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<h2> CHAPTER XXX </h2>
<p>Miss Crawford's uneasiness was much lightened by this conversation, and
she walked home again in spirits which might have defied almost another
week of the same small party in the same bad weather, had they been put to
the proof; but as that very evening brought her brother down from London
again in quite, or more than quite, his usual cheerfulness, she had
nothing farther to try her own. His still refusing to tell her what he had
gone for was but the promotion of gaiety; a day before it might have
irritated, but now it was a pleasant joke—suspected only of
concealing something planned as a pleasant surprise to herself. And the
next day <i>did</i> bring a surprise to her. Henry had said he should just
go and ask the Bertrams how they did, and be back in ten minutes, but he
was gone above an hour; and when his sister, who had been waiting for him
to walk with her in the garden, met him at last most impatiently in the
sweep, and cried out, "My dear Henry, where can you have been all this
time?" he had only to say that he had been sitting with Lady Bertram and
Fanny.</p>
<p>"Sitting with them an hour and a half!" exclaimed Mary.</p>
<p>But this was only the beginning of her surprise.</p>
<p>"Yes, Mary," said he, drawing her arm within his, and walking along the
sweep as if not knowing where he was: "I could not get away sooner; Fanny
looked so lovely! I am quite determined, Mary. My mind is entirely made
up. Will it astonish you? No: you must be aware that I am quite determined
to marry Fanny Price."</p>
<p>The surprise was now complete; for, in spite of whatever his consciousness
might suggest, a suspicion of his having any such views had never entered
his sister's imagination; and she looked so truly the astonishment she
felt, that he was obliged to repeat what he had said, and more fully and
more solemnly. The conviction of his determination once admitted, it was
not unwelcome. There was even pleasure with the surprise. Mary was in a
state of mind to rejoice in a connexion with the Bertram family, and to be
not displeased with her brother's marrying a little beneath him.</p>
<p>"Yes, Mary," was Henry's concluding assurance. "I am fairly caught. You
know with what idle designs I began; but this is the end of them. I have,
I flatter myself, made no inconsiderable progress in her affections; but
my own are entirely fixed."</p>
<p>"Lucky, lucky girl!" cried Mary, as soon as she could speak; "what a match
for her! My dearest Henry, this must be my <i>first</i> feeling; but my <i>second</i>,
which you shall have as sincerely, is, that I approve your choice from my
soul, and foresee your happiness as heartily as I wish and desire it. You
will have a sweet little wife; all gratitude and devotion. Exactly what
you deserve. What an amazing match for her! Mrs. Norris often talks of her
luck; what will she say now? The delight of all the family, indeed! And
she has some <i>true</i> friends in it! How <i>they</i> will rejoice! But
tell me all about it! Talk to me for ever. When did you begin to think
seriously about her?"</p>
<p>Nothing could be more impossible than to answer such a question, though
nothing could be more agreeable than to have it asked. "How the pleasing
plague had stolen on him" he could not say; and before he had expressed
the same sentiment with a little variation of words three times over, his
sister eagerly interrupted him with, "Ah, my dear Henry, and this is what
took you to London! This was your business! You chose to consult the
Admiral before you made up your mind."</p>
<p>But this he stoutly denied. He knew his uncle too well to consult him on
any matrimonial scheme. The Admiral hated marriage, and thought it never
pardonable in a young man of independent fortune.</p>
<p>"When Fanny is known to him," continued Henry, "he will doat on her. She
is exactly the woman to do away every prejudice of such a man as the
Admiral, for she he would describe, if indeed he has now delicacy of
language enough to embody his own ideas. But till it is absolutely settled—settled
beyond all interference, he shall know nothing of the matter. No, Mary,
you are quite mistaken. You have not discovered my business yet."</p>
<p>"Well, well, I am satisfied. I know now to whom it must relate, and am in
no hurry for the rest. Fanny Price! wonderful, quite wonderful! That
Mansfield should have done so much for—that <i>you</i> should have
found your fate in Mansfield! But you are quite right; you could not have
chosen better. There is not a better girl in the world, and you do not
want for fortune; and as to her connexions, they are more than good. The
Bertrams are undoubtedly some of the first people in this country. She is
niece to Sir Thomas Bertram; that will be enough for the world. But go on,
go on. Tell me more. What are your plans? Does she know her own
happiness?"</p>
<p>"No."</p>
<p>"What are you waiting for?"</p>
<p>"For—for very little more than opportunity. Mary, she is not like
her cousins; but I think I shall not ask in vain."</p>
<p>"Oh no! you cannot. Were you even less pleasing—supposing her not to
love you already (of which, however, I can have little doubt)—you
would be safe. The gentleness and gratitude of her disposition would
secure her all your own immediately. From my soul I do not think she would
marry you <i>without</i> love; that is, if there is a girl in the world
capable of being uninfluenced by ambition, I can suppose it her; but ask
her to love you, and she will never have the heart to refuse."</p>
<p>As soon as her eagerness could rest in silence, he was as happy to tell as
she could be to listen; and a conversation followed almost as deeply
interesting to her as to himself, though he had in fact nothing to relate
but his own sensations, nothing to dwell on but Fanny's charms. Fanny's
beauty of face and figure, Fanny's graces of manner and goodness of heart,
were the exhaustless theme. The gentleness, modesty, and sweetness of her
character were warmly expatiated on; that sweetness which makes so
essential a part of every woman's worth in the judgment of man, that
though he sometimes loves where it is not, he can never believe it absent.
Her temper he had good reason to depend on and to praise. He had often
seen it tried. Was there one of the family, excepting Edmund, who had not
in some way or other continually exercised her patience and forbearance?
Her affections were evidently strong. To see her with her brother! What
could more delightfully prove that the warmth of her heart was equal to
its gentleness? What could be more encouraging to a man who had her love
in view? Then, her understanding was beyond every suspicion, quick and
clear; and her manners were the mirror of her own modest and elegant mind.
Nor was this all. Henry Crawford had too much sense not to feel the worth
of good principles in a wife, though he was too little accustomed to
serious reflection to know them by their proper name; but when he talked
of her having such a steadiness and regularity of conduct, such a high
notion of honour, and such an observance of decorum as might warrant any
man in the fullest dependence on her faith and integrity, he expressed
what was inspired by the knowledge of her being well principled and
religious.</p>
<p>"I could so wholly and absolutely confide in her," said he; "and <i>that</i>
is what I want."</p>
<p>Well might his sister, believing as she really did that his opinion of
Fanny Price was scarcely beyond her merits, rejoice in her prospects.</p>
<p>"The more I think of it," she cried, "the more am I convinced that you are
doing quite right; and though I should never have selected Fanny Price as
the girl most likely to attach you, I am now persuaded she is the very one
to make you happy. Your wicked project upon her peace turns out a clever
thought indeed. You will both find your good in it."</p>
<p>"It was bad, very bad in me against such a creature; but I did not know
her then; and she shall have no reason to lament the hour that first put
it into my head. I will make her very happy, Mary; happier than she has
ever yet been herself, or ever seen anybody else. I will not take her from
Northamptonshire. I shall let Everingham, and rent a place in this
neighbourhood; perhaps Stanwix Lodge. I shall let a seven years' lease of
Everingham. I am sure of an excellent tenant at half a word. I could name
three people now, who would give me my own terms and thank me."</p>
<p>"Ha!" cried Mary; "settle in Northamptonshire! That is pleasant! Then we
shall be all together."</p>
<p>When she had spoken it, she recollected herself, and wished it unsaid; but
there was no need of confusion; for her brother saw her only as the
supposed inmate of Mansfield parsonage, and replied but to invite her in
the kindest manner to his own house, and to claim the best right in her.</p>
<p>"You must give us more than half your time," said he. "I cannot admit Mrs.
Grant to have an equal claim with Fanny and myself, for we shall both have
a right in you. Fanny will be so truly your sister!"</p>
<p>Mary had only to be grateful and give general assurances; but she was now
very fully purposed to be the guest of neither brother nor sister many
months longer.</p>
<p>"You will divide your year between London and Northamptonshire?"</p>
<p>"Yes."</p>
<p>"That's right; and in London, of course, a house of your own: no longer
with the Admiral. My dearest Henry, the advantage to you of getting away
from the Admiral before your manners are hurt by the contagion of his,
before you have contracted any of his foolish opinions, or learned to sit
over your dinner as if it were the best blessing of life! <i>You</i> are
not sensible of the gain, for your regard for him has blinded you; but, in
my estimation, your marrying early may be the saving of you. To have seen
you grow like the Admiral in word or deed, look or gesture, would have
broken my heart."</p>
<p>"Well, well, we do not think quite alike here. The Admiral has his faults,
but he is a very good man, and has been more than a father to me. Few
fathers would have let me have my own way half so much. You must not
prejudice Fanny against him. I must have them love one another."</p>
<p>Mary refrained from saying what she felt, that there could not be two
persons in existence whose characters and manners were less accordant:
time would discover it to him; but she could not help <i>this</i>
reflection on the Admiral. "Henry, I think so highly of Fanny Price, that
if I could suppose the next Mrs. Crawford would have half the reason which
my poor ill-used aunt had to abhor the very name, I would prevent the
marriage, if possible; but I know you: I know that a wife you <i>loved</i>
would be the happiest of women, and that even when you ceased to love, she
would yet find in you the liberality and good-breeding of a gentleman."</p>
<p>The impossibility of not doing everything in the world to make Fanny Price
happy, or of ceasing to love Fanny Price, was of course the groundwork of
his eloquent answer.</p>
<p>"Had you seen her this morning, Mary," he continued, "attending with such
ineffable sweetness and patience to all the demands of her aunt's
stupidity, working with her, and for her, her colour beautifully
heightened as she leant over the work, then returning to her seat to
finish a note which she was previously engaged in writing for that stupid
woman's service, and all this with such unpretending gentleness, so much
as if it were a matter of course that she was not to have a moment at her
own command, her hair arranged as neatly as it always is, and one little
curl falling forward as she wrote, which she now and then shook back, and
in the midst of all this, still speaking at intervals to <i>me</i>, or
listening, and as if she liked to listen, to what I said. Had you seen her
so, Mary, you would not have implied the possibility of her power over my
heart ever ceasing."</p>
<p>"My dearest Henry," cried Mary, stopping short, and smiling in his face,
"how glad I am to see you so much in love! It quite delights me. But what
will Mrs. Rushworth and Julia say?"</p>
<p>"I care neither what they say nor what they feel. They will now see what
sort of woman it is that can attach me, that can attach a man of sense. I
wish the discovery may do them any good. And they will now see their
cousin treated as she ought to be, and I wish they may be heartily ashamed
of their own abominable neglect and unkindness. They will be angry," he
added, after a moment's silence, and in a cooler tone; "Mrs. Rushworth
will be very angry. It will be a bitter pill to her; that is, like other
bitter pills, it will have two moments' ill flavour, and then be swallowed
and forgotten; for I am not such a coxcomb as to suppose her feelings more
lasting than other women's, though <i>I</i> was the object of them. Yes,
Mary, my Fanny will feel a difference indeed: a daily, hourly difference,
in the behaviour of every being who approaches her; and it will be the
completion of my happiness to know that I am the doer of it, that I am the
person to give the consequence so justly her due. Now she is dependent,
helpless, friendless, neglected, forgotten."</p>
<p>"Nay, Henry, not by all; not forgotten by all; not friendless or
forgotten. Her cousin Edmund never forgets her."</p>
<p>"Edmund! True, I believe he is, generally speaking, kind to her, and so is
Sir Thomas in his way; but it is the way of a rich, superior, long-worded,
arbitrary uncle. What can Sir Thomas and Edmund together do, what do they
<i>do</i> for her happiness, comfort, honour, and dignity in the world, to
what I <i>shall</i> do?"</p>
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