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<p align="center"><font size=5> WAR IS KIND</font><br/>
by Stephen Crane<br/><br/>
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<p>Do not weep, maiden, for war is kind.<br/>
Because your lover threw wild hands toward the sky<br/>
And the affrighted steed ran on alone,<br/>
Do not weep.<br/>
War is kind.<br/>
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Hoarse, booming drums of the<br/>
    regiment,<br/>
Little souls who thirst for fight,<br/>
These men were born to drill and die.<br/>
The unexplained glory files above<br/>
    them,<br/>
Great is the battle-god, great, and his<br/>
    kingdom—;<br/>
A field where a thousand corpses lie.<br/>
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Do not weep, babe, for war is kind.<br/>
Because your father tumbled in the yellow<br/>
    trenches,<br/>
Raged at his breast, gulped and died,<br/>
Do not weep.<br/>
War is kind.<br/>
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Swift blazing flag of the regiment,<br/>
Eagle with crest of red and gold,<br/>
These men were born to drill and die.<br/>
Point for them the virtue of the slaughter,<br/>
Make plain to them the excellence of killing<br/>
And a field where a thousand corpses<br/>
    lie.<br/>
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Mother whose heart hung humble as a button<br/>
On the bright splendid shroud of your son,<br/>
Do not weep.<br/>
War is kind.<br/></p>
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<p>What says the sea, little shell?<br/>
“What says the sea?<br/>
“Long has our brother been silent to us,<br/>
“Kept his message for the ships,<br/>
“Awkward ships, stupid ships.”<br/>
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“The sea bids you mourn, O Pines,<br/>
“Sing low in the moonlight.<br/>
“He sends tale of the land of doom,<br/>
“Of place where endless falls<br/>
“A rain of women's tears,<br/>
“And men in grey robes—<br/>
“Men in grey robes—<br/>
“Chant the unknown pain.”</p>
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<p>“What says the sea, little shell?<br/>
“What says the sea?<br/>
“Long has our brother been silent to us,<br/>
“Kept is message for the ships,<br/>
“Puny ships, silly ships.”<br/>
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“The sea bids you teach, O Pines,<br/>
“Sing low in the moonlight;<br/>
“Teach the gold of patience,<br/>
“Cry gospel of gentle hands,<br/>
“Cry a brotherhood of hearts.<br/>
“The sea bids you teach, O Pines.”<br/>
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“And where is the reward, little shell?<br/>
“What says the sea?<br/>
“Long has our brother been silent to us,<br/>
“Kept his message for the ships,<br/>
“Puny ships, silly ships.”<br/></p>
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<p>“No word says the sea, O Pines,<br/>
“No word says the sea.<br/>
“Long will your brother be silent to you,<br/>
“Keep his message for the ships,<br/>
“O puny ships, silly pines.”</p>
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<p>To the maiden<br/>
The sea was blue meadow,<br/>
Alive with little froth-people<br/>
Singing.<br/>
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To the sailor, wrecked,<br/>
The sea was dead grey walls<br/>
Superlative in vacancy,<br/>
Upon which nevertheless at fateful time<br/>
Was written<br/>
The grim hatred of nature.<br/></p>
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<p>A little ink more or less!<br/>
It surely can't matter?<br/>
Even the sky and the opulent sea,<br/>
The plains and the hills, aloof,<br/>
Hear the uproar of all these books.<br/>
But it is only a little ink more or less.<br/>
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What?<br/>
You define me God with these trinkets?<br/>
Can my misery meal on an ordered walking<br/>
Of surpliced numskulls?<br/>
And a fanfare of lights?<br/>
Or even upon the measured pulpitings<br/>
Of the familiar false and true?<br/>
Is this God?<br/>
Where, then is hell?<br/>
Show me some bastard mushrooms<br/>
Sprung from a pollution of blood.<br/>
It is better.<br/>
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Where is God?</p>
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<p>“Have you ever made a just man?”<br/>
“Oh, I have made three,” answered<br/>
    God,<br/>
“But two of them are dead,<br/>
“And the third—<br/>
“Listen! Listen!<br/>
“And you will hear the thud of his defeat.”</p>
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<p>I explain the silvered passing of a ship<br/>
    at night,<br/>
The sweep of each sad lost wave,<br/>
The dwindling boom of the steel thing's striving,<br/>
The little cry of a man to a man,<br/>
A shadow falling across the greyer night,<br/>
And the sinking of the small star;<br/>
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Then the waste, the far waste of waters,<br/>
And the soft lashing of black waves<br/>
For long and in loneliness.<br/>
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Remember, thou, O ship of love,<br/>
Thou leavest a far waste of waters,<br/>
And the soft lashing of black waves<br/>
For long and in loneliness.</p>
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<p>“I have heard the sunset song of the<br/>
    birches,<br/>
“A white melody in the silence,<br/>
“I have seen a quarrel of the pines.<br/>
“At nightfall<br/>
“The little grasses have rushed by me<br/>
“With the wind men.<br/>
“These things have I lived,” quoth the<br/>
    maniac,<br/>
“Possessing only eyes and ears.<br/>
“But you—<br/>
“You don green spectacles before you look at roses.”</p>
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<p>Fast rode the knight<br/>
With spurs, hot and reeking,<br/>
Ever waving an eager sword,<br/>
“To save my lady!”<br/>
Fast rode the knight,<br/>
And leaped from saddle to war.<br/>
Men of steel flickered and gleamed<br/>
Like riot of silver lights,<br/>
And the gold of the knight's good banner<br/>
Still waved on a castle wall.<br/>
<b>. . . . . . .</b><br/>
A horse,<br/>
Blowing, staggering, bloody thing,<br/>
Forgotten at foot of castle wall.<br/>
A horse<br/>
Dead at foot of castle wall.</p>
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<p>Forth went the candid man<br/>
And spoke freely to the wind—<br/>
When he looked about him he was in a far<br/>
    strange country.<br/>
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Forth went the candid man<br/>
And spoke freely to the stars—<br/>
Yellow light tore sight from his eye.<br/>
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“My good fool,” said a learned bystander,<br/>
“Your operations are mad.”<br/>
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“You are too candid,” cried the candid man.<br/>
And when his stick left the head of the<br/>
    learned bystander<br/>
It was two sticks.</p>
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<p>You tell me this is God?<br/>
I tell you this is a printed list,<br/>
A burning candle and an ass.</p>
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<p>On the desert<br/>
A silence from the moon's deepest<br/>
    valley.<br/>
Fire rays fall athwart the robes<br/>
Of hooded men, squat and dumb.<br/>
Before them, a woman<br/>
Moves to the blowing of shrill whistles<br/>
And distant thunder of drums,<br/>
While mystic things, sinuous, dull with<br/>
    terrible color,<br/>
Sleepily fondle her body<br/>
Or move at her will, swishing stealthily over<br/>
    the sand.<br/>
The snakes whisper softly;<br/>
The whispering, whispering snakes,<br/>
Dreaming and swaying and staring,<br/>
But always whispering, softly whispering.<br/>
The wind streams from the lone reaches<br/>
Of Arabia, solemn with night,<br/>
And the wild fire makes shimmer of blood<br/>
Over the robes of the hooded men<br/>
Squat and dumb.</p>
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<p>Bands of moving bronze, emerald, yellow,<br/>
Circle the throat and arms of her,<br/>
And over the sands serpents move warily<br/>
Slow, menacing and submissive,<br/>
Swinging to the whistles and drums,<br/>
The whispering, whispering snakes,<br/>
Dreaming and swaying and staring,<br/>
But always whispering, softly whispering.<br/>
The dignity of the accursed;<br/>
The glory of slavery, despair, death,<br/>
Is in the dance of the whispering snakes.</p>
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<p>A newspaper is a collection of half-injustices<br/>
Which, bawled by boys from mile to mile,<br/>
Spreads its curious opinion<br/>
To a million merciful and sneering men,<br/>
While families cuddle the joys of the fireside<br/>
When spurred by tale of dire lone agony.<br/>
A newspaper is a court<br/>
Where every one is kindly and unfairly tried<br/>
By a squalor of honest men.<br/>
A newspaper is a market<br/>
Where wisdom sells its freedom<br/>
And melons are crowned by the crowd.<br/>
A newspaper is a game<br/>
Where his error scores the player victory<br/>
While another's skill wins death.<br/>
A newspaper is a symbol;<br/>
It is fetless life's chronical,<br/>
A collection of loud tales<br/>
Concentrating eternal stupidities,<br/>
That in remote ages lived unhaltered,<br/>
Roaming through a fenceless world.</p>
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<p>The wayfarer,<br/>
Perceiving the pathway to truth,<br/>
Was struck with astonishment.<br/>
It was thickly grown with weeds.<br/>
“Ha,” he said,<br/>
“I see that none has passed here<br/>
“In a long time.”<br/>
Later he saw that each weed<br/>
Was a singular knife.<br/>
“Well,” he mumbled at last,<br/>
“Doubtless there are other roads.”</p>
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<p>A slant of sun on dull brown walls,<br/>
A forgotten sky of bashful blue.<br/>
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Toward God a mighty hymn,<br/>
A song of collisions and cries,<br/>
Rumbling wheels, hoof-beats, bells,<br/>
Welcomes, farewells, love-calls, final moans,<br/>
Voices of joy, idiocy, warning, despair,<br/>
The unknown appeals of brutes,<br/>
The chanting of flowers,<br/>
The screams of cut trees,<br/>
The senseless babble of hens and wise men—<br/>
A cluttered incoherency that says at the<br/>
    stars;<br/>
“O God, save us!”</p>
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<p>Once a man clambering to the housetops<br/>
Appealed to the heavens.<br/>
With a strong voice he called to the deaf<br/>
  spheres;<br/>
A warrior's shout he raised to the suns.<br/>
Lo, at last, there was a dot on the clouds,<br/>
And—at last and at last—<br/>
—God—the sky was filled with armies.</p>
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<p>There was a man with tongue of wood<br/>
Who essayed to sing,<br/>
And in truth it was lamentable.<br/>
But there was one who heard<br/>
The clip-clapper of this tongue of wood<br/>
And knew what the man<br/>
Wished to sing,<br/>
And with that the singer was content.</p>
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<p>The successful man has thrust himself<br/>
Through the water of the years,<br/>
Reeking wet with mistakes,—<br/>
Bloody mistakes;<br/>
Slimed with victories over the lesser,<br/>
A figure thankful on the shore of money.<br/>
Then, with the bones of fools<br/>
He buys silken banners<br/>
Limned with his triumphant face;<br/>
With the skins of wise men<br/>
He buys the trivial bows of all.<br/>
Flesh painted with marrow<br/>
Contributes a coverlet,<br/>
A coverlet for his contented slumber.<br/>
In guiltless ignorance, in ignorant guilt,<br/>
He delivered his secrets to the riven multitude.<br/>
  “Thus I defended: Thus I wrought.”<br/>
Complacent, smiling,<br/>
He stands heavily on the dead.<br/>
Erect on a pillar of skulls<br/>
He declaims his trampling of babes;<br/>
Smirking, fat, dripping,<br/>
He makes speech in guiltless ignorance,<br/>
Innocence.</p>
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<p>In the night<br/>
Grey heavy clouds muffled the valleys,<br/>
And the peaks looked toward God alone.<br/>
  “O Master that movest the wind with a<br/>
  finger,<br/>
  “Humble, idle, futile peaks are we.<br/>
  “Grant that we may run swiftly across<br/>
  the world<br/>
  “To huddle in worship at Thy feet.”<br/>
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In the morning<br/>
A noise of men at work came the clear blue miles,<br/>
And the little black cities were apparent.<br/>
  “O Master that knowest the meaning of raindrops,<br/>
  “Humble, idle, futile peaks are we.<br/>
  “Give voice to us, we pray, O Lord,<br/>
  “That we may sing Thy goodness to the sun.”<br/>
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In the evening<br/>
The far valleys were sprinkled with tiny lights.<br/>
  “O Master,<br/>
  “Thou that knowest the value of kings and birds,<br/>
  “Thou hast made us humble, idle, futile peaks.<br/>
  “Thous only needest eternal patience;<br/>
  “We bow to Thy wisdom, O Lord—<br/>
  “Humble, idle, futile peaks.”<br/>
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In the night<br/>
Grey heavy clouds muffles the valleys,<br/>
And the peaks looked toward God alone.</p>
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<p>The chatter of a death-demon from a tree-top.<br/>
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Blood—blood and torn grass—<br/>
Had marked the rise of his agony—<br/>
This lone hunter.<br/>
The grey-green woods impassive<br/>
Had watched the threshing of his limbs.<br/>
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A canoe with flashing paddle,<br/>
A girl with soft searching eyes,<br/>
A call: “John!”<br/>
<b>. . . . . . .</b><br/>
Come, arise, hunter!<br/>
Can you not hear?<br/>
<br/>
The chatter of a death-demon from a tree-top.<br/></p>
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<p>The impact of a dollar upon the heart<br/>
Smiles warm red light,<br/>
Sweeping from the hearth rosily upon the<br/>
    white table,<br/>
With the hanging cool velvet shadows<br/>
Moving softly upon the door.<br/>
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The impact of a million dollars<br/>
Is a crash of flunkys,<br/>
And yawning emblems of Persia<br/>
Cheeked against oak, France and a sabre,<br/>
The outcry of old beauty<br/>
Whored by pimping merchants<br/>
To submission before wine and chatter.<br/>
Silly rich peasants stamp the carpets of men,<br/>
Dead men who dreamed fragrance and light<br/>
Into their woof, their lives;<br/>
The rug of an honest bear<br/>
Under the feet of a cryptic slave<br/>
Who speaks always of baubles,<br/>
Forgetting state, multitude, work, and state,<br/>
Champing and mouthing of hats,<br/>
Making ratful squeak of hats,<br/>
Hats.</p>
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<p>A man said to the universe:<br/>
“Sir, I exist!”<br/>
“However,” replied the universe,<br/>
“The fact has not created in me<br/>
“A sense of obligation.”<br/></p>
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<p>When the prophet, a complacent fat<br/>
    man,<br/>
Arrived at the mountain-top,<br/>
He cried: “Woe to my knowledge!<br/>
“I intended to see good white lands<br/>
“And bad black lands,<br/>
“But the scene is grey.”</p>
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<p>There was a land where lived no<br/>
    violets.<br/>
A traveller at once demanded: “Why?”<br/>
The people told him:<br/>
“Once the violets of this place spoke thus:<br/>
“’Until some woman freely give her lover<br/>
“’To another woman<br/>
“’We will fight in bloody scuffle.’”<br/>
Sadly the people added:<br/>
“There are no violets here.”</p>
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<p>There was one I met upon the road<br/>
Who looked at me with kind eyes.<br/>
He said: “Show me of your wares.”<br/>
And I did,<br/>
Holding forth one,<br/>
He said: “It is a sin.”<br/>
Then I held forth another.<br/>
He said: “It is a sin.”<br/>
Then I held forth another.<br/>
He said: “It is a sin.”<br/>
And so to the end.<br/>
Always He said: “It is a sin.”<br/>
At last, I cried out:<br/>
“But I have non other.”<br/>
He looked at me<br/>
With kinder eyes.<br/>
“Poor soul,” he said.</p>
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<p>Aye, workman, make me a dream,<br/>
A dream for my love.<br/>
Cunningly weave sunlight,<br/>
Breezes, and flowers.<br/>
Let it be of the cloth of meadows.<br/>
And—good workman—<br/>
And let there be a man walking thereon.</p>
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<p>Each small gleam was a voice,<br/>
A lantern voice—<br/>
In little songs of carmine, violet, green, gold.<br/>
A chorus of colors came over the water;<br/>
The wondrous leaf-shadow no longer wavered,<br/>
No pines crooned on the hills,<br/>
The blue night was elsewhere a silence,<br/>
When the chorus of colors came over the<br/>
    water,<br/>
Little songs of carmine, violet, green, gold.<br/>
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Small glowing pebbles<br/>
Thrown on the dark plane of evening<br/>
Sing good ballads of God<br/>
And eternity, with soul's rest.<br/>
Little priests, little holy fathers,<br/>
None can doubt the truth of hour hymning.<br/>
When the marvellous chorus comes over the<br/>
    water,<br/>
Songs of carmine, violet, green, gold.</p>
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<p>The trees in the garden rained flowers.<br/>
Children ran there joyously.<br/>
They gathered the flowers<br/>
Each to himself.<br/>
Now there were some<br/>
Who gathered great heaps—<br/>
Having opportunity and skill—<br/>
Until, behold, only chance blossoms<br/>
Remained for the feeble.<br/>
Then a little spindling tutor<br/>
Ran importantly to the father, crying:<br/>
“Pray, come hither!<br/>
“See this unjust thing in your garden!”<br/>
But when the father had surveyed,<br/>
He admonished the tutor:<br/>
“Not so, small sage!<br/>
“This thing is just.<br/>
“For, look you,<br/>
“Are not they who possess the flowers<br/>
“Stronger, bolder, shrewder<br/>
“Than they who have none?<br/>
“Why should the strong—<br/>
“The beautiful strong—<br/>
“Why should they not have the flowers?<br/>
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Upon reflection, the tutor bowed to the<br/>
    ground.<br/>
“My lord,” he said,<br/>
“The stars are displaced<br/>
“By this towering wisdom.”</p>
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INTRIGUE<br/>
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<p>Thou art my love,<br/>
And thou art the peace of sundown<br/>
When the blue shadows soothe,<br/>
And the grasses and the leaves sleep<br/>
To the song of the little brooks,<br/>
Woe is me.<br/>
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Thou art my love,<br/>
And thou art a strorm<br/>
That breaks black in the sky,<br/>
And, sweeping headlong,<br/>
Drenches and cowers each tree,<br/>
And at the panting end<br/>
There is no sound<br/>
Save the melancholy cry of a single owl—<br/>
Woe is me!<br/>
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Thou are my love,<br/>
And thou art a tinsel thing,<br/>
And I in my play<br/>
Broke thee easily,<br/>
And from the little fragments<br/>
Arose my long sorrow—<br/>
Woe is me.<br/>
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Thou art my love,<br/>
And thou art a wary violet,<br/>
Drooping from sun-caresses,<br/>
Answering mine carelessly—<br/>
Woe is me.</p>
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<p>Thou art my love,<br/>
And thou art the ashes of other men's love,<br/>
And I bury my face in these ashes,<br/>
And I love them—<br/>
Woe is me.<br/>
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Thou art my love,<br/>
And thou art the beard<br/>
On another man's face—<br/>
Woe is me.<br/>
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Thou art my love,<br/>
And thou art a temple,<br/>
And in this temple is an altar,<br/>
And on this altar is my heart—<br/>
Woe is me.<br/>
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Thou art my love,<br/>
And thou art a wretch.<br/>
Let these sacred love-lies choke thee,<br/>
From I am come to where I know your lies<br/>
    as truth<br/>
And you truth as lies—<br/>
Woe is me.</p>
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<p>Thou art my love,<br/>
And thou art a priestess,<br/>
And in they hand is a bloody dagger,<br/>
And my doom comes to me surely—<br/>
Woe is me.<br/>
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Thou art my love,<br/>
And thou art a skull with ruby eyes,<br/>
And I love thee—<br/>
Woe is me.<br/>
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Thou art my love,<br/>
And I doubt thee.<br/>
And if peace came with thy murder<br/>
Then would I murder—<br/>
Woe is me.</p>
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<p>Thou art my love,<br/>
And thou art death,<br/>
Aye, thou art death<br/>
Black and yet black,<br/>
But I love thee,<br/>
I love thee—<br/>
Woe, welcome woe, to me.</p>
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<p>Love, forgive me if I wish you grief,<br/>
For in your grief<br/>
You huddle to my breast,<br/>
And for it<br/>
Would I pay the price of your grief.<br/>
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You walk among men<br/>
And all men do not surrender,<br/>
And thus I understand<br/>
That love reaches his hand<br/>
In mercy to me.<br/>
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He had your picture in his room,<br/>
A scurvy traitor picture,<br/>
And he smiled<br/>
—Merely a fat complacence of men who<br/>
    know fine women—<br/>
And thus I divided with him<br/>
A part of my love.<br/>
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Fool, not to know that thy little shoe<br/>
Can make men weep!<br/>
—Some men weep.<br/>
I weep and I gnash,<br/>
And I love the little shoe,<br/>
The little, little shoe.<br/>
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God give me medals,<br/>
God give me loud honors,<br/>
That I may strut before you, sweetheart,<br/>
And be worthy of—<br/>
The love I bear you.</p>
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<p>Now let me crunch you<br/>
With full weight of affrighted love.<br/>
I doubted you<br/>
—I doubted you—<br/>
And in this short doubting<br/>
My love grew like a genie<br/>
For my further undoing.<br/>
<br/>
Beware of my friends,<br/>
Be not in speech too civil,<br/>
For in all courtesy<br/>
My weak heart sees spectres,<br/>
Mists of desire<br/>
Arising from the lips of my chosen;<br/>
Be not civil.<br/>
<br/>
The flower I gave thee once<br/>
Was incident to a stride,<br/>
A detail of a gesture,<br/>
But search those pale petals<br/>
And see engraven thereon<br/>
A record of my intention.</p>
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<p>Ah, God, the way your little finger moved,<br/>
As you thrust a bare arm backward<br/>
And made play with your hair<br/>
And a comb, a silly gilt comb<br/>
—Ah, God—that I should suffer<br/>
Because of the way a little finger moved.</p>
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<p>Once I saw thee idly rocking<br/>
—Idly rocking—<br/>
And chattering girlishly to other girls,<br/>
Bell-voiced, happy,<br/>
Careless with the stout heart of unscarred<br/>
    womanhood,<br/>
And life to thee was all light melody.<br/>
I thought of the great storms of love as I<br/>
    knew it,<br/>
Torn, miserable, and ashamed of my open<br/>
    sorrow,<br/>
I thought of the thunders that lived in my<br/>
    head,<br/>
And I wish to be an ogre,<br/>
And hale and haul my beloved to a castle,<br/>
And make her mourn with my mourning.</p>
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<p>Tell me why, behind thee,<br/>
I see always the shadow of another lover?<br/>
Is it real,<br/>
Or is this the thrice damned memory of a<br/>
    better happiness?<br/>
Plague on him if he be dead,<br/>
Plague on him if he be alive—<br/>
A swinish numskull<br/>
To intrude his shade<br/>
Always between me and my peace!</p>
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<p>And yet I have seen thee happy with me.<br/>
I am no fool<br/>
To poll stupidly into iron.<br/>
I have heard your quick breaths<br/>
And seen your arms writhe toward me;<br/>
At those times<br/>
—God help us—<br/>
I was impelled to be a grand knight,<br/>
And swagger and snap my fingers,<br/>
And explain my mind finely.<br/>
Oh, lost sweetheart,<br/>
I would that I had not been a grand knight.<br/>
I said: “Sweetheart.”<br/>
Thou said'st: “Sweetheart.”<br/>
And we preserved an admirable mimicry<br/>
Without heeding the drip of the blood<br/>
From my heart.</p>
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<p>I heard thee laugh,<br/>
And in this merriment<br/>
I defined the measure of my pain;<br/>
I knew that I was alone,<br/>
Alone with love,<br/>
Poor shivering love,<br/>
And he, little sprite,<br/>
Came to watch with me,<br/>
And at midnight,<br/>
We were like two creatures by a dead camp-<br/>
    fire.</p>
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<p>I wonder if sometimes in the dusk,<br/>
When the brave lights that gild thy<br/>
    evenings<br/>
Have not yet been touched with flame,<br/>
I wonder if sometimes in the dusk<br/>
Thou rememberest a time,<br/>
A time when thou loved me<br/>
And our love was to thee thy all?<br/>
Is the memory rubbish now?<br/>
An old gown<br/>
Worn in an age of other fashions?<br/>
Woe is me, oh, lost one,<br/>
For that love is now to me<br/>
A supernal dream,<br/>
White, white, white with many suns.</p>
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<p>Love met me at noonday,<br/>
—Reckless imp,<br/>
To leave his shaded nights<br/>
And brave the glare,—<br/>
And I saw him then plainly<br/>
For a bungler,<br/>
A stupid, simpering, eyeless bungler,<br/>
Breaking the hearts of brave people<br/>
As the snivelling idiot-boy cracks his bowl,<br/>
And I cursed him,<br/>
Cursed him to and fro, back and forth,<br/>
Into all the silly mazes of his mind,<br/>
But in the end<br/>
He laughed and pointed to my breast,<br/>
Where a heart still beat for thee, beloved.</p>
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<p>I have seen thy face aflame<br/>
For love of me,<br/>
Thy fair arms go mad,<br/>
Thy lips tremble and mutter and rave.<br/>
And—surely—<br/>
This should leave a man content?<br/>
Thou lovest not me now,<br/>
But thou didst love me,<br/>
And in loving me once<br/>
Thou gavest me an eternal privilege,<br/>
For I can think of thee.</p>
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