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<h2> CHAPTER XX </h2>
<p>Edmund's first object the next morning was to see his father alone, and
give him a fair statement of the whole acting scheme, defending his own
share in it as far only as he could then, in a soberer moment, feel his
motives to deserve, and acknowledging, with perfect ingenuousness, that
his concession had been attended with such partial good as to make his
judgment in it very doubtful. He was anxious, while vindicating himself,
to say nothing unkind of the others: but there was only one amongst them
whose conduct he could mention without some necessity of defence or
palliation. "We have all been more or less to blame," said he, "every one
of us, excepting Fanny. Fanny is the only one who has judged rightly
throughout; who has been consistent. <i>Her</i> feelings have been
steadily against it from first to last. She never ceased to think of what
was due to you. You will find Fanny everything you could wish."</p>
<p>Sir Thomas saw all the impropriety of such a scheme among such a party,
and at such a time, as strongly as his son had ever supposed he must; he
felt it too much, indeed, for many words; and having shaken hands with
Edmund, meant to try to lose the disagreeable impression, and forget how
much he had been forgotten himself as soon as he could, after the house
had been cleared of every object enforcing the remembrance, and restored
to its proper state. He did not enter into any remonstrance with his other
children: he was more willing to believe they felt their error than to run
the risk of investigation. The reproof of an immediate conclusion of
everything, the sweep of every preparation, would be sufficient.</p>
<p>There was one person, however, in the house, whom he could not leave to
learn his sentiments merely through his conduct. He could not help giving
Mrs. Norris a hint of his having hoped that her advice might have been
interposed to prevent what her judgment must certainly have disapproved.
The young people had been very inconsiderate in forming the plan; they
ought to have been capable of a better decision themselves; but they were
young; and, excepting Edmund, he believed, of unsteady characters; and
with greater surprise, therefore, he must regard her acquiescence in their
wrong measures, her countenance of their unsafe amusements, than that such
measures and such amusements should have been suggested. Mrs. Norris was a
little confounded and as nearly being silenced as ever she had been in her
life; for she was ashamed to confess having never seen any of the
impropriety which was so glaring to Sir Thomas, and would not have
admitted that her influence was insufficient—that she might have
talked in vain. Her only resource was to get out of the subject as fast as
possible, and turn the current of Sir Thomas's ideas into a happier
channel. She had a great deal to insinuate in her own praise as to <i>general</i>
attention to the interest and comfort of his family, much exertion and
many sacrifices to glance at in the form of hurried walks and sudden
removals from her own fireside, and many excellent hints of distrust and
economy to Lady Bertram and Edmund to detail, whereby a most considerable
saving had always arisen, and more than one bad servant been detected. But
her chief strength lay in Sotherton. Her greatest support and glory was in
having formed the connexion with the Rushworths. <i>There</i> she was
impregnable. She took to herself all the credit of bringing Mr.
Rushworth's admiration of Maria to any effect. "If I had not been active,"
said she, "and made a point of being introduced to his mother, and then
prevailed on my sister to pay the first visit, I am as certain as I sit
here that nothing would have come of it; for Mr. Rushworth is the sort of
amiable modest young man who wants a great deal of encouragement, and
there were girls enough on the catch for him if we had been idle. But I
left no stone unturned. I was ready to move heaven and earth to persuade
my sister, and at last I did persuade her. You know the distance to
Sotherton; it was in the middle of winter, and the roads almost
impassable, but I did persuade her."</p>
<p>"I know how great, how justly great, your influence is with Lady Bertram
and her children, and am the more concerned that it should not have been."</p>
<p>"My dear Sir Thomas, if you had seen the state of the roads <i>that</i>
day! I thought we should never have got through them, though we had the
four horses of course; and poor old coachman would attend us, out of his
great love and kindness, though he was hardly able to sit the box on
account of the rheumatism which I had been doctoring him for ever since
Michaelmas. I cured him at last; but he was very bad all the winter—and
this was such a day, I could not help going to him up in his room before
we set off to advise him not to venture: he was putting on his wig; so I
said, 'Coachman, you had much better not go; your Lady and I shall be very
safe; you know how steady Stephen is, and Charles has been upon the
leaders so often now, that I am sure there is no fear.' But, however, I
soon found it would not do; he was bent upon going, and as I hate to be
worrying and officious, I said no more; but my heart quite ached for him
at every jolt, and when we got into the rough lanes about Stoke, where,
what with frost and snow upon beds of stones, it was worse than anything
you can imagine, I was quite in an agony about him. And then the poor
horses too! To see them straining away! You know how I always feel for the
horses. And when we got to the bottom of Sandcroft Hill, what do you think
I did? You will laugh at me; but I got out and walked up. I did indeed. It
might not be saving them much, but it was something, and I could not bear
to sit at my ease and be dragged up at the expense of those noble animals.
I caught a dreadful cold, but <i>that</i> I did not regard. My object was
accomplished in the visit."</p>
<p>"I hope we shall always think the acquaintance worth any trouble that
might be taken to establish it. There is nothing very striking in Mr.
Rushworth's manners, but I was pleased last night with what appeared to be
his opinion on one subject: his decided preference of a quiet family party
to the bustle and confusion of acting. He seemed to feel exactly as one
could wish."</p>
<p>"Yes, indeed, and the more you know of him the better you will like him.
He is not a shining character, but he has a thousand good qualities; and
is so disposed to look up to you, that I am quite laughed at about it, for
everybody considers it as my doing. 'Upon my word, Mrs. Norris,' said Mrs.
Grant the other day, 'if Mr. Rushworth were a son of your own, he could
not hold Sir Thomas in greater respect.'"</p>
<p>Sir Thomas gave up the point, foiled by her evasions, disarmed by her
flattery; and was obliged to rest satisfied with the conviction that where
the present pleasure of those she loved was at stake, her kindness did
sometimes overpower her judgment.</p>
<p>It was a busy morning with him. Conversation with any of them occupied but
a small part of it. He had to reinstate himself in all the wonted concerns
of his Mansfield life: to see his steward and his bailiff; to examine and
compute, and, in the intervals of business, to walk into his stables and
his gardens, and nearest plantations; but active and methodical, he had
not only done all this before he resumed his seat as master of the house
at dinner, he had also set the carpenter to work in pulling down what had
been so lately put up in the billiard-room, and given the scene-painter
his dismissal long enough to justify the pleasing belief of his being then
at least as far off as Northampton. The scene-painter was gone, having
spoilt only the floor of one room, ruined all the coachman's sponges, and
made five of the under-servants idle and dissatisfied; and Sir Thomas was
in hopes that another day or two would suffice to wipe away every outward
memento of what had been, even to the destruction of every unbound copy of
Lovers' Vows in the house, for he was burning all that met his eye.</p>
<p>Mr. Yates was beginning now to understand Sir Thomas's intentions, though
as far as ever from understanding their source. He and his friend had been
out with their guns the chief of the morning, and Tom had taken the
opportunity of explaining, with proper apologies for his father's
particularity, what was to be expected. Mr. Yates felt it as acutely as
might be supposed. To be a second time disappointed in the same way was an
instance of very severe ill-luck; and his indignation was such, that had
it not been for delicacy towards his friend, and his friend's youngest
sister, he believed he should certainly attack the baronet on the
absurdity of his proceedings, and argue him into a little more
rationality. He believed this very stoutly while he was in Mansfield Wood,
and all the way home; but there was a something in Sir Thomas, when they
sat round the same table, which made Mr. Yates think it wiser to let him
pursue his own way, and feel the folly of it without opposition. He had
known many disagreeable fathers before, and often been struck with the
inconveniences they occasioned, but never, in the whole course of his
life, had he seen one of that class so unintelligibly moral, so infamously
tyrannical as Sir Thomas. He was not a man to be endured but for his
children's sake, and he might be thankful to his fair daughter Julia that
Mr. Yates did yet mean to stay a few days longer under his roof.</p>
<p>The evening passed with external smoothness, though almost every mind was
ruffled; and the music which Sir Thomas called for from his daughters
helped to conceal the want of real harmony. Maria was in a good deal of
agitation. It was of the utmost consequence to her that Crawford should
now lose no time in declaring himself, and she was disturbed that even a
day should be gone by without seeming to advance that point. She had been
expecting to see him the whole morning, and all the evening, too, was
still expecting him. Mr. Rushworth had set off early with the great news
for Sotherton; and she had fondly hoped for such an immediate <i>eclaircissement</i>
as might save him the trouble of ever coming back again. But they had seen
no one from the Parsonage, not a creature, and had heard no tidings beyond
a friendly note of congratulation and inquiry from Mrs. Grant to Lady
Bertram. It was the first day for many, many weeks, in which the families
had been wholly divided. Four-and-twenty hours had never passed before,
since August began, without bringing them together in some way or other.
It was a sad, anxious day; and the morrow, though differing in the sort of
evil, did by no means bring less. A few moments of feverish enjoyment were
followed by hours of acute suffering. Henry Crawford was again in the
house: he walked up with Dr. Grant, who was anxious to pay his respects to
Sir Thomas, and at rather an early hour they were ushered into the
breakfast-room, where were most of the family. Sir Thomas soon appeared,
and Maria saw with delight and agitation the introduction of the man she
loved to her father. Her sensations were indefinable, and so were they a
few minutes afterwards upon hearing Henry Crawford, who had a chair
between herself and Tom, ask the latter in an undervoice whether there
were any plans for resuming the play after the present happy interruption
(with a courteous glance at Sir Thomas), because, in that case, he should
make a point of returning to Mansfield at any time required by the party:
he was going away immediately, being to meet his uncle at Bath without
delay; but if there were any prospect of a renewal of Lovers' Vows, he
should hold himself positively engaged, he should break through every
other claim, he should absolutely condition with his uncle for attending
them whenever he might be wanted. The play should not be lost by <i>his</i>
absence.</p>
<p>"From Bath, Norfolk, London, York, wherever I may be," said he; "I will
attend you from any place in England, at an hour's notice."</p>
<p>It was well at that moment that Tom had to speak, and not his sister. He
could immediately say with easy fluency, "I am sorry you are going; but as
to our play, <i>that</i> is all over—entirely at an end" (looking
significantly at his father). "The painter was sent off yesterday, and
very little will remain of the theatre to-morrow. I knew how <i>that</i>
would be from the first. It is early for Bath. You will find nobody
there."</p>
<p>"It is about my uncle's usual time."</p>
<p>"When do you think of going?"</p>
<p>"I may, perhaps, get as far as Banbury to-day."</p>
<p>"Whose stables do you use at Bath?" was the next question; and while this
branch of the subject was under discussion, Maria, who wanted neither
pride nor resolution, was preparing to encounter her share of it with
tolerable calmness.</p>
<p>To her he soon turned, repeating much of what he had already said, with
only a softened air and stronger expressions of regret. But what availed
his expressions or his air? He was going, and, if not voluntarily going,
voluntarily intending to stay away; for, excepting what might be due to
his uncle, his engagements were all self-imposed. He might talk of
necessity, but she knew his independence. The hand which had so pressed
hers to his heart! the hand and the heart were alike motionless and
passive now! Her spirit supported her, but the agony of her mind was
severe. She had not long to endure what arose from listening to language
which his actions contradicted, or to bury the tumult of her feelings
under the restraint of society; for general civilities soon called his
notice from her, and the farewell visit, as it then became openly
acknowledged, was a very short one. He was gone—he had touched her
hand for the last time, he had made his parting bow, and she might seek
directly all that solitude could do for her. Henry Crawford was gone, gone
from the house, and within two hours afterwards from the parish; and so
ended all the hopes his selfish vanity had raised in Maria and Julia
Bertram.</p>
<p>Julia could rejoice that he was gone. His presence was beginning to be
odious to her; and if Maria gained him not, she was now cool enough to
dispense with any other revenge. She did not want exposure to be added to
desertion. Henry Crawford gone, she could even pity her sister.</p>
<p>With a purer spirit did Fanny rejoice in the intelligence. She heard it at
dinner, and felt it a blessing. By all the others it was mentioned with
regret; and his merits honoured with due gradation of feeling—from
the sincerity of Edmund's too partial regard, to the unconcern of his
mother speaking entirely by rote. Mrs. Norris began to look about her, and
wonder that his falling in love with Julia had come to nothing; and could
almost fear that she had been remiss herself in forwarding it; but with so
many to care for, how was it possible for even <i>her</i> activity to keep
pace with her wishes?</p>
<p>Another day or two, and Mr. Yates was gone likewise. In <i>his</i>
departure Sir Thomas felt the chief interest: wanting to be alone with his
family, the presence of a stranger superior to Mr. Yates must have been
irksome; but of him, trifling and confident, idle and expensive, it was
every way vexatious. In himself he was wearisome, but as the friend of Tom
and the admirer of Julia he became offensive. Sir Thomas had been quite
indifferent to Mr. Crawford's going or staying: but his good wishes for
Mr. Yates's having a pleasant journey, as he walked with him to the
hall-door, were given with genuine satisfaction. Mr. Yates had staid to
see the destruction of every theatrical preparation at Mansfield, the
removal of everything appertaining to the play: he left the house in all
the soberness of its general character; and Sir Thomas hoped, in seeing
him out of it, to be rid of the worst object connected with the scheme,
and the last that must be inevitably reminding him of its existence.</p>
<p>Mrs. Norris contrived to remove one article from his sight that might have
distressed him. The curtain, over which she had presided with such talent
and such success, went off with her to her cottage, where she happened to
be particularly in want of green baize.</p>
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