<h4>IV</h4>
<p>The first week of her visit passed in a whirl. She had her
promised toboggan-ride at the back of an automobile through a
chill January twilight. Swathed in furs she put in a morning
tobogganing on the country-club hill; even tried skiing, to sail
through the air for a glorious moment and then land in a tangled
laughing bundle on a soft snow-drift. She liked all the winter
sports, except an afternoon spent snow-shoeing over a glaring
plain under pale yellow sunshine, but she soon realized that
these things were for children—that she was being humored and
that the enjoyment round her was only a reflection of her own.</p>
<p>At first the Bellamy family puzzled her. The men were reliable
and she liked them; to Mr. Bellamy especially, with his iron-gray
hair and energetic dignity, she took an immediate fancy, once
she found that he was born in Kentucky; this made of him a link
between the old life and the new. But toward the women she felt a
definite hostility. Myra, her future sister-in-law, seemed the
essence of spiritless conversationality. Her conversation was so
utterly devoid of personality that Sally Carrol, who came from a
country where a certain amount of charm and assurance could be
taken for granted in the women, was inclined to despise her.</p>
<p>"If those women aren't beautiful," she thought, "they're nothing.
They just fade out when you look at them. They're glorified
domestics. Men are the centre of every mixed group."</p>
<p>Lastly there was Mrs. Bellamy, whom Sally Carrol detested. The
first day's impression of an egg had been confirmed—an egg with
a cracked, veiny voice and such an ungracious dumpiness of
carriage that Sally Carrol felt that if she once fell she would
surely scramble. In addition, Mrs. Bellamy seemed to typify the
town in being innately hostile to strangers. She called Sally
Carrol "Sally," and could not be persuaded that the double name
was anything more than a tedious ridiculous nickname. To Sally
Carrol this shortening of her name was presenting her to the
public half clothed. She loved "Sally Carrol"; she loathed
"Sally." She knew also that Harry's mother disapproved of her
bobbed hair; and she had never dared smoke down-stairs after that
first day when Mrs. Bellamy had come into the library sniffing
violently.</p>
<p>Of all the men she met she preferred Roger Patton, who was a
frequent visitor at the house. He never again alluded to the
Ibsenesque tendency of the populace, but when he came in one day
and found her curled upon the sofa bent over "Peer Gynt" he
laughed and told her to forget what he'd said—that it was all
rot.</p>
<p>They had been walking homeward between mounds of high-piled snow
and under a sun which Sally Carrol scarcely recognized. They
passed a little girl done up in gray wool until she resembled a
small Teddy bear, and Sally Carrol could not resist a gasp of
maternal appreciation.</p>
<p>"Look! Harry!"</p>
<p>"What?"</p>
<p>"That little girl—did you see her face?"</p>
<p>"Yes, why?"</p>
<p>"It was red as a little strawberry. Oh, she was cute!"</p>
<p>"Why, your own face is almost as red as that already! Everybody's
healthy here. We're out in the cold as soon as we're old enough
to walk. Wonderful climate!"</p>
<p>She looked at him and had to agree. He was mighty
healthy-looking; so was his brother. And she had noticed the new
red in her own cheeks that very morning.</p>
<p>Suddenly their glances were caught and held, and they stared for
a moment at the street-corner ahead of them. A man was standing
there, his knees bent, his eyes gazing upward with a tense
expression as though he were about to make a leap toward the
chilly sky. And then they both exploded into a shout of
laughter, for coming closer they discovered it had been a
ludicrous momentary illusion produced by the extreme bagginess of
the man's trousers.</p>
<p>"Reckon that's one on us," she laughed.</p>
<p>"He must be Southerner, judging by those trousers," suggested
Harry mischievously.</p>
<p>"Why, Harry!"</p>
<p>Her surprised look must have irritated him.</p>
<p>"Those damn Southerners!"</p>
<p>Sally Carrol's eyes flashed.</p>
<p>"Don't call 'em that."</p>
<p>"I'm sorry, dear," said Harry, malignantly apologetic, "but you
know what I think of them. They're sort of—sort of
degenerates—not at all like the old Southerners. They've lived
so long down there with all the colored people that they've
gotten lazy and shiftless."</p>
<p>"Hush your mouth, Harry!" she cried angrily. "They're not! They
may be lazy—anybody would be in that climate—but they're my
best friends, an' I don't want to hear 'em criticised in any such
sweepin' way. Some of 'em are the finest men in the world."</p>
<p>"Oh, I know. They're all right when they come North to college,
but of all the hangdog, ill-dressed, slovenly lot I ever saw, a
bunch of small-town Southerners are the worst!"</p>
<p>Sally Carrol was clinching her gloved hands and biting her lip
furiously.</p>
<p>"Why," continued Harry, "if there was one in my class at New
Haven, and we all thought that at last we'd found the true type
of Southern aristocrat, but it turned out that he wasn't an
aristocrat at all—just the son of a Northern carpetbagger, who
owned about all the cotton round Mobile."</p>
<p>"A Southerner wouldn't talk the way you're talking now," she said
evenly.</p>
<p>"They haven't the energy!"</p>
<p>"Or the somethin' else."</p>
<p>"I'm sorry Sally Carrol, but I've heard you say yourself that
you'd never marry——"</p>
<p>"That's quite different. I told you I wouldn't want to tie my
life to any of the boys that are round Tarleton now, but I never
made any sweepin' generalities."</p>
<p>They walked along in silence.</p>
<p>"I probably spread it on a bit thick Sally Carrol. I'm sorry."</p>
<p>She nodded but made no answer. Five minutes later as they stood
in the hallway she suddenly threw her arms round him.</p>
<p>"Oh, Harry," she cried, her eyes brimming with tears; "let's get
married next week. I'm afraid of having fusses like that. I'm
afraid, Harry. It wouldn't be that way if we were married."</p>
<p>But Harry, being in the wrong, was still irritated.</p>
<p>"That'd be idiotic. We decided on March."</p>
<p>The tears in Sally Carrol's eyes faded; her expression hardened
slightly.</p>
<p>"Very well—I suppose I shouldn't have said that."</p>
<p>Harry melted.</p>
<p>"Dear little nut!" he cried. "Come and kiss me and let's forget."
That very night at the end of a vaudeville performance the
orchestra played "Dixie" and Sally Carrol felt something stronger
and more enduring than her tears and smiles of the day brim up
inside her. She leaned forward gripping the arms of her chair
until her face grew crimson.</p>
<p>"Sort of get you dear?" whispered Harry.</p>
<p>But she did not hear him. To the limited throb of the violins and
the inspiring beat of the kettle-drums her own old ghosts were
marching by and on into the darkness, and as fifes whistled and
sighed in the low encore they seemed so nearly out of sight that
she could have waved good-by.</p>
<p class="poem">
<span style="margin-left: 2.5em;">"Away, Away,</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 4.5em;">Away down South in Dixie!</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 3em;">Away, away,</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 4.5em;">Away down South in Dixie!"</span><br/></p>
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