<h3><SPAN name="ch_4" id="ch_4"></SPAN>CHAPTER IV.</h3>
<h4>THE DOOR IN THE GARDEN WALL.</h4>
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<tr><td align="left">"Deep in a garden, rank and green,</td></tr>
<tr><td align="left"><span class="ind1"> </span>It were scarce older now than then,</td></tr>
<tr><td align="left"> For all the seasons gone between."</td></tr>
<tr><td align="right"><span class="smallcaps">C. C. Fraser Tytler.</span></td></tr>
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<p>The next thing
we knew it
was to-morrow
morning—our
first morning at
Rosebuds!</p>
<p>I have told already
about this
first morning—how
beautiful it was to
wake to all the
fresh sweet country
sounds and feelings. I have felt this several
times since then in my life, but never quite
so newly and strongly as that morning,
and every time since then that I have felt
it, that day has come back to my mind.</p>
<p>It was very fine and bright, and immediately
after breakfast we got leave to go
out into the garden.</p>
<p>"Not outside, of course," said nurse,
anxiously. "When you want to go a
walk I will go with you—I or Fanny.
Mrs. Munt will tell us all the nicest
walks."</p>
<p>"We shall never want to go walks here,
I am sure," said Tib. "The garden is much
nicer, and we can find lots of things to
amuse us in it. Besides, nursey, you know
you don't care about walks with your
rheumatics, and Fanny is sure to say she
hasn't time, as she has to be housemaid too
here."</p>
<p>"It's much best to let us play in the
garden always," I said. "I'm sure grandpapa
would like it best."</p>
<p>"Any way, till the new Miss Evans
comes," said Gerald.</p>
<p>But Tib and I turned on him.</p>
<p>"Oh, you horrid little boy!" we said;
"what is the use of spoiling our nice
first day by speaking of anything so
dreadful?"</p>
<p>"I don't believe there ever could be anybody
at all like Miss Evans—that's one
comfort, any way," I added. But Gerald
looked rather grumpy: he couldn't bear
being called a "little boy"—he wouldn't
have minded being called "horrid" if we
hadn't put in the "little."</p>
<p>All grumpiness, however, was forgotten
when we found ourselves out of doors, and
free to do as we chose. This first day, of
course, the great thing to do was to explore,
and that we did pretty thoroughly. The
lawn in front was a beautiful place for
running races on, or for "Miller's ground,"
or games like that—and the walk all round
it was interesting because Mrs. Munt told
us that twelve times round it, made a
mile.</p>
<p>"We might have walking matches," said
Tib, consideringly. "It wouldn't be very
amusing; but still, if we got tired of everything
else, it would be worth remembering;"
and then we proceeded to inspect the rest of
our domain.</p>
<p><i>The</i> place of places was the tangle, or
shrubbery, as Mrs. Munt had called it, away
down at the back. It was quite a large
place, and you could not distinguish easily
where it ended, for the wall which edged it
was so old, and so covered with ivy and
other creepers run wild, that till you
actually felt it you couldn't have told it
was there. Here and there in the tangle
there were little clearings, as it were, carefully
enough kept—indeed, the gardeners
did clear out the tangle itself once or twice
a year, only it was meant to be wild—where
you were sure to find a bench, or a
rustic seat, and in one place there was even
a summer-house, though a rather unhappy
looking one.</p>
<p>"I don't suppose," said Tib, when we
came upon this arbour, "I don't suppose
any one's been here since those children—grandpapa
and the brothers and sisters who
are dead, or that we can't hear about—played
here, ever, ever so long ago. Papa
hadn't any brothers or sisters, and he
wasn't much here—nurse knows that much.
It looks like as if it had never been touched
since then—doesn't it? <i>Isn't</i> it queer to
think of?" and Tib sat down on one of the
shady seats, still feebly holding together,
and looked very serious. "Isn't it queer?"
she repeated.</p>
<p>"It would be a nice place for a robber's
castle," said Gerald, who had mounted up
beside Tib, and was peeping out at a little
slit in the side which had been meant to let
light in by, in the days when the summer-house
had a door that would shut. "See
here, this hole would just do for an archer
to shoot through when he saw the—the
others you know," he went on, getting
rather muddled, "marching up the hill—we
could fancy it was a hill."</p>
<p>"Nonsense, Gerald!" I said. "You're
mixing up robbers' dens and feudal castles.
You're too little to plan plays. All you
can do is to be what Tib and I fix for you
in our plans."</p>
<p>Gerald was very indignant. He muttered
something about "just like girls," but he
dared not say it loud out; we kept him in
far too good order for that. Tib and I
went on talking without noticing him, and
he sat down in a corner, and amused himself
by poking about among the dry fir
needles that lay like a sort of sand on the
floor, for the arbour was made of fir branches
and cones. I remembered afterwards hearing
him give a sort of little squeak, and say,
"Hi! I declare!" or something like that,
but at the time I paid no attention, and he
stayed quite quiet in his corner.</p>
<p>His words, though I snubbed him so, had
reminded Tib of her plans, and we went on
talking about them for some time. She
was all for a regular romance—there was to
be a beautiful lady shut up by a cruel
baron, who wanted to get all her money by
forcing her to marry his hump-backed son
(I am afraid that among the old children's
books, one or two not quite children's books
had got in; I remember one, called "The
Imprisoned Heiress," which we read a
chapter or two of, and then it got stupid),
and she was to escape by "scaling the
fortress wall," which meant, we had a hazy
idea, stripping it down stone by stone, as if
it were a fish with scales. We decided that
the summer-house would do very well for
the lonely tower, and we sallied forth at
last, all three of us, to inspect the wall and
choose a good place for the imaginary escape.
But time had fled faster than we fancied;
we had only gone a few steps, when we
heard Fanny's voice in the distance.</p>
<p>"Miss Tib, Miss Gussie, Master Gerald!
Master Gerald, Miss Gussie, Miss Tib! oh,
dear, dear, wherever can they be? Your
dinner's ready—din—ner! din—ner!" she
went on at last, as if she thought the word
"dinner" would be the best bait to catch
us by.</p>
<p>We were rather hungry again already.
We all set up a shout, and set off in a
scamper to where Fanny stood, the image
of despair, at the beginning of the tangle,
which she dared not enter in her thin
London slippers, as the moss-grown paths
looked damp and dirty.</p>
<p>That afternoon, to our vexation, was
showery—it was not so hopelessly rainy as
to prevent our going out at all, but nurse
told us we must stay in the front, on the
short-cropped lawn and the dry gravel paths.</p>
<p>So it was not till the next day that we
returned to the old summer-house and the
tangle. We had, in the meantime, talked
over the plan of the play, and got it more
into shape. You will see that it had
nothing to do with the "mystery," as Tib
and I still called it to ourselves. We had
decided to wait a little before playing at <i>it</i>.
I did not care for Gerald to hear about it,
for fear he should chatter to nurse, and I
also wanted to see if there really was anything
else to find out. There was no knowing
but what in time Mrs. Munt would tell
us more about the family history, and
though Tib was rather reluctant to give up
making a story of it, I persuaded her that
so far we really knew too little.</p>
<p>We began cleaning out the summer-house,
for I wanted to make it habitable for the
unfortunate heroine.</p>
<p>"You see," said I, "it would be more
natural for the cruel baron to persuade her
that he was bringing her here for safety, as
he had heard his castle was going to be
attacked by some enemy; so he makes it
pretty comfortable for her. And then,
when she's been living here alone for some
time, and she must be finding it very dull,
he sends the horrid little hump-back, who
pretends to be against his father, and tells
her she is going to be kept there unless
she'll marry him, and that he is dreadfully
sorry for her, and<span class="nowrap">——</span>"</p>
<p>"I don't see why he need pretend to be
against his father," said Tib; "he might
just say straight off that she must marry
him or else she'll never get out. But I
think it would be much better to fancy it
was a horrid dungeon. Gerald, I don't
think you need trouble to rake up the cones
and leaves into a bed for her. I don't see
any sense in pretending it's comfortable."</p>
<p>"I do—and it makes it much more of a
play," I said. "Any way, we might make
it that way at first, and have her thrown
into the dungeon afterwards, and escape
from there."</p>
<p>Tib did not object to this. But the word
"escape" reminded her of the wall. She
proposed that we should examine it, and
find the best place.</p>
<p>We had to scramble in among the bushes
before we got to the wall. And it proved
to be a much higher one than we expected.</p>
<p>"The play will have to be all pretence,"
said Tib; "we couldn't possibly get over
this, or pull any stones away. It is far
too strong."</p>
<p>We went on, however, a few steps, still
at the foot of the wall. Suddenly Tib gave
a little exclamation.</p>
<p>"Look here, Gussie," she said, and with
her hands she pulled back some branches of
ivy—"look here—there's a door in the
wall—a very old door, and not opened for
ever so long; for see, the ivy has grown
right across it."</p>
<p>Gerald and I pushed forward eagerly.
Yes, Tib was right. There was a door in
the wall—not a very big one, but very strong,
for it did not rattle or shake at all when we
pounded on it. It was locked, firmly locked
we soon found out, when we had torn away
as much of the ivy as we could. The lock
was a great big one, clumsy, but very
strong, and so rusty that, even without the
testimony of the ivy, it would have been
clear that no one had passed through that
doorway for a great number of years.</p>
<p>We all three stood and looked at each
other.</p>
<p>"Another mystery," was what Tib and I
were thinking, though we did not say it aloud.</p>
<p>But Gerald looked rather "funny;" his
round rosy cheeks were rosier than usual, and
there was a queer sparkle in his eyes as he
said—</p>
<p>"<i>Wouldn't</i> you like to open it? <i>Wouldn't</i>
it be nice if one could find the key?" and
he jumped about and turned—or tried to
turn—head over heels: there wasn't much
room in among the bushes, and he kept
saying, "Wouldn't it be nice if somebody
could find a key to fit it? But little boys
are too little and silly to know anything,
aren't they? They're not like big young
ladies."</p>
<p>And though Tib got hold of him, and we
both <i>shook</i> him we were so provoked, that
was all he would say. So we settled that
he was just in one of his teasing humours;
he didn't have them very often, it is true.</p>
<p>So the only use to make of the door in
the wall was another pretence. We settled
that it should be the entrance to the dungeon;
it didn't do badly for that, as two or
three steps, looking very black and slimy,
led down to it. And we fixed that, instead
of "scaling the wall," the lady should
escape by hiding in the wood till the prince
who was to be her rescuer passed that way.
Gerald had to be the prince, in turns with
the horrid little hump-back, for I had to
be the baron, and also a lady attendant on
the heiress, and Tib, of course, was the
heiress. We didn't much like having Gerald
after the tiresome way he had been going
on, but there was no help for it.</p>
<p>And the next two or three days passed
very happily. There was still a great deal
to see and inspect about Rosebuds; the
house itself—especially the drawing-room,
with its treasures, which Mrs. Munt showed
us, and sometimes, when she found that we
were careful children, allowed us to examine
for ourselves; the stables, where lived the
old pony who was still able to draw the still
older pony-carriage, or "shay"—as the
farm-man called it—as far as the little town,
where Mrs. Munt liked to go once a month,
and to bring home her purchases herself instead
of trusting them to the railway. Then
there were the dairy and poultry-yard,
her great pride, though she was rather
mortified to hear that we had never known
that the butter and fresh eggs we ate in
London were sent up from Rosebuds every
week.</p>
<p>"Why, we never even heard of Rosebuds
till a few days before we came here," I told
her.</p>
<p>Her face grew sad at this, and I was sorry
I had said it.</p>
<p>"Grandpapa is very <i>funny</i>," I went on,
thinking, perhaps, we might get round to
the subject of the "young ladies" and the
scored-out name, which we couldn't help
connecting together; "he never tells us
anything. I don't believe he'd have ever
told us we'd had a papa and mamma if nurse
hadn't been our mamma's nurse, and so could
tell us all about her."</p>
<p>"Your grandpapa's had a deal of trouble,
my dears," said Mrs. Munt. "And there's
some as trouble softens and makes more
loving to all about them and some as it
hardens, or seems to harden, leastways to
shut them up in themselves. And I think
it's no harm of me to tell you, now I see
what sensible children you are, that it's been
that way with your grandpapa. It's not
really hardened him, for you know he has
not got selfish or unmindful of others. He
is very good to you?" and poor Mrs. Munt
made the question anxiously, as if half afraid
of what we might answer.</p>
<p>"Nurse says he's very good to us," said
Tib, slowly. "He gives us everything we
have."</p>
<p>"But it isn't our fault that we are his
grandchildren," I said, rather bitterly. "We
didn't ask to be it. And he has plenty of
money—what could he do with it if he
hadn't us?"</p>
<p>"Gussie," said Tib, reproachfully. But
old Mrs. Munt only looked distressed, not
vexed.</p>
<p>"He does love you, my dears: I feel sure
of it," she said. "Only he's got out of the
way of showing it—that's what's wrong.
If you had your grandmamma now, or<span class="nowrap">——</span>"
and then she stopped. "A lady—a woman
in the family makes all so different. But
try, my lovies, to believe that he does love
you. It is true, as Miss Gussie says—for
I'd never be one to say to children what
their own sense feels is nonsense—that it
would be very wrong of your grandpapa <i>not</i>
to give you all you should have. You're
his own flesh and blood, for sure. Still, he
might have done it in a different way—he
might have sent you to some sort of school,
or to some lady who'd have taken care of
you all, and him have no trouble about it.
No one would have thought it unnatural if
he'd done that way, instead of taking up
house again in London, when he'd got quite
out of the way of it, and settling all so that
he should have you always near him."</p>
<p>We both looked surprised.</p>
<p>"Did he do that?" we said.</p>
<p>"Yes," said Mrs. Munt, "he did indeed;
and much more that he didn't, so
to speak, <i>need</i> to have done—without, all
the same, having fallen short of his duty."</p>
<p>"I wish he would tell us things like that,"
I said. "How are we to know?"</p>
<p>"No," said Tib, "not quite that. I think
it seems more for his <i>not</i> telling. But I
wish—I wish he'd let us feel that he loves
us, and then we would, indeed we would,
love him;" and some tears slowly made their
way into Tib's blue eyes.</p>
<p>"Well, well, dears, that's the right way
to feel, any way. And maybe things will
change somehow. It's wonderful how things
come round when people really mean right.
So keep up heart, and don't be afraid of
letting master see that you want to please
him, and to love him too."</p>
<p>This talk with the old housekeeper made
a great impression on us—so great that it
almost put the mystery out of our heads
altogether. For a great deal seemed explained
by the thought of grandpapa's old
troubles, and what these had been in time
past we knew quite well. He had lost so
many dear to him. Grandmamma, to begin
with, had died quite young; then there was
the brother Baldwin, killed in India, and the
sister Mary, buried at Ansdell Friars. That
was sad enough—and then his only son
to have died too, leaving us three helpless
babies.</p>
<p>"I dare say he'd just as soon have been
without us, and have had nobody at all
belonging to him," I said to Tib. "It
must have been a great nuisance to have
us stupid little things sent home, and not
even poor mamma to take care of us. Do
you remember, Tib, how we used to cry
and run back to nurse when he sent for us
down to the library to see him? We
thought him a sort of an ogre."</p>
<p>A few days after this talk with Mrs.
Munt, grandpapa came down to Rosebuds
from a Saturday to a Monday. We weren't
exactly glad to see him, but what the old
housekeeper had said was fresh in our
minds, and we were all anxious to do our
best to please him. So we made no objection
when nurse called us a full hour before
he could possibly arrive, "to be made neat
against your dear grandpapa comes." Poor
old Liddy—she would have thought it her
duty to call him our dear grandpapa even if
he <i>had</i> been an ogre, I do believe!</p>
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<p>And we had worked ourselves up to
being so extra good, that we did not even
grumble at the long time we had to sit
still doing nothing on the window-seat in
the hall, watching, or listening rather, for
the first rumble of the carriage wheels as
the signal for all running out into the
porch to meet him. That part of it was
a "plan" of Tib's—everything with her
was sure to run into "plans," and with this
new idea of pleasing grandpapa, she was
constantly casting about in her head what
we could do.</p>
<p>"I think seeing us standing together in
the porch will touch him, you see, Gussie,"
she said. "It is a little like some scene
I've read of in a story-book—the orphans,
you know—oh, <i>where</i> was it?—and the stern
guardian, and it quite melts him, and<span class="nowrap">——</span>"</p>
<p>"He begins to cry, I suppose," I said,
rather contemptuously, I fear; "I must
say I'd be a good deal astonished to see
<i>grandpapa</i> begin to cry over us, wouldn't
you, Gerald?"</p>
<p>But the idea was quite beyond Gerald's
imagination.</p>
<p>"I do wish one thing," he said solemnly.</p>
<p>"What?" asked Tib and I eagerly.
When Gerald had an idea, it was rather
startling.</p>
<p>"If he—grandpapa, you know—really
wished to please us—he might be thinking
of us on the journey, you know—wouldn't
it be beautiful if he was to bring us each
a packet of that splendid butter-scotch that
there was at the station in London? I
looked at it while we were waiting. I
really <i>could</i> love him if he did."</p>
<p>"You greedy little pig!" said Tib.</p>
<p>It wasn't often Tib condescended to use
such expressions, but no doubt Gerald's
butter-scotch seemed rather a come-down
from her romantic ideas. I was sorry for
her, but I <i>couldn't</i> help laughing at the
look of disgust in her face, and at Gerald's
face of astonishment. He muttered something
I couldn't hear—of course there was
something about "girls," and "sha'n't get
it out of me," which I didn't understand.
But Tib's indignation next fell upon
me.</p>
<p>"How can you laugh at him—such low
ideas," she said, reproachfully, to which I
answered rather crossly. Indeed, we were
all on the verge of a quarrel when at last
the sound of wheels turning in at the gate
was heard, and up we all jumped.</p>
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