<h3><SPAN name="ch_11" id="ch_11"></SPAN>CHAPTER XI.</h3>
<h4>BROTHER AND SISTER.</h4>
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<p>My story is getting
rather
difficult to
manage now.
Indeed, I don't
quite see how to
do. I <i>think</i>, if I
had known how
long it would be,
and what a lot of
half-holidays I should have to stay in to
write it, I <i>think</i> I would never have begun
it. But I won't be laughed at for "beginning,
and not ending." And if I get
it rather muddley, and can't do it the way
authors do who know how to plan stories,
and write them so that they seem all to
come of themselves, like flowers growing,
you good people, whoever you are, that come
to read it must forgive me and believe
I did my best.</p>
<p>But I can't go on regularly the "I" way
now. That is what puzzles me. I have to
be, as it were, in three places at once. First
of all—we three are all locked up in the old
house now—I must tell you what was
happening at Rosebuds.</p>
<p>Nurse didn't miss us for a good while;
she was busy helping Mrs. Munt, as there
was always a good deal of fuss when grandpapa
was expected. And just as they were
getting things pretty ready, and nurse
<i>would</i> have begun seeing about our tea, up
comes a man from the telegraph office at
Welford with the usual brown envelope and
pink paper inside, addressed to Mrs. Munt,
to say that grandpapa was coming <i>that</i>
evening, would be there about eight o'clock.
Immediately, of course, all the bustle and
fuss began over again, only twice as bad;
for Mrs. Munt had to get a dinner ready all
in a hurry, and to send one running this
way and another that way for all the things
needed. Nurse went with her to the
kitchen, calling to Fanny to take up our
tea, and see that we got it properly; you
can understand that, just thinking of us as
at play in the garden, it never occurred to
nurse to ask if we were in, or to feel the
least anxious. Fanny, on her side, wasn't
at all given to being anxious about anything
except her own bonnets and caps, so she
merely set the tea, and then, "supposing"
we were up stairs, and would come down
when we heard the bell, off she went to her
own room and her bonnets.</p>
<p>But the tea got cold in the teapot, the
bread-and-butter was untouched, the honey
was at the disposal of all the flies who chose
to sip it—we three never came! And when
nurse, after helping Mrs. Munt till the two
old bodies were satisfied that all would be
right, trotted up to the schoolroom to put
<i>us</i> in order next, there was no one to be
seen! Just at first, I fancy, she was more
vexed than frightened.</p>
<p>"Dear, dear!" says I (this is nurse, you
understand, telling it over to me afterwards),
"where can they be, the naughty children?
But I wasn't not to say afraid of anything
wrong. I called Fanny, idle girl that she
is, and sent her out into the garden to look
for you, never doubting but that in two
minutes she'd be back with you all."</p>
<p>But when Fanny, after considerably more
than two minutes, reappeared with the
news that we were nowhere to be seen, then
poor nurse was dreadfully upset. She ran
to Mrs. Munt, and the two trotted everywhere
about the grounds, giving the alarm
to the gardener and his boy, who joined
them in the search.</p>
<p>It was getting near the time for grandpapa's
arrival. The dog-cart had started
for the station before our absence had been
discovered, and to add to her own great
anxiety, nurse had the fear of grandpapa's
driving in every moment and demanding
what was the matter. It must really have
been a terrible evening for both nurse and
Mrs. Munt; and as time passed and grandpapa
did not come, their fear of his displeasure
gave way to the wish that he were
there to advise and direct them what
to do.</p>
<p>They had exhausted all their energies
when at last—about nine o'clock—the dog-cart
appeared with him. He had missed
the train which stopped at our little station,
and had come on by the next—an express,
by which he was obliged to get out at
Welford. So he had telegraphed to the
groom to drive on, and meet him there
instead.</p>
<p>Mrs. Munt met him at the door; a
moment before, she had been at the gate,
but when she heard the dog-cart approaching,
she hurried back to the house. Not
even her fears of every kind could set
aside her ideas of what was proper and
respectful.</p>
<p>"God grant Mr. Truro may be with
master!" she said to herself, and her heart
sank still lower when she saw that grandpapa
was alone.</p>
<p>"Good evening, Mrs. Munt," he said,
as he got down; "you will have been
wondering what has become of me," and then
he quickly explained what had happened.
But receiving no distinct reply, he looked
at her, and saw that she was crying.</p>
<p>"What's the matter?" he said. "Are
the children ill?"</p>
<p>"Oh, sir!" she exclaimed, "oh, my dear
master, I only wish I knew!" and then she
told him of our strange disappearance.</p>
<p>He listened, but for some time he could
not believe it was quite as she said.</p>
<p>"They are hiding somewhere to trick
you, you may be sure," he said.</p>
<p>"But they'd never keep it up so long, sir,"
she replied. "Nine o'clock at night—their
bedtime, and had nothing to eat since their
dinner at one. Oh no, sir—I wish I could
think it—but it's not in the nature of children
to keep it up so long. And not of
those dear children: they'd have come out
wherever they were, on hearing poor nurse
and me a-praying and a-begging of them to
come out."</p>
<p>Grandpapa did not speak, but Mrs. Munt
saw that he began to take it seriously. He
would not go into the house till every
corner of the grounds had again been
searched under his own eye. And not the
grounds only, but the house; and when at
last there was nowhere else to look, and
grandpapa had shouted to us in every tone—scolding,
appealing, entreating—fancy
him entreating—us to give some sign of
life, promising not to be angry, never
again to be vexed with us whatever we did,
if we would but answer: when <i>everywhere</i>
had been searched, and everything said and
done that could be thought of, poor grandpapa,
looking quite old and shaky all of a
sudden, sat down by the table in the
dining-room, where his dinner was so neatly
set out, and buried his face in his hands.</p>
<p>It was terrible, both nurse and the old
housekeeper told us—terrible to see the
cold, strong man so overcome, and to hear
what he murmured to himself.</p>
<p>"All that I had left—all," he said. "My
own children, for she was as my daughter
to me, and my poor boy—one gone, one to
have deceived me. And now, in my old
age, these little creatures whom I was
learning to love! Is it my fault? Was I
too harsh to them? Did I neglect them?
Why is it that all belonging to me seem
doomed in some way?"</p>
<p>And then he raised his poor white face,
and told what he was thinking.</p>
<p>"Munt," he said, abruptly, "I have refused
to allow the idea in my mind—but it
must be the truth. I have tried not to
entertain it, for I knew if it were the case,
there was nothing to be done. It is so
dreadfully deep<span class="nowrap">——</span>" and he gave a little
shudder. "They must have fallen into the
pits at the corner of the Old House fields.
I had a presentiment of it from their first
coming here. Tell the man to fetch the
ropes—there must be the right thing in the
village, for cows have fallen in before now;
those pools must be dragged."</p>
<p>Mrs. Munt gave a little scream. Then
she grew quiet again.</p>
<p>"No, sir," she said, "the dear children
are too obedient for that. They remembered
what you said to them about not
going to those pits, and they repeated
their promise to nurse only a day or two
ago."</p>
<p>Grandpapa looked up with a gleam of
hope. But it faded again, and he only
repeated the words—</p>
<p>"Those pools must be dragged. Send
the men. I can do no more."</p>
<p>Then he half fell back upon his chair, and
stayed thus—almost unconscious, Mrs.
Munt thinks—while she went away to obey
his orders, till<span class="nowrap">——</span></p>
<p>But now I must take up another end of
the story.</p>
<p>The family at the Rectory went early to
bed as a rule, even when they had visitors
with them. This eventful evening they
and their two visitors were just standing
about the drawing-room, preparing to say
good-night and to light their bed-room
candles, when they were startled by a loud
violent ringing at the door.</p>
<p>"Dear me," said they all, "what can that
be? So late, too; it is past ten."</p>
<p>"Some one ill, and wanting me, possibly,"
said the rector, and he went out to the hall,
where the footman was already at the door,
leaving the four ladies—his mother-in-law,
and Mrs. Lauriston, his wife, and the two
visitors—looking at each other rather
startledly. Still, there was no reason to
expect anything wrong—all the young
Lauristons were upstairs safe in bed their
mother remembered with satisfaction.</p>
<p>They heard voices at the door—then
the rector came back, looking shocked and
troubled.</p>
<p>"I must go out," he said; "a sad, a
terribly sad thing is supposed to have
happened."</p>
<p>"Where? Any of our people?" exclaimed
his wife.</p>
<p>Mr. Lauriston hesitated—he glanced at
the two stranger ladies—at the elder one
especially—the lady Tib and I had seen
from the Rectory gate.</p>
<p>"You must hear it sooner or later," he
said; "I'm very sorry to have to tell it. It
is at—at Rosebuds—the children there,
poor Gerald's children—are missing, and it
is feared they have fallen into the pits—near—near
your house, Mrs. Mowbray.
They have sent to me for the things to drag
with." (There was a pond almost big
enough to be called a little lake in the
Rectory grounds: that was how they had
ropes there.)</p>
<p>Mrs. Mowbray gave a scream.</p>
<p>"The children—<i>drowned</i>!" she cried in
an agony. "Oh, Edith! oh, William! if it
is so, it is my fault. I should not have left
these pits to be filled up by Farmer Jackman
when he buys the place. The moment
I knew the children were at Rosebuds,
<i>I</i> should have done it. Oh God! it is
too awful, and too cruel—just when
I was beginning, faintly beginning, to
hope."</p>
<p>She seemed as if she were going to faint.
But her daughter, <i>our</i> Regina, our dear
fairy, darted from the room, calling out as
she did so—</p>
<p>"Wait a moment, dear mamma. Don't
be so miserable. It may be a mistake."</p>
<p>She rushed to the hall, where stood the
Rectory servants in a group, and Barstow,
grandpapa's very spruce, stuck-up London
groom, who had come to ask for the ropes,
with a very solemn face, but very proud, all
the same, to be the centre of information.
Regina seized hold of him by the coat collar,
I believe; he told nurse afterwards that the
young lady shook him, shook him hard, "as
if it was all <i>my</i> fault," he said to nurse.</p>
<p>"Leave off chattering and gossiping," she
said, for our princess can be very determined
when she likes, "and attend to me.
Are the children <i>known</i> to be in the pool?
Were they seen near there? or heard? or
how is it?"</p>
<p>"Oh no, bless you, Miss," said Barstow,
shaking himself free rather resentfully.
"It's only that they're not to be found
nowhere else. They've been out a-playing
in the garden, as everybody thought, since
two or three o'clock, and they've never come
home, and they're nowhere to be found;
and my master—Gerald Ansdell, Esq., M.P.,
if you please, Miss,"—for Regina and all the
Rectory folk were perfect strangers to him
"my master has got it in his head that
the young ladies and Master Gerald is—has—must
be drowned, Miss, to speak
plain."</p>
<p>Regina dashed back to the drawing-room.</p>
<p>"Mamma darling, it's all right. Mr.
Lauriston, Mrs. Lauriston, all of you, help
me to explain. <i>I</i> know where the children
are—they're locked in, in the Old House—that's
all that's wrong—I'm sure of it. It
was a little plan of Charles Truro's and
mine; we thought if I got to know the
dear little things it might lead to something—to
a reconciliation. They had found their
way there by themselves, and told him about
it. But I must go at once to let them out,
the poor darlings. And, mamma, mamma,
take courage—seize the moment. While I
fetch them, you go to Uncle Ansdell and
tell him the good news. You may never
have such a chance again. Don't you think
so, Mr. Lauriston—you who know the whole
story—oh, do say you think she should do
it?" and Regina wrung her hands in her
eagerness.</p>
<p>It took a little cross-questioning to make
them understand all; but Regina got her
way. Barstow, to keep him quiet, was
allowed to go off with the gardener to get
the drags, and in less time than you would
have thought it possible they all set off—Mr.
Lauriston, Regina, and her mother.
But at the gate of Rosebuds they separated.
Regina hurried on down the lane with the
rector, her mother with trembling, shaking
steps, went in and made her way up to the
porch.</p>
<p>The front door stood open; in the confusion
and excitement nobody had thought
of closing it.</p>
<p>Grandpapa—poor grandpapa—was sitting
as Mrs. Munt had left him when she went
off to give orders about dragging the pools.
A little noise, the door softly opening and
closing again, made him look up. A tall
figure, all dressed in black, with a white,
sweet, anxious face and blue eyes, like Tib's
and grandpapa's own, streaming with tears,
stood beside him. He stared at it half
stupefied. I think he thought he was
dreaming. But it spoke.</p>
<p>"Brother, dear, dear brother, it is I.
Do you know me—will you forgive me
at last? Oh, dear, dear brother, forgive
me."</p>
<p>He gazed at her as if he did not see
her.</p>
<p>"I do not know why you have come,"
he said. "Do you know what has happened?
My children—poor Gerald's children—are
drowned, all of them. I am quite alone in
the world."</p>
<p>"No, no," she cried, "they are not
drowned. They will be here in a few
minutes. It was that gave me courage to
come—to bring you the good news. Gerald,
for <i>their</i> sake, for the dear children's sake,
won't you at last forgive me and let me
help you with them? Oh, I will love them
so if you will let me. Brother, say quick
before they come—say you will forgive me
at last. I have so suffered, I have been
punished so long. Brother, say you forgive
your poor Queenie."</p>
<p>She half knelt, half sank down beside him—all
I am writing is from what Regina has
told me, and her mother herself told her—grandpapa
stretched out
his arms, and she flung
herself into them.</p>
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<p>"Queenie, my
little Queenie,"
he said, "<i>you</i>
have brought
me the good
news—is
it true,
quite
true?"</p>
<p>Auntie—that is, of course, what she is
to us—auntie was almost frightened. He
was so gentle, so clinging, and unlike his
usual cold decided self. And a sort of
terror went through her for a moment,
"Suppose it didn't turn out to be true that
we were safe."</p>
<p>"I should never forgive myself, <i>never</i>,"
she thought, "if I have raised his hopes
only for them to be dashed again;" and
even while she went on repeating that it
was true, he would see us directly, she
trembled.</p>
<p>But there came a noise—a very slight,
distant sound at first—of many voices and
steps approaching. Auntie's ears are quick,
and that evening they were quicker than
usual, even. She heard it ever so far off,
long before grandpapa heard anything. And
she listened, trembling. Were the voices
cheerful?—<i>was</i> it all right?</p>
<p>I have so often heard all the story of that
evening—of other people's part of it, I
mean—that I seem to be able to see it all
for myself as it must have looked to them.
I can so picture auntie standing there,
scarcely daring to breathe in her anxiety to
hear! And the first thing that quite
reassured her was Regina's voice speaking
in a pitying, petting, yet laughing way to
Gerald.</p>
<p>"My poor old man! no one will be vexed
with you for crying, for, as you say, you
<i>are</i> only seven years old." <i>Of course</i>,
in Gerald's troubles he had begun his
old cry!</p>
<p>And in another moment the dining-room
door opened and a queer-looking group
appeared. There was Regina in a shawl
thrown over her head, she had not waited to
put on her hat; there was Mr. Lauriston and
two or three gardeners and people we had
gathered on the way—for, of course, we had
come round by the proper entrance to the
Old House, and had found them all at the
pit—and in the middle of the crowd three
very dishevelled-looking little figures, with
eyes swollen with crying, and now blinking
at the sudden light, who rushed forward to
grandpapa, calling out all together—</p>
<p>"Oh! dear grandpapa, please forgive us.
We didn't mean to disobey you."</p>
<p>And before we knew where we were he
had us all in his arms at once, and he was
hugging us as he had never hugged us
before.</p>
<p>"My children," he said, "my dear little
children."</p>
<p>But when he looked up and saw Regina,
he really did start.</p>
<p>"Is it<span class="nowrap">——</span>?" he began, and then he
looked round at auntie. "It is yourself
over again," he said, "it is you, Queenie—as
I last saw you."</p>
<p>Fancy that; fancy the years and years
that had gone by since they had met! How
very, very strange it must have seemed.</p>
<p>But auntie explained who Regina was,
and then grandpapa kissed her too, with a
curious wistful look in his eyes. And then
came hurrying in nurse and Mrs. Munt, whom
the good news of our return had just
reached, and we were bundled off to bed,
where we each had some nice hot stuff to
drink, and Regina explained all the queer
story to the two old servants, while down
stairs grandpapa and auntie were together
alone. And all that <i>they</i> had to tell and
ask of course we would never expect to
hear, but still, we had enough told to us to
make all that had puzzled us plain, and
to clear away all remains of our family
"mystery."</p>
<p>This I will tell you in the next chapter.
And I will also explain to you how Regina
had come to know of our having found
our way into the Old House, the hopes
that this had put into her head—hopes
which had been more than fulfilled, thanks
to the accident with the key, which had
so strangely turned to good.</p>
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