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<h2> CHAPTER III. AFTER FIVE YEARS </h2>
<h3> "You have forgotten me?" </h3>
<p>Charley Steele's glance was serenely non-committal as he answered drily:</p>
<p>"I cannot remember doing so."</p>
<p>The other man's eyelids drew down with a look of anger, then the humour of
the impertinence worked upon him, and he gave a nervous little laugh and
said: "I am John Brown."</p>
<p>"Then I'm sure my memory is not at fault," remarked Charley, with an
outstretched hand. "My dear Brown! Still preaching little sermons?"</p>
<p>"Do I look it?" There was a curious glitter in John Brown's eyes. "I'm not
preaching little sermons, and you know it well enough." He laughed, but it
was a hard sort of mirth. "Perhaps you forgot to remember that, though,"
he sneeringly added. "It was the work of your hands."</p>
<p>"That's why I should remember to forget it—I am the child of
modesty." Charley touched the corners of his mouth with his tongue, as
though his lips were dry, and his eyes wandered to a saloon a little
farther down the street.</p>
<p>"Modesty is your curse," rejoined Brown mockingly.</p>
<p>"Once when you preached at me you said that beauty was my curse." Charley
laughed a curt, distant little laugh which was no more the spontaneous
humour lying for ever behind his thoughts than his eye-glass was the real
sight of his eyes, though since childhood this laugh and his eye-glass
were as natural to all expression of himself as John Brown's outward and
showy frankness did not come from the real John Brown.</p>
<p>John Brown looked him up and down quickly, then fastened his eyes on the
ruddy cheeks of his old friend. "Do they call you Beauty now as they used
to?" he asked, rather insolently.</p>
<p>"No. They only say, 'There goes Charley Steele!'" The tongue again touched
the corners of the mouth, and the eyes wandered to the doorway down the
street, over which was written in French: "Jean Jolicoeur, Licensed to
sell wine, beer, and other spirituous and fermented liquors."</p>
<p>Just then an archdeacon of the cathedral passed them, bowed gravely to
Charley, glanced at John Brown, turned colour slightly, and then with a
cold stare passed on too quickly for dignity.</p>
<p>"I'm thinking of Bunyan," said the aforetime friend of Charley Steele.
"I'll paraphrase him and say: 'There, but for beauty and a monocle, walks
John Brown.'"</p>
<p>Under the bitter sarcasm of the man, who, five years ago, had gone down at
last beneath his agnostic raillery, Charley's blue eye did not waver, not
a nerve stirred in his face, as he replied: "Who knows!"</p>
<p>"That was what you always said—who knows! That did for John Brown."</p>
<p>Charley seemed not to hear the remark. "What are you doing now?" he asked,
looking steadily at the face whence had gone all the warmth of manhood,
all that courage of life which keeps men young. The lean parchment visage
had the hunted look of the incorrigible failure, had written on it
self-indulgence, cunning, and uncertainty.</p>
<p>"Nothing much," John Brown replied.</p>
<p>"What last?"</p>
<p>"Floated an arsenic-mine on Lake Superior."</p>
<p>"Failed?"</p>
<p>"More or less. There are hopes yet. I've kept the wolf from the door."</p>
<p>"What are you going to do?"</p>
<p>"Don't know—nothing, perhaps; I've not the courage I had."</p>
<p>"I'd have thought you might find arsenic a good thing," said Charley,
holding out a silver cigarette-case, his eyes turning slowly from the
startled, gloomy face of the man before him, to the cool darkness beyond
the open doorway of that saloon on the other side of the street.</p>
<p>John Brown shivered—there was something so cold-blooded in the
suggestion that he might have found arsenic a good thing. The metallic
glare of Charley's eye-glass seemed to give an added cruelty to the words.
Charley's monocle was the token of what was behind his blue eye-one
ceaseless interrogation. It was that everlasting questioning, the
ceaseless who knows! which had in the end unsettled John Brown's mind, and
driven him at last from the church and the possible gaiters of a dean into
the rough business of life, where he had been a failure. Yet as Brown
looked at Charley the old fascination came on him with a rush. His hand
suddenly caught Charley's as he took a cigarette, and he said: "Perhaps
I'll find arsenic a good thing yet."</p>
<p>For reply Charley laid a hand on his arm-turned him towards the shade of
the houses opposite. Without a word they crossed the street, entered the
saloon, and passed to a little back room, Charley giving an unsympathetic
stare to some men at the bar who seemed inclined to speak to him.</p>
<p>As the two passed into the small back room with the frosted door, one of
the strangers said to the other: "What does he come here for, if he's too
proud to speak! What's a saloon for! I'd like to smash that eye-glass for
him!"</p>
<p>"He's going down-hill fast," said the other. "He drinks steady—steady."</p>
<p>"Tiens—tiens!" interposed Jean Jolicoeur, the landlord. "It is not
harm to him. He drink all day, an' he walk a crack like a bee-line."</p>
<p>"He's got the handsomest wife in this city. If I was him, I'd think more
of myself," answered the Englishman.</p>
<p>"How you think more—hein? You not come down more to my saloon?"</p>
<p>"No, I wouldn't come to your saloon, and I wouldn't go to Theophile
Charlemagne's shebang at the Cote Dorion."</p>
<p>"You not like Charlemagne's hotel?" said a huge black-bearded pilot,
standing beside the landlord. "Oh, I like Charlemagne's hotel, and I like
to talk to Suzon Charlemagne, but I'm not married, Rouge Gosselin—"</p>
<p>"If he go to Charlemagne's hotel, and talk some more too mooch to dat
Suzon Charlemagne, he will lose dat glass out of his eye," interrupted
Rouge Gosselin.</p>
<p>"Who say he been at dat place?" said Jean Jolicoeur. "He bin dere four
times las' month, and dat Suzon Charlemagne talk'bout him ever since. When
dat Narcisse Bovin and Jacques Gravel come down de river, he better keep
away from dat Cote Dorion," sputtered Rouge Gosselin. "Dat's a long story
short, all de same for you—bagosh!"</p>
<p>Rouge Gosselin flung off his glass of white whiskey, and threw after it a
glass of cold water.</p>
<p>"Tiens! you know not M'sieu' Charley Steele," said Jean Jolicoeur, and
turned on his heel, nodding his head sagely.</p>
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<h2> CHAPTER IV. CHARLEY MAKES A DISCOVERY </h2>
<p>A hot day a month later Charley Steele sat in his office staring before
him into space, and negligently smoking a cigarette. Outside there was a
slow clacking of wheels, and a newsboy was crying "La Patrie! La Patrie!
All about the War in France! All about the massacree!" Bells—wedding-bells—were
ringing also, and the jubilant sounds, like the call of the newsboy, were
out of accord with the slumberous feeling of the afternoon. Charley Steele
turned his head slowly towards the window. The branches of a maple-tree
half crossed it, and the leaves moved softly in the shadow they made. His
eye went past the tree and swam into the tremulous white heat of the
square, and beyond to where in the church-tower the bells were ringing-to
the church doors, from which gaily dressed folk were issuing to the
carriages, or thronged the pavement, waiting for the bride and groom to
come forth into a new-created world—for them.</p>
<p>Charley looked through his monocle at the crowd reflectively, his head
held a little to one side in a questioning sort of way, on his lips the
ghost of a smile—not a reassuring smile. Presently he leaned forward
slightly and the monocle dropped from his eye. He fumbled for it, raised
it, blew on it, rubbed it with his handkerchief, and screwed it carefully
into his eye again, his rather bushy brow gathering over it strongly, his
look sharpened to more active thought. He stared straight across the
square at a figure in heliotrope, whose face was turned to a man in
scarlet uniform taller than herself two glowing figures towards whom many
other eyes than his own were directed, some curiously, some disdain fully,
some sadly. But Charley did not see the faces of those who looked on; he
only saw two people—one in heliotrope, one in scarlet.</p>
<p>Presently his white firm hand went up and ran through his hair nervously,
his comely figure settled down in the chair, his tongue touched the
corners of his red lips, and his eyes withdrew from the woman in
heliotrope and the man in scarlet, and loitered among the leaves of the
tree at the window. The softness of the green, the cool health of the
foliage, changed the look of his eye from something cold and curious to
something companionable, and scarcely above a whisper two words came from
his lips:</p>
<p>"Kathleen! Kathleen!"</p>
<p>By the mere sound of the voice it would have been hard to tell what the
words meant, for it had an inquiring cadence and yet a kind of distant
doubt, a vague anxiety. The face conveyed nothing—it was smooth,
fresh, and immobile. The only point where the mind and meaning of the man
worked according to the law of his life was at the eye, where the monocle
was caught now as in a vise. Behind this glass there was a troubled depth
which belied the self-indulgent mouth, the egotism speaking loudly in the
red tie, the jewelled finger, the ostentatiously simple yet sumptuous
clothes.</p>
<p>At last he drew in a sharp, sibilant breath, clicked his tongue—a
sound of devil-may-care and hopelessness at once—and turned to a
little cupboard behind him. The chair squeaked on the floor as he turned,
and he frowned, shivered a little, and kicked it irritably with his heel.</p>
<p>From the cupboard he took a bottle of liqueur, and, pouring out a small
glassful, drank it off eagerly. As he put the bottle away, he said again,
in an abstracted fashion, "Kathleen!"</p>
<p>Then, seating himself at the table, as if with an effort towards energy,
he rang a bell. A clerk entered. "Ask Mr. Wantage to come for a moment,"
he said. "Mr. Wantage has gone to the church—to the wedding," was
the reply.</p>
<p>"Oh, very well. He will be in again this afternoon?"</p>
<p>"Sure to, sir."</p>
<p>"Just so. That will do."</p>
<p>The clerk retired, and Charley, rising, unlocked a drawer, and taking out
some books and papers, laid them on the table. Intently, carefully, he
began to examine them, referring at the same time to a letter which had
lain open at his hand while he had been sitting there. For a quarter of an
hour he studied the books and papers, then, all at once, his fingers
fastened on a point and stayed. Again he read the letter lying beside him.
A flush crimsoned his face to his hair—a singular flush of shame, of
embarrassment, of guilt—a guilt not his own. His breath caught in
his throat.</p>
<p>"Billy!" he gasped. "Billy, by God!"</p>
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<h2> CHAPTER V. THE WOMAN IN HELIOTROPE </h2>
<p>The flush was still on Charley's face when the door opened slowly, and a
lady dressed in heliotrope silk entered, and came forward. Without a word
Charley rose, and, taking a step towards her, offered a chair; at the same
time noticing her heightened colour, and a certain rigid carriage not in
keeping with her lithe and graceful figure. There was no mistaking the
quiver of her upper lip—a short lip which did not hide a wonderfully
pretty set of teeth.</p>
<p>With a wave of the hand she declined the seat. Glancing at the books and
papers lying on the table, she flashed an inquiry at his flushed face,
and, misreading the cause, with slow, quiet point, in which bitterness or
contempt showed, she said meaningly:</p>
<p>"What a slave you are!"</p>
<p>"Behold the white man work!" he said good-naturedly, the flush passing
slowly from his face. With apparent negligence he pushed the letter and
the books and papers a little to one side, but really to place them beyond
the range of her angry eyes. She shrugged her shoulders at his action.</p>
<p>"For 'the fatherless children and widows, and all that are desolate and
oppressed?'" she said, not concealing her malice, for at the wedding she
had just left all her married life had rushed before her in a swift
panorama, and the man in scarlet had fixed the shooting pictures in her
mind.</p>
<p>Again a flush swept up Charley's face and seemed to blur his sight. His
monocle dropped the length of its silken tether, and he caught it and
slowly adjusted it again as he replied evenly:</p>
<p>"You always hit the nail on the head, Kathleen." There was a kind of
appeal in his voice, a sort of deprecation in his eye, as though he would
be friends with her, as though, indeed, there was in his mind some secret
pity for her.</p>
<p>Her look at his face was critical and cold. It was plain that she was not
prepared for any extra friendliness on his part—there seemed no
reason why he should add to his usual courtesy a note of sympathy to the
sound of her name on his lips. He had not fastened the door of the
cupboard from which he had taken the liqueur, and it had swung open a
little, disclosing the bottle and the glass. She saw. Her face took on a
look of quiet hardness.</p>
<p>"Why did you not come to the wedding? She was your cousin. People asked
where you were. You knew I was going."</p>
<p>"Did you need me?" he asked quietly, and his eyes involuntarily swept to
the place where he had seen the heliotrope and scarlet make a glow of
colour on the other side of the square. "You were not alone."</p>
<p>She misunderstood him. Her mind had been overwrought, and she caught
insinuation in his voice. "You mean Tom Fairing!" Her eyes blazed. "You
are quite right—I did not need you. Tom Fairing is a man that all
the world trusts save you."</p>
<p>"Kathleen!" The words were almost a cry. "For God's sake! I have never
thought of 'trusting' men where you are concerned. I believe in no man"—his
voice had a sharp bitterness, though his face was smooth and unemotional—"but
I trust you, and believe in you. Yes, upon my soul and honour, Kathleen."</p>
<p>As he spoke she turned quickly and stepped towards the window, an
involuntary movement of agitation. He had touched a chord. But even as she
reached the window and glanced down to the hot, dusty street, she heard a
loud voice below, a reckless, ribald sort of voice, calling to some one
to, "Come and have a drink."</p>
<p>"Billy!" she said involuntarily, and looked down, then shrank back
quickly. She turned swiftly on her husband. "Your soul and honour,
Charley!" she said slowly. "Look at what you've made of Billy! Look at the
company he keeps—John Brown, who hasn't even decency enough to keep
away from the place he disgraced. Billy is always with him. You ruined
John Brown, with your dissipation and your sneers at religion and
your-'I-wonder-nows!' Of what use have you been, Charley? Of what use to
anyone in the world? You think of nothing but eating, and drinking, and
playing the fop."</p>
<p>He glanced down involuntarily, and carefully flicked some cigarette-ash
from his waistcoat. The action arrested her speech for a moment, and then,
with a little shudder, she continued: "The best they can say of you is,
'There goes Charley Steele!'"</p>
<p>"And the worst?" he asked. He was almost smiling now, for he admired her
anger, her scorn. He knew it was deserved, and he had no idea of making
any defence. He had said all in that instant's cry, "Kathleen!"—that
one awakening feeling of his life so far. She had congealed the word on
his lips by her scorn, and now he was his old debonair, dissipated self,
with the impertinent monocle in his eye and a jest upon his tongue.</p>
<p>"Do you want to know the worst they say?" she asked, growing pale to the
lips. "Go and stand behind the door of Jolicoeur's saloon. Go to any
street corner, and listen. Do you think I don't know what they say? Do you
think the world doesn't talk about the company you keep? Haven't I seen
you going into Jolicoeur's saloon when I was walking on the other side of
the street? Do you think that all the world, and I among the rest, are
blind? Oh, you fop, you fool, you have ruined my brother, you have ruined
my life, and I hate and despise you for a cold-blooded, selfish coward!"</p>
<p>He made a deprecating gesture and stared—a look of most curious
inquiry. They had been married for five years, and during that time they
had never been anything but persistently courteous to each other. He had
never on any occasion seen her face change colour, or her manner show
chagrin or emotion. Stately and cold and polite, she had fairly met his
ceaseless foppery and preciseness of manner. But people had said of her,
"Poor Kathleen Steele!" for her spotless name stood sharply off from his
negligence and dissipation. They called her "Poor Kathleen Steele!" in
sympathy, though they knew that she had not resisted marriage with the
well-to-do Charley Steele, while loving a poor captain in the Royal
Fusileers. She preserved social sympathy by a perfect outward decorum,
though the man of the scarlet coat remained in the town and haunted the
places where she appeared, and though the eyes of the censorious world
were watching expectantly. No voice was raised against her. Her cold
beauty held the admiration of all women, for she was not eager for men's
company, and she kept her poise even with the man in scarlet near her,
glacially complacent, beautifully still, disconcertingly emotionless. They
did not know that the poise with her was to an extent as much a pose as
Charley's manner was to him.</p>
<p>"I hate you and despise you for a cold-blooded, selfish coward!" So that
was the way Kathleen felt! Charley's tongue touched his lips quickly, for
they were arid, and he slowly said:</p>
<p>"I assure you I have not tried to influence Billy. I have no remembrance
of his imitating me in anything. Won't you sit down? It is very fatiguing,
this heat."</p>
<p>Charley was entirely himself again. His words concerning Billy Wantage
might have been either an impeachment of Billy's character and, by
deduction, praise of his own, or it may have been the insufferable egoism
of the fop, well used to imitators. The veil between the two, which for
one sacred moment had seemed about to lift, was fallen now, leaded and
weighted at the bottom.</p>
<p>"I suppose you would say the same about John Brown! It is disconcerting at
least to think that we used to sit and listen to Mr. Brown as he waved his
arms gracefully in his surplice and preached sentimental sermons. I
suppose you will say, what we have heard you say before, that you only
asked questions. Was that how you ruined the Rev. John Brown—and
Billy?"</p>
<p>Charley was very thirsty, and because of that perhaps, his voice had an
unusually dry tone as he replied: "I asked questions of John Brown; I
answer them to Billy. It is I that am ruined!"</p>
<p>There was that in his voice she did not understand, for though long used
to his paradoxical phrases and his everlasting pose—as it seemed to
her and all the world—there now rang through his words a note she
had never heard before. For a fleeting instant she was inclined to catch
at some hidden meaning, but her grasp of things was uncertain. She had
been thrown off her balance, or poise, as Charley had, for an unwonted
second, been thrown off his pose, and her thought could not pierce beneath
the surface.</p>
<p>"I suppose you will be flippant at Judgment Day," she said with a bitter
laugh, for it seemed to her a monstrous thing that they should be such an
infinite distance apart.</p>
<p>"Why should one be serious then? There will be no question of an alibi, or
evidence for the defence—no cross-examination. A cut-and-dried
verdict!"</p>
<p>She ignored his words. "Shall you be at home to dinner?" she rejoined
coldly, and her eyes wandered out of the window again to that spot across
the square where heliotrope and scarlet had met.</p>
<p>"I fancy not," he answered, his eyes turned away also—towards the
cupboard containing the liqueur. "Better ask Billy; and keep him in, and
talk to him—I really would like you to talk to him. He admires you
so much. I wish—in fact I hope you will ask Billy to come and live
with us," he added half abstractedly. He was trying to see his way through
a sudden confusion of ideas. Confusion was rare to him, and his senses,
feeling the fog, embarrassed by a sudden air of mystery and a cloud of
futurity, were creeping to a mind-path of understanding.</p>
<p>"Don't be absurd," she said coldly. "You know I won't ask him, and you
don't want him."</p>
<p>"I have always said that decision is the greatest of all qualities—even
when the decision is bad. It saves so much worry, and tends to health."
Suddenly he turned to the desk and opened a tin box. "Here is further
practice for your admirable gift." He opened a paper. "I want you to sign
off for this building—leaving it to my absolute disposal." He spread
the paper out before her.</p>
<p>She turned pale and her lips tightened. She looked at him squarely in the
eyes. "My wedding-gift!" she said. Then she shrugged her shoulders. A
moment she hesitated, and in that moment seemed to congeal. "You need it?"
she asked distantly.</p>
<p>He inclined his head, his eye never leaving hers. With a swift angry
motion she caught the glove from her left hand, and, doubling it back,
dragged it off. A smooth round ring came off with it and rolled upon the
floor.</p>
<p>Stooping, he picked up the ring, and handed it back to her, saying:
"Permit me." It was her wedding-ring. She took it with a curious
contracted look and put it on the finger again, then pulled off the other
glove quietly. "Of course one uses the pen with the right hand," she said
calmly.</p>
<p>"Involuntary act of memory," he rejoined slowly, as she took the pen in
her hand. "You had spoken of a wedding, this was a wedding-gift, and—that's
right, sign there!"</p>
<p>There was a brief pause, in which she appeared to hesitate, and then she
wrote her name in a large firm hand, and, throwing down the pen, caught up
her gloves, and began to pull them on viciously.</p>
<p>"Thanks. It is very kind of you," he said. He put the document in the tin
box, and took out another, as without a word, but with a grave face in
which scorn and trouble were mingled, she now turned towards the door.</p>
<p>"Can you spare a minute longer?" he said, and advanced towards her,
holding the new document in his hand. "Fair exchange is no robbery. Please
take this. No, not with the right hand; the left is better luck—the
better the hand, the better the deed," he added with a whimsical squint
and a low laugh, and he placed the paper in her left hand. "Item No. 2 to
take the place of item No. 1."</p>
<p>She scrutinised the paper. Wonder filled her face. "Why, this is a deed of
the homestead property—worth three times as much!" she said. "Why—why
do you do this?"</p>
<p>"Remember that questions ruin people sometimes," he answered, and stepped
to the door and turned the handle, as though to show her out. She was
agitated and embarrassed now. She felt she had been unjust, and yet she
felt that she could not say what ought to be said, if all the rules were
right.</p>
<p>"Thank you," she said simply. "Did you think of this when—when you
handed me back the ring?"</p>
<p>"I never had an inspiration in my life. I was born with a plan of
campaign."</p>
<p>"I suppose I ought to—kiss you!" she said in some little confusion.</p>
<p>"It might be too expensive," he answered, with a curious laugh. Then he
added lightly: "This was a fair exchange"—he touched the papers—"but
I should like you to bear witness, madam, that I am no robber!" He opened
the door. Again there was that curious penetrating note in his voice, and
that veiled look. She half hesitated, but in the pause there was a loud
voice below and a quick foot on the stairs.</p>
<p>"It's Billy!" she said sharply, and passed out.</p>
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<h2> CHAPTER VI. THE WIND AND THE SHORN LAMB </h2>
<p>A half-hour later Charley Steele sat in his office alone with Billy
Wantage, his brother-in-law, a tall, shapely fellow of twenty-four. Billy
had been drinking, his face was flushed, and his whole manner was
indolently careless and irresponsible. In spite of this, however, his grey
eyes were nervously fixed on Charley, and his voice was shaky as he said,
in reply to a question as to his finances: "That's my own business,
Charley."</p>
<p>Charley took a long swallow from the tumbler of whiskey and soda beside
him, and, as he drew some papers towards him, answered quietly: "I must
make it mine, Billy, without a doubt."</p>
<p>The tall youth shifted in his chair and essayed to laugh.</p>
<p>"You've never been particular about your own business. Pshaw, what's the
use of preaching to me!"</p>
<p>Charley pushed his chair back, and his look had just a touch of surprise,
a hint of embarrassment. This youth, then, thought him something of a
fool: read him by virtue of his ornamentations, his outer idiosyncrasy!
This boy, whose iniquity was under his finger on that table, despised him
for his follies, and believed in him less than his wife—two people
who had lived closer to him than any others in the world. Before he
answered he lifted the glass beside him and drank to the last drop, then
slowly set it down and said, with a dangerous smile:</p>
<p>"I have always been particular about other people's finances, and the
statement that you haven't isn't preaching, it's an indictment—so it
is, Billy."</p>
<p>"An indictment!" Billy bit his finger-nails now, and his voice shook.</p>
<p>"That's what the jury would say, and the judge would do the preaching. You
have stolen twenty-five thousand dollars of trust-moneys!"</p>
<p>For a moment there was absolute silence in the room. From outside in the
square came the Marche-t'en! of a driver, and the loud cackling laugh of
some loafer at the corner. Charley's look imprisoned his brother-in-law,
and Billy's eyes were fixed in a helpless stare on Charley's finger, which
held like a nail the record of his infamy.</p>
<p>Billy drew himself back with a jerk of recovery, and said with bravado,
but with fear in look and motion: "Don't stare like that. The thing's
done, and you can't undo it, and that's all there is about it." Charley
had been staring at the youth-staring and not seeing him really, but
seeing his wife and watching her lips say again: "You are ruining Billy!"
He was not sober, but his mind was alert, his eccentric soul was getting
kaleidoscopic glances at strange facts of life as they rushed past his
mind into a painful red obscurity.</p>
<p>"Oh yes, it can be undone, and it's not all there is about it!" he
answered quietly.</p>
<p>He got up suddenly, went to the door, locked it, put the key in his
pocket, and, coming back, sat down again beside the table.</p>
<p>Billy watched him with shrewd, hunted eyes. What did Charley mean to do?
To give him in charge? To send him to jail? To shut him out from the world
where he had enjoyed himself so much for years and years? Never to go
forth free among his fellows! Never to play the gallant with all the
pretty girls he knew! Never to have any sports, or games, or tobacco, or
good meals, or canoeing in summer, or tobogganing in winter, or
moose-hunting, or any sort of philandering!</p>
<p>The thoughts that filled his mind now were not those of regret for his
crime, but the fears of the materialist and sentimentalist, who revolted
at punishment and all the shame and deprivation it would involve.</p>
<p>"What did you do with the money?" said Charley, after a minute's silence,
in which two minds had travelled far.</p>
<p>"I put it into mines."</p>
<p>"What mines?"</p>
<p>"Out on Lake Superior."</p>
<p>"What sort of mines?"</p>
<p>"Arsenic."</p>
<p>Charley's eye-glass dropped, and rattled against the gold button of his
white waistcoat.</p>
<p>"In arsenic-mines!" He put the monocle to his eye again. "On whose
advice?"</p>
<p>"John Brown's."</p>
<p>"John Brown's!" Charley Steele's ideas were suddenly shaken and scattered
by a man's name, as a bolting horse will crumple into confusion a crowd of
people. So this was the way his John Brown had come home to roost. He
lifted the empty whiskey-glass to his lips and drained air. He was
terribly thirsty; he needed something to pull himself together. Five years
of dissipation had not robbed him of his splendid native ability, but it
had, as it were, broken the continuity of his will and the sequence of his
intellect.</p>
<p>"It was not investment?" he asked, his tongue thick and hot in his mouth.</p>
<p>"No. What would have been the good?"</p>
<p>"Of course. Speculation—you bought heavily to sell on an expected
rise?"</p>
<p>"Yes."</p>
<p>There was something so even in Charley's manner and tone that Billy
misinterpreted it. It seemed hopeful that Charley was going to make the
best of a bad job.</p>
<p>"You see," Billy said eagerly, "it seemed dead certain. He showed me the
way the thing was being done, the way the company was being floated, how
the market in New York was catching hold. It looked splendid. I thought I
could use the money for a week or so, then put it back, and have a nice
little scoop, at no one's cost. I thought it was a dead-sure thing—and
I was hard up, and Kathleen wouldn't lend me any more. If Kathleen had
only done the decent thing—"</p>
<p>A sudden flush of anger swept over Charley's face—never before in
his life had that face been so sensitive, never even as a child. Something
had waked in the odd soul of Beauty Steele.</p>
<p>"Don't be a sweep—leave Kathleen out of it!" he said, in a sharp,
querulous voice—a voice unnatural to himself, suggestive of little
use, as though he were learning to speak, using strange words stumblingly
through a melee of the emotions. It was not the voice of Charley Steele
the fop, the poseur, the idlest man in the world.</p>
<p>"What part of the twenty-five thousand went into the arsenic?" he said,
after a pause. There was no feeling in the voice now; it was again even
and inquiring.</p>
<p>"Nearly all."</p>
<p>"Don't lie. You've been living freely. Tell the truth, or—or I'll
know the reason why, Billy."</p>
<p>"About two-thirds-that's the truth. I had debts, and I paid them."</p>
<p>"And you bet on the races?"</p>
<p>"Yes."</p>
<p>"And lost?"</p>
<p>"Yes. See here, Charley; it was the most awful luck—"</p>
<p>"Yes, for the fatherless children and widows, and all that are oppressed!"</p>
<p>Charley's look again went through and beyond the culprit, and he recalled
his wife's words and his own reply. A quick contempt and a sort of
meditative sarcasm were in the tone. It was curious, too, that he could
smile, but the smile did not encourage Billy Wantage now.</p>
<p>"It's all gone, I suppose?" he added.</p>
<p>"All but about a hundred dollars."</p>
<p>"Well, you have had your game; now you must pay for it."</p>
<p>Billy had imagination, and he was melodramatic. He felt danger ahead.</p>
<p>"I'll go and shoot myself!" he said, banging the table with his fist so
that the whiskey-tumbler shook.</p>
<p>He was hardly prepared for what followed. Charley's nerves had been
irritated; his teeth were on edge. This threat, made in such a cheap,
insincere way, was the last thing in the world he could bear to hear. He
knew that Billy lied; that if there was one thing Billy would not do,
shooting himself was that one thing. His own life was very sweet to Billy
Wantage. Charley hated him the more at that moment because he was
Kathleen's brother. For if there was one thing he knew of Kathleen, it was
that she could not do a mean thing. Cold, unsympathetic she might be,
cruel at a pinch perhaps, but dishonourable—never! This weak,
cowardly youth was her brother! No one had ever seen such a look on
Charley Steele's face as came upon it now—malicious, vindictive. He
stooped over Billy in a fury.</p>
<p>"You think I'm a fool and an ass—you ignorant, brainless, lying cub!
You make me a thief before all the world by forging my name, and stealing
the money for which I am responsible, and then you rate me so low that you
think you'll bamboozle me by threats of suicide. You haven't the courage
to shoot yourself—drunk or sober. And what do you think would be
gained by it? Eh, what do you think would be gained? You can't see that
you'd insult your sister as well as—as rob me."</p>
<p>Billy Wantage cowered. This was not the Charley Steele he had known, not
like the man he had seen since a child. There was something almost uncouth
in this harsh high voice, these gauche words, this raw accent; but it was
powerful and vengeful, and it was full of purpose. Billy quivered, yet his
adroit senses caught at a straw in the words, "as rob me!" Charley was
counting it a robbery of himself, not of the widows and orphans! That gave
him a ray of hope. In a paroxysm of fear, joined to emotional excitement,
he fell upon his knees, and pleaded for mercy—for the sake of one
chance in life, for the family name, for Kathleen's sake, for the sake of
everything he had ruthlessly dishonoured. Tears came readily to his eyes,
real tears—of excitement; but he could measure, too, the strength of
his appeal.</p>
<p>"If you'll stand by me in this, I'll pay you back every cent, Charley," he
cried. "I will, upon my soul and honour! You shan't lose a penny, if
you'll only see me through. I'll work my fingers off to pay it back till
the last hour of my life. I'll be straight till the day I die—so
help me God!"</p>
<p>Charley's eyes wandered to the cupboard where the liqueurs were. If he
could only decently take a drink! But how could he with this boy kneeling
before him? His breath scorched his throat.</p>
<p>"Get up!" he said shortly. "I'll see what I can do—to-morrow. Go
away home. Don't go out again to-night. And come here at ten o'clock in
the morning."</p>
<p>Billy took up his hat, straightened his tie, carefully brushed the dust
from his knees, and, seizing Charley's hand, said: "You're the best fellow
in the world, Charley." He went towards the door, dusting his face of
emotion as he had dusted his knees. The old selfish, shrewd look was again
in his eyes. Charley's gaze followed him gloomily. Billy turned the handle
of the door. It was locked.</p>
<p>Charley came forward and unlocked it. As Billy passed through, Charley,
looking sharply in his face, said hoarsely: "By Heaven, I believe you're
not worth it!" Then he shut the door again and locked it.</p>
<p>He almost ran back and opened the cupboard. Taking out the bottle of
liqueur, he filled a glass and drank it off. Three times he did this, then
seated himself at the table with a sigh of relief and no emotion in his
face.</p>
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