly succeeded, but for Mr Burchell's letter, who
directed those reproaches at them, which we all applied to ourselves. How
he came to have so much influence as to defeat their intentions, still
remains a secret to me; but I am convinced he was ever our warmest
sincerest friend.'</p>
<p>'You amaze me, my dear,' cried I; 'but now I find my first suspicions of
Mr Thornhill's baseness were too well grounded: but he can triumph in
security; for he is rich and we are poor. But tell me, my child, sure it
was no small temptation that could thus obliterate all the impressions of
such an education, and so virtuous a disposition as thine.'</p>
<p>'Indeed, Sir,' replied she, 'he owes all his triumph to the desire I had
of making him, and not myself, happy. I knew that the ceremony of our
marriage, which was privately performed by a popish priest, was no way
binding, and that I had nothing to trust to but his honour.' 'What,'
interrupted I, 'and were you indeed married by a priest, and in orders?'—'Indeed,
Sir, we were,' replied she, 'though we were both sworn to conceal his
name.'—'Why then, my child, come to my arms again, and now you are a
thousand times more welcome than before; for you are now his wife to all
intents and purposes; nor can all the laws of man, tho' written upon
tables of adamant, lessen the force of that sacred connexion.'</p>
<p>'Alas, Papa,' replied she, 'you are but little acquainted with his
villainies: he has been married already, by the same priest, to six or
eight wives more, whom, like me, he has deceived and abandoned.'</p>
<p>'Has he so?' cried I, 'then we must hang the priest, and you shall inform
against him to-morrow.'—'But Sir,' returned she, 'will that be
right, when I am sworn to secrecy?'—'My dear,' I replied, 'if you
have made such a promise, I cannot, nor will I tempt you to break it. Even
tho' it may benefit the public, you must not inform against him. In all
human institutions a smaller evil is allowed to procure a greater good; as
in politics, a province may be given away to secure a kingdom; in
medicine, a limb may be lopt off, to preserve the body. But in religion
the law is written, and inflexible, never to do evil. And this law, my
child, is right: for otherwise, if we commit a smaller evil, to procure a
greater good, certain guilt would be thus incurred, in expectation of
contingent advantage. And though the advantage should certainly follow,
yet the interval between commission and advantage, which is allowed to be
guilty, may be that in which we are called away to answer for the things
we have done, and the volume of human actions is closed for ever. But I
interrupt you, my dear, go on.'</p>
<p>'The very next morning,' continued she, 'I found what little expectations
I was to have from his sincerity. That very morning he introduced me to
two unhappy women more, whom, like me, he had deceived, but who lived in
contented prostitution. I loved him too tenderly to bear such rivals in
his affections, and strove to forget my infamy in a tumult of pleasures.
With this view, I danced, dressed, and talked; but still was unhappy. The
gentlemen who visited there told me every moment of the power of my
charms, and this only contributed to encrease my melancholy, as I had
thrown all their power quite away. Thus each day I grew more pensive, and
he more insolent, till at last the monster had the assurance to offer me
to a young Baronet of his acquaintance. Need I describe, Sir, how his
ingratitude stung me. My answer to this proposal was almost madness. I
desired to part. As I was going he offered me a purse; but I flung it at
him with indignation, and burst from him in a rage, that for a while kept
me insensible of the miseries of my situation. But I soon looked round me,
and saw myself a vile, abject, guilty thing, without one friend in the
world to apply to. Just in that interval, a stage-coach happening to pass
by, I took a place, it being my only aim to be driven at a distance from a
wretch I despised and detested. I was set down here, where, since my
arrival, my own anxiety, and this woman's unkindness, have been my only
companions. The hours of pleasure that I have passed with my mamma and
sister, now grow painful to me. Their sorrows are much; but mine is
greater than theirs; for mine are mixed with guilt and infamy.'</p>
<p>'Have patience, my child,' cried I, 'and I hope things will yet be better.
Take some repose to-night, and to-morrow I'll carry you home to your
mother and the rest of the family, from whom you will receive a kind
reception. Poor woman, this has gone to her heart: but she loves you
still, Olivia, and will forget it.</p>
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