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<h2> XVI </h2>
<p>His business with Blessington over, Loder breathed more freely. If Lady
Astrupp had recognized Chilcote by the rings, and had been roused to
curiosity, the incident would demand settlement sooner or later—settlement
in what proportion he could hazard no guess; if, on the other hand, her
obvious change of manner had arisen from any other source he had a hazy
idea that a woman's behavior could never be gauged by accepted theories—then
he had safeguarded Chilcote's interests and his own by his securing of
Blessington's promise. Blessington he knew would be reliable and discreet.
With a renewal of confidence—a pleasant feeling that his uneasiness
had been groundless—he moved forward to greet Eve.</p>
<p>Her face, with its rich, clear coloring, seemed to his gaze to stand out
from the crowd of other faces as from a frame, and a sense of pride
touched him. In every eye but his own her beauty belonged to him.</p>
<p>His face looked alive and masterful as she reached his side. "May I
monopolize you?" he said, with the quickness of speech borrowed from
Chilcote. "We see so little of each other."</p>
<p>Almost as if compelled, her lashes lifted and her eyes met his. Her glance
was puzzled, uncertain, slightly confused. There was a deeper color than
usual in her cheeks. Loder felt something within his own consciousness
stir in response.</p>
<p>"You know you are yielding," he said.</p>
<p>Again she blushed.</p>
<p>He saw the blush, and knew that it was he—his words, his personality—that
had called it forth. In Chilcote's actual semblance he had proved his
superiority over Chilcote. For the first time he had been given a tacit,
personal acknowledgment of his power. Involuntarily he drew nearer to her.</p>
<p>"Let's get out of this crush."</p>
<p>She made no answer except to bend her head; and it came to him that, for
all her pride, she liked—and unconsciously yielded to—domination.
With a satisfied gesture he turned to make a passage towards the door.</p>
<p>But the passage was more easily desired than made. In the few moments
since he had entered the supper-room the press of people had considerably
thickened—until a block had formed about the door-way. Drawing Eve
with him, he moved forward for a dozen paces, then paused, unable to make
further headway.</p>
<p>As they stood there, he looked back at her. "What a study in democracy a
crowd always is!" he said.</p>
<p>She responded with a bright, appreciative glance, as if surprised into
naturalness. He wondered sharply what she would be like if her enthusiasms
were really aroused. Then a stir in the corridor outside caused a movement
inside the room; and with a certain display of persistence he was enabled
to make a passage to the door.</p>
<p>There again they were compelled to halt. But though tightly wedged into
his new position and guarding Eve with one arm, Loder was free to survey
the brilliantly thronged corridor over the head of a man a few inches
shorter than himself, who stood directly in front of him.</p>
<p>"What are we waiting for?" he asked, good humoredly, addressing the back
of the stranger's head.</p>
<p>The man turned, displaying a genial face, a red mustache, and an
eye-glass.</p>
<p>"Hullo, Chilcote!" he said. "Hope it's not on your feet I'm standing."</p>
<p>Loder laughed. "No," he said. "And don't change the position. If you were
an inch higher I should be blind as well as crippled."</p>
<p>The other laughed. It was a pleasant surprise to find Chilcote amiable
under discomfort. He looked round again in slight curiosity.</p>
<p>Loder felt the scrutiny. To create a diversion he looked out along the
corridor. "I believe we are waiting for something," he exclaimed. "What's
this?" Then quite abruptly be ceased to speak.</p>
<p>"Anything interesting?" Eve touched his arm.</p>
<p>He said nothing; he made no effort to look round. His thought as well as
his speech was suddenly suspended.</p>
<p>The man in front of him let his eye-glass fall from his eye, then screwed
it in again.</p>
<p>"Jove!" he exclaimed. "Here comes our sorceress. It's like the progress of
a fairy princess. I believe this is the meaning of our getting penned in
here," he chuckled delightedly.</p>
<p>Loder said nothing. He stared straight on over the other's head.</p>
<p>Along the corridor, agreeably conscious of the hum of admiration she
aroused, came Lillian Astrupp, surrounded by a little court. Her delicate
face was lit up; her eyes shone under the faint gleam of her hair; her
gown of gold embroidery swept round her gracefully. She was radiant and
triumphant, but she was also excited. The excitement was evident in her
laugh, in her gestures, in her eyes, as they turned quickly in one
direction and then another.</p>
<p>Loder, gazing in stupefaction over the other man's head, saw it—felt
and understood it with a mind that leaped back over a space of years. As
in a shifting panorama he saw a night of disturbance and confusion in a
far-off Italian valley—a confusion from which one face shone out
with something of the pale, alluring radiance that filtered over the
hillside from the crescent moon. It passed across his consciousness slowly
but with a slow completeness; and in its light the incidents of the past
hour stood out in a new aspect. The echo of recollection stirred by Lady
Bramfell's voice, the re-echo of it in the sister's tones; his own
blindness, his own egregious assurance—all struck across his mind.</p>
<p>Meanwhile the party about Lillian drew nearer. He felt with instinctive
certainty that the supper-room was its destination, but he remained
motionless, held by a species of fatalism. He watched her draw near with
an unmoved face, but in the brief space that passed while she traversed
the corridor he gauged to the full the hold that the new atmosphere, the
new existence, had gained over his mind. With an unlooked-for rush of
feeling he realized how dearly he would part with it.</p>
<p>As Lillian came closer, the meaning of her manner became clearer to him.
She talked incessantly, laughing now and then, but her eyes were never
quiet. These skimmed the length of the corridor, then glanced over the
heads crowded in the door-way.</p>
<p>"I'll have something quite sweet, Geoffrey," she was saying to the man
beside her, as she came within hearing. "You know what I like—a sort
of snowflake wrapped up in sugar." As she said the words her glance
wandered. Loder saw it rest uninterestedly on a boy a yard or two in front
of him, then move to the man over whose head he gazed, then lift itself
inevitably to his face.</p>
<p>The glance was quick and direct. He saw the look of recognition spring
across it; he saw her move forward suddenly as the crowd in the corridor
parted to let her pass. Then he saw what seemed to him a miracle.</p>
<p>Her whole expression altered, her lips parted, and she colored with
annoyance. She looked like a spoiled child who, seeing a bonbon-box, opens
it—to find it empty.</p>
<p>As the press about the door-way melted to give her passage, the red-haired
man in front of Loder was the first to take advantage of the space. "Jove!
Lillian," he said, moving forward, "you look as if you expected Chilcote
to be somebody else, and are disappointed to find he's only himself!" He
laughed delightedly at his own joke.</p>
<p>The words were exactly the tonic that Lillian needed. She smiled her usual
undisturbed smile as she turned her eyes upon him.</p>
<p>"My dear Leonard, you're using your eye-glass; when that happens you're
never responsible for what you see." Her words came more slowly and with a
touch of languid amusement. Her composure was suddenly restored.</p>
<p>Then for the first time Loder changed his position. Moved by an impulse he
made no effort to dissect, he stepped back to Eve's side and slipped his
arm through hers—successfully concealing his left hand.</p>
<p>The warmth of her skin through her long glove thrilled him unexpectedly.
His impulse had been one of self-defence, but the result was of a
different character. At the quick contact the wish to fight for—to
hold and defend—the position that had grown so dear woke in renewed
force. With a new determination he turned again towards Lillian.</p>
<p>"I caught the same impression—without an eyeglass," he said. "Why
did you look like that?" He asked the question steadily and with apparent
carelessness, though, through it all, his reason stood aghast—his
common-sense cried aloud that it was impossible for the eyes that had seen
his face in admiration, in love, in contempt, to fail now in recognition.
The air seemed breathless while he spoke and waited. His impression of
Lillian was a mere shimmering of gold dress and gold hair; all that he was
really conscious of was the pressure of his hand on Eve's arm and the
warmth of her skin through the soft glove. Then, abruptly, the mist
lifted. He saw Lillian's eyes—indifferent, amused, slightly
contemptuous; and a second later he heard her voice.</p>
<p>"My dear Jack," she said, sweetly, "how absurd of you! It was simply the
contrast of your eyes peering over Leonard's hair It was like a gorgeous
sunset with a black cloud overhead." She laughed. "Do you see what I mean,
Eve?" She affected to see Eve for the first time.</p>
<p>Eve had been looking calmly ahead. She turned now and smiled serenely.
Loder felt no vibration of the arm he held, yet by an instant intuition he
knew that the two women were antagonistic. He experienced it with the
divination that follows upon a moment of acute suspense. He understood it,
as he had understood Lillian's look of recognition when his forehead,
eyes, and nose had shown him to be himself; her blank surprise when his
close-shaven lip and chin had proclaimed him Chilcote.</p>
<p>He felt like a man who has looked into an abyss and stepped back from the
edge, outwardly calm but mentally shaken. The commonplaces of life seemed
for the moment to hold deeper meanings. He did not hear Eve's answer, he
paid no heed to Lillian's next remark. He saw her smile and turn to the
red-haired man; finally he saw her move on into the supper-room, followed
by her little court. Then he pressed the arm he was still holding. He felt
an urgent need of companionship—of a human expression to the crisis
he had passed.</p>
<p>"Shall we get out of this?" he asked again.</p>
<p>Eve looked up. "Out of the room?" she said.</p>
<p>He looked down at her, compelling her gaze. "Out of the room—and the
house," he answered. "Let us go-home."</p>
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<p>The necessary formalities of departure were speedily got through. The
passing of the corridors, the gaining of the carriage, seemed to Loder to
be marvellously simple proceedings. Then, as he sat by Eve's side and
again felt the forward movement of the horses, he had leisure for the
first time to wonder whether the time that had passed since last he
occupied that position had actually been lived through.</p>
<p>Only that night he had unconsciously compared one incident in his life to
a sketch in which the lights and shadows have been obliterated and lost.
Now that picture rose before him, startlingly and incredibly intact. He
saw the sunlit houses of Santasalare, backgrounded by the sunlit hills—saw
them as plainly as when he himself had sketched them on his memory. Every
detail of the scene remained the same, even to the central figure; only
the eye and the hand of the artist had changed.</p>
<p>At this point Eve broke in upon his thoughts. Her first words were
curiously coincidental.</p>
<p>"What did you think of Lillian Astrupp to-night?" she asked. "Wasn't her
gown perfect?"</p>
<p>Loder lifted his head with an almost guilty start. Then he answered
straight from his thoughts.</p>
<p>"I—I didn't notice it," he said; "but her eyes reminded me of a
cat's eyes—and she walks like a cat. I never seemed to see it—until
to-night."</p>
<p>Eve changed her position. "She was very artistic," she said, tentatively.
"Don't you think the gold gown was beautiful with her pale-colored hair?"</p>
<p>Loder felt surprised. He was convinced that Eve disliked the other and he
was not sufficiently versed in women to understand her praise. "I thought—"
he began. Then he wisely stopped. "I didn't see the gown," he substituted.</p>
<p>Eve looked out of the window. "How unappreciative men are!" she said. But
her tone was strangely free from censure.</p>
<p>After this there was silence until Grosvenor Square was reached. Having
left the carriage and passed into the house, Eve paused for a moment at
the foot of the stairs to give an order to Crapham, who was still in
attendance in the hall; and again Loder had an opportunity of studying
her. As he looked, a sharp comparison rose to his mind.</p>
<p>"A fairy princess!" he had heard the red-haired man say as Lillian Astrupp
came into view along the Bramfells' corridor, and the simile had seemed
particularly apt. With her grace, her delicacy, her subtle attraction, she
might well be the outcome of imagination. But with Eve it was different.
She also was graceful and attractive—but it was grace and attraction
of a different order. One was beautiful with the beauty of the white rose
that springs from the hot-house and withers at the first touch of cold;
the other with the beauty of the wild rose on the cliffs above the sea,
that keeps its petals fine and transparent in face of salt spray and wet
mist. Eve, too, had her realm, but it was the realm of real things. A
great confidence, a feeling that here one might rely even if all other
faiths were shaken, touched him suddenly. For a moment he stood
irresolute, watching her mount the stairs with her easy, assured step.
Then a determination came to him. Fate favored him to-night; he was in
luck tonight. He would put his fortune to one more test. He swung across
the hall and ran up the stairs.</p>
<p>His face was keen with interest as he reached her side. The hard outline
of his features and the hard grayness of his eyes were softened as when he
had paused to talk with Lakely. Action was the breath of his life, and his
face changed under it as another's might change under the influence of
stirring music or good wine.</p>
<p>Eve saw the look and again the uneasy expression of surprise crossed her
eyes. She paused, her hand resting on the banister.</p>
<p>Loder looked at her directly. "Will you come into the study—as you
came that other night? There's something I want to say." He spoke quietly.
He felt master of himself and of her.</p>
<p>She hesitated, glanced at him, and then glanced away.</p>
<p>"Will you come?" he said again. And as he said it his eyes rested on the
sweep of her thick eyelashes, the curve of the black hair.</p>
<p>At last her lashes lifted, and the perplexity and doubt in her blue eyes
stirred him. Without waiting for her answer, he leaned forward.</p>
<p>"Say yes!" he urged. "I don't often ask for favors."</p>
<p>Still she hesitated; then her decision was made for her. With a new
boldness he touched her arm, drawing her forward gently but decisively
towards Chilcote's rooms.</p>
<p>In the study a fire burned brightly, the desk was laden with papers, the
lights were nicely adjusted; even the chairs were in their accustomed
places. Loder's senses responded to each suggestion. It seemed but a day
since he had seen it last. It was precisely as he had left it—the
niche needing but the man.</p>
<p>To hide his emotion he crossed the floor quickly and drew a chair forward.
In less than six hours he had run up and down the scale of emotions. He
had looked despair in the face, till the sudden sight of Chilcote had
lifted him to the skies; since then, surprise had assailed him in its
strongest form; he had known the full meaning of the word "risk"; and from
every contingency he had come out conqueror. He bent over the chair as he
pulled it forward, to hide the expression in his eyes.</p>
<p>"Sit down," he said, gently.</p>
<p>Eve moved towards him. She moved slowly, as if half afraid. Many emotions
stirred her—distrust, uncertainty, and a curious half-dominant,
half-suppressed questioning that it was difficult to define. Loder
remembered her shrinking coldness, her reluctant tolerance on the night of
his first coming, and his individuality, his certainty of power, kindled
afresh. Never had he been so vehemently himself; never had Chilcote seemed
so complete a shadow.</p>
<p>As Eve seated herself, he moved forward and leaned over the back of her
chair. The impulse that had filled him in his interview with Renwick, that
had goaded him as he drove to the reception, was dominant again.</p>
<p>"I tried to say something as we drove to the Bramfells' to-night," he
began. Like many men who possess eloquence for an impersonal cause, he was
brusque, even blunt, in the stating of his own case. "May I hark back, and
go on from where I broke off?"</p>
<p>Eve half turned. Her face was still puzzled and questioning. "Of course."
She sat forward again, clasping her hands.</p>
<p>He looked thoughtfully at the back of her head, at the slim outline of her
shoulders, the glitter of the diamonds about her neck.</p>
<p>"Do you remember the day, three weeks ago, that we talked together in this
room? The day a great many things seemed possible?"</p>
<p>This time she did not look round. She kept her gaze upon the fire.</p>
<p>"Do you remember?" he persisted, quietly. In his college days men who
heard that tone of quiet persistence had been wont to lose heart. Eve
heard it now for the first time, and, without being aware, answered to it.</p>
<p>"Yes, I remember," she said.</p>
<p>"On that day you believed in me—" In his earnestness he no longer
simulated Chilcote; he spoke with his own steady reliance. He saw Eve
stir, unclasp and clasp her hands, but he went steadily on. "On that day
you saw me in a new light. You acknowledged me." He emphasized the
slightly peculiar word. "But since that day"—his voice quickened
"since that day your feelings have changed—your faith in me has
fallen away." He watched her closely; but she made no sign, save to lean
still nearer to the fire. He crossed his arms over the back of her chair.
"You were justified," he said, suddenly. "I've not been—myself since
that day." As he said the words his coolness forsook him slightly. He
loathed the necessary lie, yet his egotism clamored for vindication. "All
men have their lapses," he went on; "there are times—there are days
and weeks when I—when my—" The word "nerves" touched his
tongue, hung upon it, then died away unspoken.</p>
<p>Very quietly, almost without a sound, Eve had risen and turned towards
him. She was standing very straight, her face a little pale, the hand that
rested on the arm of her chair trembling slightly.</p>
<p>"John," she said, quickly, "don't say that word? Don't say that hideous
word `nerves'! I don't feel that I can bear it to-night—not just
to-night. Can you understand?"</p>
<p>Loder stepped back. Without comprehending, he felt suddenly and strangely
at a loss. Something in her face struck him silent and perplexed. It
seemed that without preparation he had stepped upon dangerous ground. With
an undefined apprehension he waited, looking at her.</p>
<p>"I can't explain it," she went on with nervous haste, "I can't give any
reasons, but quite suddenly the—the farce has grown unbearable. I
used not to think—used not even to care—but suddenly things
have changed—or I have changed." She paused, confused and
distressed. "Why should it be? Why should things change?" She asked the
question sharp. ly, as if in appeal against her own incredulity.</p>
<p>Loder turned aside. He was afraid of the triumph, volcanic and
irrepressible, that her admission roused.</p>
<p>"Why?" she said again.</p>
<p>He turned slowly back. "You forget that I'm not a magician," he said,
gently. "I hardly know what you are speaking of."</p>
<p>For a moment she was silent, but in that moment her eyes spoke. Pain,
distress, pride, all strove for expression; then at last her lips parted.</p>
<p>"Do you say that in seriousness?" she asked.</p>
<p>It was no moment for fencing, and Loder knew it. "In seriousness," he
replied, shortly.</p>
<p>"Then I shall speak seriously, too." Her voice shook slightly and the
color came back into her face, but the hand on the arm of the chair ceased
to tremble. "For more than four years I have known that you take drugs—for
more than four years I have acquiesced in your deceptions—in your
meannesses—"</p>
<p>There was an instant's silence. Then Loder stepped forward.</p>
<p>"You knew—for four years?" he said, very slowly. For the first time
that night he remembered Chilcote and forgot himself.</p>
<p>Eve lifted her head with a quick gesture—as if, in flinging off
discretion and silence, she appreciated to the full the new relief of
speech.</p>
<p>"Yes, I knew. Perhaps I should have spoken when I first surprised the
secret, but it's all so past that it's useless to speculate now. It was
fate, I suppose. I was very young, you were very unapproachable, and—and
we had no love to make the way easy." For a second her glance faltered and
she looked away. "A woman's—a girl's—disillusioning is a very
sad comedy—it should never have an audience." She laughed a little
bitterly as she looked back again. "I saw all the deceits, all the
subterfuges, all the—lies." She said the word deliberately, meeting
his eyes.</p>
<p>Again he thought of Chilcote, but his face paled.</p>
<p>"I saw it all. I lived with it all till I grew hard and indifferent—till
I acquiesced in your 'nerves' as readily as the rest of the world that
hadn't suspected and didn't know." Again she laughed nervously. "And I
thought the indifference would last forever. If one lives in a groove for
years, one gets frozen up; I never felt more frozen than on the night Mr.
Fraide spoke to me of you—asked me to use my influence; then, on
that night—"</p>
<p>"Yes. On that night?" Loder's voice was tense.</p>
<p>But her excitement had suddenly fallen. Whether his glance had quelled it
or whether the force of her feelings had worked itself out it was
impossible to say, but her eyes had lost their resolution. She stood
hesitating for a moment, then she turned and moved to the mantel-piece.</p>
<p>"That night you found me—changed?" Loder was insistent.</p>
<p>"Changed—and yet not changed." She spoke reluctantly, with averted
head.</p>
<p>"And what did you think?"</p>
<p>Again she was silent; then again a faint excitement tinged her cheeks.</p>
<p>"I thought—" she began. "It seemed—" Once more she paused,
hampered by her own uncertainty, her own sense of puzzling incongruity. "I
don't know why I speak like this," she went on at last, as if in
justification of herself, "or why I want to speak. But a feeling—an
extraordinary, incomprehensible feeling seems to urge me on. The same
feeling that came to me on the day we had tea together—the feeling
that made me—that almost made me believe—"</p>
<p>"Believe what?" The words escaped him without volition.</p>
<p>At sound of his voice she turned. "Believe that a miracle had happened,"
she said—"that you had found strength—had freed yourself."</p>
<p>"From morphia?"</p>
<p>"From morphia."</p>
<p>In the silence that followed, Loder lived through a century of suggestion
and indecision. His first feeling was for himself, but his first clear
thought was for Chilcote and their compact. He stood, metaphorically, on a
stone in the middle of a stream, balancing on one foot, then the other;
looking to the right bank, then to the left. At last, as it always did,
inspiration came to him slowly. He realized that by one plunge he might
save both Chilcote and himself!</p>
<p>He crossed quickly to the fireplace and stood by Eve. "You were right in
your belief," he said. "For all that time from the night you spoke to me
of Fraide to the day you had tea in this room—I never touched a
drug."</p>
<p>She moved suddenly, and he saw her face. "John," she said, unsteadily,
"you—I—I have known you to lie to me—about other
things."</p>
<p>With a hasty movement he averted his head. The doubt, the appeal in her
words shocked him. The whole isolation of her life seemed summed up in the
one short sentence. For the instant he forgot Chilcote. With a reaction of
feeling he turned to her again.</p>
<p>"Look at me!" he said, brusquely.</p>
<p>She raised her eyes.</p>
<p>"Do you believe I'm speaking the truth?"</p>
<p>She searched his eyes intently, the doubt and hesitancy still struggling
in her face.</p>
<p>"But the last three weeks?" she said, reluctantly. "How can you ask me to
believe?"</p>
<p>He had expected this, and he met it steadily enough; nevertheless his
courage faltered. To deceive this woman, even to justify himself, had in
the last halfhour become something sacrilegious.</p>
<p>"The last three weeks must be buried," he said, hurriedly. "No man could
free himself suddenly from—from a vice." He broke off abruptly. He
hated Chilcote; he hated himself. Then Eve's face, raised in distressed
appeal, overshadowed all scruples. "You have been silent and patient for
years," he said, suddenly. "Can you be patient and silent a little
longer?" He spoke without consideration. He was conscious of no
selfishness beneath his words. In the first exercise of conscious strength
the primitive desire to reduce all elements to his own sovereignty
submerged every other emotion. "I can't enter into the thing," he said;
"like you, I give no explanations. I can only tell you that on the day we
talked together in this room I was myself—in the full possession of
my reason, the full knowledge of my own capacities. The man you have known
in the last three weeks, the man you have imagined in the last four years,
is a shadow, an unreality—a weakness in human form. There is a new
Chilcote—if you will only see him."</p>
<p>Ewe was trembling as he ceased; her face was flushed; there was a strange
brightness in her eyes She was moved beyond herself.</p>
<p>"But the other you—the old you?"</p>
<p>"You must be patient." He looked down into the fire. "Times like the last
three weeks will come again—must come again; they are inevitable.
When they do come, you must shut your eyes—you must blind yourself.
You must ignore them—and me. Is it a compact?" He still avoided her
eyes.</p>
<p>She turned to him quietly. "Yes—if you wish it," she said, below her
breath.</p>
<p>He was conscious of her glance, but he dared not meet it. He felt sick at
the part he was playing, yet he held to it tenaciously.</p>
<p>"I wonder if you could do what few men and fewer women are capable of?" he
asked, at last. "I wonder if you could learn to live in the present?" He
lifted his head slowly and met her eyes. "This is an—an experiment,"
he went on. "And, like all experiments, it has good phases and bad. When
the bad phases come round I—I want you to tell yourself that you are
not altogether alone in your unhappiness—that I am suffering too—in
another way."</p>
<p>There was silence when he had spoken, and for a space it seemed that Eve
would make no response. Then the last surprise in a day of surprises came
to him. With a slight stir, a slight, quick rustle of skirts, she stepped
forward and laid her hand in his.</p>
<p>The gesture was simple and very sweet; her eyes were soft and full of
light as she raised her face to his, her lips parted in unconscious
appeal.</p>
<p>There is no surrender so seductive as the surrender of a proud woman.
Loder's blood stirred, the undeniable suggestion of the moment thrilled
and disconcerted him in a tumult of thought. Honor, duty, principle rose
in a triple barrier; but honor, duty, and principle are but words to a
headstrong man. The full significance of his position came to him as it
had never come before. His hand closed on hers; he bent towards her, his
pulses beating unevenly.</p>
<p>"Eve!" he said. Then at sound of his voice he suddenly hesitated. It was
the voice of a man who has forgotten everything but his own existence.</p>
<p>For an instant he stayed motionless; then very quietly he drew away from
her, releasing her hands.</p>
<p>"No," he said. "No—I haven't got the right."</p>
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<h2> XVIII </h2>
<p>That night, for almost the first time since he had adopted his dual role,
Loder slept ill. He was not a man over whom imagination held any powerful
sway—his doubts and misgivings seldom ran to speculation, upon
future possibilities; nevertheless, the fact that, consciously or
unconsciously, he had adopted a new attitude towards Eve came home to him
with unpleasant force during the hours of darkness; and long before the
first hint of daylight had slipped through the heavy window-curtains he
had arranged a plan of action—a plan wherein, by the simple method
of altogether avoiding her, he might soothe his own conscience and
safeguard Chilcote's domestic interests.</p>
<p>It was a satisfactory if a somewhat negative arrangement, and he rose next
morning with a feeling that things had begun to shape themselves. But
chance sometimes has a disconcerting knack of forestalling even our
best-planned schemes. He dressed slowly, and descended to his solitary
breakfast with the pleasant sensation of having put last night out of
consideration by the turning over of a new leaf; but scarcely had he
opened Chilcote's letters, scarcely had he taken a cursory glance at the
morning's newspaper, than it was borne in upon him that not only a new
leaf, but a whole sheaf of new leaves, had been turned in his prospects—by
a hand infinitely more powerful and arbitrary than his own. He realized
within the space of a few moments that the leisure Eve might have claimed,
the leisure he might have been tempted to devote to her, was no longer his
to dispose of—being already demanded of him from a quarter that
allowed of no refusal.</p>
<p>For the first rumbling of the political earthquake that was to shake the
country made itself audible beyond denial on that morning of March 27th,
when the news spread through England that, in view of the disorganized
state of the Persian army and the Shah's consequent inability to suppress
the open insurrection of the border tribes in the north-eastern districts
of Meshed, Russia, with a great show of magnanimity, had come to the
rescue by despatching a large armed force from her military station at
Merv across the Persian frontier to the seat of the disturbance.</p>
<p>To many hundreds of Englishmen who read their papers on that morning this
announcement conveyed but little. That there is such a country as Persia
we all know, that English interests predominate in the south and Russian
interests in the north we have all superficially understood from
childhood; but in this knowledge, coupled with the fact that Persia is
comfortably far away, we are apt to rest content. It is only to the eyes
that see through long-distance glasses, the minds that regard the present
as nothing more nor less than an inevitable link joining the future to the
past, that this distant, debatable land stands out in its true political
significance.</p>
<p>To the average reader of news the statement of Russia's move seemed
scarcely more important than had the first report of the border risings in
January, but to the men who had watched the growth of the disturbance it
came charged with portentous meaning. Through the entire ranks of the
opposition, from Fraide himself downward, it caused a thrill of
expectation—that peculiar prophetic sensation that every politician
has experienced at some moment of his career.</p>
<p>In no member of his party did this feeling strike deeper root than in
Loder. Imbued with a lifelong interest in the Eastern question, specially
equipped by personal knowledge to hold and proclaim an opinion upon
Persian affairs, he read the signs and portents with instinctive insight.
Seated at Chilcote's table, surrounded by Chilcote's letters and papers,
he forgot the breakfast that was slowly growing cold, forgot the interests
and dangers, personal or pleasurable, of the night before, while his
mental eyes persistently conjured up the map of Persia, travelling with
steady deliberation from Merv to Meshed, from Meshed to Herat, from Herat
to the empire of India! For it was not the fact that the Hazaras had risen
against the Shah that occupied the thinking mind, nor was it the fact that
Russian and not Persian troops were destined to subdue them, but the
deeply important consideration that an armed Russian force had crossed the
frontier and was encamped within twenty miles of Meshed-Meshed, upon which
covetous Russian eyes have rested ever since the days of Peter the Great.</p>
<p>So Loder's thoughts ran as he read and reread the news from the varying
political stand-points, and so they continued to run when, some hours
later, an urgent telephone message from the 'St. George's Gazette' asked
him to call at Lakely's office.</p>
<p>The message was interesting as well as imperative, and he made an instant
response. The thought of Lakely's keen eyes and shrewd enthusiasms always
possessed strong attractions for his own slower temperament, but even had
this impetus been lacking, the knowledge that at the 'St. George's'
offices, if anywhere, the true feelings of the party were invariably
voiced would have drawn him without hesitation.</p>
<p>It was scarcely twelve o'clock when he turned the corner of the tall
building, but already the keen spirit that Lakely everywhere diffused was
making itself felt. Loder smiled to himself as his eyes fell on the day's
placards with their uncompromising headings, and passed onward from the
string of gayly painted carts drawn up to receive their first consignment
of the paper to the troop of eager newsboys passing in and out of the big
swing-doors with their piled-up bundles of the early edition; and with a
renewed thrill of anticipation and energy he passed through the doorway
and ran up-stairs.</p>
<p>Passing unchallenged through the long corridor that led to Lakely's
office, he caught a fresh impression of action and vitality from the click
of the tape machines in the subeditors' office, and a glimpse through the
open door of the subeditors themselves, each occupied with his particular
task; then without time for further observation he found himself at
Lakely's door. Without waiting to knock, as he had felt compelled to do on
the one or two previous occasions that business had brought him there, he
immediately turned the handle and entered the room.</p>
<p>Editors' offices differ but little in general effect.</p>
<p>Lakely's surroundings were rather more elaborate than is usual, as became
the dignity of the oldest Tory evening paper, but the atmosphere was
unmistakable. As Loder entered he glanced up from the desk at which he was
sitting, but instantly returned to his task of looking through and marking
the pile of early evening editions that were spread around him. His coat
was off and hung on the chair behind him, axed he pulled vigorously on a
long cigar.</p>
<p>"Hullo! That's right," he said, laconically. "Make yourself comfortable
half a second, while I skim the 'St. Stephen's'."</p>
<p>His salutation pleased Loder. With a nod of acquiescence he crossed the
office to the brisk fire that burned in, the grate.</p>
<p>For a minute or two Lakely worked steadily, occasionally breaking the
quiet by an unintelligible remark or a vigorous stroke of his pencil. At
last he dropped the paper with a gesture of satisfaction and leaned back
in his chair.</p>
<p>"Well," he said, "what d'you think of this? How's this for a
complication?"</p>
<p>Loder turned round. "I think," he said, quietly, "that we can't
overestimate it."</p>
<p>Lakely laughed and took a long pull at his cigar. "And we mustn't be
afraid to let the Sefborough crowd know it, eh?" He waved his hand to the
poster of the first edition that hung before his desk.</p>
<p>Loder, following his glance, smiled.</p>
<p>Lakely laughed again. "They might have known it all along, if they'd cared
to deduce," he said. "Did they really believe that Russia was going to sit
calmly looking across the Heri-Rud while the Shah played at mobilizing?
But what became of you last night? We had a regular prophesying of the
whole business at Bramfell's; the great Fraide looked in for five minutes.
I went on with him to the club afterwards and was there when the news came
in. 'Twas a great night!"</p>
<p>Loder's face lighted up. "I can imagine it," he said, with an unusual
touch of warmth.</p>
<p>Lakely watched him intently for a moment. Then with a quick action he
leaned forward and rested his elbows on the desk.</p>
<p>"It's going to be something more than imagination for you, Chilcote," he
said, impressively. "It's going to be solid earnest!" He spoke rapidly and
with rather more than his usual shrewd decisiveness; then he paused to see
the effect of his announcement.</p>
<p>Loder was still studying the flaring poster. At the other's words he
turned sharply. Something in Lakely's voice, something in his manner,
arrested him. A tinge of color crossed his face.</p>
<p>"Reality?" he said. "What do you mean?"</p>
<p>For a further space his companion watched him; then with a rapid movement
he tilted back his chair.</p>
<p>"Yes," he said. "Yes; old Fraide's instincts are never far out. He's quite
right. You're the man!"</p>
<p>Still quietly, but with a strange underglow of excitement, Loder left the
fire, and, coming forward, took a chair at Lakely's desk.</p>
<p>"Do you mind telling me what you're driving at?" he asked, in his old,
laconic voice.</p>
<p>Lakely still scrutinized him with an air of brisk satisfaction; then with
a gesture of finality he tossed his cigar away.</p>
<p>"My dear chap," he said, "there's going to be a breach somewhere—and
Fraide says you're the man to step in and fill it! You see, five years
ago, when things looked lively on the Gulf and the Bundar Abbas business
came to light, you did some promising work; and a reputation like that
sticks to a man—even when he turns slacker! I won't deny that you've
slacked abominably," he added, as Loder made an uneasy movement, "but
slacking has different effects. Some men run to seed, others mature. I had
almost put you down on the black list, but I've altered my mind in the
last two months."</p>
<p>Again Loder stirred in his seat. A host of emotions were stirring in his
mind. Every word wrung from Lakely was another stimulus to pride, another
subtle tribute to the curious force of personality.</p>
<p>"Well?" he said. "Well?"</p>
<p>Lakely smiled. "We all know that Sefborough's ministry is—well,
top-heavy," he said. "Sefborough is building his card house just a story
too high. It's a toss-up what 'll upset the balance. It might be the army,
of course, or it might be education; but it might quite as well be a
matter of foreign policy!"</p>
<p>They looked at each other in comprehensive silence.</p>
<p>"You know as well as I that it's not the question of whether Russia comes
into Persia, but the question of whether Russia goes out of Persia when
these Hazaras are subdued! I'll lay you what you like, Chilcote, that
within one week we hear that the risings are suppressed, but that Russia,
instead of retiring, has advanced those tempting twenty miles and
comfortably ensconced herself at Meshed—as she ensconced herself on
the island of Ashurada. Lakely's nervous, energetic figure was braced, his
light-blue eyes brightened, by the intensity of his interest.</p>
<p>"If this news comes before the Easter recess," he went on, "the first nail
can be hammered in on the motion for adjournment. And if the right man
does it in the right way, I'll lay my life 'twill be a nail in
Sefborough's coffin."</p>
<p>Loder sat very still. Overwhelming possibilities had suddenly opened
before him. In a moment the unreality of the past months had become real;
a tangible justification of himself and his imposture was suddenly made
possible. In the stress of understanding he, too, leaned forward, and,
resting his elbows on the desk, took his face between his hands.</p>
<p>For a space Lakely made no remark. To him man and man's moods came second
in interest to his paper and his party politics. That Chilcote should be
conscious of the glories he had opened up seemed only natural; that he
should show that consciousness in a becoming gravity seemed only right.
For some seconds he made no attempt to disturb him; but at last his own
irrepressible activity made silence unendurable. He caught up his pencil
and tapped impatiently on the desk.</p>
<p>"Chilcote," he said, quickly and with a gleam of sudden anxiety, "you're
not by any chance doubtful of yourself?"</p>
<p>At sound of his voice Loder lifted his face; it was quite pale again, but
the energy and resolution that had come into it when Lakely first spoke
were still to be seen.</p>
<p>"No, Lakely," he said, very slowly, "it's not the sort of moment in which
a man doubts himself."</p>
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