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<h2> CHAPTER II CONDEMNED TO BE HANGED </h2>
<p>Everything befell as the police had foretold. Four terrorists, three men
and a woman, armed with bombs, infernal machines and revolvers, were
seized at the very entrance of the house, and another woman was later
found and arrested in the house where the conspiracy had been hatched. She
was its mistress. At the same time a great deal of dynamite and half
finished bomb explosives were seized. All those arrested were very young;
the eldest of the men was twenty-eight years old, the younger of the women
was only nineteen. They were tried in the same fortress in which they were
imprisoned after the arrest; they were tried swiftly and secretly, as was
done during that unmerciful time.</p>
<p>At the trial all of them were calm, but very serious and thoughtful. Their
contempt for the judges was so intense that none of them wished to
emphasize his daring by even a superfluous smile or by a feigned
expression of cheerfulness. Each was simply as calm as was necessary to
hedge in his soul, from curious, evil and inimical eyes, the great gloom
that precedes death.</p>
<p>Sometimes they refused to answer questions; sometimes they answered,
briefly, simply and precisely, as though they were answering not the
judge, but statisticians, for the purpose of supplying information for
particular special tables. Three of them, one woman and two men, gave
their real names, while two others refused and thus remained unknown to
the judges.</p>
<p>They manifested for all that was going on at the trial a certain
curiosity, softened, as though through a haze, such as is peculiar to
persons who are very ill or are carried away by some great, all-absorbing
idea. They glanced up occasionally, caught some word in the air more
interesting than the others, and then resumed the thought from which their
attention had been distracted.</p>
<p>The man who was nearest to the judges called himself Sergey Golovin, the
son of a retired colonel, himself an ex-officer. He was still a very
young, light-haired, broad-shouldered man, so strong that neither the
prison nor the expectation of inevitable death could remove the color from
his cheeks and the expression of youthful, happy frankness from his blue
eyes. He kept energetically tugging at his bushy, small beard, to which he
had not become accustomed, and continually blinking, kept looking out of
the window.</p>
<p>It was toward the end of winter, when amidst the snowstorms and the
gloomy, frosty days, the approaching spring sent as a forerunner a clear,
warm, sunny day, or but an hour, yet so full of spring, so eagerly young
and beaming that sparrows on the streets lost their wits for joy, and
people seemed almost as intoxicated. And now the strange and beautiful sky
could be seen through an upper window which was dust-covered and unwashed
since the last summer. At first sight the sky seemed to be
milky-gray-smoke-colored—but when you looked longer the dark blue
color began to penetrate through the shade, grew into an ever deeper blue—ever
brighter, ever more intense. And the fact that it did not reveal itself
all at once, but hid itself chastely in the smoke of transparent clouds,
made it as charming as the girl you love. And Sergey Golovin looked at the
sky, tugged at his beard, blinked now one eye, now the other, with its
long, curved lashes, earnestly pondering over something. Once he began to
move his fingers rapidly and thoughtlessly, knitted his brow in some joy,
but then he glanced about and his joy died out like a spark which is
stepped upon. Almost instantly an earthen, deathly blue, without first
changing into pallor, showed through the color of his cheeks. He clutched
his downy hair, tore their roots painfully with his fingers, whose tips
had turned white. But the joy of life and spring was stronger, and a few
minutes later his frank young face was again yearning toward the spring
sky. The young, pale girl, known only by the name of Musya, was also
looking in the same direction, at the sky. She was younger than Golovin,
but she seemed older in her gravity and in the darkness of her open, proud
eyes. Only her very thin, slender neck, and her delicate girlish hands
spoke of her youth; but in addition there was that ineffable something,
which is youth itself, and which sounded so distinctly in her clear,
melodious voice, tuned irreproachably like a precious instrument, every
simple word, every exclamation giving evidence of its musical timbre. She
was very pale, but it was not a deathly pallor, but that peculiar warm
whiteness of a person within whom, as it were, a great, strong fire is
burning, whose body glows transparently like fine Sevres porcelain. She
sat almost motionless, and only at times she touched with an imperceptible
movement of her fingers the circular mark on the middle finger of her
right hand, the mark of a ring which had been recently removed.</p>
<p>She gazed at the sky without caressing kindness or joyous recollections—she
looked at it simply because in all the filthy, official hall the blue bit
of sky was the most beautiful, the purest, the most truthful object, and
the only one that did not try to search hidden depths in her eyes.</p>
<p>The judges pitied Sergey Golovin; her they despised.</p>
<p>Her neighbor, known only by the name of Werner, sat also motionless, in a
somewhat affected pose, his hands folded between his knees. If a face may
be said to look like a false door, this unknown man closed his face like
an iron door and bolted it with an iron lock. He stared motionlessly at
the dirty wooden floor, and it was impossible to tell whether he was calm
or whether he was intensely agitated, whether he was thinking of
something, or whether he was listening to the testimony of the detectives
as presented to the court. He was not tall in stature. His features were
refined and delicate. Tender and handsome, so that he reminded you of a
moonlit night in the South near the seashore, where the cypress trees
throw their dark shadows, he at the same time gave the impression of
tremendous, calm power, of invincible firmness, of cold and audacious
courage. The very politeness with which he gave brief and precise answers
seemed dangerous, on his lips, in his half bow. And if the prison garb
looked upon the others like the ridiculous costume of a buffoon, upon him
it was not noticeable, so foreign was it to his personality. And although
the other terrorists had been seized with bombs and infernal machines upon
them, and Werner had had but a black revolver, the judges for some reason
regarded him as the leader of the others and treated him with a certain
deference, although succinctly and in a business—like manner.</p>
<p>The next man, Vasily Kashirin, was torn between a terrible, dominating
fear of death and a desperate desire to restrain the fear and not betray
it to the judges. From early morning, from the time they had been led into
court, he had been suffocating from an intolerable palpitation of his
heart. Perspiration came out in drops all along his forehead; his hands
were also perspiring and cold, and his cold, sweat-covered shirt clung to
his body, interfering with the freedom of his movements. With a
supernatural effort of will-power he forced his fingers not to tremble,
his voice to be firm and distinct, his eyes to be calm. He saw nothing
about him; the voices came to him as through a mist, and it was to this
mist that he made his desperate efforts to answer firmly, to answer
loudly. But having answered, he immediately forgot question as well as
answer, and was again struggling with himself silently and terribly. Death
was disclosed in him so clearly that the judges avoided looking at him. It
was hard to define his age, as is the case with a corpse which has begun
to decompose. According to his passport, he was only twenty-three years
old. Once or twice Werner quietly touched his knee with his hand, and each
time Kashirin spoke shortly:</p>
<p>"Never mind!"</p>
<p>The most terrible sensation was when he was suddenly seized with an
insufferable desire to cry out, without words, the desperate cry of a
beast. He touched Werner quickly, and Werner, without lifting his eyes,
said softly:</p>
<p>"Never mind, Vasya. It will soon be over."</p>
<p>And embracing them all with a motherly, anxious look, the fifth terrorist,
Tanya Kovalchuk, was faint with alarm. She had never had any children; she
was still young and red-cheeked, just as Sergey Golovin, but she seemed as
a mother to all of them: so full of anxiety, of boundless love were her
looks, her smiles, her sighs. She paid not the slightest attention to the
trial, regarding it as though it were something entirely irrelevant, and
she listened only to the manner in which the others were answering the
questions, to hear whether the voice was trembling, whether there was
fear, whether it was necessary to give water to any one.</p>
<p>She could not look at Vasya in her anguish and only wrung her fingers
silently. At Musya and Werner she gazed proudly and respectfully, and she
assumed a serious and concentrated expression, and then tried to transfer
her smile to Sergey Golovin.</p>
<p>"The dear boy is looking at the sky. Look, look, my darling!" she thought
about Golovin.</p>
<p>"And Vasya! What is it? My God, my God! What am I to do with him? If I
should speak to him I might make it still worse. He might suddenly start
to cry."</p>
<p>So like a calm pond at dawn, reflecting every hastening, passing cloud,
she reflected upon her full, gentle, kind face every swift sensation,
every thought of the other four. She did not give a single thought to the
fact that she, too, was upon trial, that she, too, would be hanged; she
was entirely indifferent to it. It was in her house that the bombs and the
dynamite had been discovered, and, strange though it may seem, it was she
who had met the police with pistol-shots and had wounded one of the
detectives in the head.</p>
<p>The trial ended at about eight o'clock, when it had become dark. Before
Musya's and Golovin's eyes the sky, which had been turning ever bluer, was
gradually losing its tint, but it did not turn rosy, did not smile softly
as in summer evenings, but became muddy, gray, and suddenly grew cold,
wintry. Golovin heaved a sigh, stretched himself, glanced again twice at
the window, but the cold darkness of the night alone was there; then
continuing to tug at his short beard, he began to examine with childish
curiosity the judges, the soldiers with their muskets, and he smiled at
Tanya Kovalchuk. When the sky had darkened Musya calmly, without lowering
her eyes to the ground, turned them to the corner where a small cobweb was
quivering from the imperceptible radiations of the steam heat, and thus
she remained until the sentence was pronounced.</p>
<p>After the verdict, having bidden good-by to their frock-coated lawyers,
and evading each other's helplessly confused, pitying and guilty eyes, the
convicted terrorists crowded in the doorway for a moment and exchanged
brief words.</p>
<p>"Never mind, Vasya. Everything will be over soon," said Werner.</p>
<p>"I am all right, brother," Kashirin replied loudly, calmly and even
somewhat cheerfully. And indeed, his face had turned slightly rosy, and no
longer looked like that of a decomposing corpse.</p>
<p>"The devil take them; they've hanged us," Golovin cursed quaintly.</p>
<p>"That was to be expected," replied Werner calmly.</p>
<p>"To-morrow the sentence will be pronounced in its final form and we shall
all be placed together," said Tanya Kovalchuk consolingly. "Until the
execution we shall all be together."</p>
<p>Musya was silent. Then she resolutely moved forward.</p>
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